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Tuesday, April 28, 2009

quiz and quiz>

i can't remember nor can i recall.. my mind is so cloudy.. and i don't know what is my real feelings anymore.. i wonder am i faking or what...

i have management quiz today ...and it was just too difficult... er.. well i didn't study well as well.. i was too tired abt everything. but ok.. wei hao did secretly tell me the answer and so i type it in..
hesitatingly, and eve copy from me later.. i feel rather bad too like doing such thing..well as i said i can't think properly..

i wonder when did hamham actually get sicked?is it that when i had uni midterm or during holidays? i can't remember but part of me telling me there's no point of knowing as hamham is gone.. well and i late for morning class at 8am (jap) worse, i stepped on the wet mud..and my white sport shoes.. turn dark brown. i find myself laughing too as i was talking to Cake.. i thought that i would be really quiet or smth..but i find myself talked more..

-_-

in the evening i went to chinese for mid term exam.. ji turned up like one hour after me. and i kept reading and reading..but when the real time comes.. i was so nervous that i kept speaking wrongly.. and i feel not quite in mood of exam.. it's oral exam..

list to do:
accounting homework( there are 2)
read jap! (revision, next week quiz and can't follow the lesson)
read management..
this sunday chinese class?
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# posted by milk bottle | 9:49 AM | 0 comments

hamham>

it was in the yesterday morning when i rushed to school but before that, i went down to see hamster to make sure that the water supply tube was working well. then the phone rang.. as yang yang was coming to pick me up at home.. then i managed a glance at hamham's cage and there i saw it was lying among the wooden flakes, i guess it's resting. and i rushed to upstair as yangyang had reached and we were sort of late for class.

lucky that the teacher is late as well(accounting)...the class ended early and so the we went for lunch.. and there i met with nikita and we all had lunch together.. as usual, yang yang didn't want to look very friendly.. in fact he sort of ignore eve and niki which is not very nice..

then later in afternoon, i and him went to town and there's heavy rain and real bad traffic... which held us up for whole day.. i accompany him to collect his air ticket and to king power..
as the traffic real bad, we didn't get to king power .. when collect the air ticket..i suggested that we parked car in petrol station and walked over..and it's really faster that way. it is like the first time that we walked over the bridge together haha.. i feel rather different somehow..

and way back.. bad traffic again.. and in the car we were enjoying , playing , chating, reading chinese... and i was really hungry afterward.. i kept suggesting that we stop at the mall shopping .. just somewhere to eat but he kept refusing..saying we would be home late...blah blah..
well but i could understand a bit.. as it's really later when we got back .. and he ordered KFC..while teaching me the excel thing as today i have quiz..

then he sent me home. he helped me install another version of excel later.. and later when i go to see my ham ham
i find it not moving and it just lied at the same place where i saw it this morning. i tried to make it move but it just didn't,.. and it's body still soft... i know it had been sicked or old i don't know but i wanted to bring it to see doctor really.. in the car .. it's second time i'm telling yangyang to go with me as the other time he said he can't .. last mins.. and we planned to bring hamham to see pet tmr.. but it was too late..
it was so unexpected.. i should have bring it to see doctor early.. i feel no matter what is ay now is seemed to be like an excuse.
later i buried it at the tree near my car lot... with tears in my eyes.. how i wish i could just wake it up..

# posted by milk bottle | 9:31 AM | 0 comments

Friday, April 24, 2009

chinese exam>

today i have chinese exam.. so tired..and i did some stupid mistake. well but i think i did much better than the other time :)

today i have accounting class but yang yang didn't go as he went making visa thing.. so after class, i and eve went for lunch . and there i met nikita too ! :) and we three just chat.. it's so fun.. but i have to come home early as i need to study my chinese. i'm quite touch that this morning, yang yang came to my house to answer all my chinese questions.. and he help me print the chapter 7 too.. and my dad made him a cup of coffee and my mum asked if he want to eat porridge..haha..

# posted by milk bottle | 9:04 AM | 0 comments

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

management science>

i was so eager for this new trimester.. but my eagerness is fading away as i went for the class management science. -_- i was slightly late but ok i got a place as my friend , eve helps me to get one for me.. the teacher seems to be nice but then she was speaking so fast.. and i was lack behind. and there's smth wrong witht the computer i can't log in. i wonder is it because of the internet connection or what. .but the teacher was going on and on.. and she suddenly asked "who didn't follow? " and i quickly raise my hand , wanting her to rescue but after she came.. and see.. it can't ...later then i call her again.. still cannot.. so i have to restart the computer.. and wait while the rest of the class were going on..and i can't follow up .. then when the it has restart.. still it can't be used.. and the teacher was talking into the mic that " so everyboday can except her" and she looks into my direction! i felt so bad..! i know i'm bad at com but.. ><>

how i wish yang yang were there with me .. but he absent as he went for visa making thing..

i wonder if i would fail the class or not.. +_+ and next class we're going to have to show to the class abt excel .. we given a topic to work on.. god! AND next week.. we will have excel quiz! i regret taking this class!

# posted by milk bottle | 7:21 AM | 0 comments

Monday, April 20, 2009

uni first day>

:) today it is the first day of the third term of the second year in uni.i have accounting lesson.. i went to school with yang yang.. he came to fetch me and we were like.. a bit late..but he seemed not to bother at all.. and i kept rushing him to drive faster and he down there take things so easily. i just don't want to be late for the first lesson..

ok.. we were late abt 5-10 mins .. i went in the class and there's some similar faces.. and eve came to sit with us. the teacher name Barry , it is like a motivation for me already as he seems to be really good teacher and helpful unlike last term haha.. i still remember that i gave the accounting one teacher so long comment. i wonder if she would know that i was me.. hmm but i guess not.. and hope not..haha i said something like.. : "people have different abilities in understanding so you shouldn't assume that we ,students can all understand everything at once." smth like that..

the lesson end early, and i went for lunch.. i met several ppl of the last term. well they seem nice ..or i guess i'm already happy , that's why i feel that everything is so good.. haha it's a sign of a new term, and new beginning , i guess i'm going to do better this term :)

---> happy-go lucky!

# posted by milk bottle | 4:17 AM | 0 comments

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

days>

i still feel so tired today, not sure whether because i watched too much tv program or because of sickness.. today i use toilet 4 times.. +_+ and tmr there's family outing, i would like to go too.. but now i feel so tired ..

my mum asked me not to shower but i just can't bare with the heat in the afternoon, so i went to shower as i feel that i have no fever..

anyway i didn't do any chinese homework today..sigh..
and i still feel a bit unwell.. somehow.. in my voice..and my stomach..
guess i should rest more..

# posted by milk bottle | 8:51 AM | 0 comments

Monday, April 13, 2009

:)>

i was still thinking if he would call me or not from china.. and as i was practicing my piano, then my mum called me from upstair and said he calls me..and i was ... huh?really?
and i answered the phone not quite sure how to use my mum earphone..and i said " hello?" and for a while , i heard his voice.. i felt as if he's waiting to listen to my voice..and the first thing he said was "wat was wrong? " and i wonder how he know that i was sick.. and i asked..how he knows.. then he said my mum told him .. i was quite touched that he's concerned abt me and.. i told him i have fever and stomach upset..then he ask me to drink more water.. and he asked what have i been doing..and i said.. i had been sleeping the whole day today.. which is true as i took so many medicine.. for fever.. i took 4 altogether then 7 for stomach and i drank some salt cold drink which my dad bought..he said it would help.. but after i drank ...then later i use toilet again >< ...anyway and i ask him.. " how yr trip" and he said he had no mood for the trip as he kept thinking about me.. i was quite touched . i mean he and i think of each other at the same time..

and he said abt the protest in thailand as he's very concerned abt me.. he asked me not to go out or even go for chinese class.. :) i'm so glad that he's being so nice to me..and he also want to apologise for how he had treat me the other day... but i'm no longer unhappy or anything.. i asked why he calls to my mum phone then he said he tried calling me but i didn't answer..and is and i said i was practicing piano and he said he also calls into my house..but cannot..guess he called the wrong number.. haha.. so he calls to my mum..

then i told him that ihave submit our registration for next term..and he ask me so we have three classes together? and i said yea.. actually that time there's one place available for business finance but i don't know if he wants it or not.. and if i changed for him then he might think that.. i don't want him to have three common subjects with me. so i didn't change.. and he sounds very happy.. which make me feel that he's really want to be in the same class as me.. :) but i'm also afraid if next time we can't be in the same class as we are different major..

# posted by milk bottle | 8:29 AM | 0 comments

sick>

today morning, i woke up feeling unwell.. well it's been since last night .. stomach upset for like three times.. and in the morning one more time.. but i feel like having fever.. i really hate to be sick and i feel so flaccid no energy at all.. -_- how i wish yang yang were here with me..

then i took some medicine and sleep but with the lousy aircondition... i feel as if there's no aircondition..

anyway now i feel slightly better.. no more fever but i guess it must be because of the milk that i drank because i think it tastes a bit.. stronger than usual but i'm not sure abt my fever..

today i really must do my chinese homework!

# posted by milk bottle | 2:42 AM | 0 comments

Friday, April 10, 2009

sigh>

it seems like in a relationship is not always smooth..

suddenly after listening to his request of breaking up, i'm a bit lost..i feel like going straight to look for him and explain everything to him just everything.. even if he doesn't understand, i would still say until he understand what i really feel .. but i guess he would refuse it all.. i know and understand his temper , i guess it would be better for him to cool down ..

but what if he insists with the break up? what could i do? i'm not sure if it would be like the first time.. and i guess there's nothing could change his mind..

let's say if we break up .. so many things came to my mind.. ok.. let not talk abt my emotion now.. it's sort of become numb.. well first thing first, i don' t know how to tell my mum abt that ..she sure will ask.. and my sisters.. and so on.. well.. i suddenly think of jay's song again.. "together is called a dream, separate is called pain" of course, i hope we can be together
it seems like.. yesterday we are still so happy having dinner together, chatting and promising of going out together ...

now i know why he called me in the evening, i guess he want to ask me out to talk as he already has "break up" idea in his mind. but i don't want to blame him .. no i won't well i think i can understand how he feel ..he's sensitive and i'm not so sometimes... but at least he should believe in us of how we feel .. it is not just about one password and that is the end of it.

i overheard in the phone when i and him were talking.. and i heard the doorbell many times.. i guess his parents were rushing him down as they were going to the airport for a trip to china. but he shout ahead that he's not wanting to go anymore. and he said to me that there's nothing left for us to talk.. then i heard his dad voice (not quite happy) and so he hanged up the phone. i still can't believe it ended like this..

as i'm in front of the com talking to a few friends.. sarah and pj always insist that i break up with him haha.. but serena said shouldn't..
anyway not long i heard the phone rang so i walked to the room.. not quite in a mood to answer...
then i saw it's him ..again.. which left me puzzled then i answer and i could sense that he's no longer angry but i'm not happy .. how could he just say break up without wanting to..and one minutes later act like nothing happen.. well but i can't deny that i'm a bit relief .. however, i don't know what was my feelings anymore..so he's at airport already andgoing up the plane. it would be like 6 days that we will not get to see each other.. then later he called again when he was on the plane. and i felt unwell .. like having a slight headached.. -_- so i didn't have mood to talk much..

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it has been only one day and i miss him already. i wonder if he feels the same or just having a good time ,enjoying his trip. it seems like he occupied my thought the whole day long and many times , i would be lost in the thought of the good times that we have.

i had a good chat with sarah in msn. she told me so much abt her stuff hehe.. :) i quite miss her and others! haha.. it's been so long that we last met and i wish i could be there again . i wonder if i would still like mos burger (ebi rice) like i use to like... or would it taste not special as i used to think..

today i also went to the fitness with my mum.. :) (actually i feel abit bad abt my self soemtimes.. as i tried to use the hello kitty phone but it doesn't work then my mum cam over to help and i sort of blame her for it) .. i feel so bad but i guess she understands...

we were at the mall..for yoga class.. and i feel like had been tortured.. and i feel that the teacher was looking at me ..with a smile ..that i couldn't do ...+_+

# posted by milk bottle | 7:59 PM | 0 comments

Tuesday, April 07, 2009

grade>

my grade is out now.. i got A for japanese , B for marketing very very disappointing and C plus for accounting haha... if i did well for mid term then i would get like hmm.. A sigh haha nvm

now i'm worried for macro

# posted by milk bottle | 9:25 AM | 0 comments