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Sunday, October 28, 2007

piano lesson>

today ....wei hao also comes to my house... i told my grandma that he's coming..and grandma gives that a werid smile..which i don't really comprehend..then she said it's good to help each other ...well..i teach him how to play 'right here waiting' the beginning of the song.. and to my surprise, he took it really seriously.. and later i showed him a picture of mine.. in the computer.. i don't know what i looked like but i find myself....very weird looking.. then later we went to the central for lunch.. and we ate at santa fe..i just love the dory fish!! it's so nice! a bit crispy and smooth inner.. wei hao keeps smiling.. haha..as i kept saying how nice it is.. and later i saw there's sale on key chain..earrings... and i happened to find one..very cute looking soft toy key chain.. i'm not sure what it is..but there's only one there.. but i don't really need it..but i just find it so cute.. so i gave to wei hao..since he doesn't have any handphone chain.. but haha.. i think it looked a bit funny.. because it's a bit childish though.. i thought he would not even want to hang it on his phone.. then later... he brings me to I cake.. i've never been there though.. well.. i like the cheese cake.. but it was so fillings.. and i think i would be gaining weight soon.. haha well i think i always eat out nowadays..
then when i'm home.. i showed him some of my past drawings and my photo..

well today my sister call...so rude.. of her.. she just doesn't respect me at all.. they are coming back on 1st nov... +_+ i don't really feel like seeing them somehow.. it's like.. they would be here to disturb me and irritate me.. that's all they can do.. and i almost forget that i actually asked New to buy me a vcd .. secret.. so she did buy.. so i don't have to go to the cinema to watch..

by the way.. i just knew from my grandma that my parents are coming back tonight! =) i will be waiting for them to come home! actually i'm a bit sleepy .. but i feel like seeing them so much! =) i can wait..

# posted by milk bottle | 9:22 AM | 0 comments

long day>

it has been a few days that i didn't blog.. quite busy...

next week ...busy week..will have exam +_+ enlish,and chinese.. yesterday i just have chinese lesson.. the teacher go through the exercise that he gave.. well.. and when nobody answer.. he would look at me and ask what is my answer.. and would ask us to take turn and answer....and there's a section i didn't do.. so embarrassed.. so i told him i didn't do.. we are goign to have a school party on the 17Nov...well and each class has to come up with a performance..well.. and everybody is like turn to look at me.. anyway.. i think they are coming up with a role play..and i guess i have to be the one who read out the script!!! so scary...and my chinese is not that good..but everybody also think that..even the teacher.. +_+
well ...my piano teacher supposed to come at 11.30am and i waited...and when it was 12.30 am he still didn't turn up.. and i waited.. and finally he called..saying that his car's tyre burst.. i wonder if it was true.. may be it is.. well so i went to sleep.. but i just couldn't sleep ...as i didn't know what time would he turn up.. and finally he turned up at 2.30 pm.. and after the lesson.. he talked for like 30 mins more.. i was praying hard that he would just go.. but he kept talking.. i kept nodding my head without register the words that he said.. he was saying about virus..and about taking something to repair.. um...i thought it was his computer..but after listening for long.. then i knew that it is his handphone.. it's a tried saturday... i went to the market in the morning with grandma.. i don't think she knows how much i hate going there.. but well i didn't mention about word about how i feel.. in fact i was quiet through out the whole trip.. it was so smelly... and as i was following her... there's like meats hanging along both side of me.. i tried not to look..but still i saw.. meats in a pool of blood... fishes... not really dead ...but the lady just use the knife to hit its head and cut it.. i just can't stand the sight of it!... then as my grandma was buying meat.. (i feel like telling her not to buy.. i wouldn't want to eat) i saw a bucket of intestines.. i was not sure which intestine it was but it was disgusting.. and on my right.. i saw rib bones dangling around... +_+ i guess i would want to become a vegetarian i go to market everyday...

friday---i had tennis quiz today! and i was really late.. supposed to be there at 8am but i left my house at 7.50 ...but lucky i was not asked to run ...so we had to take the test.. i was so nervous...and we got to practice and who are confident could just go for it first.. i was telling my teacher.. that it was like my forth time of holding the racket.. i wanted him to be more lenient with me.. haha actually asking for sympathy marks.. and the quiz seemed difficult.. you have to throw the ball and hit it over to the other side.. the zone near to the net is considered as 1 point and further away 2 points.. but have to be within the area where the cones are placed.. i'm sort of the worst among all the girls.. Nick who always hits out.. 'home run'... he somehow managed to hit into the zone too..i feel so stressed... +_+ and so i kept practicing... my forehand it ok.. but then backhand not so good.. Rin was the first person who took the quiz... he did well .. later i was practicing with Bomb...oh yea to my surprised ,he gave me some biscuit too...and to Guz as well.. well and he just so good at the quiz..
everybody looked so realxed while i was the only who got nervous... i waited for everybody to go home.. and i went for it.. my forhand was bad! ...i couldn't hit over the net.. and went over..it went out of court.. then calming myself down.. i manage to hit to the zone 1... then teacher asked for my back hand... suddenly federer came to my mind.. his back hand slide is just too perfect.. and i remember how he used to hit.. so i tried.. and naturally i hit the ball without looking until the ball landed at the other court..into the zone 2! Rin was saying good at the other side.. haha i also couldn't quite believe myself.. and a few more balls ,i manged to do the same.. the teacher was quite impressed and he said that he like my attitude.. hehe.. he said i was very focus... haha it's just lucky i guess.. i really feel like telling myparents about the whole quiz but they are not back from china.. then later i was in the girl changing room.. i was talking to mint.. and i happened to ask her why she choose to be with top when she actually saying that bomb is a nice person.. and her reply was...it was easy.. top agrees to her so they end up together.. i was taken aback... she's so easy going.. anyway we went for lunch in the canteen.. and i come home.. later on wei hao and rin came to my house.. well.. i'm not quite sure how to serve them though..
wei hao came to my rescue with the computer.. while rin was playing with my piano.. and later we went to oishi... i feel that i ate just too little.. haha..while rin kept coming with food but he couldn't finish most of them.. and wei hao has to force them down... we also have a chat.. wei hao talk more than usual.. which i think it is good..because he seems so quiet normally.. and he talked alot of business...and issues that i have never known of... on the way back... wei hao sent both of us home.. but before sending me.. we went to the mall.. to buy biscuit for my grandma.. i feel that i often troubled him..

# posted by milk bottle | 8:35 AM | 0 comments

Thursday, October 25, 2007

what to say>

today i rushed to schoolas i have to hand in my english assignment.and i'm not even sure if i would be having bio class or not.. i went to the class but then there's no one.. so means there's no lesson.. ok.. then i met wei hao.. he printed my essay for me.. after i finished with it then i sent it to him for him to check.. then we went to the library.. and i met Guz there... she's doing refresher math... so i took out my bio to study.. but after fliping through pages.. i have no idea where should i begin.. +_+.. it seems like i don't know anything at all..and i'm even sure if in the class,did the teacher actually taught this or that.. i'm not even sure which chapters i would be tested on .. i feel so helpless!

anyway..later wei hao and i went for lunch.. as i ate too slow ...we were late for math class.. i feel really sorry about that.. but i didn't say anything to him.. well we didn't get back our math paper today.. the teacher has not finished marking..
then after the class... wei hao ,Rin and i went for meal at the 6 floor 'Mango' i had only sweet corn soup.. i find Rin very funny.. hehe...he just has a sense of humour.. then as we were walking to our car..we were talking on some issues.. and i don't how we ended up going to wei hao's house.. i followed them behind..and when i reached his village.. evergreen... well i always pass but never go in.. mum said she went in there before.. as someone...not sure who..live there..anyway... we were at his house.. i parked my car outside.. and as i walked in.. i saw his black dog.. and it actually didn't bark at me.. haha.. not sure for what reason.. hehe may be it can sense that i'm a nice person haha.. it's quite cute and obedient.. unlike my dog.. Wan and Jerry.. they always go out and refused to come home.. and then we went to his room.. to my surprise, his room is so clean and neat!.. simple but very neat.. i never seen anyone so neat before... and my room is like ...a scene of mess...may be i'm alone is not so.. apple has to be blamed too.. she like putting all her unused magazine at the counter next to the bed..and her clothes are all the place.. those that had wore should go into basket.. but she just hanged them where my towel belongs to...i really can't stand her sometimes.. well pete was also saying that apple did these when she was in her house too.. and i really can't understand why is she so eager about getting high speed internet for my computer. it doesn't like have to be in this week.. yea .. she ever mentions about playing online game---fantan tennis with me.. if have high speed internet... _" as if i have a time ..or even she.. she has to work too... and she asked when would i be free.. staying home.. i told her.. i'm not home normally.. as i always go for classes in the afternoon.. so how? i tell her why not wat for my parents to come back then we can discuss about this later.. but she just..got frustrated.. i feel that she's really spoiled lol.. may be it is better to live without her here.. anyway she went back today..

as i was in the car when i got home.. my mum called me from china! it's so unexpected... =) well she telss me about the king power thingy.. she said that they forget to send our things to the airport.. so we had to take it another trip or just get the refund.. this is so ridiculous! so i'm not going to get my kipling bag.. and was like wasting all my time there..choosing it.. -_-
mum said that they are not sure which day to come back yet.. frankly i feel like having them here with me.. but i'm so glad to hear tat she actually buys something for me.. and sure that i would like it.. haha.. i can't wait to see it.

# posted by milk bottle | 8:56 AM | 0 comments

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

essayss!!!>

today i had only english lesson....during the class, Rin was telling me about his score for sociology mid-term which is really a good score! 99/100 ...wow i thought they were saying how difficult it was but he and wei hao scoring so high.. should i actually go for it huh? haha ..probably not.. nvm
Nikita seems really stressed out.. yea she must have... she two exams tomorrow..bio and france and still have to hand in eng assignment....all i can do is telling her feel free to call me..if she's too stressed...anyway i really don't know how is she going to handle with that.. as for myself.. i'm already struggling with bio and it's like nobody at all to ask or discuss needless to say help with.. i'm really scared... may be i should look for Mr Allan soon.... yea and i guess i want to started studying ... and my chinese is really degrading... i've been absent from 'listening' like almost every week.. and yesterday is a holiday... so next tuesday ,i would be having listening exam huh?.... i'm not even sure.. got to check.. and the worst is ... saturday class.. so many things to memorise... but it seems like i still haven't even read up some of the chapters yet.. but i also want to maintain my result ..mum will of course be happy if i score well =) ... try my best... andeverybody in the class is like having good impression of me... they would said... i don't need to study ...but will alsodo well.. _'' well.. so it is better for me to do well.. ok ...tomorrow i'm not going to be lazy.. and i will go for the chinese class!
oh... yea after the english lesson.. i actually go with wei hao to princess cafe.. and he talked to teddy on the phone.. then the next thing i know... was we were walking to look for teddy.. i remember meeting him twice.. but didn't get to talk to him.. i was praying hard that he would be a nice person... in fact he is.. i really like to hear his accent! he can speak just perfect english... wow how i wish i could be like him.. and he seems so professional.. talking about my bad introduction.. and the mistakes that i have made in my essay.... i really think that he can be a teacher ...may be i could have him as my tutor haha... well.. my parents kept asking me if i wanted to have a tuition... but i just said.. wait and see for this term result first... well.. during the whole session... i nodded my head almost all the time.. well i didn't really talk but listen... wei hao is just sitting in the opposite direction.. listening to something that has nothing to do with him at all.. i feel like asking him to just sleep.. as he said he didn't get to sleep a blink last night...as he was busily analysing my essay as well as some of our classmates.. i think he's really workaholic... never meet anyone who is like him.. well in Singapore..even joee ,berlinda or jiang rong.. they get to sleep...no matter how hard-working they are.. but wei hao doesn't even sleep ...after correcting my essay, i feel really bad... as there're so many mistakes.. and really tried of making chnges to it.. and then wei hao went to the princess cafe... and we had our dinner there.. i also met mint and her bf.. well.. i feel that she's quite surprised to see me.. but i'm not sure why.. anyway ... i eat like forever... i took really long to eat.. and wei hao finished it like an hour before me.. i also bought'brownies' which is not.. for both of us... well as i was eating.. i kept talking all the non-sense... even about my childhood.. and wat so ever.. and he just listened to my non-sense.. and it's liek so late when we got back to our essay.. wei hao actually bought his notebook.. and we actually discuss the introduction.. to be frank.. i thought after eating i would feel more energetic but instead i felt sleepy.. but i tried very to concentrate... it's like having him there suffering with me.. he didn't sleep for the whole night and was still there to help me with my essay.. i feel really gulity.. wasting all his time.. first,he accompanied me to see teddy..and then went to cafe i wanted to treat him that meal but he refused...well aftering podering,yea i think what he did worth much more... he was with me like 4 hours.. until the cafe closed.. i told him that i would continue at home.. well.. actually what i mean is i'm not wanting to disturb him.. he could actually go home and rest.. instead of using up his time on my essay.. he actually finishes his essay already.. but still i feel somehow...guilty and also grateful at the same time.. he was saying may be he might need my help in the future, but to be honest i don't think i can help him with anything.. =_= i feel that all this while, it is him who helping me.. lol..

tomorrow will be getting back math paper.. sigh .... :( i feel like turning back time and redo that sum!!!
Apple came to my house... well may be it's good to have her here with me a few nights.. at least ..the house is not so quiet.. even though we didn't really talk much.. she's equally tired as i do.. her work load is not easier than my assignment either... every nigt she would have to talk to her bf over the phone.. i wonder why must she gave so many reasons about didn't pick up his call..

# posted by milk bottle | 10:49 AM | 0 comments

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

life like this!!!>

i'm going to get scoldings from my daddy! a friend of mine sent a file to me in msn... and i was actually talking to my cousin.. then i just click opened the file ... i knew later that it must be virus! my dad scolded me the other time when my computer affected with virus... -_-
i had a short chat with pj...she's always helping me when ever i had technic problems... i'm so touched! i can't believe that it's been so long when i last see her... and so sweet of her that she actually sending me present which i would be receiving it next week.. but i'm just so touched by hearing about it!.. well i guess i would send her a christmas present instead...it's so nice to have good friends! =) thanks pj.. and thanks to the rest too..
hmmm.....today my cousins came to my house.. well it's nice to have them here with me.. as the house is really quiet.. mum and dad goes to china for like 1 week.. and my mum was actually complaining to me about her leg pain just before she's leaving for the flight.. i really wonder if she would be suffering ..having to walk a lot.. well i would like to be there to help.. but can't..

yesterday just have a math test... i was feeling very sleepy.. and i did the simplest careless mistake!! ahhh!! i supposed to be getting it right.. but i didn't.. =( anyway after the test wei hao and i went to find mr ferriman...well but he was seeing nikita.. so we went to cuppa to have french fried...and went back.. i couldn't believe that mr ferriman is so nice! ....he's so devoted to help me.. with the essay... and he's really good at doing research...
anyway after we finished, it was like 7.40 pm... and i went for dinner with wei hao.. so surprised that the waitress actually remembers me but i can't really remember her.... haha..

on sunday ...i went to study with wei hao at the Mall..and i was actually very very late! i was actually 20 mins late.. well..it's also my fault of came out of my house late.. not knowing why time passed so fast...but he just said 'it's ok' which made me feel even more guilty.. =( we ate at fuji...then we went to mac to study...actually i feel that he's helping me but i couldn't really help him.. i wonder if i was wasting his time.. may be i was.. anyway , we went to MK for steam boat..and he just throw everything in and let it boil which amused me..
well and later, i actually bought one galon of milk.. in a hurry without looking at the expired date... and it's going to be expired tomorrow... =( sigh.. i'm so careless...

# posted by milk bottle | 6:28 AM | 0 comments

Friday, October 19, 2007

pake's birthday>

well today is pake's birthday as well as P' new's.. i called and say happy birthday to pake... well actually i think she has forgetten about giving me present.. =( and i would prefer her to call and happy birthday to me instead of just sending a message...

anyway yesterday, i had a terrible night.... i dressed up properly as mum said ...in the invitation card said that must dress appropiately... i wore the white blouse with the layer of colar...and together with another black blouse ... i used to like it very much.. and i think i wore it not more than 5 times.. but i start to feel that i don't look good in it...

the whole trip actually disappointed me.. i expected it to be a very enjoyable ones.. but turned out to be a boring and troublesome ones... well as we entered the place(king power)...there 're people serving us with drinks and some snacks... quite poliet of them.. there's wine too.. and of course my dad took it... well and my mum took one too.. but she doesn't seem to enjoy it.. my dad walked like there's no tomorrow.. while my mum and my aunt walked like all the time in the world was theirs... well.. i kind of getting sicked just by walking.. one is real fast the other is real slow.. _"

and dad was ignored.. when mum couldn't catch up.. (keep chatting with aunt as they walked)... i really wonder why mum persuaded dad to come when she actually knows that he doesn't like to shop...but dad is quite nice as he still goes with us... there're so many people...and we went into the bag shops... kiplings bag.. yea i was looking for a bag pack so i can use it when i go to the uni.. mum helps me to choose the pattern which i think it's quite nice.. and later we chose the colour.. i think red is not bad.. but i also like white+purple.. but mum said dark, black green is nice but i don't think so.. anyway i let dad help me choose.. i always trust his taste hee... he said red.. so i go for red.. then my aunt was looking for two kiplings bags for pake and pete too.. haha.. well and i also helping... she chose dark,black purple which it looks really old.. while my mum still said dark,black green is nice.. _'' i don't want to say much... so aunt go for dark purple... then i was hanging around.. then i saw there's one pink..the one like my small bag.. so i told aunt that..she should have a look at this one.. and so later she bought one pink for pete and one coffee colour for pake.. but i would get the back only next month.. so have to wait..
i was quite pity daddy.. as he was really bored.. he had nothing to do.. so keep drink wine.. i told not to drink so much.. but he said he felt quite sleepy..but i don't think wine does help... he was waiting and waiting.. then my mum and aunt went to make up section..which took like forever... my dad got even more bored.. so i accompanied him.. actually i felt bored too.. but at least i got a bag.. but dad didn't get anything.. it's like he just be a driver for us.. at the same time.. there's lucky draw going on.. and i just knew it.. that we don't have lucks for such things.. so dad and i went to the third floor for dinner.. actually on the ground floor.. there's one piano ... but i think my house piano is nicer hee... well but still i feel like playing it.. hee..
so we went to the third floor.. i thought there would be buffet like the one i went to the other time.. but it's not.. to my surprised.. there's only porridge! dad was telling me.. but i thought he's joking.. haha.. then wei hao called me.. so i chat with him.. i really felt like going home... and later i went to eat with dad.. after we had finished eating.. mum and aunt still hadn't finished with their purchasing.. we waited... and waited.. and got bored.. so we went to walked around.. there's a lot of soft toys! wow i think there are very cute! i like the white dog.. and brown bear! so cute >.< !
anyway we bought more than 10,000 baht so we got to play a game.. lucky draw sort of.. and dad played.. and we got 300 baths voucher.. it seemed like a lot but you can't buy anything there with three hundred... so we went to the soft toys section.. last time my youngest sister kept asking my mum to buy a cow soft toy but mum refused.. so now.. mum buy it..and i said should buy one for New too.. so she bought a cow boy dog for New...at the counter.. the lady said can't use voucher.. _""" anyway we bought.. so we had to go to the food sections.. to use that 300 voucher... and we choose the chocolater.. but then the lady said.. can only choose the blue tax items.. real troublesome.. after a long serach.. we finished and go home..

# posted by milk bottle | 11:12 PM | 0 comments

no tennis!!>

i don't feel like waking up.... :( but i had to go for tennis..
grandma is so nice.. she actually knows that i always don't have time to eat so ..she cooked yam porridge and put in a bowl for me.. letting it cool down.. so i can eat it faster.. actually i don't like yam.. but i feel that the porridge is really delicious =)
well i'm there at the tennis court.. and a while later.. Bomb came.. then i remembered about giving him the present the other time.. and to my surprised , he gave me a potato chip...but i really wonder why he gave me chips instead of other things.. anyway i don't think i would eat.. so i'll give my dad.. and he also gave a bath cap to Guz.. she was really surprised too.. i was really puzzled...why did he give a bath cap to her.. and give me potato chip.. and i asked him if he liked the present.. that i gave.. and he said it's very cute haha.. i'm quite glad about that...
anyway...the lesson today is dry... with the scorching sun... i think i really get sun burns lol and i feel quite sicked,dehydrated and a bit giddy... anyway the teacher said there's no quizz today hee.. so it postponed to next week..
after the lesson...Guz and mint and i are going for lunch together.. they seem to have all the time in the world for making up.. Guz tells me about her boyfriend..she said that he actually seeing another girl while in relationship with her.. so i suggested to her that she should look for a new one.. but she still wants to get going with him.. which i find it very weird... then we go to princess cafe.. mint said that she's meeting her friend there.. well i ordered american fried rice.. but somehow i don't feel that it's delicious.. may be i should just order the same dish... and mint's friend is actually the guy in tennis too.. and i just knew later from Guz that they sort of like each other.. after we have finished with our meal... mint bought a piece of cake..and share it with him..and later they are feeding each other.. i really wonder why i was there in the first place.. Guz and i were like looking at them...sharing the cake.. actually i feel quite uneasy lol.. and i felt like suggesting to Guz that we should leave first...

after that i returned Krist ,his uni id card.. and then i went to the lab to check out my dish... but there's no bacteria to be seen.. then i went to look for Mr Allan.. and so i interviewed him about benefit of working oversea.. but i feel that it doesn't help much though... i feel that there's lack of something.. it's like i got to know more about him...umm....but of course there're some points which i can use in my essay... actually i felt quite weird being alone with him in the room..

when i reached home.. i went to shower...and played piano.. =) then i take a nag.. well i got to start on my essay.. since i will not have time later today... my mum actually making an appointment with me that we, mum ,dad and i are going to king power together..my aunt too.. yeah... since mum has an vip card... so we are actually invited to go there and to shop and enjoy a free buffet..if i'm not wrong there's a 50% sale.. hope i have a good time tonight =)

# posted by milk bottle | 3:14 AM | 0 comments

=)>

yesterday--- thursday...

i rushed to the uni.. meeting Wei hao there.... i was the one who suggest that we met at the admission.. and also the one who forgot about where to meet..instead i went to canteen and coouldn't find him.. anyway we checked answer for math homework... then had lunch.. the fried rice was nice =) haha.. then i had to go fo bio class .. so nice of him to walk me there.. and i was totally out of my mind.. i went to the class room but to find nobody was there... i thought that there might not be a lesson today.. so we walked to the teacher's office and he was not in.. and so we went to canteen to look for my bio classmate.. and happened to meet joy.. and she told me that teacher asked us to meet in the lab.. then i remembered..
i was really very sleepy ... well...at least bio was held in the lab..during the lesson.. i actually recalled back the time when i was in singapore.. when we were having bio practical.. haha.. pj and i also did the wrong things.. and we would complain about how boring bio lesson was.. and i remembered that pj and i always broke the test tubes .. haha and we had to pay for that.. =) it was fun though..
anyway we got 20 mins to walk around the uni.. to collect some bacteria.. with a swab..on the way i met Nikita .. she's so sweet! and i asked Mr Allan if i could actually interviewed him.. for my eng essay and he's very helpful and friendly .. saying that no problem.. i started to feel very guilty ... he's so nice yet i always used to had negative thoughts about him..
well after bio.. i went for math class.. not a enjoyable one.. i was so sleepy .. +_+ and mid-term is on monday.. i'm kind of stressed too.. but to be frank...i feel that i don't like the way he teaches..
then i got to go for chinese.. sigh.. ~ i would skip for sure but if it was not for Krist.. as i already told him that i'm going to sathorn ... if i suddenly change my mind just like that.. it would show that i 'm not taking my words seriously.. so i went with him.. i was tired enough.. really am.. i need to just sit and listen to music.. in fact i feel really happy to listen to music in the car...even experienced traffic jam.. i wouldn't get anxious or anything.. i don't think i like to have passengers lol.. he was like talking all the way...from the uni to the minutes he got down... i didn't have mood to listen to him and actually not really listening may be.. he kept repeating the same sentence.. ' i don't want to study BBA ,i really love EM, but my parents want me to study but i really don't like. they kept asking me to try out first..but i don't think i would like it.' so what should i said.. yea so i said.. just try it out..if really cannot then change to EM..since he kept repeating the same things.. so i also had to repeat the same 'comforting' sentence.. and after he got down from my car..he actually left his id card in my car.. so he called.. and i said i can pass it to him the next day.. and he was like.. ok..then he called again.. and said where is your school.. he could walk there.. i told him that it's very far from where i dropped him.. he said he could take a taxi... _" he was like talking so slowly.. i'm not patient enough to really listening.. i already said that i would give it to him .. i would be there in uni tomorrow.. and why was he worying so much.. since i'm going to drive into the small alley.. i told him that i was driving.. so after getting into that 'horror' alley.. the opposite direction appeared a CRV car too.. and i actually had to move closed to the left side as much as possible..so closed that it left like... a few cm to me... and the other car.. had to move really slowly..as there's really short of space...i was thinking hard.. would the car slided over each other..that would be really troublesome...
anyway it doesn't..
during chinese lesson ....i never felt so sleepy before.. no matter how tired i am , i wouldn't fallen asleep..but as i was reading the passage aout chinese tea.. my vision became unclear.. and i actually reading with one eye opened... and i reallly felt like going home.. i felt like calling my mum and told her that 'mum , can i go home, i'm so tired' but i drove all the way there.. so it would be a waste of car petrol...if i just went home like that... =_=
when i'm home ,mum asked me if i have anything to tell her.. all i could think of is..'i'm tired'..
as i was sleeping.. i actually woke up to find myself holding onto my handphone..talking to wei hao...i was uncertained how did the phone actually got into my hand.. and i don't even remember what did i say to him a few minutes ago.. actually i don't even know it was him.. haha.. to my surprised ,we chat for like hours...? not sure.. i feel like it is the first time, he really chats with me.. or is it may be i am the one talking and he's the one listening.. er.. i can't quite remember.. actually when i woke up in the morning.. everything that i remembered seem to be like a dream..

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Wednesday, October 17, 2007

not>

was feeling unhappy yesterday but today i guess i recover hee..

anyway....today i'm in a hurry to rush to uni to hand in my bio assignment.. actually i'm really stressed on doing that ...and i sort of grumbled about bio teacher.. haha.. well anyway when i went into his office..and hand it in.. he looked through my paper.. and said that there would be some deduction of marks.. as some data was missing.. and he actually asked me if i wanted to make some changes ... oh god! he's so generous.. =) haha.. well i got down to my paper there.. but i don't have calculator to caculate and i still had eng class in 5 mins.. so i asked him if i could hand it in tomorrow.. and he said no problem! i love him even more! he's so nice.. i guess i was the one 'bad'... anyway i wanted to rush to my eng class.. but he was asking me this and that... he's very friendly and nice.. but i didn't have time to actually pay attention or listen to him.. as i knew that i might be late for the class.. he's very concerned...and he said if i have any problems i can find him... =) haha i said thank you and rushed for eng class.. it's like a few bulidings away
-__- i was not late.. ok.. and Mr ferriman actually asked if us to discuss about the outline.. and i got it done just a minute before i left the house in hurry.. (oh yea i almost had a car accident yesterday, as i bent to take thing and my car went out of the lane..i would be more careful next time.. ) well and he actually came to me... and asked for my points.. i just knew it.. he wanted to test me because i didn't pay attention the other lesson.. well..but if think positively,he was quite concerned.. as i told him my points.. he gave me an emotionless face.. and he said 'wait' and went to the board .. i thought he wanted to expain things to me.. i asked Rin if i said something wrong.. i thought he was ignored by me.. but he didn't he actually wrote down my points on the board..
anyway after the lesson ,we went to princess cafe ... RIn , Nikita and Wei hao.. also went along.. haha.. well i don't know why but i keep ordering spagetti... and green tea with milk.. everytime.. (i'm hungry now ) ... well we had a fun time.. i knew later that Wei hao wrote about Jay chou which really surprised me haha...
on the way back.... i met Pui , she's as nice as usual ... i feel like meeting her more often! may be we could like go for lunch or something.. and yea i also met Nat.. he always maks fun about me wearing jacket..
at home.. i finally got my math homework done =) hee.. and bio is finishing soon.. haha.. dad is being as nice as usual.. he would either cut fruits for me.. or spread jam on bread for me ... serve me as my supper almost every night.. i really wonder if others father do this like my dad does.. my mum is really quite nice too eventhough i find her really blurred.. haha.. she was saying about her back pain.. and might , might.. have an operation.. i really wonder if i could actually went to hospital to look after her.. i want to.. well grandma is going for back operation too.. sigh +_+ why are there so many health problems..

hope mid term is over soon..

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Monday, October 15, 2007

sigh....>

i'm feeling so hungry today.. eventhough i had spagetti today for lunch ... but it's not filling at all. i guess i need to eat rice..and i was having gastric pain..during math class =_=
anyway during english class.. i got back the essay paper.. sigh~mr ferriman was like saying your essay was good.. but need to watch out for LC.. i don't know why ..but i feel really lousy..it's just narrative writing.. and i had so many mistakes in my paper.. i couldn't believe why i made mistake like 'u' instead of 'you' i thought i did check it but may be i was too tired to check or whatever ..but i'm really angry with myself for not doing a proper job.... after that i started to ponder.. what had i actually learnt when i was in singapore...and why is my language so weak.. after like 7 years of studying..what did i actually learn? may be i was just been wasting my parents' money all along.. just by thinking of all these, i really hate myself for the very first time.
and during the class. i didn't pay attention to Mr Ferriman at all.. and of course he knew.. because he called me like 4 times.. and i couldn't answer any of the questions.. he was saying about 'illustration'... come to think of it.. i guess i would do it even worse than the narrative.. feeling so discouraged..

everything seemed to be crumpled..i really have no mood to talk or do anything.. but i still have to.. i wouldn't have time tomorrow anyway( having chinese lesson) and mid-term for math is coming up.. homework is there waiting for me to finish it..

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Sunday, October 14, 2007

sunday>

saturday---yesterday i had piano lesson in the afternoon..well.. i still think that the teacher is a bit weird..
then later i went for chinese class.. and when the teacher asked if who would want to go to the board and had spelling.. well i did ever i went out once.. but this time nobody wants.. and when i looked behind( i sit in the front row)... every body is like smiling at me.. and said u should go.. they always have this idea that i'm good in chinese +_+ haha anyway i looked at the words just like 5 minutes ago and i think it's good to so you can practice on those words.. and more to that save the class.. as teacher was asking waiting for someone to go up there.. so i went.. haha.. and when he said the first word.. i was like.. don't know how to write.. actually it's the title of the story.. but i didn't look at the head line so .. ok ... but overall.. out of 42 i got like 4 wrong.. so that's still manageble.. during recess my chairman was saying that me that i have a good memories.. haha i just gave a smile.. of course if compare to him.. he's like 50 plus.. well.. but i'm quite forgetful too..
i also met Ji.. it's been like a long time that i didn't get to see her.. well.. i absent a few times as well as she.. but she's having holidays already! while i'm still have to prepare for my coming exam>.<>

sunday---well.. i feel really bored.. as there's no electricity.... and i was really frustrated when the internet connection went wrong.. and happened that the problems lied with my pc.. i was making noise.. and so dad brought it to repair :P haha.. and he sort of reprimanded the shop as we bought this com not long ago ... so now it's able to function again.. and for half day of torturing i didn't know what to do...and i woke up like 7am... sigh... may be i worried about my bio ... +_+ but after scanned through the book.. i have no idea of what chapter is the teacher actually teaching.. i really lost interest in bio sigh.. and exam is like next month... and i don't want to get like C grade! well in fact nobody wants.. sigh..

without light, i took out my reader digest to read.. ishould be doing some reading since i paid for it... and after reading for a while i fell asleep.. so woke up.. not knowing what to do.. i went to play piano.. and my eyes were strained after i tried to read notes in the dark.. so i stopped.. and sigh... computer couldn't be used.. i guess i'm addicted to computer.. internet..

anyway tonight i would be going out with my parents.. to oishi..wel.. it's good too.. haha to get to relax.. by eating! now grandma doesn't cook and i sort of starving.. i had instant noodle the other day and regreted after eating it... there's something always reminded me ... 'it's harmful to your body!' .... well i don't think i would eat it again.. in fact , i think i eat more when i 'm in university than at home..

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best sundae>

i wanted to use internet since yesterday...no two days ago.. but my mum is getting excited as the new game 'chainz' is able to be stored in the pc..so she's playing it.. and i was tired of waiting so i went to sleep..that's on Friday... Friday is th best day ! well in the morning i was having tennis.. and Rin was absent as he was sick.. well ..and teacher was teaching us how to hit with back hand.. we were divided into two groups.. those with experienced went to second group...while those who don't know how to stay on.. there were six boys left and 5 girls...and teacher asked us to pair up.. i was so touched ... Bomb actually asked me and we paired up... wel... may be if Rin was there then ,they would pair up.. anyway.. we went to the court.. and we had to take turns.. so first i thew the tennis ball up and let him hit the ball..to the other side of the court.. i guess he has 'sport talent' and so he said when up to five balls then we exchanged.. and so we did.. and when it's my turn to hit.. i can't even hit the ball... or hit but then it went out of the court.. i fele like a fool.. he's doing so well while i 'm like... anyway he's being very nice.. as he kept encouraging me.. i was so touched really... and later i sort of doing better.. and he actually threw more than five balls for me.... well... actually i brought a present for him.. well.. i was reluctant ..not sure if i should give.. but what's wrong with giving.. anyway it's for 'buddy' camping.. umm.. well.. i was asking Guz about it.. and she said.. she's going to give her buddy too.. well and ithink i talked to him like the most.. in the P's group.. so i gave it to him..and he looked somehow surprised.. yeah sure he would..well but he said 'thank you' and gave a little smile.. and he left for class.. i really wonder if he would like the present.. because it's like a children toys... i told Guz and she was stunned... saying that ' ha! you bought that kind or thing for a guy?' ...well...i'm started to feel quite regreted..sigh..

on my way home.. wei hao called me..and asked if i wanted to go to the cinema..so i went ..as our house is quite near.. so we went to the cinema.. i really didn't know for how long i've been to the cinema.. umm.. i guess since the movie...curse of the golden flower.. yea.. and i didn't know either what movie should i choose.. and not sure if he would mind...and he was like asking me to make the choice ...anyway i chose the ghost movie 'Body corpse 19' as the time was perfect..about in half an hour...then we went to pay for the ticket and went for dinner as wei hao hadn't had his lunch..we went to fuji.. and he ate raw fish while i chose side snack.. and he actually paid for me too.. i feel quite bad about that too.. so i said that i would treat him with ice-cream.. and then when we went to the cinema.. the man said we had to finish the ice-cream first..and i 'm a slow eater.. and he had to wait for me to finish it like 10 minutes? god... it's so embarrassing.. lucky that the movie just started when we got in... god!! i guess i made the wrong choice..the starting of it was... a weird black cat.. licking a pool of blood.. and there's one human eye in there.. i never felt so scared before ... and i sort of getting shocked when i hear the sound effect.. it's like a torture to me.. and i sort of covering my eyes with both hands.. and wei hao was like telling me it's ok.. he looked so calm... er.. no emotion.. the ghost was also very disgusting! and there's a scene where the man cut his girlfriend(naked) wth a pork knife into pieces.. i was so scared...!! and i looked to my right.. the seats were empty.. god.. i really scared that suddenly there would be something popping out..
finally it ended.. and we walked around the Mall.. and chat.. and we also went to the Mac to sit and talked..

when i'm home.. mum told me that there's a letter for me!! i was so surprised and actually forget about it totally that sarah..was saying about my birthday present..
so i unsealed the envelope.. ! i was so happy to see a pair of earrings.. and my 'name'keychain..so sweet of them ! thanks to sarah,elaine and sin ying!! =) i'm so touched! i want to buy give elaine for her birthday too.. but i was a bit busy.. and sin ying (at the beginning of the year) and thanks to pj and trendy too.. i'm so touched when i read the birthday card... sarah was saying that she saw one of my blog entry about me losing the earrings!.... i'm really feel like crying haha.. well really thanks to all of you..

then the next day,i received carol present.. it's necklace and two friendship wrist chain..i was so touched ... and the things costs really a lot.. suddenly i feel like seeing all of you!

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Thursday, October 11, 2007

birthday>

yesterday was my birthday.. somehow i don't know why ...but i sort of hate my own birthday....i don't know why.. sigh.. well it's not just this year.. but every year actually i don't really want it to come.. anyway.. yesterday Nikita and Rin gave me presents =) quite nice of them.. and unexpectedly ..Wei hao gave me present too..so sweet of him..
and my parents actually forget about it totally.. eventhough they gave me present earlier on.. but then they actually forget to even say happy birthday.. i can undderstand though.. they are quite busy..

well actually i feel quite pity for dad too..and he had to stop playing golf as he had arm problems....and i saw him playing golf games in the computer.. i guess he must miss it a lot..
mum says she called to Ken's mum.. and happened to talk to Ken and she said that he was actually mentioning about my birthday.. it's quite a surprised that he actually remember it too..and he actually asked my mum for my handphone no. but in the end mum gave him the house no.

today got back math first quiz..and i got like 14/18 wehn but i don't think it's enough.. i think if i really understand then i must be scoring full marks because it's quite basic.. sigh.. would work harder next time.. after the class.. iwent with wei hao for dinner.. well we have some chats ..he's really nice and very mature lol.. unlike me.. but he's sincere unlike some other friends..really glad to know him

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Monday, October 08, 2007

camping!!>

it's saturday morning.. at 5.30am ...that i had to be at the school... it's so nice of dad to wake up so early just to drive me there.. i know..must be mum asking him to go..because to make up for me the other time.. haha.. ok well.. but dad is doing a good job haha..
i was there.. many people were already there... but P' bomb didn't go with us..
anyway.. we were there dancing.. and were given breakfast .. i ate fried rice.. quite nice.. and started the journey only at 8am.. to my bewildment..there were like 10 buses there.. buses.. i mean public buses..haha.. and so we took bus there..i was with Nina for most of the time.. she's really nice lol.. and sweet haha.. we even sang together on the bus(on the way back)... P's group are also very nice.. at there at the camp.. we were sitted in group.. and asked to dance.. seeing some performances.. and played game... so they said.. we need to do as what they want..as a group and if we got all the things they wanted...then we would win.. to my surprised... the first thing they wanted was hairs not from head but public hair.. my group got it from guys' legs.. which was ah umm... then... they wanted smelly sock.. and as i wore sock...i took off.. and then they wanted spectacle...and money.. yup..well it's actually meant that we had to work in a team.. then in the afternoon , we went for lunch.. quite nice.. the food..and i like the ice-cream very much!.. haha.. then we went for game..there're many stations... and we had to go to every station... then there's this one.. which is we had to get water to fill up the tap..so to get the ping pong balls out.. but the containers were filled with holes so water would be leaking out..
then second stations... er... can't quite remember... then there's one where by we had to carry our friends from one side to the other side.. by passing through the hole without touching the string.. haha..quite fun.. then there's one station.. then we were back at the hall.. and played one game.. 'wall' so our group had to hook our arms together.. without breaking.. and then fight with other group.. the other group was so powerful that.. a few people fell down.. and i was one of them.. and i was sqeezed down by other people... oh god.. it was hurtful! and not only one or two.. but quite a few.. and i got hurt all over... so i was asked to stay behind and get to apply some medicine.. and i got to know this person.. Bell ,she took care of us..my group guy ,hut was injured too ..his ankle twisted because of this game too.. and nina as well.. then later i joined the group..then we had a throwing eggs.. but didn't do well.. and oh yea everytime we got to the new station.. we had to sing our group songs and danced.. but we hadn't even danced finished then the senior asked us to stop..and he was actully very unhappy with us... and then at the end...he wanted to punish us.. by giving us apple.. and asked us to bite and pass it to the next person..by using mouth to actually recieve..which i hate the most.. but i had to do it.. and the guy next to me... took the apple from my mouth! god it's disgusting!.. i almost wanted to cry.. sigh... well it's over..
anyway it's raining so we had to stop all the games.. and then we went to the hall..and dance as usual... and every group had to go up the stage to show the slogan.. i was so afraid that i would forget how to dance.. but everything went fined..but our group didn't win though.. then we were getting scolding for like 1 to 2 hours.. by the seinar...seniors.. they were saying that our junior dance were consisted of too many sexual steps... which i agree from the very beginning....and they talked on and on.. so tiring ..and i was wondering why did i had to come for the torture like this... then we were asked to hold hands and get out to another place.. where candles were filled on the floor.. and all od our seniors were there.. singing a song.. and we had to sit down.. then they come to us to give a string.. and tie it around our wrist.. which i find it very touching.. tears actually filled my eyes... as they were saying quite a few things... then it was about 1am... there's concert.. and we had to participate.. and listen and sing along.. i was hopping.. as i see others doing that.. haha..then times passed... it was actually 3 am..i was so exhausted and i went to sit with P' new.. then later on we were for supper.. drank milk and ate a piece of cake.. and we chat too.. haha.. he's quite nice too.. then we went back to the hall and finally we got to the room for sleeping..
but had to get up in the morning at like 7 plus.. so we got like just a few hours of sleep... and had to get up early.. well ...we went for breakfast.. i love the food there!.. well.. on the second ,we didn't do much.. and we went back to the uni.. at about 1pm.. and we had to dance again and we were given a piece of paper.. and we had to write our name on the top..and passed it around for other people to actually write comment about us.. many of the P' s said that i'm reserved and shy and didn't really dance.. but i did put n effort.. things like that haha.. and P's new said that i'm really a good person.. ?? anyway p' gap who i seldom speak too.. he wrote quite a short nice comment too.. and after that.. i was playing with him... scissor ,paper ,stone.. which is fun..! haha.. i feel like playing with him again..
then we had to go back .. my parents come to fetch me.. and we went to the restuarant for dinner.. =)

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Friday, October 05, 2007

happy?>

well i have so many things to say!!!..

on wednesday, it's the very best day of my life! i was so happy...
i was staying behind for the practice (camp dance) then discovered that i needed to go and buy black shoes as i didn't have.. as thursday there's would be teacher ceremony. so i rushed to buy the shoes.. and my parents were already there.. waiting for me.. i was really ben thinking very hard.. about if..my mum would be buying that moon and star earrings for me or not? as i had lost it quite a few days ago.. i mean she might remember.. about it and bought it for my birthday.. but on the other ..she might be too busy.. sigh.. well when i reached i called her .. and she was saying that she and dad were at the earrings section.. and when i was there..she passed me a grey ,luxury box.. with ribbon on it. and she said it's for my birthday present! i was so touched.. and i opened it...eventhough it's not yet my birthday ... and it's very nice.. a pair of necklace with earrings.. come together.. it shape is two heart hanging down.. small one on the top with bigger one on the bottom... mum said that it's the new release.. dad gave necklace and she gave earrings.. i was so touched.. last time i told dad that i wanted a necklace for birthday and he actually remembered.. it'so nice!.. but i was so tired that i didn't show much excitement when i saw it.. then we went to buy shoes.. very nice tooo..and also buy a pair of slipper... oh god.. just in one day and so much money is being spent on me.. i felt quite guilty.. but at the same time.. happy.. it's like i'm the only child =) haha.. like when i was young again..

thursday.. i went for group practice again.. and well.. but i had to leave for chinese class as usual... and there's new dance steps which i don't think i know how to.. =( then two third years seniors came into our room to see us perform.. and everybody seems to be very scared..which i wonder why.. and then we dance.. but the seniors not so happy about it.. and they asked P' nat out to talk.. and later he came in with sad expression.. (oh yea ..he was called Jay chou... because he looks really alike.. ) and he was telling us.. that he got scoldings about not looking after us well.. he's actually just a helper.. and not relaly belong to P' group at all.. but he still always there to help.. so nice of him.. and he looked very sad..lol.. well and sigh...i was sort of late for my chinese class.. and i really got to go.. actually i feel quite guilty too..to leave earier well.. sort of selfish .when i was about to leave.. i saw P' nat standing outside the door.. so i talked to him for the very first time.. about what happened just now.. i sort of comforting him eventhough i'm not really doing it well.. haha ( to be frank i actually find him very cool ..to stand for us and never scold us even when we didn't do well)
but i can't be skipping every time.. and i can't catch up with the rest... sigh.. i was really tired so much that i can't concentrate and answer the teacher wrongly ! which was a simple question which i should be answered without even thinking.. sigh.. i guess my result would dropped this term...

well...friday.. i have tennis today.. it's quite tiring.. just by throwing balls to the person at the opposite side for them to hit..guess i need to exercise more.. then i saw Nick..well we actually went for lunch last friday but when we met again.. he didn't even say hi or anything.. shrug...
P' bomb also didn't come.. i wonder if he's sick or what..
well after tennis i came home.. and waited until 3 plus pm then my mum drove me there.. and there.. for dance practice.. oh god.. i was so slow at dancing.. and i always dance wrongly =( i'm so afraid that i would spoiled everything ... i'm so scared i would.. i pray hard not !!!
and saw P' nat today again.. he was telling me the other day that he wouldn't be there.. but he did.. and he was drinking strawberry juice and actually asking me if i wanted.. _'' err.. i don't share drink anyway .. even girls..needless to say for boys.. i guess he's not thinking about it.. well.. may be i think too much.. and when we had the dance.. what 'smack that ..' and i was like a zombie.. i can't dance right... and P'nat called.. me so i walked to him..he was sitting and asked me to bend down.. i've no idea what he wanted.. i think he su would be saying about my dancing.. and so i bend down.. and he 'pricked' at my forehead..and told me to dance properly..well i was quite surprised... but he said in a friendly tone.. everytime i see him.. it's reminded me of jay chou... sigh.. but to be frank he's very nice...and i bought a drink..yogurt milk..and he took my cup and asked what it was... i wonder if he actually wanted to drink or what? and he told me to dance more.. err strongly.. then pushed my pony tail and patted on my shoulder.. well not only him but the other seniors as well.. as they were asking me to dance more.. well i actually did dance more than last time lol..

so tomorrow i would be having camp.. actually i was quite stressed.. i might be danced wrongly!!
and i had to be like 5.30 am that's really early.. i got to sleep now.

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