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Monday, February 27, 2006

nightmare>

it was a very bad starting of the week.. u know what.. last night as i was sleeping..having a nightmare...i dreamt that my parent and i went to stay overmight at an olden wooden house..then i happened to see some shadows..or something yeah..when i turned my head around..and u know what..then later i saw an old lady from the window..she was holding onto something like organ...filled with blood and she ate it!... i was so shocked and scared that..i quickly ran into my own room..but my parent were sleeping inside the other room... and yeah then latr my room happened to be opened..and that old lady wentin..with another person.. i was so scared and i felt that myself couldnot be moved.. and u know what..they walked to me and straggled me and they pushed me down...i couldn't move myself..and i tried to call out 'mum' ,'dad'...but no voice came out.. i couldn't even move my mouth.. and later my eyes were opened.. and yeah..they were not there...of course.. but i felt that i still couldn't really move body.. then later on..i'm able to... i felt so scared as i was alone in my room... then i went to drink a cup of water.. and it was at four am.. i felt really tired but after this kind of dream.. i couldn't bring myself to sleep ... it's so scary.. i thought that i might be dead le.. :(
today is a tiring day for me.. i wanted to really sleep..and have so many things to do..but yet so little time..
oh yeah...yesterday the korea drama is very nice.. hee.. and as well as the animation d.n angel.. it's so sweet ..hee.. :)

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Saturday, February 25, 2006

lazy..>

last night i called my mum...yeah just feel like talking to her.. she said that she is having weak kidney.. that's sound really bad... but then she will be taking medicine.. so that's should help... and i also talked to her about o level thing.. and she told me that it's ok to fail my eng.. i was like 'huh?!' ... she told me not to be stressed ...but then i'm not at all stressed about eng.. and i assure her that i will not fail..hee.. today i decided to go and buy a new contact lend solution.. i and happened to shop in wat son for like 20mins..hee.. can't make up my mind if i should or not to buy the chocolate.. wow.. buy one get one free..and it's cheaper lol.. so i bought two..and give one to my sister.. but then my sister...didn't even said thank but instead she scolded me.. saying that 'i want her to be fat'.. it's not like i asked her to eat all at once lol!...then i told her that i have two..and she kind of shout..saying that then why buy two.. and it's discounted.. she's very what!
today i woke up very late but still feel quite tired.. :(

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Friday, February 24, 2006

titration>

last night i slept for like 7 hours.. :) not bad..have a very good sleep...but then so tired that have to force myself to sleep.. hee.. +_+ well..today is not a bad day.. well neutral... u know what today during the last lesson.. is chemistry lesson..and we have to do a practical on titration.. we have done it once.. but then hee.. i wasn't good at it.. :( and today we have to do it by ourselves...
well.. i read the intructions..which well..not quite understand what to do... i can't even remember what is burette...and pipette.. so confusing.. and we have to put solution x and y in either one of it.. after sometimes.. i able to do it.. i feel like i was the slowerest person..and sarah..she was doing it but then.. she kept doing it wrongly.. and after putting the solution y into the burette... i just left it there.. and i take the flask and pour sulpuric acid into it..and titrate the solution x... after adding a bit of solution x to it.. i shake it.. and look at other people.. 'how come my solution seemed so less than other people..?' so i asked mr lim.. then when mr lim saw the burette was still filled with solution y.. he was like...'WHAT ARE U DOING!' and then later i knew that i have to add that in.. i was like laughing at myself.. feel so silly..hee.. and trendy turned to look at me..and also said ' LIN LIN...~ what are u doing?' hee.. mr lim also laughed at me..hee.. it's really funny.. lol.. anyway after that i able to get it done.. eventhough quite sloow.. and after that have to run back to the class to do the chinese ,a set of test paper.. and yeah i started to do with the comprehension first.. i was so tired..and did it super slowly hee.. sarah started from the front.. and able to catch up with me.. and she finished it faster than me.. and u know what.. when madam de said left ten minutes.., i still have to do like multiple choice of three comprehensions..oh no! so i just any old how choose the answer without really read the text.. hee.. anyway it's over :)

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Thursday, February 23, 2006

first lesson>

today is a very tiring day.. in the morning...i helped trndy to pass the letter to miss yeong about we cannot stay back for the activities thingy.. anyway.. the first lesson.. we have pe lesson.. :) it's good but i hate to perspire..because i have a very long day today.. because still have chemistry tuition at trendy's house.. and it's the first time.. so for pe lesson.. miss yeong,my favourite teacher..hee.. she asked us to run 2.4 km again.. and last week.. i ran and failed for both time each time 1.2km.. i really hate to persipire because so smelly and sticky.. but i don't mind if after running then can shower.. so today i asked her 'can i don't run?' she asked me why..hee.. i told her that i just ran yesterday evening..which i really does lol.. and to my surprised she said ok.. she asked me to just run but don't need to time me.. :) just can relax.. so good isn't it? but well.. when i started to run.. i was started at the back of the class.. but then later i feel that i shouldn't ..i want to try to pass it.. just for one round..and so i ran in a bit of faster speed.. and so slowly i able to catch up with people in front of me...and have to say that i was so tired! i feel like stopping but then i told myself to continue.. :) and u know what i happened to be the first girl to get back to school.. about 6 mins plus.. for 1.2km.. hee.. that's quite good le.. for me.. then i stopped.. wow.. feel like fainting.. hee.. but therest of the class continue to run.. hee.. after that ..we played game.. and i played badminton.. :) it's really fun ") also played with mr gek.. :) but then chen zin want to play with him.. so i watched wow.. mr gek is really good at it ! :) hee..
during lesson.. so tired.. and i drink a lot of water as well.. keep going to toilet.. during recess.. i don't feel like eating anything.. lol.. just drink milo but then later on.. i was so hungry ..after school.. trendy and i go to her house.. yeah.. i wanted to eat out..but she said her mother bought us something.. she's so generous.. well..but feel quite uneasy about it too..hee..anyway.. i tried to eat curry puff as fast a i could.. so full.. wondering how is the teacher look like..and he looked older than i thought.. well.. i feel really sleepy! my mind kept flying away..i really feel like sleepy...hee.. trendy seem to be more concentrated than me.. then it's time to go home.. and the tutor was dropping me at some place.. so i have to go with him.. and u know what..when we were at the car.. i was not sure where to get on to ..the back or the front seat..and in the end i sit at the back..hee.. and also chat with him.. but then i feel like sleeping.. and he was not sure about the direction at all and we happened to go the wrong way.. and oh no.. he drove..and in the end he dropped me at the bedok...at one of the bus-stop as there's a direct bus home for me.. so i got down.. feeling quite scared too.. wonder if it was the right track.. anyway able to got on the bus.. and asked the driver but the driver doesn't understand what i was asking so no choice but to just go..and i was wondering how long is the journey..and i reached home.. at 7pm...hee..my tuition end like 5.35pm.. hee.. but now at home ..feel very active.. :)

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Wednesday, February 22, 2006

bad>

well.. today is not a good day.. i really have no mood to eat anything thing.. and u know what from 6 am to 3pm.. i only have one piece of bread in my stomach....and so surprised that i don't feel hungry or anything .. may be it's good.. because i shouldn't eat so much too.. today wheni reached home.. i sleep for sometimes ..and feel really lazy about everything.. :( and i on television again.. :( then later go for jogging.. feel qutie tired..

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Monday, February 20, 2006

mond..>

well..have nothing much to say about today... u know..i was so blurred ... i supposed to take a bio tys book.. but happen to bring chemistry tys.. so werid me.. when i told miss lim that i brought the wrong book.. she just smiled and told me to share with sarah.. but wonder why sok hwa kept laughing..what's so funny? well she always laugh..hee..and u know when i was going to recess.. i took my notes instead of taking kaya bun.. so blur... may be because last night i can't really sleep well.. +_+ quite tired... but u know.. there's one magic which i just learnt.. when u are tired.. tell yourselve that u are not! then u will really feel that u are not.. and talk more..that's really help! :) yeah... during chinese lesson... i have to say that i almost fell asleep agian as i just can't concentrate.. and i really quite sicked of chinese lesson.. like when madam de talked.. i just looked at her blankly.. whitout listening at all.. :( hee.. and also no idea what she was saying.. and she would also look at me..asking understand? i just nodded my head lol! hee.. so bad.. but really sleep... today we have a change in eng teacher.. miss lin take over us..instead of mrs lim foo.. well.. she's quite good too... we also asked madam tan to give us back the test..but she refused..as she said that some people were not there.. so she's giving back tomorrow.. hee.. then the class made noise.. like ha..~ whining away.. it's quite funny..but madam tan took it very serious..hee.. she looked very stressed somehow.. hee.. after school, sin ying,elaine and i went to sarah's house.. to do chemistry project..and took very long.. and not done yet..and mostly like sarah did it.. and the rest of us just watched.. and so very bored..so i played guitar..hee.. just trying to play the song.. shi jie mo re.. but then nobody can guess the song..haha.. i can't play well..just able to pick up a two line of the song..haha.. and i left with sin ying first.. to koven...i went to withdraw money..and buy bubble tea.. wow.. so hot u know.. i sweat all over..
any home now :)

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Sunday, February 19, 2006

sunny day>

yesterday..i feel quite tired.. hee.. tired because i watched four shows.. u know.. i sleep quite late too.. 1am plus..hee.. well..today also feel tired.. so bad..tomorrow have school.. anyway i also enjoy myself staying at home today...i watch the korea show.. :) nice..it's about this girl..forced to marry but then she actually like the other guy ..i wonder how would the ending be like..and then i watch cartoon.. DN angel!..it's so nice.. :) haha.. and i have to wait for like one week.. for the next episode! oh no! i can't wait.. anyway today is nice day! i really love to watch television!
wish that this week..would be nice..
wanna go to watch another show ..hee

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Saturday, February 18, 2006

hee..>

well.. today.. i really sleep very long.. :) and yeah i don't feel tired at all.. because i really have enough sleep... i sleep for 11hours :) well.. today is a very relaxing day..that's what i want to say.. :) nice day..

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Friday, February 17, 2006

friday>

today i feel better much better.. because at least i able to sleep last night.. yeah for about 6 hours.. :) today..during bio lesson, we have a fried drill practice.. yeah ...so don't really have lesson.. yeah.. and u know what! straight after recess, we have english.. and i have to do debate! oh no! i was so nervous! and u know what trendy ,in the end wanted to be one of the speaker! and wow really really good speaker! there are three speakers in a team and one recorder.. u know what.. last night i really tired to look for more information.. the topic is : should only the native-born be represent the country for the international sport game? do u agree? and my team is preposition.. and yeah before the debate started,mrs lim foo told us about the rule and all those..my team new man, sok hua ,jie shan and i.. sok hua is good at debating! but then she doesn't want to participate..she wanted to be a recorder.. and u know what my team doesn't really have any evidence on the arguement topic at all....the opposite..trendy's group..they searched for so many evidence.. so many pages lol! but ours none.. and i looked for informations so long last night! but find nothing at all! u know then... i have to write down what i wanted to talk..yeah..and i give an example.. i think it by myself.. hee...when i stood up.. yeah first speaker..at first i said things quite fast and can even feel my legs shivering!..then later when i looked at the audienceand saw pj.. hee..see her keep grining ...and that's actually make me a bit more relaxed.. hee.. because.. i feel as if i was talking to her...yeah.. and after me..belinda from the opposite group talked..and she go against my point.. but well.. i don't really listen to what belinda said.. because i feel so relieved that it's over for me.. and i don't feel that nervous after it's over.. and u know i feel that trendy is a very good speaker.. she's! she so calm..unlike me.. and she looked very cute too when she speaks.. :) anyway it's over :)
and tomorrow is saturday! yeah! i think i want to wake up like 10pm hmm.. :)

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Thursday, February 16, 2006

sleep! sleep!>

u know what.. last night seemed to be the first night of the week that i can sleep well.. but then it is still not enough for me .. and i feel really giddy when i woke up.. and lose my voice too.. do u experience this kind of thing before? feel like going to be sick if i continued to be like this! feel giddy inside my head.. +_+ i don't know how to explain it.. u know yesterday i suppose to be going to NYJ for the math thrill ..well but i didn't.. feel a conitually of sharp pain in left side of my stomach.. and feel a bit cold.. so in the end,i didn't go ..but when i stay at home.. no pain anymore.. today as well.. i supposed to be going to toa payoh.. for the dialysis thing.. yeah to learn more about it.. but i really tired.. it's not like just tired..but tireness in my head.. during lesson.. i was almost sleep.. but of course cannot..
today in the morning,i missed my bus-stop and when the bus took a big turn.. my head hit against the window so hard that i woke up.. and very panicked..cos.. i thought i might be late..then i quickly get down..and yeah it's two bus-stop after my school stop.. so i have to walk.. so tired,not enough rest and still have to take a walk..then during PE, we have to run as well.. first round 1.2 km..i failed :( then second round also 1.2 km..i failed..so tired and still have to run.. and sweat all over..so sticky! i hate it...and today during bio lesson.. miss lim is so werid.. i couldn't believe what she was her motive.. she brought us out...during the lesson.. to koven..we walked there and shopped! during lesson! and yeah we bought bubble tea.. she said that want us to relax... isn't that weird of her..? bring us out during lesson.. to walked around then we had to walked back and the afternoon sun was killing me and draining my energy away..and i sweat again! and feel even worse! now my left side of my head feel hurt..
and cannot sleep in the afternoon.. i tried really hard! but couldn't..so what to do? i took the book to read! story book and i read for like 90 pages.. :( so tired
oh no! tomorrow i still have to debate on a topic! in front of the class.. that can be really scary! it's my first time lol.. :( what should i do!?

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Tuesday, February 14, 2006

surprised>

u know today.. i gave chocolate to some of my classmates.. well i tell u the detail next time.. and after school i go for tuition... yeah and happened to end quite late.. i feel really tired lol.. :( and very giddy too.. :( i feel like vomitting.. too just feel very tired.. feel .like fainting too.. finally home.. and i feel really rushed... i faster rushed back to take shower then come to eat.. and i don't feel the taste of the food at all as i just chew and shallow the food.. wow oh no ! i feel like i couldn't breathe properly too.. feel really bad.. u know.. i really have a big surprised today.. when i go to my letter-box.. i saw a big envelope and i quickly open it .. and when i open it.. it was wraped with another pink paper.. then i tear it open.. and wow! it's a pink colour shirt! with white words.. on it.. it matches really well.. :) hee.. and u know it's my first present from..yeah friend.. hee.. first time people post me a shirt.. hee.. quite surprised and happy too..
oh no! tomorrow i still have geo test.. as it's postponed to tomorrow.. very tired...now wonder if i can even study..or remember anything

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Monday, February 13, 2006

chocolate>

yesterday after my tuition.. i was thinking if i should or not quite my chemistry tuition.. well.. the tutor is 50%good.. i really don't know do what should i do.. in the afternoon...i spend time to like watching television for like 2 and half hour.. :) very nice afternoon.. and before that.. when i was about to come into my house, i saw the lady.. a maid who worked at my house the other time.. and so i stood there to chat with her.. anyway she also helped me about geting my necklace.. :) so i stood there to chat with her.. and it's really very long..as she chats a lot about her family life and so on..
well.. today it a very sleepy day..but exciting too.. wow i got one chocolate from hui fen.. :) i feel really happy.. didn't expect it.. hee.. and so after school i go to buy the chocolate to give to friends tomorrow.. and today i got back my chinese test paper test.. i got only 27/50 :( very bad right? well.. but i believe i will do better next time.. and also got back ss test paper.. i got 9/12 hee.. quite good for me.. tomorrow i still have emath test.. hope i do well..

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Friday, February 10, 2006

necklace>

u know what.. i slept like 1.30 am last night just to watch some scary movie.. don't really know what the story is about..but just want to watch..and sleep so late..feeling tired.. and u know..i was woke up as my guardian called me...she tole me to get ready as the plumber was coming soon...as my guardain talk to the manager in melville park.. and told him about the problem.. and so the plumber is sent to our house.. then seemed really easy.. the person open the pipe below the sink.. and my precious was just there.. :o and i got it back! :) but then the pipe is really old.. and it crack and broke.. and the person couldn't use it to put back.. so he had to go and look for the replacement.. and he took really long.. walked in then out of my house.. and u know..if nothing can be replaced then i have to buy new one.. for $25... then the person came back with another friend as well ..and they were doing it very long.. more than half an hour.. and in the end ,i don't know how he managed to fix the thing back.. and i paid him $10 for that.. then i washed my golden thing water seem to get inside.. and i use the dryer to blow it dry.. but then the water inside evaporate and stay there.. forget it.. then i also washed my necklace.. and put them together and hang back to my neck hee.. :)
i seem to be here for quite long.. have to go and study.. still have emath and ss test next week...by the way.. yesterday i got back my chemistry test paper.. i got 16/25 ..well.. not bad already.. :) but still if i can do better is sure good
today evening.. i go to gym.. but then have to walk from the back.. as there are construction in front.. and when i go into gym.. nobody there at all! i'm alone there.. hee.. feel like the place belong to me.. u know what..when i got onto the running machine..the two foreign workers were standing outside.. talking and kept look at me running through the mirrior.... so scary.. and there's many bad news them..well.. i took my weight..but it quite surprised me.. because i didn't put on weight hee.. cause i eat a lot today.. u know.. i eat fried rice.. then like one hour later.. i cook instant noodle.. actually quite full but just want to eat.. and the noodle is yuck! and i feel full too.. so couldn't finish it.. hee..

# posted by milk bottle | 10:38 PM | 0 comments

o level result..>

actually i don't want to come online..but well still come anyway.. u know what today is a very important event.. it's the release of the 'o' level result last year.. yeah.. and miss lim told us that for bio..only one person to get A one.. sound so bad isn't it? and many failed.. ! and i take bio too..and this end of year i have to take bio exam.. i'm quite scared now.. and other subjects...they didn't do well either.. so bad... and after school..as we were in the canteen and saw those ex-students come back to school to get the result.. they kept smiling.. excited.. yeah i feel like telling them not to smile.. because they might later felt disappointed and cried.. and u know what ...the principal called out some of the students to give a talk.. yeah i feel that it's very meaningful and really motivate me.. they said that must started revision early..and they say many things which i really feel so.. that's why i feel really panic.. and after getting result.. many of them cry.. the best pointer is 7.. and the second in 4A is 11.. this is really bad! what about the rest lol? and the principal still said they did well.. i feel so bad about it.. that i quickly took out my book to read.. i have been wasting all my time.. and still waste time on travelling.. must really work hard! i told myself..
then later...i went to see cai yu's result.. she seems to be quite excited and dared not to see..well.. but she really did better than what she expected.. she really work hard and her hard work pay.. and she sounded really sad when saying about we might not meet again..which make me on the verge of tear.. then i have to go..and yeah i left.. on my way home.. my mind was preoccupied.. and i was awake throughtout the whole journey...
today i have eng tuition..i asked him about the compo.. my school homework.. 'Change'.. and he goes through it..and wow his eng is so good! :) and yeah i wrote about love story.. iwas dumped by a guy.. yeah.. at first i started with the guy named Daniel called me up and talked to me about breaking up.. then after that my life changed.. i turned bad... but in then end,i able to change over a new leaf.. it's so sad.,. "( i wrote ' as i burned the memorable things which he had given to me, tear rolled down from my eyes. it was the first and the last tear that i shed for him.(i want to forget him) ' then i wrote: goodbye daniel..

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Thursday, February 09, 2006

rage>

i really cannot stand my sister! i feel like scolding her..but i didn't.. she's selfish and bad-tempered.. act to be nice to others but actually no! who do she think she is! well..we sometimes quarrel.. but then nowaday no.. none at all.. and u know what.. two,three days ago.. my sister lend me the vcd of SHE.. new ablum.. but the day after she didn't want to lend me... and today as well.. without any good reason... i'm really sick of her.. and yet she lends it to the other girl.. who she liked to complain to me that the girl is not good.. i really find her stupid! i mean i, myself also very stupid.. but then to me i feel that she's worse than me..
let not talk about that.... well. at school.. nowaday i cannot really catch up with my work lol.. especially math.. the rate of change and the vector.. and yeah.. yesterday we got back amath test paper.. i got 24/25... well but the test is easy.. everybody do well.. school seemed to be quite interesting nowaday.. yeah.. forget what i want to talk about...nvm
nowday i always eat unhealthy things like.. curry puff, squid and bubble tea.. so unhealthy.. but i kept eating.. :( they said that u are what u eat.. but i don't want to look like cyrry puff..
feel very stressed now.. i don't know how to describe it.. .. :(
well.. today we have chinese test but i do it too slow..don't think i can do well.. :( oh yeah actually today pe lesson is very enjoyable..today miss yeong taught us some technic which i never know about it before.. :) and i also feel that she's very knowledgable.. i feel that she' s the best pe teacher lol.. :) and she's very nice too..
feel quite bored.. :( now..

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Tuesday, February 07, 2006

day time>

well.. today.. is a nice day.. :) i really like today school.. i feel really tired.. :( last night when i wanted to revise my chemistry at night.. i go and on television.. hee.. and happened to watch more than to read.. luckily i do some reading in the afternoon.. well today at school.. feeling so sleepy..during eng lesson.. oh no.. i really doze off ( for a second) but scared that when mrs lim foo turned around and saw me with my half opened eyes.. oh no.. i sure dead..so i used my hand to cover my eyes and looked down..hee.. and saw sarah did the same..hee.. really very sleepy.. today is quite a nice day.. don't know why but i feel so.. oh yeah today i wear spectacle to school today...and chen xin said i looked very ugly :( the other person said i looked weird and the other said that i looked alright..haha.. well anyway i wouldn't wear it to school again.. ok today..today we have chemistry test.. :) and well.. there's some question on mole which i don't know.. :( but i think it should be alright..

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Monday, February 06, 2006

same..>

well.. today u know what.. i come home quite early and have to go to the bank.. to make my new atm posb card.. because i lose it few weeks ago... and luckily it doesn't take long.. then i go to popular..and happened to walk around for a little while.. and yeah i also buy curry puff.. i shouldn't eat so mach lol.. :( it's quite unhealthy... today my guardian's daugther didn't go to school.. last night she come home like almost mid-night.. wow.. when i asked her.. : ' are u sick?' she said 'no' then i asked: ' is it no school today?' she said ' no' and u know what is the reason? she said she's lazy to go.. hee.. the answer kind of struck me.. but some of the other time she also didn't go school.. and yet her result is so good.. 8 points for her school end of year.. hee.. and mine is so..bad.. :( .... today i tried to get that thing too u know... dig out my thing from the pipe..yeah.. and i get a knife.. not those sharp one.. and yeah imagine that it would be able to help me.. but then it's not as easy as i thought.. and in the end.. not success.. :( i won't give up

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Sunday, February 05, 2006

sa.. :(>

today well.. i woke up really early.. don't know why... just couldn't sleep well.. and so.. later i have to go for tuition... yeah chemistry tuition..and my teacher is really pretty.. she's so thin.. and i wondered what make her look so nice.. then later on her mother also give me and sister red packet.. then later on i have to go for eng tuition after my lunch... and mr wong.. gives me goodies too.. well.. the other girl didn't take any but i tried everything.. hee.. well.. because i don't think it's nice if someone offer u thing..but u don't take any.. after taking he still asked me to take more.. but i'm really full.. well.. anyway.. after ward when i was home.. there is maid.. well.. she just worked for an hour.. we also ended up chatting.. hee.. and so i told her about my thing yeah that drop into the pipe..and then i use the torch to shine into it..and u know what i able to see my golden thing.. i feel like a bit of hope well up within me ... and yeah she said it can be take out... and she tried to screw the pipe.. but couldn't as it rust.. and yeah.. couldn't she suggested for me to call the manager in melvile park and tell him about it.. she said he would help.. because she called before.. but well.. when i told my guardian about it..she doesn't seem to know about it.. :( .. i seem to see that thing there.. and just feel like taking it but then i can't .. i feel really bad.. u know.. the thing is just in front of u .. but u can't reach for it.... well.. i still wonder if i can or not get it.. and the pipe down there really dirty.. :( i feel really bad for my thing to be struck dow there.. :(
let hope that it can come out..

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Saturday, February 04, 2006

help!>

today is the worst! worst! day! why am i so stupid!? and clumsy! i feel like i'm the most stpuid person on the world! why!! oh no! :( what should i do..?! u know what.. well i'm sure u don't know.. u know what actually today is a very nice day.. but because of something can spoil everything.. in the late afternoon, i go to Bugis to meet with sarah and caroline.. yeah and we shopped around....yeah as sarah wants to buy clothes.. and i introduce many to her.. however in the end she didn't buy anything ... and we walked for like 3 hours.. hee.. it's really weird..but well we do enjoy ourselve too.. and we also bought the mochi..yeah they were in a packet.. the guy said 6 for 1 dollar.. but u know.. he said that we each take three.. then we all thought that he wanted to give us discount.. :P yeah.. so we took three for each of us.. but then he said later he said that it's more than one dollar.. so we have to take out some of it.. and yeah feel quite lose face.. :P but then it's not as nice as it looked lol... i really like bugis lol.. we also have our dinner at mos burger.. we ate the new promotion.. well..don't know what does it called.. but well.. not that bad la.. then later on.. we go to gift a name.. and made necklace.. actually i don't want.. because i have many at home.. but then yeah it's special because we three make it together..so we do..we put our name and a dolphin.. yeah .. :) but it's quite expensive too well.. but not very expensive..and then we go home.. and u know what...
something bad happened..when i was home.. i tried to take off my old necklace..and put on the new one.. then later i want to put the old one back.. but then it is so hard to put.. so i need to go to the mirror.. my house has so many mirror but then i go to the toilet..and yeah i tried really hard..and so stupid of me.. i accidentally dropped the golden statue of budda into the pipe of the sink.. when i tried to take it,it then dropped deep in..and gone.. i was so panic and take a torch to find it but couldn't see anything than the smelly dark water! oh no! i told my guardian but then she kind of smlie because it supposed not to drop it so easily! but i did! oh no! so stupid of me!.. u know what then i tried to get the chopstick lol..to take it up.. but i couldn't feel anything solid thing there.. it must have sink down.. as it is heavy,make up of gold! i feel really stressed u know.. :( and i feel like crying too.. my guardian said if i wanted to get a plumber..then i must pay for lik at least $30 dollar.. and not sure if can get it or not.. oh no! what should i do? if my parent know..they sure scold me!my mum gives it to me.. and yeah she has three for each of us.. i told my mum that don't give too my youngest sister first because she's too young..and may lose it.. but then i myself.. happened to lose it.. my dad also said that i better take good care of it.. because it costs quite high.. and i only wear it for like one month..and u see what happened now.. :( oh no! i also like it a lot.. :( i'm so stressed that i eat a big bowl of noodle.. at 10.40..wow..so full but it helped to de-stressed.. oh no! i'm really sick of what have happened to me recently!and because of this i have no mood to do my homework.. (tomorrow tuition) and so i come online..wonder if i can wake up tomorrow..still have chemistry and eng tuition.. oh no! but i'm really worried about the necklace.. and u know.. ireally need some time to get over it.. may be i might not have chance to get it back from that small hole of the pipe le.. :( i feel like crying u know.. i still want it.. i don't want to lost it!

# posted by milk bottle | 6:20 AM | 0 comments

Friday, February 03, 2006

many things>

i feel a bit angry now.. well.. u know what..my sister said that she would not use computer for very long but then she plays from 7.30 pm to 9.15pm.. i really hate to wait! that's the worst thing.. this is why i don't like to share things with someone else.. i really sicked of her! let's talk about other thing...well today in the morning.. when i was in the bus,i saw that guy again.. yeah.. but then i don't think that he's handsome anymore.. may be just cool.. hee.. anyway i felt very sleepy and just dozed off in the bus.. really tired and feel very dizzy today.. and today i have Amath test.. it's a very first test for this year.. quite scary lol.. hee.. but then the test isn't difficult as i thought.. mr gek set it more difficult than mr tie .. in the morning in the hall, sok hua..yeah she sat beside me and happened to have asthma attack.. i quickly told madam tan and she asked me to go and get the inhaller.. so i ran up to the class with sarah.. and later on she came up with mr gek ..and later on.. yeah she's alright.. but i also feel quite unwell..feel like collaping on the floor... well but i didn't .. well.. today the lesson seemed really boring and i feel really tired.. during the chemistry lesson.. mr lim brought for us the molecular structure for us to join them up to form some compound but then .. sarah and i use it to play to massage..hee.. quite fun.. :P then later on we have chinese class after school.. and yeah she asked to bring the book..yeah.. i remember that must bring.. i even called sarah to remind her about it..but then when i go and check the time table.. there's no chinese lessons..( i forget about the extra lesson.. :) ..and u know what..ended up sarah brings but i didn't :( oh no.. when madam de came into the class.. she looked very firece..and yeah i was thinking would i get scoldings huh?so i went over to clean the board.. with panic heart.. how should i tell her..? i feel really scared.. and so finally able to tell her.. but then she looked at me with furiated look.. and in the end she lends me her book..haha.. well.. i feel better...well i think she doesn't hate me.. hee.. i shouldn't think negative about her.. hmm..
today when i reached home.. at 6 pm i go to gym hee.. and yeah i saw that middle-aged man again.. he can really run..i remembered last week when i went there..saw him.. at first his speed was like 7.9 then 8.2 then 8.5 then 9.0 then 10.00 wow.. i really can't complete with him..and he ran for like 59 mins.. wow.. i ran only 15 minutes ..already want to faint.. then after that i go to food lion to look for something.. and yeah i've fruit juice, biscuit and icy fruit ice.. wow it's so nice! i'm really very happy .. wow i seemed to have so many things to do.. chinese homework, emath homework, amath worksheet..( don't know how to do) , chemistry homework, eng tuition homework.. wow..still have not done the bio worksheet.. ! so many things.. and next week stil have three tests! ss test, emath test, chemistry test! oh no! :(

# posted by milk bottle | 5:26 AM | 0 comments

Thursday, February 02, 2006

tired>

these two days i feel very sleepy..and yeah supposed that i should sleep well..but not..this is bad.. =_= the other day i was so blurred that i forget to take out my contact lend from right eye..and later on i wore my spectacle together with my contact lend.. i thought something is wrong with my right eye.. as i couldn't see clearly... hee.. then later i happened to know that i forget to take my contact lend out.. hee..
today hee.. in the bus, asi was about to sleep.. there's one high school guy came to sit beside me.. wow.. he's so tall, handsome and so cool...at that moment i feel like he's the most handsome guy i had ever seen.. haha.. sound really weird..hee.. but he's really very handsome.. same white uniform as me.. at first i thought that he might be same school as me..but no.. hee.. wow..u know.. i don't know that such handsome guy would exist lol.. hee..
today during pe lesson.. chen xin happened to feeli unwell.. and she even vomitted.. so serious.. but after awhile she seemed so normal....
tomorrow i have Amath test! :( i feel quite bad too.. u know don't think i spend enough time to study..and yeah still want to come online to check mail.. :( feel really bad..when i reached home.. i called up xuan hui to wish her happy new year.. and we happened to chat for like 20 mins.. hee.. well she's a very girl lol.. good that we can keep in contact.. then i showered and rest.. but not sure if i did sleep or not.. yeah and i spend time to do the differentiation.. but one of the question.. i couldn't do.. it easy lol but don't why i can't get answer i really find nothing wrong with my answer lol.. feel so sick of it.. so i don't want to do le.. i feel that i should force myself to do...if i didn't do well for math test.. sure feel very sad de.... :( my chemistry is already so lousy.. got it back yesterday.. and i only get 9.5/18 :( so bad! i really did study u know...whyi always can't do well.. for chemistry!? feel so sad..
well.. i think i should go and revise math again..

# posted by milk bottle | 4:11 AM | 0 comments