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my grandma cooked many food for me and my grandpa bought a lot of food for me too! i'm touched but i didn't eat much...afraid of getting fat...hee..
yesterday night, Kob called me again! i couldn't quite believe it..because i ddn't think that we might talk for the second time...i got to know him alot...and today we met online and he called me after...we chat for sometimes..and he did told me that he even has to work to pay for his school fee and for others purposes as well...he said that his parents divorced and he decided to go to australia to study there ( live with his father) but then his father is not paying anything for him...what a heartless father! after chatting for him for these few times..i feel so sorry for him..and fing that he's a nice guy after all...
today i feel quite tired at night and wanted to have a hair cut soon..here thailand is super hot! i'm like sweat for the whole day!i really hate hot weather!
i leaved the house at 11.30 to go to the airport...there were lot of people board the plane..as i was pushing trolley around i accidentally crushed into three people...so clumsy! i'm going back with girl named 'pand',she's living with me...we went back together and we kind of quite having fun...after reaching the airport..i was thinking if dad had reached the airport yet...because the other he was late for 40 mins..mum goes to countryside and will be back on sunday..
when i was there,i saw my dad! so hapy knowing that he's not late..and pand saw her mum and dad too..so we seperate our way...after went to toilet i got in the car...we were heading home...i was thinking actually if i should put on the safety belt but then i decided not too..and when we were about to go on the high way...a police man saw me and caught me for not putting on the belt...he took away my dad driving license...and my dad had to pay fine..i wanted to ask him in detail about it because i cause the troubel..but then he just said not to care about that matter...and he scolded that police man for creating all the trouble..i'm kind of touched because i knew that i'm in the wrong and yet he didn't even scolded me at all...we went home..
and when i'm home....didn't do anything much actually...but in the evening i called my cousin and we chat for sometimes...and i then decided to use computer..my grandma,youngest sister and my dad were asleep while i was on the computer..my house is so quiet and dark without the light on..i'm kind of scared of my own house..isn't that werid..? then there's nobody to chat with me at all...and so i decided to go into the hi5 (after a donkey year of not going there for chatting)
i didn't pay much attention to it..after a while i decided to said hi to a person whom i thought must be a thai..and yeah he happened to be...and so we chat for a whlie and i found that he's quite nice to chat with.. i was thinking that i just wanted to chat with him just for fun..he said that he's in australia studying...after chatting for sometime..he decided to ask for my phone no.
i didn't want to give,of course...same to other online friends..i never give my phone to any of them but it's kind of weird..after a while i did give it to him and he said that he wanted to call in ten minutes and it's oversea call..i was quite shocked but didn't really believe that he would really call...and it's my first time of talking to an online friend on the phone..however he seemed to be a nice friend to chat with..and surprisingly he did told me about his personal things like his family...he said he was living with step-mother and dad...he sounded sad..he did even tell me that he was once an drug addict..his family got some problem and he drinks too..i don't think he's lying to me because who would want to lie that oneself was an drug addict...he did even tell me his feeling of loneliness...and all those... actually i feel that it's quite weird to listen to someone whom u never seem before about his feeling and all those...but i guess i did help him...i did kind of givng him a lot of advice..about the effect of drinking and smoking...and it's kind of funny to hear him said that someone whom he never meet have to teach him all these things...but he said he feel happy to be (kind of) getting scolding from me...i guess his parents don't really care about him at all that's y he drinks everyday and would lay in the garden looking at the stars at night...feel so sorry for him.. we chat for about 1 h plus... and i guess he wouldn't call me again...still i wish that he can live happily
i'm lazier nowaday...and i spend most of my time watching vcds...ghost movie,cartoon and comedies...i didn't do anything meaningful at all..that's why i put on another kg..so yesterday..knowing that i put on two kg more..i play badminton...at first i take turn with girls in my team..but have to wait for quite long...so in the end i just played with my sister...and so played from day to night...and i guess that must be 1hour and more...and when i take my weight again,i lost two kg! but i'm really exhausted too..and this morning,i feel the pain all over my body...but i felt that i can play badminton better now...because i observe how the others play and i learn....many people said i play badminton like dancing ballet but now i can really play badminton(i mean much better)..now i notice how fun it is..
a few more days to go...to be back to thailand..but i'm kind of scared that mum would be late to fetch me again..like the other time..let me wait for like almost 1 hour! but this time really different because my sister is not going back...i still have no plan of what i'm going to do back there...but i'm sure that it will be better to be back there than to stay now here watching tv all the time!
today school seemed to be a bit more excited than usual...
today mr gek told us about our overall result for math..but i don't think i do well for A math...
mr lim also go through the test paper..and he said that he expect me to do better..i believe that i can...and i'm quite happy of what he said...
results:
Amath:68
Emath:87
english composition:16/30
social study source base:16/25
i felt so tired today...went for math tuition and reached home around 10.40pm but today having a fun time as there are sarah,sally ,flora and trendy...we were together and having really a nice time!
today i woke up at ten but still feel tired and full...cause last night i ate noodle cup at midnight..and i slept almost two...!first time sleep so late..
today quite lazy...didn't want to do anything much..i also feel very bored..but much better next time..
nth much to say today..
bad news..bad news~!! i have gained one kg of weight and i have this feeling that i'm going back to be liked i used to be last time...fat! i got to do something about this!
exam is over!but sadness is not over..i still have to wait for my bad result to come out!oh no...but never mind should work harder the next term..
i love YUKI! he's so cute..he is a cartoon character...and i really like him!how i wish i could be inside the cartoon!
i got to know some of the result
eng paper2: 26/50
chinese paper1:50/70 and paper 2: 83/110,listening:14/20
geo:33/40
chemistry:70/100
bio:61/100
Emath:93/100
Amath:53/80
ss: 20/25
i'm quite happy with geo but very disappointed with bio..i used to get very good for science..and now..my science become so bad.. i must do better next time!i believe that hard work will be paid...and super surprised for chinese...i didn't expect to get so high for compo...cause my story super lame! i wrote about friends accusing me of stealing my classmate's handphone..and i said about how bad i felt...and everybody didn't want to talk to me...but before going back home..form teacher checked our bag and found that handphone in one of the guy's bag...and so the truth is revealed..and so everybody comes to me to apologise..
i'm really happy for geo..cause i didn't study properly..on the oil palm and the market gardening..and luckily that nothing came out on that at all..i'm the last to get back the paper..and mr tan gave me a very weird look with a smile on his face..wonder what he was thinking...but may be i might not be so lucky next time...
i'm going to thailand on 28 and this time special..without my sister..yeah good! this morning,we quarrelled...as she purposely stepped on my legs!as i was too tired to wake up..she also likes to scold bad word!i'm sure that it will be better to go back without her! i'm still thinking of what to do in thailand over one month...i'm really happy to go back and feel very excited about it!!
i slept quite late yesterday...not only yesterday but everyday i sleep late..
feel super tired..and i plan to wake up as late as i can tomorrow...
today is quite a nice day...except that i don't think that i can do well for chinese paper...a lot of questions don't know how to do...but for E math paper..everybody said that it's easy...but i already know that i have one question wrong...so bad..but i'm sure that my E math for this time will be the highest result among other subjects...i think my average sure get 60plus again...i want to call to tell my mum about how do i do for the paper..but then kept forgetting..
today stay back with pj and elaine to study..and we went to ask Mr lim about it...he's quite funny actually..and i must do well for this subject..
after that,we went to Koven together..and we each bought bubble tea! we'r really having a fun time..looking trough those vcds in te shop...
today i go jogging..and i have this feeling that i'm putting on weight...cause i didn't exercise at all and still eating so much!wanna go again tomorrow..
i had Amath test today...and it's....oh no..i don't want to say about it cause it made me angry...today is a very bad day for me!i had running nose(since few days ago)..and lack of sleep...and in the bus..i dozed off..i knew that the route from school to my house is quite a distance..so i just dozed off because of triedness..
when i woke up,i found that the place was unfamiliar..and i looked around and saw the board sign said 'changi airport'..i was quite shocked..
i missed my bus-stop and my guardian told me before that this bus would go to the airport...i was quite scared...thinking about how to go home..but i just continue to sit in the bus...and when it came to familiar bus-stop,i quickly got down..and yeah from there know how to go home...so tired...
tomorrow chinese paper..wonder if i can do well...doubted so..
the first paper was the english paper1 and chinese paper1...for english i chose the title called 'the new teacher' i worte that i was a problem child..with the introduction that i skipped class..i quite like my stody actually..hee..and i wrote that i decided to go for the class and met a new form teacher in the class..and my stodry went on..in the story i was a child problem..my mum(in the story) wanted to run away with the her lover while dad drank and always wanted to hit me..hee..at first i was very rude to the new teacher but she knew that there's something wrong with me..and in the end i got along with her quite well..i really like my story...but i didn't describe the teacher! that's bad!.. _' i should!!
and for chinese,my story was lame!in the story,my friend's handphone was lost and they blamed me for that...don't think i will score well for this..
i didn't spend my time wisely..i should be studying more than to watch vcd for almost the whole day...actually i wanted to study but my sister and a girl that live together with us...they both kept watching vcd and tv programme!and i was distracted by them..something she would come and sat beside me and kept talking to me...and i had to study and had to look up to respond to her...
on monday,i had an english paper 2 and social studies....for english,luckily i managed to finish the paper...but not as lucky when i couldn't do the summary..i had this feeling that i might fail!cause i really didn't know what to write for that summary... -_- and for social studies..i didn't know how to answer for the souce base question..if i have more time to think,i'm sure that i can do better..when i was home,wanted to study for bio but..she came to watch tv again and kept talking to me..i said i wanted to sleep but she pleaded me not to... +_+ so tired nowaday...i slept 11 everyday...and had to wake up 5.30..no wonder i've caught a cold..and i ended up watching vcd with her....so i had to study really hard during the night....and at 7.30pm i still watched the new tv programme...it's nice!it's about this girl who is looking for a rich man..
and today..during the bio test..i was so tired...kept reading the questions for so many times..and in the section B..super difficult!all those things that i learnt didn't come out! i felt so sad..may be i might just get B for bio! how i wish someone who is good in bio can teach me how to study for bio! in section B,there is one question about the slamond fish.that made me think of my falvour dish! slamond bbq with sauce!' i really wish that this exam will over very soon! so i can enjoy life hee...
i had to wake up 5.30am everyday now..so tired...and i had to take two buses to school...and for the first day..i was almost lost my way...but now is alright...
exam is just this friday and we had to have it in the hall! wow..sounded scary isn't it..? i hardly have enough time to study now as there are so many subjects to study..i'm quite worried about it now... :(
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