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Friday, March 31, 2006
moving>
i was still not quite sure of what is happening... as i was folding my clothes.. and i asked myself..is it really happened? am i goign to move house..? well.. i still don't quite sure...well.. and i wasn't sure about the arrival time..and trendy helps me check up... she called them up..yeah.. i feel so touched! thanks trend..! my door is closed.. as i packing up my things... but there are so many things! :( and one of the girls came to my room asking for the hair dryer... well and she of course asked me what was i doing... so i have to tell her about me moving out this afternoon..i also don't know how to say it.. :( u know..feel quite bad too..and have to answer their questions.. and i really don't quite like to explain this kind of complicated thing.. well.. actually i feel that they are much nicer than those girls who stay here longer... the four of them are quite nice..seriously..eventhough i don't really chat much with them.. but i really like them too.. well.. if i stay here longer ..i believe that we will get along really well.. ..oh shit! it's almost three noww!! i got to go and fetch my mum at airport!!
so much more..>
i felt as if i didn't use computer for quite a long time.. actually just only like two days..hee.. well..there are so many things happening these days.. i really don't know where should i start... well.. on wednesday.. we had an eng test... yeah..and many of us did the passage before including me.. but somehow i don't quite remember the answers for it... then yesterday... i went to trendy's house for chemistry tuition.. i feel quite bad about myself.. i should have revise it or something...and as he explained things... i often day-dreaming away.. feel qutie bad too ... :( quite tired have to say.. because in the morning i ran 2.4km... wow...really tired! it's the test.. and many of us pleade miss yeong to take our previous timing..as we were having stomach muscle ached( from doing sit-up) from tuesday... but she refused..so we got to run.. and i really sort of tried my best... hee.. but somehow didn't feel as tired as the other time.. at first i was running in the front..but because of my shoelaces.. i got to stop to tie them... well..and i feel that it takes some times off.. as almost half of class over-take me.. hee.. well.. but i think it's the best timing i ever have though.. i got 13.58 mins.. i never gotten that for once in my life... and afterwards.. i feel that my heart feel quite tired..i had the feeling that i breathed more deeply...feel so tired during the whole day...well... the tutor sent me home as he was passing by as well.. but he was not very good at direction.. and he always asked me if it was or not the right way... and i always answer to him that i was not sure.. but he still liked to ask... well..and i got to know some of his personal thing too..like about his family..and all his children are in those top school...
ok today... well.. today we got back our emath test paper.. and mr gek.. come to our class to give back the test paper..as well as gave us chocolate... well.. but as i thought.. i didn't do well.. and i counted that i lost about 15 marks.. but then happened to be 20 as i was really careless.. well.. but it's my own fault isn't it? for not studying hard enough.. i got 30/50 .. then we also got back our report card.. i take a look at it.. i got d7 for eng.. failed... C5 for chinese ...bad result..B3 for bio..well i want to get A1.. A and E math A1... combined human A1.. and chemistry A2... well.. but i think i can do better... still room for improvement.. and today in the morning... i have a chat with madam tan.. form teacher...yeah i tell her ...about moving house matter...hee.. and she also seemed quite bewildered.. hee.. but then today after i just woke up from my nap... telephone rang and it's my mum.. finally call me.. and she tells me that she's coming here tomorrow with my dad.. and asked me pack up my things ...telling me to go and fecth her from the airport tomrrow.. and come here take things and go to the aunt jia's house.. well.. she had given my mum the house key..we would then stay there for a few days.. as my new guardian is now oversea..so well.. it's seemed really weird...i really don't know how my current guardian is going to react when we so sudden moved out.. but then my mum told me that she called her.. and asked how is she going to settle thing.. but she refused to talk much..and said that she's busy or smth..and slammed down the phone.. i couldn't believe she does this kind of things.. as she appeared quite nice in front of me.. well.. i feel like telling her that she should just let in.. if not.. she might get herself into a big trouble.. this matter is getting bigger and more serious now.. i guess i would be busy for the next week.. i really feel that i haven't have any preparation for the changes.. but well..still i hope for the better ...and tomorrow.. i still have to go to bugis..to get a present and give to my friend vyline.. well.. still not quite sure what to buy for her..
and i wouldn't be able to use computer for a few days....yeah.. :( well.. still have to study forEmath test next week..and still have eng comprehension to do..hope that i have some times to finish it.. :(
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
NFYA>
today...i really feel so tired... i talked to my mum last night about moving house matter...and i had to call my guardian to talk about it.. i was quite scared too..to be frank.. because my hand was shaking while i was dialing the number... hee.. well.. it's so complicated..and my mum will call me again tonight.. and i don't really have enough time for studying for emath test... i talk to my mum twice..talk to my guardian once..and my mum's friend as well...and the card happened to be something wrong.. i tried calling my mum for so many times but couldn't! waste all my time... sleep at 11pm and didn't really spend time praticing any question..just look through the emath note book... :( and today... the test.. i spend so long time in the front..and have to rush through the behind one..and know what... i have already lost like 15 marks! oh no! actually i know how to do two of the questions..just that i couldn't think as no time...i feel really bad about it! but the loci question.. i really don't know.."( very sad lol... i really don't know how to do well like last time le.. so bad... let's not talk about this..today after school... we have NFYA test... well.. we are late for it as ..we went down to buy something to eat..hee..and when we were up there.. we had to quickly rushed to sit..but i didn't know that the teacher was scolding us..so i was strolling and chatting...hee.. :P and it's quite coincidence..hee..to be sit almost next to someone.. feel quite weird.. anyway.. we got to do sit up first... actually i still feel quite full after eating milo and panda biscuit...and have to do sit-up.. hee.. and wow! so surprised! i didn't expect myself to be able to do untill 35 times! then we go to standing board jump..and i'm the first to jump...oh no! i feel quite... shy ..and don't really know how to jump.. but luckily that i got 165 still pass hee..wow..kevin he jumps..for like more than 250! we just keep clapping our hands lol.. he can jump so well!... and some of other guys as well..and some of the girls also..then we go to the shuttle run..i'm the first person again together with chen xin.. i kept reminding myself to turn myself.. over.. in what way..but ended up.. running over the red line.. and i have to stop because..i should n;t run over it for the first round.. very what! actually i also feel that i run quite fast...and so wasted..and sarah ,trendy were like laughing at me..haha..i also feel quite dumb of myself..then later on some guys also make the same mistake as me.. so i went to ask when i can re run...but madam wong was just ignore me! but when the boys asked for re-run,she let them.. and they re-run for twice while i didn't even have chance to re-run..! i was so angry with her lol! she's not fair at all ..just don't like her!but in the end still have chance to run.. and my timing is 11.7 ..well.. i'm quite happy as i pass haha! then we go to sit and reach section..hee..at first i got 32..but i wanted to retry so i got like 42.. hee.. and we wanted to try out the black magic that miss yeong teach us..but then no time for that..and a lot of people also played cheated lol..haha.. chenxin got like 42..but sarah helps to push over and she got 46! hee.. then we go to inclined pull up! very what lol! i almost got A but but my arms feel tired..if i retake might do better.. but forget it!.. hee.. it's a fun day though
Monday, March 27, 2006
well...>
well..since i have free time.. i might as well..blog evrything here.. it was a mistake as i thought that we had to stay untill 21 of may then moved...but actually no...as we just have to stay till 21 april..at first my mum wants me to move on 3 /4... and she said if the guadian didn't want to return the sum of the money..my mum knows how to handle it.. she said she would call one of the girl's parent..who is a closed friend of the guardian...and told her about what has happened..and my mum would say that she wanted to settle it with police.. and my mum would win for sure as the guardian is not supposed to look around us..as she is also a foreigner..she has the right to stay here as her daugther also study here so it is illegal for her to look after us... well..at first when we moved here...we didn't know about it.. so my mum said if she told the police..she would be in trouble...but my mum said that she wouldn't do that..as the other students would then be suffered as well... yes i also feel that.. but i really dont' like the attitude of her ... she said to me the other day that.. i should have given her a chance.. that's all.. so now she's sleeping in a living room... i find it really weird.. just because i said that there are too many people in my sister's room..2 of my sister.. and 3 other girls.. so she asked one of them to sleep another small room of 2 girls.. and she herself sleep in the living room..and her daugther also sleep in the living room at the other house.. i don't think it's my fault.. and even if she does so..so? we would still be moving anyway... can't help it.. and that time i said that she wouldn't be able to look after so many people... and she said.. in a harsh way that my sister and i are old enough to look after ourselve...so what's the point of us having guadian? i feel like retort back at her..but i didn't...don't want to create small thing into big thing.. and it wouldn't bring us any benefit if i said.. don't feel like talking any more.. the more i say the more i feel negative about her.. tomorrow still have emath test
fun...day>
well.. today is monday which we all have to go to school..let talk about yesterday..yesterday..i went for tuition at 5.30pm..leave the house about 4.40pm..but i somehow feel that it wasn't really do any help to me yesterday...miss tan has so many pupils to take care of... and she couldn't be able to pay much attention to me... well.. i feel quite wasted to travel all the way there.. i shouldn't have go yesterday.. that's what i feel... i think it would be better for me to just study at home.... :( and i reached home at 9pm...feel so tired..and still got to do some homework as well.. :( and ended up sleeping at 11pm..
today... we went to bio lab and take a look at the pratical.. the other time we used something to sweep through our face...skin... and put them into the dish...and today we got to see the bacteria grow...for mine... there's none for the nail and hair section..but for face and skin yes... quute weird...after school we have emath class..and we bought a big chocolate cake.. for mr gek.. but it seems to be very plain.. just blow cake and cut it to share for everyone..and i feel that they anyhow cut it.. not very fair lol.. forget it.. then mr gek gave us the worksheet to do... i feel that i do it really slow...:( so chenxin, sarah ,elaine and i stay back to do it..but we ended up...chatting about my guardian.. thing... about chaning of guardian...after i have talk about it..i feel really angry with her... how could she say those kind of things? i havechanged quite many guardians so far..but none is like her... well.. i don't want to mention about it... and nowaday i don't really want to talk to her.. who cares?eventhough she admitted that she was too harsh the other time.. but just by saying that... can help to make up of what she had already said? i don't think so..(for me..) and my mum is right...if she really felt that she is wrong.. she would already let us go..instead of saying that she would take away our deposit if we left before a month.. and for me...these girls at my place... any of them is good... own money also didn't want to return... well.. 12 years old isn't that young lol.. even when i was 12 years old i would also know what is right and wrong.. and the other is 13 also the same... and some of the others..borrow my things never take care of it and didn't even return untill i asked..and she asked me to go and find it myself.. well..may be i myself is not good..couldn't get along with them...but i also don't want to adopt myself to be able to just fix in to be one of them... i even tell my mum to forget about the matter and stay for the one month... don't want to make troubles..for them.. my mum is right that she isn't smart enough to want to play this game with my mum.. as in the end she could be at the loss.. well..just to stay for a bit longer..that shouldn't be a problem to me... i don't think i would feel sad if i leave this place..may be just miss my room.. do u know why i have time to type so much things? because i couldn't get into my house...the girls took away the key of the house.. and i have to stay down here..waiting for them to come back... i don't mean to blame them..but just feel that i become more negative about this place nowaday!... i'm just looking for a better place.. and i believe that it will be better...
Saturday, March 25, 2006
better day>
yesterday is the best day of the week..i guess....i went out with vyline again... we went to the library...to study... but well.. i don't think it's a good idea at all.. hee.. because we can't really concentrate..hee.. chat more...and she came late...i waited for almost half hour.. after spending some time at the library.. we then go to eat at the long john silver...well.. we ordered one set of chicken and one set of fish... well.. it's really make us so full.. then we go to walk around at the bugis..shop around..hee.. i was actually looking for her birthday present.. and i kept asking for her oppinion what she likes..but doesn't seem to get much clues..:( i think may be i buy her box music... hee.. and she did something very surprised me! she called up aunt linda...our tutor in primary school...and i talked to her.. i feel like crying too!...hee... well.. quite surprised that she could recognize my voice... after so many years! but me... i feel that her voice a bit changed... hee.. so we planned to go and visit her...next saturday... must go back to jurong east.. and may be i have to go and see my previous guardian.. well...feel quite weird.. i still haven't prepare my heart yet.. well will see how..
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
wasn't a nice day>
today....we have ss test..and i don't have mood to learn anything at all.. i feel so tired... been sleeping really late...and don't have a good sleep at alll.. :( so during the test.. i just any how..write mix it with geo... well.. when i was home.. my guardian came to talk to me again.. and she said about yesterday...that she knew that she spoke in a harsh way... but she then said that my mum did too... but it's she who started it first! saying that 'u want to move right! move tomorrow!' i feel like brought up this matter..but ididn't ...don't want to make the matter worse... then i try to listen to her... she said that she agred that she's wrong... she said she didn't expect it to be like this... well... sound good isn't it...then i tell her that it's not only due to that...but about my sister as well... i told her since i live here... never before pay so much and still stay in a room like 5 people... then she said it's ok..as it is condo.. there are swimming pool... gym... what a weird reason.. then i tell her about the food matter... that many times..she doesn't really care if there is food left enough for all of the people... like back from tuition.. many times some dishes just finished up... and i left with nothing to eat.. and when she took out something to eat with the girls live here...she didn't even call me to come over... and at that place where i live..there's no food at all...and she would change and try her best..to make it better... but how could she garantee that it would workout..as she thought it would... my mum also tell her that those children will still talk..how could her control them when she doesn't really go over to the other side.. my mum said that she's greedy.. too greedy... my mum said...take in so many pupils... when i told my aunt wan about this...she also doesn't agree with the way my guardian act... and my aunt jia also feel that same way..and my new guardian also said that she just wanted to make money... :( well.. i just hope that this problem can come to a solution fast.. +_+ feel very sleepy now.. my mum keeps asking me if she should or not to tell my guardian about moving house... well.. i was really too optimistic... i said there shouldn't be any problems about it.. cos' i believe that she's a reasonable person... but it happened to prove me all wrong...i couldn't believe what my mum was telling me... she called my guardian last night.. yeah.. and my mum is talking to her about reasons of wanting to change guardian... she wasn't very happy... my mum said.. 'my dad doesn't like it...as there are too many pupils in the house..i don't want my daugther to be disturbed as she's having o level this year' ..yeah that's what she said.. then my guardian said that 'those four girls just moved in for like a few days...and she also told them not to make so much noises as this year is very important for me...but if she knew it..she should take them in the first place..and her daugther ended up sleeping in the living room.....it's not very proper... and there's a sentence she said to my mum... ' u want to move right! move tomorrow!' how could she said this kind of thing... i couldn't believe that... when my mum said that too many students..the level of the noise go up..she said...my youngest sister also very noisy... this isn't make sense... after talking... my mum called me...and my guardian predicted it..and walked to my place.. and she came to sit behind me...at the sofa.. then after i put down phone...she came to talk to me... she said that she knew that it is not the only reason..for making me want to move... then i said that my sister..also couldn't sleep at night...as the girls were talking... and she couldn't sleep...go school feel tired... then she said.. my sister sure has enough sleep as she does sleep in the afternoon..i was shocked to hear that!so i said...because she doesn't have enough sleep at night..that's why she has to sleep in the afternoon....then she was quiet... it's also about the money matter.. the deposit sum... supposed that we have to tell her in one month of advance...actually we wanted to...but my mum...said that it's only for her benefit... as she would earn one more month of the money... but we have to tolerate with the noise...which may adversely affect me....and if i stay for one more month... i have to move on 21may...which is quite rushed for me...as i have o level chinese on 29 may... this really made me troubled! and she still have so many pupils..so wouldn't get affected ...and it's no point of just staying for one more month...there will be only a lost than a gain...well.. it's the matter between my mum and my guardian..but it's obvious that she couldn't be able to watch after so many pupils... when i said that...she said..but i and my sister are old enough to look after ourselves...her answer seems to be quite selfish... my mum is right..to say that...if we don't give her any benefits at all..she could just change from good to bad.... i feel quite sad and and disillusioned ... about this matter...i really thought that my guardian wouldn't be so..u know..unreasonable...why should she use those kind of harsh words? when they can just talk nicely....
Sunday, March 19, 2006
mummy>
today is sunday...and i had just see my mother off...just see her get up into the taxi...well..i don't feel like going to send her at the airport as i feel that it doesn't make any different...well..and it's really been a tiring day for me...walking for the whole day! rushing here and there..
17/3/06-----
i went to the airport with my sister...and my guardian as we waited for my mother ,my aunt and my sister to arrive...and my guardian waited for another children to arrive...they are going to stay with us... but we happened to be a bit late...and those people were already there... i thought that my mum couldn't find me and had left or something..but then there they came..hee..and we went to eat the burger king just near by...not nice at all.. and expensive... there are 6 of us...so we decided to take big taxi...and pay $35...yeah...first time taking that...go to my mum..friend's house..there are very closed... well...it was a terrible night for me! i couldn't sleep at all.. i wonder if i did even sleep...it's so so humid and hot..the air-con doesn't worked well...and there was just winds blowing but no cooling air...i was sweating all over...and know what...at 5 am i still walked to the kitchen to drink water...and some time go to toilet... and we slept late too..like 1am.. :( oh no! what a miserable night!
18/3/06
we had to get up like 7am...and take turn for showering...and we went to have breakfast which isn't really tasty to me..then we take our langages and take taxi to simei house to put them there and go to parkway plaza...at there , i went to deposit money with my mum and we chat along the way...her life is still as stressful as ever...all i can do is to comfort her... then we go to the tuition centre..there ...my youngest sister had to take the eng exam..but she doesn't seem to know anything...and any old how do it... after chatting with the owner of the place...we knew later that the uncle of my mum's friend had once working in the same company..hee...so she gave us the discount for my sister tuition fee... from $390 to $350.... yeah...then fromt here we go to aunt wan 's house..she and her son are at home..and her house has one snow dog...w0ow so cute!! named chase...it's a female..yeah so cute!! and we played with it..hee... her son is really good at drawing..last time aunt wan even showed the picture that is draw by her song to me before...i wonder how did he able to draw it! he's now working in a company...about cartoon..or smth with japan country...he also has so thing like tatoo on both of his hands....my mum told me that he draw it by himself or smth... aunt wan is really a nice person...she told us aboout the dog..hee...she said that it just had it's period..but the three guys has to help it clean hee.. she said she's against the idea od having dog as it is so troblesome...sound really funny...so i asked why don't have a male instead..she said that it's because of the way they passing urine...hee..i really like the dog...so cute!! only my cousin is scared of it...my mum also asked me to asked her son in eng..about his art pieces..but i didn't want to ask..because i..not quite used to.. from what i heard..he's quite good...
then we went to tample...to pray..wow so crowded... and it's really hard to even walked in there.. then afterward, my parent and aunt went to look around in the shop nearby..and they were in the shop for so long..they bought jade..yah for necklace..but they really take quite long to choose...untill the shop is about to close...we were the last customers....hee...while waiting for them.. me,my sister and my cousin...went around taking photo...yeah....but there isn't any nice places around..so we took photo in the shop..don't know where to take...but then they didn't allow us to...so we just sneak to take...hee.. sound fun...isn't it? then we shopped aroudn Bugis..wow..my legs hurt...we have been walking for the whole day long...
19/3/06
today..we get up a bit later.. yeah and went down to have breakfast at the market...aunt jia and uncle also go with us... yeah then we headed to bird park.. it is not that my mum or i wanted to go..but then it is that my aunt and my cousin...because they first time come to singapore for the first time... so have to bring them around and i don't know why bird park came to my mind at that time..then there.but we couldn't walk there for very long...and we pay $77 for the entry... i look at the map and bring them around... firstly we went to watch the bird show... wow... it's quite cute..but i watch before le...long time ago... then we walkde around here and there... hee... it's quite tiring ...luckily it is not a hot day... but still we perspire... so sticky all over..then there is this place...where u get to walk and go in contact with birds...they make a lot of noise...but then they look very cute..i wanted to touch but the guard said i shouldn't ...u can also feed them but have to pay $2 for the food... so we didn't want to...however..there is this guy...european...yeah he offered me the cup..to feed the bird as i walked passed him and looked at him in a surprised way...hee..as there are birds on his arms to to eat the food in the cup...so nice...hee... he taught me to hold the cup and then feed them... my mum also tried..while my aunt took photo... :) after a walk for like 2 hours... we got out...and headed home to take bags..then my sister ,my cousin and my youngest sister...take taxi to simei... while my mum, i ,my aunt and my uncle...went to bugis again... as my mum wanted to pray again... yeah to shake the can...and the stick will fall out..hee.. i also shake ask about my o level...and the paper said that good... i hope so.. :)my mum also asked ...as well as my aunt... hee...oh before that ...we went to eat the in dian food...uncle bring us there..well.. it's quite nice but fattening...then we rushed to a place where i might be staying...yeah...so my mum, my aunt and i...go together... they seemed to be very nice :) yeah.. i feel that they are good.. and it's aunt wan who introduced to us.. i'm looking forward for the better.. afterward..at night.. my mum has to go back to thailand.. yeah.. and i still have to clear up my homework! :(
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
fat>
u know what... today.. i drink two cups of bubble tea.. wow.. :( quite regret... today is quite a tiring day... eventhough i woke up at 11am still feel quite tired ...then i have to go to trendy's house.. wow...take three buses.. we have our tuition at her small table.. hee.. quite weird.. the table is so small..as the big table..was used as her uncle and aunt were chatting with grandpa..but later nobody,we still moved there...during tuition..i feel like sleeping but then tried to force myself to listen haha... and what surprised me is that..the tutor..brought along a plastic bag....and some water bottle inside.. i thought that he might be thirsty ...but then it's for experiment.. yeah..and as we mentioned something...so he took up the acid and put seashell inside for us to see the reaction... hee.. trendy seemed surprised too.. as the tutor brought along all this things.. then after everything... i go to hou gang mall ( my tutor send me there) then i bought a curry puff...but some how don't feel that it's as nice as before... i didn't go home after that..but i went to east point..to buy bubble tea....but it happened that i got the wrong one.. and so i have to tolerate to drink it...then at home watched tv...feel that my eyes are quite tired..then my guardian called me out..so we went for dinner at the nearby hawker centre..i ate fried bee hoon..quite nice...but then quite oily too..then i drink bubble tea again! oh no... it tastes good at first...but then...they add the coconut milk into it..which isn't very heathy... :( home...i called my mum... and she told me that she will be here at 7pm! and i was like..why!? i changed time for my tuition because i thought she's coming in the morning... :( and i have to travel all the way there for today... if i go tomorrow..i just have to go after my school lesson.. :( she should have called to tell me.. :( well...tomorrow.. i have to go to school...to get my result back..for chinese and Amath.. my A math sure cannot do well.. :( so sad... and chinese too.. my math...first question already wrong! :( so bad! and some don't know.. but also don't want really do it properly..and i also left blank for some.. :( well.. it's my fault actually...i should study harder.. wait for tmr result..
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
during holiday>
feel quite tired now...yesterday i seemed to eat really a lot..feel that my stomach quite uneasy...i eat so many things yesterday... before i fell asleep..i kept counting how many things did i eat... seemed to be so many things.. milk sweet,chocolater sweet,chocolate,drink vegetable juice,peach juice,banana milk,plain milk,chess snack,'wheel' snack, mango with sticky rice..,honey drew bubble tea, morning-- fried rice, evening-- one big chicken burger! wow.. i feel quite uneasy when i go to bed....hee... as yesterday is monday... i watched the xiao yuan super star.. wow.. it's so nice.. there's this guy from pei cai..ye lun..yeah..he really very cute.. and he dances quite well..for yesterday performance.. and he scored the highest...i also like yu yang..feel that he's quite cute too.. well i really enjoyed the compeition.. and it can really make me forget about other things! :) today...i woke up like 6.40am yeah...and go to school...i feel quite tired.. well..have Amath test.. didn't expect it to be so hard... i really didn't practice enough..i guess.. and worse still is that those tuition worksheet were all lost.. i don't know where does it go...may be i might have left them in thailand.. so ended up got the first question already wrong!actually i used to know how to do.. but then long time didn't do.. :( and many other questions also wrong.. :( and even blanks.. :( so bad...then we have chemistry lesson.. i didn't really pay attention to what mr lim was talking about... then we went to the lab to do the practical.. well this time still not as bad.. just that i was n't really sure at first what to do.. then we have one hour break...so sarah,sin ying,elaine,qiao meng and i go to heartland more.. we went there to have lunch...yeah we eat at yoshinoya.. quite nice..but very filling...then we walked back to school... i made a beg with sin ying,qiaomeng and sarah..that if i able to do better..i would buy them chocolate..but if they do better then they have to buy me chocolate... but then when we got back the result...it happened that i scored better than sin ying and sarah..so :( have to buy chocolate for them..but then qiao have to buy for me....i feel that miss lim gives me extra marks..one of the questions is that i spell wrongly..but she said it's ok just that she's looking for the word 'hair' and the other question.. i got wrong answer but she gives me marks.. i asked her why..she said that as long as use the right formula...i find it really weird.. and the other question..i wrote like only one point..but she still gives me two marks.. actually i don't think i could have score worse..but by chance.. did quite ok..but actually i also make many careless mistake.. like read the questions wrongly.. like it asked for volume per breath..and i go and times here and there! then the other question.. comparing day 1 and day2... i also didn't really read the question properly..it's said hot day... :( so that question no marks..i was almost fell alseep when doing that question.. they asked why....but i answer 'no' but quite lucky too.. some question anyhow answer also can get marks..
Sunday, March 12, 2006
sunny>
feel really tired today.. wanted to study for math test..but then really lazy lol.. i woke up late..and just watch television programme as usual..and then.. went to sleep again... and wake up for dinner.. and here now.. it's really a relaxing day..and now i wanted to watch a movie..but quite scary..i'm thinking if i should or not to watch... 'i know what u did last summer' it's about murdering.. and i'm alone in the house lol..as well as sleep alone...but feel like watching...weird me isn' t it?hee.. should i ? don't care la..just watch.. but blog first... well..today i also call my mum..she's seemed to be tired too.. well..she says that she has bought me a bag ,a pen,a watch,clothes..yeah.. :) so nice of her...and i think she's coming on thursday..not confirm yet..but i want to go and fecth her lol.. :) yeah ! yeah!
Saturday, March 11, 2006
like a dream>
it was like a dream yesterday... as i was choosing what to wear to go out..it's not a normal date...yeah...and i kept changing with my clothes.. and after making sure that everything was alright...i decided to leave the house...i feel quite excited..yeah but not like my heart beat double times.. i kept thinking would i really be seeing her? what if she didn't turn up at all? what if i have to wait..and then go home? my thoughts came to my mind... and i almost walked up the coming down escalator...but well..she did send me message like asking me where were i?....and i send back too..then when i reached..i waited for her at the guardian shop outside the mrt station.. i kept lookign around...in order to see any familiar face..but none.. then later she called me.. i answered..and i waited for awhile for her to say something...then later she asked me to go up to the old changi to meet her.. but then...i don't even know where is the shop..but just walked up from the underground... i was at the bugis.. and i kept looking for the old changi ...and imagined how would she looked like after 5 years.. later on i felt a tag on my shoulder.. and i turned,surprisingly..seeing her in front of me.. vyline..i looked at her..wow...she looked really different le.. i didn't know what to say..just i gave a laugh..hee.. and then later we started to talk..hee..she said that she didn't get the message i sent to her.. and she also thought that she might not be able to see me..hee..welll..we talked really a lot...and we jsut kept walking and chat...then later we settled down at the coffee bean shop...and so we ordered a drink...not nice at all ...so sweet and expensive...not nice at all..she told me a lot of her stories as much as i told her..she said that she so far..have been with about 5 boyfriend le...hee.. i feel that she's even more happy-go lucky than me..hee.. then later on,as we were walking around... there is this two school girls..wanted to interview us...about our opinion on pimples..haha....they also wanted to film us..for their project..one of the girl looked at me..with that pleading look..and i so i agred to help..so they just asked like 3 questions..and let vyline and i to answer...hee..it's quite funny though... we chat and walked...hee..and we also went to the temple..hee.. ") to pray..wow it's really a nice day.. because we get to meet each other..and she likes to joke a lot..hee..but i'm quite slow to notice.. :P but she's really a very nice person..it's really hard to find a friend like her.. we also went to the national library..to look around and chatted..then we also went to take neo print.. hee..21 shots..but we were like so blurred don't know what to do..so ended up..don't really have a nice photos..hee..then we walked back to mos burger.. actually we wanted to eat long john ...but don't have so we eat mos burger lol! wow it's so nice! may be it's due to my mood.. hee..then we also go arcade..to play the photo hunt..very fun..she can find out the different so fast..unlike me... hee..then it's time to go home.. but we waited for her bf to come first before i go...her bf so good to her..from what i heard.. she said that her bf would always bring her home whenever she wants him to..and if she needed him..he would aways be there for her..my legs are tired..and we walked around for like from 2pm to 8pm...yeah and at home i watched television untill so late.. u know what time i sleep? i slept at 2.50am ...hee..well..it's really a nice day though! :)
Friday, March 10, 2006
end of term 1>
today is the end of the term one. but well we still have to go back to school on tuesday and wednesday.. today i got back le..eng test paper.. i don't really feel anything about it...don't know why i don't feel sad at all.. knowing that i failed eng... i got only 10.5/25 ..but then so many people failed as well... and i also got back my chemistry paper... i got 37.5/50...well... i'm quite glad about it le.. but then still i don't really feel anything much about all these.. as today i have bio test... u know what! i lost like 7 marks le.. because of spelling and my stupid mistake as i read the questions wrongly.. u know why? firstly.. i feel really sleepy..secondly i didn't eat breakfast today.. and thirdly..i can't concentrate.. :( and also didn't learn it properly... so many mistakes! i really hate myself for that! actually i kind of know what to learn as i can guess the question that miss lim wanted to ask..but then .. :( i just refused to study that hard.... i still watched television programmes.. three of them.. :( and ended up in this kind of states.. bio is my favorite subject and yet..i done so badly for it.. :( this morning ..i didn't take my breakfast as i was spending my time to figure out the password of my luggage...as my guardian's daugther is going to china..so she borrowed my luggage.. yeah..but i happen to forget the password of it..and so it couldn't be opened.. :( i kind of remember that it's 512...but it just can't open.. and when i reached home.. i wanted to try to get the right password..it's was so lucky of me.. i just move one of the number.. and it opened! the password was.. 125.. why am i so forgetful? so this means that i have to sleep in the house alone.. for 4 nights.. wow..well.. not very...i feel quite weird also.. :( actually today i feel quite sad about something... yeah.. sign~ by thinking of it..make me feel really sicked...nobody is online at all.. i was online from 9plus to midnight plus.. and it's so coincident for me to chat with Ta... long time never chat with him le...i told him about my stupid problem...seriously ...i feel very sad..but after listening to his advise.. and later we even ended laughing.. really have to thank to him.. but i also still feel quite uneasy... i feel like i was a kid telling him my problem..he seemed so mature..and i'm really glad that he even willing to listen to me...well.. i feel that he's a really nice person..hard to find...i feel that he's very experinced..and like good in almost everything...that's what i think.. hee.. surprisingly...at 12.45am.. i'm now chatting with my long lost friend online..and we are going out tomorrow! i couldn't believe it! as if i was in a dream! ah~>_<>
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
common test>
this week is the last week of the term1 ...and yeah for the last few days ,we have some of the tests..and i have gotten back my result for geo... i got 33/40 hee.. not that bad :) hope that i can do well for other subjects as well.. and i also got back my chemistry fule test.. just pass by one mark..and the mole questions again.. which caused me to score so badly ... tmr still have amath test ...haven't study yet.. hee..
what's wrong with me today? i find myself really dumb.. u know what..we have eng supplementary class.. i was put in band 2 class..but i don't really like the teacher as the other time.. yeah late for class..and..:( don't knoe how to say.. just don't feel like being in that class..so i went to find mrs lim foo.. and told her that i can't catch up with the lesson.. so i want to join class 5the ..she then told me that that class..are those very weak people..but then i just insisted ..and have to tell miss lin and my form class teacher too.. and the later after telling her.. she was like showing some concerned about it.. she said that class 5 is not suitable..say that i shoul i either join class 3 or 4.. ..anyway i stil go and have the lesson in the class 5 with chen xin..and her class is like a haunted class..only miss lin was talking..too quiet.. but well.. at the same time,i was thinking if i should still in the old class or class 5..but it's not very nice to change here and there..and mrs lim foo wanted me to try out first..then make decision.. well.. but i still couldn't decided.. so simple thing yet.. i can't make up my mind.. feel really bad about myself..
Saturday, March 04, 2006
still miss u>
it's really funny....to sit on the bed singing the song 'miss you like crazy' and holding onto the remote control..use it as a mic..hee.. isn't that werid..like a mad girl..hee... i kept listening to it for like numerous times
next week have common test! so many tests.. eng and chemistry tomorrow.. still feel that i'm not good at it..and no confidence in doing well at any of the subjects.. if i work harder then that's should be better.. but i feel quite lazy too..
Thursday, March 02, 2006
i miss like crazy>
'i miss you like crazy..even more than words can say..i miss you like crazy..every minutes of everyday..' wow! it's so nice! i'm really crazy about this song now.. hee..i really like this song..hee..like it for don't know how long time ago..but it's nice.. :) after school..trendy and i go to her house..by taking her mother car.. yeah.. hee.. and we played piano hee.. then later teacher came..and we have tuition.. and oh yeah her mother even cook for us.. :) well..today the lesson.. it is not as boring as the other time.. i can understand 98% hee.. then on the way home.. ichat a lot with the teacher.. but actually i feel more like sleeping.. hee.. then got down from his car..and yeah miss my bus.. so have to wait for like ten minutes.. then a bus came.. but then it's 9A ..i was wondering if it can reach my house.. so i didn't get up.. so i have to wait some more for no. 9... and i reached home at 7pm..so tired..then come here..online feel quite actice hee.. :P ..and ended up sleeping so late.. tomorrow still have chinese test..
today i almost late for schoo...hee.. i reached school like 7.22am hee.. but i have a good time sleeping in the bus hee..u know today is a nice tired day..hee.. in the morning oh no.. so tired.. during the pe lesson.. i have to run 2.4km..because i didn't run the other day.. so she asked to run two rounds today.. and only a few of us have to..those who failed... and mostly guys...u know then i run..oh no..super tired.. i really feel like stopping..but then i abled to pull it through..and my timing is13.40..but actually should be a bit faster...anyway i'm gald about it already because i thought i might fail... hee.. and my stomach and legs muscle ached...hee.. and recess i ate at a fast speed..hee..
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
wednesday>
today i feel really tired.. as last night i sleep like only 6 hours.. u know..i was really tired but i just couldn't sleep as i keep thinking about my future about o level....would i do well..?and all this kind of stuffs...and so ended up sleep very late.. today after school, we still have to go for supplementary class for eng.. and i was put in group 2.. and u know what..u i was late fore the class..as i was with sarah helping her to find paper.. which she has lost.. and it was a fruitless search and u know what..when i got into the class,i was late for like 15 mins.. then the teacher gave me a very angry glare.. well..i can tell that she's not happy with me..but then she didn't scold me...hee..
let's talk about the best thing of the day today... u know what! i couldn't believe it...! in msn.. yeah.. i got to chat with my long lost friend... we lost contact for like 5 years! oh no! and now we chat happily hee.. :) it's best day ever!