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the weather was very hot for the last few weeks...and now finally it rains...
monday: today i had a E math common test...i did study yesterday..(when i was watching television,i took a look at the file when there were advistisement..)
actually i had promised myself to study and not to play computer at all for saturday and sunday...but then i still broke my promise..
i slept very late last night too..almost midnight..that's why i feel very tired today..i felt like i had not really sleep at all..i have been sleeping late for many days..i also felt extremely thirsty..i guessed i might be sick soon..
today i got back my A math test paper...and i didn't get the chocolate... :( yeah...i should i have done better i know..so it's right that i don't deserve one...i also made some careless mistakes which shouldn't be made...
today before the E math test..i went to the canteen with sarah..i was wondering if i could be able to see my admirer today...as today is the releasing of the 'o' level result...i just felt that i would not have chance to...but i'm sure that he's going to do well...i didn't have my lunch before the test because i'm afraid that with full stomach might make me even more sleepy...and i might not do well for the test..so i sat there with caroline and sarah...and revised for E math...and i had some doubts so i asked caro..about the square roots..and as she explained...i looked up and saw..my admirer!i couldn't believe my eyes!and caro kept explaining..while i was not listening...and i just didn't listening to her at all..and therefore she explained it for more than 7 times...and i was lked...'what?i don't get it!'...and then we decided to go to toilet..and when we came out..my admirer came out from the other toilet too!..and i saw him...i walked passed him..and could even sneeze in his perfume.. :P and after that i went back to the class and...had the E math test..have to say that i'm totally very sleepy!can't really think..and amlost couldn't finish the last question..and after that i went to the hall with sarah and saw my admirer again...yeah he did well...and i hope that i could be like him...hee..but unlikely..
today thursday...the day that i felt extremely tired.today after school..i had a geo class...and after geo class i had to go to for A math tuition...+_+ and after thE tuition..i rushed home..my eye lids were going to close anytime..i felt extremely tired..only if i had enough sleep..then i wouldn't feel so...
today i got back my geo paper...and i got 10/12...i had to call it lucky as most of the time i don't really understand the question at all...but i did study fot the test..and i could pass...wish that i would be as lucky next time..today my class had A math test...i did study yesterday...and really had to thank to jonathan...because i asked for his help for so many times...mr gek mentioned that who ever got full mark...he would reward chocolate...i wanted to get one too..but no chance now...i feel like geting one..i haven't eat any chocolate for this whole week..
tuesday:today i got back my chinese test paper..and i got 70/100..at least it's no.7 in front..hee...
i know for sure that if i work really hard,i could do much better..but i'm too lazy..hee...
i haven't been studying these few days...i have t force myself now..common test is coming soon!
after school today,i had to go to teach xinhua pupil as usual but i had my buddy changed..because i had to teach primary 6..and i didn't really had buddy at all so i helped sarah..the primary 6..is more difficult than last time..when i used to learn..they have started to learn algebra..and yeah it's not easy...as i thought it was...i taught a girl for sometimes for one question and she didn't get what i was trying to say...i felt so bad... :( so i stayed to teach her extra time...while the rest all gone...yeah i hope that she would really got it...i really wished so..
after that sarah and i walked out of xinhua together..and sarah said that that girl didn't look very happy as i kept her for so long...well..i think i take things too seriously...i think i shouldn't..
i had eng tuition this morning and today..my curiosity had been solved..i finally know that my teacher is a male..i had mistaken him..that he was a female..he has such a sweet lady's voice,small in body size,sweet eyes and pretty face..and i really thought that he was a female..and now i knew that he's a man..but still can't quite believe it..
i found out from the guy sitting beside me..i asked him'what's our teacher's name..?'and he wrote out for me..and yeah right it's'Mr'..no matter it's a he or a she...he a is nice teacher..
in the afternoon,i had chinese tuition..but just for about 45 minutes..so didn't really feel that tired...
in the evening..i had a good time chatting with...yeah with usual friends....we talked about our lives.. :)
thursday:i wanted to go to school early to study for E math test but then woke up late..so i didn't have time to study..and during the test,lot of questions i didn't know how to do...and i almost got the first question wrong..luckily mr gek came to me and let me know that i had to have the answer in the index form...and after school..i rushed home as i had to go for A math tuition..miss tan called to tell me to go at 4.15..pm..or 4.30pm..i can't quite remembered..so i just go there..and reached there 4.15pm...i must have made mistakes as she hadn't there...and the door was locked..i couldn't get in...there was a boy waiting outside..and i guessed he came for the math class like i did...when i walked passed him..he smiled and pointed to the tuition...well..i answered yes..and then i discovered that he was same class as me...and we waited for somtimes...as waiting i kept walking along the corridor door..and that must have amused him..that's why he told me to relax...and miss tan finally came...during the tuition..i made lot of careless mistakes and got scoldings from her...and about the square things...which i don't really get it..this make me realised how weak i am...and i know that i have to pay more attention in math now..
after the tuition,i came home..and then i studied for my geo test tomorrow..and i felt so worried and stressed..i was afraid that i wouldn't be able to do the test...this worry caused me to awake in the middle of the night for a few times...
friday:i went to school early in the morning to study for geo test...but i only had a few minutes to do so...i thought that the test must be very difficult but well..it's not as difficult as i thought it was...today i also got back my E math test paper...and there were about 18 failures..i got 22/40..at first i thought thati might fail..but i happened to pass..the highest is 37..that's chao meng...what's make me feel happy was that mr gek praised me...about my studying attitude.. :)
but still i know that i have to work harder...the exam is around the corner now...
saturday:today was a sweet day for me...i just felt so.. :)
this week is a terrible week for me...there are three test all together..chinese,E math and geography..
tuesday:after school..i went to xinhua primary to teach primary 3 pupil..after this lesson..it changed my opinion toward my buddy...firstly i marked his homework that i asked him to do..well...he got almost smth like...10%correct..i think i know why he didn't do well for math...he should put his heart in his work..his workings were all wrong just plus and minus..i really didn't know how he studied..like 9-0=4....i don't mind teaching a boy who is weak in math but i mind boy who doesn't play attention when i teach..it is like me wasting my own time..i tried to teach him but he kept looking at other things..may be i'm too serious in it..
wednesday:today i had a chinese test...and yeah..it's terrible..i got 2 or 3 han zi wrong..and the last section,i left one question blank..hope i got 70 and above..today at school..assembly,there were some guests came to our school to perform for us...they are talented...as they composed the music and they could sing very well..today at home..feeling so stressed..as i looked at my geo wanted to revise but then i don't even understand what i was writing at all...i felt so stressed from then..i guessed i might fail for geo this coming friday test..-_-. by thinking so i feel so bad..and worse when i had a qurrel with my sister..i just feel so bad and don't feel like continue my revision..so i played msn...and chat with Ta...but by doing so doesn't really help me to feel any better...
i felt better in the evening..and so i went online again..and there i chat with my thai friend who is now in USA..and the other in thai...and with Ta too..and as a result and i ended up had no time time to study for E math test..
monday:today is a valentine day...and to me it..means nothing at all..hee..as i'm still a single haha..oh well..but my classmate,belinda gave me..and everybody in the class.i'm so touched..feel like giving her some present...but her birthday is over..well..may be next year..she's such a nice girl..:)
today i felt very sleep..and so many tests are coming up..that's made me feel headached!there are three tests this week...and more for next week..
today,we got back our social studies test paper..and what surprised me was that..i got the highest 14/20...actually i thought i would get more..because i really put in lot of effort to the subject i hate the most..well..and actually i never expect to get top for the subject i hate the most..i guess i'm lucky this time..but it's not going to be for other times...
when i reached home...i took a nag..very sleepy..and then i woke up to do homework..and have to study for the test too!in the evning,yeah i had a chat with Ta..yeah..and he said that today he didn't go to school.. because he woke up very late..i think he's weird...so he said he didn't get any chocolate as he didn't go to school..so i sent a picture of present for him..and in return he sent me a rose picture...i think that's really funny!i think i have to spend more time on study for this month...and i promise myself not to be using computer for more than 45 minutes...if i break my words..then i would wish myself not to do well for exams..
sunday:as i was there at the heartland more..i went straight to the cd shops..wishing to buy jay chou dvd..but that shop doesn't sell his dvd..and the other shop was not yet opened.. i went for the english tuition this morning...and i was wondering how much would i get for the test..but luckily my teacher did not want to give back yet as some of us were absence...and during the lesson..i heard the person behind me called out my teacher's name...but i just couldn't remember...but what surprised me was that i heard...Miss..and oh..so he is a female?i couldn't bring myself to believe it! is he really a..female..cause i think he...doesn't look like one.well..to me he doesn't look like...male or neither female..he/she is a nice teacher who has a lady's voice..but he/she doesn't look like a complete lady...and for today lesson..we were given some homework...after the tuition,i went to the other cd shop..to look for it.to my disappointed it was out of stock!:(
in the afternoon,i did my homework and then late afternoon i went for A math tuition..i feel so tired,i really do!=_= and the tuition ended quite late and i had to suffer and tolerate with hugriness..+_+ it's a bad feeling...and i seldom able to feel it...and when i came home about 8.10pm i wolfed up all the food without really chewing it properly...and i felt awful after eating..
to me,weekend is nothing different from weekday...i think i want to change A math tuition to other day..so that i don't have be a hungry wolf on every sunday..
it's saturday today.yesterday i thought there would be a geo test..but it's not..it is on next friday..luckily..hui jun told me that..yesterday..at school..during most of the lesson..i kept chatting with sarah at least that made me feel a bit awake...i felt that i couldn't really catch up eith the lesson..as i didn't read up at all..like bio...now miss lim is at chapter 3 but i'm still in chapter one..i haven't even read up chapter2 and 3..
this weekend,i have to study bio,geo and chinese...oh there is also A math homework..luckily today i don't have chinese tuition..but i do have lot of things to do..and i planned to go to buy jay chou's dvd..hee..last night i even dreamt about it...
on friday night,i had a good time chatting on msn..with Ta and some of other friends..we chat about healthy life style...and i didn't know that someone will have a common interest like i do..i like to find out and know more about health...yeah ..and so he does...he said he always has dinner at 5.30pm..his family is a chinese family..and he seems to be a very dilligent guy...most of the time..i said 'hi' to him..he would say 'hi','how's yr day'..he seems to be a very busy guy..his common phrase is'i'm busy now','i'm sorry,i can't chat with u'..i find him funny sometimes..
i also had chance to chat with my long lost friend..(not really long lost)...i'm really very happy to chat with her again..and she still seems to be as nice as ever.i'm really happy and wish to have more chance to chat with her..but she seldom be online..well..i think now i'm addicted to msn..i have to get on to work..tests are around the corner now...
thursday:it is another boring for me..i supposed to be very happy yesterday..but then i felt so gloomy last night..i just didn't know how to put it in words...and today was another boresome day..how i wished to be like last time...have someone to chat with...
today my sister went out with her friend...sometimes i envious my sister...she seemed to be more happy-go lucky than me...i think i should change my nickname in msn..
today i praticed piano and had made up my mind to learn the song'cannon in d' on my own...my piano teacher seems to be an old-fashion...she doesn't like this song when i asked her to teach me...she said it's not nice..and yeah i know she would continue to teach all those songs that she herself like...ten years ago..chinese songs...so i think i wanted to learn it on my own...but it seemed difficult and i hesitated if i could really do it on my own..i really hope i can play this song..my favourite song..i also wished to have talents in piano..like joseph does..
yesterday i went jogging for 5 rounds...and i felt so good..after one week of not going for jogging at all.i think i want to go again today.
yeah few days ago..i called my mum,and she told me about the drama..'the outsider' it is about this good girl(xiao yan zi)..ran away with a guy who is sort of gangster..at first they were living together happily but then her life had totally changed from what it used to be..she got rape by her boyfriend's enemy..and she had to suffer...she had to stay at home every day while her boyfriend went out for fighting..and my mum told me that now..her boyfriend fell in love with other girl..and didn't want to go home at all..but xiao yan zi also cooked dinner and waited for her boyfriend to come home every day...after that the girl that her boyfriend came to find her to tell her about the relationship between them..that's made xiao yan zi felt very sad..she gave up everything for her boyfriend..stopped her schooling,ran away from home,gave up on her dream of becoming a pianist...and now her boyfriend just had another girl...she then decided to commit suicide.....to be continued..
i was wondering why her boyfriend is so bad to her!i felt so sorry for her...but i think this story line give me a lesson...to know what is real life...i really wondering what's the ending is like?..and my dad said my mum that the oversea call is expensive and mum just wanted to talk only about the drama...hee...
in the evening:i feel so happy!i really do cause' Ta msn to me...^-^ and yeah..i have someone to chat with..oh yeah but i still have to study for geography test tomorrow!
wednesday:today i woke up early as i knew that my guardian's relatives would be coming to her place...i went down to have breakfast then...after a little while..lots of people came..i dared not to go down at first..went down and said happy new to those aunt and uncle..whom i might have meet not more than five..there were lots of children..and teens around my age too..i was put to sit with a few children..i did talk to them.. but only could remember only one of the person's name..he was in sec 3 too...and didn't know why he asked for my handphone no..and i did give him..i would find that it's rude not to do so..and it's not like someone who was walking on the street..and just came and asked u..so i did give my no. to him.i did meet him last year too...he said that he does have a friend who is thai..but he didn't mention why he wanted my no. for...
my sister and i did receive lot of red packets..and i felt very happy!i got about $78 altogether...and that's more than enough for me to buy jay chou's dvd!i'm really very happy ^-^
there were alsolot of food that my guardian cooked...and she also did bake walnut cake,mango pudding!i love them all!next time i might not be able to eat them again!
tuesday:today i woke up and took out my clothe that i had choosen..i wore it to school..and well quite happy with myself as it had been a long time that i had not wear that shirt.i think what i wore was simple..i had a hard time using my clothes last night..if mum was here with me..then she could give me some opinions then..today there were only performances and no lesson at all..after reaching the school..i went to the hall with pj,chen xin,xu xian and louisa...pj wore a dull red shirt with long pants..which made me think that she looked very cool...then there in the hall..after a while sarah came..then we went to the toilet together....and when we were on our way back..to the hall...so surprised to see him there at the door of the hall..and he looked so shock..is it..because of the way i dressed of something?...i don't know..
there were lots of performance...i'm sure that they had put in lot of effort..and yet lot of people just didn't know how to appreciate it!lot of student just kept talking non-stopped..and some kept going to the toilet or strolling around the school!that's why our principal had to scold us after the end of the performance..
after school,sarah,caroline,xuan ren and i took a photo together..then xuan ren wanted to go to xin hua pri..together with sarah and she wanted me to go along...it thenreminded me of my primary school..fuhua pri..i think i might have no chance to go there again..that's really sad!i do not keep in contact with youni for sometimes...she did have her new friends and so do i ..and we both have our things to do...well..but we are still friend..she's a very nice girl....
after that we decided to go heartland more..and sarah's primary school friends came along too!she seemed to be fortgot my presence...and so in the end xuan ren and i decided to go on our own..we chat about lots things...i just discovered that xuan ren is such a sweet...she's much better than i thought..we chat for more than hours..i really had a nice time with her!
in the evening i wen online...and Ta was online too..we then started to chat..and hee...that's made happy to chat with him..
i don't really have a good sleep at night as i was sleeping...my phone rang as some messages from my friend..hui jun,sarah..they wished me a happy chinese new year..yeah..but woke me up..and it's midnight..u know...my guardian's son still wanted to play piano..and i could hear every notes that he was playing..how could i sleep then...?~_~
sunday:in the morning,i went for english tuition.to my horror,my teacher wanted to give us a test..i was like..ah!...tuition still has test?..and he gave us the worksheet..there were lots of questions...i couldn't really finish the test at all..and so many blanks..i felt really bad..to even think of getting back the test paper and knew that i was the lowest in the class!i really wished that would not happen....in the evening i went to another tuition...for A math..which trendy is going...luckily i was still remembered the route there(yesterday trendy brought me there)..and i went into the office...and there are a few rooms there...after paying for the fees...mr tan brought me to the room and i walked in to discover a few students there..miss tan(my new A math tuitor)asked me to sit at one of the seat..i dared not to really look around..but i did notice that the boy behind keep looking at me..he's very tall..and knew later that he is trendy's cousin...and so..i just said oh..i know that i should turn to him and said hi or smth but i dared not..i really find myself so stupid..i should try to be more friendly.....when i wanted to ask miss tan..she came and taught me..and i find her friendly but weird..she was like playing at the same time as teaching..and when i couldn't answer her...she would like..hit me..(playing)and pinched my cheek too!it's quite pain..and i'm not really used to it..and the tuition was last abt 7.15pm..and i was so hungry..i rushed home to have dinner...and i was totally hungry as by the time i ate dinner was 8...usually i eat dinner at 7...after the dinner..i did my A math homework and try to study social..as i would have test on monday.i had tried to study on saturday..but i just couldn't bring myself to..i just hate social studies..i really don't like it...u know how it feels to do something that u hate so much....i also stopped myself from going online...i just had to force myself to concentrate on social study...
how would u feel when someone said that u r disturbing him..? i regreted msn to him...may be i should behave myself and not being so talkative...may be... but i really like to chat..i really do..
monday:surprisingly to have social study test for the first period...actually i planned to go to school early to study but very sleepy...i had a dream last night...but it was kind of a stupid dream...about seeing jay chou...by the way i think i want to buy his dvd...concert...want to see his handsome face..but it's depent on the cost.....so for the social study test...i was able to do it..and i'm really happy....today we also get back our E math test paper..and i thought that i might fail..but luckily i had passed..17/30...
now i'm feeling low...i discovered that sometimes it's not easy to speak up your mind...i feel that by telling stranger how i feel is even easier to tell someone who is closed to me... today..i had to choose my clothes for tomorrow to wear to school..as tomorrow we were going to have chinese new year celebration..i regret for bringing so few clothes..and i couldn't really have a lot of choices to choose from..in the end i decided to choose white shirt...and jean..
two days ago as i was playing msn with my counsin and she invited her friend into our conversation..and i chat with him...his name is Ta..well i guess he is a nice guy...
and yesterday(friday),he was online and i chat with him too...i found out that he knows how to write poem!and he gave me his webside.and i went into it to read the poems that he had made...i think not may be people good at poem..and his poem seems to be very romantic kinds..and from our conversation,i could tell that he is very good at his studies...and he must be a smart guy too...he is about the same age as me...his result is 3.71/4.00 for all the subjects!that's really not easy..his parents are chinese.....i'm really glad to know him..
saturday-i don't really have a good sleep last night..not good at all!i woke up a several times..and today i felt so tired!
it is the first day since school reopen...that i went to school early to study...as today i was having a A math test..what had i been doing last night?...yeah after reading a few pages of sotry'the luckiest girl'and not more than ten minutes of revising for the test...i went to SHOP AND SAVE with my sis to buy some snacks...then home again in front of the computer...i really hate myself sometimes...and ended up without studying...
so this morning i went to school...early to study and yeah right...still don't get the subset and proper subset!i really hate it....my neck was ached as the result of me looking down at my notes book for sometimes...so i looked up in order to relax...and i didn't know why the world was so round..i saw that person!therefore i looked down again so that he will not think that i'm after him or smth..i then continued to look at my note and my neck muscle was getting more painful...after the school bell rang for abt 5 minutes after...i stood up and decided to go to parade square(still didn't want to look around me)then i made my way there through the tables and bences when he was walking passed in front of me.i really trying very hard to aviod him..still get to see him...well..well..during the A math period...i was a bit surprised to receive the question sheet that had so many question...i tried not to panick and do it..still a few questions don't really know how to do..after the test...i got to know later that it's a class test and it will be counted..and i took it so lightly as i thought that it is just a mini normal test.i was also ran out of the correction tape and that's really made me mad!i felt so tired at the beginning of the day..and today we still had social study...i had just discovered that mrs tan wanted us to do a mindmap on chapter two!and i didn't even know abt it!sarah didn't know abt it too...actually it's all my fault as i always talk to her during the lessons...but by doing so..make me more alert..
during the bio lesson..pj and i chat almost through out the lesson...actually i should have read it up before i go for the class...i didn't...i really don't know why this year i seemed to be more lazier than last year..and this coming monday i'm going to have a social study test..and since the first lesson of ss till now...i haven't even bother to read up the text book at all..i should i know i should but still...ok let's not say abt all this..oh yeah tomorrow i still have E math test and now is 9.30pm and yet have not started on revision!this afternoon,i practiced piano after that i went out with my guardian to withdraw money....my sis bought cd of 5566 mtv and it quite nice...well now i'm here again and there isn't anybody to chat with..i felt so sad..i mean there are quite a number of them here but i just do feel like msn to them...i wished some of my closed friends were online...
and then there is a page of msn appeared at the bottom right hand conner...i felt glad to know who it was...and yeah he as usual ask me to help him..and then he went to mtv asia...i hope that i haven't get use to this...like waiting for him to msn to me..but i just have a little joys inside of me...i know,of course that if it's not because he needs my help,he would not msn to me..i wonder how long will this carry on.....
i felt so sleepy today...and today i had PE lesson...and luckily we had to run only 1 round around the school..then we played ball game almost the same as basketball...i didn't really touch the ball at all at first..i just don't like ball games..soccer..basketball..and i wished that i could be good at sport..i just wished so...but after awhile i felt that i was abled to play better..
today when i was home...i went to bad to take a nag...i hesitated of making the decision of quitting the A math tuition...i knew that it really can help me not much or less...i had to find a new place for tuition..i really need it if not i might not be able to do well...well i'm sure that i would be able to get this problem solve one day.mum ever said that every problem has it's own solution!
today on msn...he msn to me again and asked me to help him vote for his photo again...
i did help him and asked him when do he want to return my vcd...and we did joke for awhile..i really like it this way...FRIEND!
tuesday:as i was walking back from school,it reminded me of yesterday..... i was walking back home happily as i had made up my mind to quite A math tuition...and then i had a feeling that i had stepped onto smth...i turned and looked....!!!!...oh...!!..shit! i felt so disgusting...also felt like vomitting..'why am i so unlucky?'but luckily that it's not a wet one..YUCK!i hate that!and worse of all...my shoe which just bought before the school reopened!i really wished i could scream out loud! so i remembered the location and took notice of it so that i will not step onto it again!yeah so today...after the school my class had to go to xinhua to coach the primay pupils...for math...and i still remember late time when i was in primary 4...and have to look after buddy(primary 1)to bring him around to buy food or go toilet during recess time...and i brought him to buy food and after ordered the food...he took out his wallet slowly and the aunt stall had to wait for very long...and there were lot of people behind...waiting...i therefore took out my wallet and paid it with my own money!it's really stupid,i know but i dared not to ask him for the money..i really like him...he looked so innocent and cute!this time i had a boy named,dian wei.he looks cute too.so what i had to do was to let him to do the assignment and taught him the question that he didn't know.it for one hour and the time passed very fast!..i gave him abt three pages of homework to do..actually i'm quite pleased when i teach him and he knows how to do it!i really trying my best to help him..and i wished that he will do well for math.
i was now looking for A math tuition and i may go to trendy there to tuition math....but have not decided yet.....today i got back my chemistry class test paper...mr lim came into our class with grief..and i thought that we might have done badly..he called out our name one by one...and i felt very excited and worried too!i thought i might have failed...i had to wait very long...and finally it came to me...i ran to the teacher's table to get my paper..and mr lim used a weird expression to stare at me..and asked me if i am a thai..i said yeah and he said he taught a lot of thai students before...and i'm a nice girl....he was praising me!haha...and i took a fast glance at the paper and knew that i got 20/25...i was a bit shocked as i thought that i might not do well.yeah i'm quite happy abt that!this make me more interested in his lesson!
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