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Monday, August 25, 2008

after summer>

today is the last day of exam..and last day of summer course.. it seems good but not so.. well i wonder what would i be doing after this and there's sometimes for the holidays..hmm.. i'm thinking.. may be spent more time with my mum and dad and go to exercise...yea.. my aim is to lose weight now.. -_- everybody say i'm fatter.. i feel so bad.. i thought i was thinner ..but some clothes felt tight as well

i was really stress the past few days over the exam.. score no A and i don't know why i can't get A when the teacher said it's a good argument.. and he didn't send any comment to my e-mail when he said he would.. well and wei hao came to rescue me ...he just a few words.. and some how i got the idea to write about Laos , Vietnam and Cambodia and the some other countries of southeat asia.. well and he bought cake for me as well.. i felt quite relieved to see him somehow..just feel a sense of confidence

today after my exam.. well.. before exam.. i didn't see nikita.. but rin yes.. and he just went outside later..and to study with nikita.. i guess.. i thought he would ask me but he didn't.. and i didn't know nikita had reached.. well so i about to call her.. but she came in with rin... anyway i just wished i could ..do well..hmm... or if not ..forget it.. i think i try my best...and i really think that i study really hard.. well..and both of them would be like.. worried abt their paper.. when they always score A while i'm not.. i think i should be the one who worry..
anyway..today i went to play bowling with wei hao..it was really fun..before that...we ate fuji.. and while playing his dad called.. and so we leaved immediately as we were going to pick up his mum from the airport.. i was kind of nervous.. to see his parents again.. but his father really nice.. his parents really tall..and i feel so short.. among them.. on the way back.. we went to eat at fuji.. again.. i wasn't very hungry though..

then i drove home later...finding my house shines with lights.. knowing that my house must have guest.. and i'm really correct..

# posted by milk bottle | 7:22 AM | 0 comments

Sunday, August 17, 2008

letting go?>

today just have another test.. sigh .. for the summer class..well but it's going to end really soon..just another week .. however it seems to be an tortouring , i can hardly understand what the teacher was talking today and i wonder if any people really pay attention at all..ok other than nikita and rin.. -_- i tried but failed.

the test is terrible .. i don't know know what i was writing.. very disappointed with my second test..i thought i did ok but it turned out that i was almost A but not yet A ..kind of stress too and i really wonder where did i go wrong.. i was thinking very hard about asking teacher abt it..but i think there's no point.. he would be talking about some history and not answer the question i guess.. but i really expected that.. kind of disappointing -_-
nikita and rin both got A .. and i'm the one telling nikita about what to write.. i guess it must be my language problems.. may be the teacher couldn't understand what i was trying to express..yea that must be it..

the other day i went with my grandma and grandpa..to pray .it was an important day but i'm not really sure about it.. and there , my cousin , ball came to help us prepare things for praying.. we had a short chat ...well it been a long time when i last talk to him.... the past always plays back in my mind..we actually grow up together..since i was so young ..so much that i don't really remember anything other than..seeing photos that we were in the same kindergarden..wearing same uniform..and later i stayed with grandma and he came along..but he always the one crying that wanted to go home..but i'm the one who never cry.. in fact he's older than me..but he loved to cry.. he told me about his gf.. and surprisingly , they were together for like 4 years! ..and he said they had broken up for like ten over times.. -_- and then back together again.. sounded bad.. and he said the day before they had just broken up too..but he still look normal..he said he was used to it..

well overall , i think he's a nice person..just that he like to play around and drinks..

on the way back home, the car drove past mine..and slightly brushed against my car side window..and i pressed the horn..and that car stopped down..then i called my mum and she asked me to call the insurance immediately.. actually it was just a light scratch..but well..since she want..so i did.. the driver doesn't seem very good either..labour ...and the way he drove.. like.. taking over lane..and of course i'm no wrong... it was waste of time to wait for the insurance..
anyway it's over..

# posted by milk bottle | 11:35 PM | 0 comments

Thursday, August 14, 2008

test again>

sigh.. i'm going to have the third test..for summer course... rin doesn't have to study for the third one at all as he's getting A in the first and the second so does nikita.. but for me.. :( no matter what i still have to study for the the third test..and i didn't do well for the first one.. teacher said we can just choose two of the best ones.. feel quite negative as i don't really know what to study for as well..and it seems so difficult..

for now.. i'm quite satisfied with relationship.. :) he's treating me really well and so sweet..the other he asked me if i want to go siam which really surprised me

# posted by milk bottle | 8:34 AM | 0 comments

Friday, August 08, 2008

-_->

today is a bad day... sad, depressed...and feeling that bad things are going to happen sooner.. i wonder if my sixth sense is right this time..but i really hope not..

seems like happiness is really exist on a short period of time..

and i really have no confident in getting an A for this coming test.. is summer course is a good thing at all? if i didn't take summer course, i would likely be sitting in another class room with totall different atmosphere and feeling relaxed drawing whatever i feel like drawing..

but for now.. i'm worried about three main things...
one..is i don't want any misunderstandings with my friend..

second..is i really want to do well for this coming test even though i feel really hopeless and feel like giving up ...( i guess what i needed now is motivation and support but seem to be none, other than motivate myself) ..mum always says everybody has their own troubles..just that it's big or small..

third.....sigh.. i want to keep it secret, everybody does has secret right.. by the end of the day.. it seems that the only one who understand u the most is actually you yourselve

# posted by milk bottle | 1:36 AM | 0 comments

Tuesday, August 05, 2008

sick and sick>

have been sick for a week now.. and still not well.. :( the medicine given by doctor have all been taken but not much help.. +_+ and it costs me like 2200 baht..

yesterday just have summer test..ok it's quite surprising the teacher said u can look at your note and we dont' even have to separate our table..i should have stayed to do it longer but i was really tired as i didn't realy sleep well for the past few night.. kept waking up at night to toilet and to drink water.. and these few days tend to dream about snakes.. in my house.. or at somewhere.. quite scary.. it's just a dream but still quite scared..

well have to thanks wei hao for bring me to see the doctor anyway..

oh yea.the past few days.. i had made him a lunch box hehe..

well abt my sisters matter really have to thanks my friends in singapore :) sigh how i hope i can find good friends in thai here.. in uni...

# posted by milk bottle | 7:09 AM | 0 comments