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well last saturday.. my cousin has a competition ..well and all of us went to cheer for her. well eventhough she's only at brown belt when her opponent is black belt. that's why she lost..
anyway i just came back from the driving lesson.. and today i drove out to the main road.. with teacher's guidance of course.. and my grandma also goes along with me.. :) well oftenly ,my teacher asked me to accelerate the break...but i did't do it so fast..and he was like so scared lol.. he got hold onto the railing of the door..haha.. i saw.. well but of course i didn't bang into the car in front.. haha.. and i didn't stop so sudden..very smooth indeed haha.. actually i'm thinking if i have driving talent? and more to that.. i drove my grandpa out near the main road and drove back..and he kept praising me about it
well tomorrow the result of entrance exam will be out.. i'm really scared.. sigh
and yeah we have found a piano teacher haha.. my mum called and talked to him.. and i think he's really must be a very good ones.. as he said he has a certificate.. of England.. of piano.. well no very sure.. just it sounds so right.. but the fee is damn expensive.. but then after discount 550 bath per hour.. still ok. as he is coming here.. well i got to really practice but become lazier now.. and my sister(new ) is going to learn too.. i think it's a waste of money lol. last time she go for two lesson then stop.. and this time.. after learning ,she goes to singapore also wouldn't be able to practice.. well not so nice to mention
anyway today ,chinese lesson.. Ji did come.. and she's back from America for holidays.. and even bought a photo album for me.. so nice of her.. :) wow i feel really so touched .. well ...i don't know why i feel so happy lol... umm anyway i 'm going hong kong soon so would buy something nice for her too :)
and well tomorrow i would get to know er...result oh my god so scary!..and the people at the chinese class were like asking me when would i know about the result..and so on.. and if i did get into the pre-college proggrammed isn't that would be really embarrassed.. ?like announce to them and sure they would be really interested to know.. and Ji was asking me to sms to tell her about the result.. oh no.. i feel so lousy already.. if i did really bad then how could i tell them.. and moreover..i'm from singapore..they always think that 'i'm very good' .. when i 'm not.. i feel like crying ;( i really dare not see the result ..!! what should i do? ask my parent to see? and call me? well ohno!! i really not quite dare.. after that despondent incident.. ! i told myself to accept the fact lol..anyway i can't do anything about it.. but still i just can't kept calm..and it's the only university that is 'left' for me...please help!
wow.. well today i went to register for driving lesson... and it will begin this friday.. my grandma is going with me too.. well because the teacher is a guy.. i wonder if i 'm being over-protected..
well and one more thing..today there is an unexpected guest came.. she's my mother 's friend who live in singpapore.. er.. well i of course know her well.. as her husband always help me out ..so many times.. in advising,find tutor.. well he's really nice.. anyway she came with.. her grand daughter.. and well actually i was watching vcds.. haha 'wei xiao pasta' and to be frank i don't feel like ..i know .. take care.. but still i poped up oftenly.. serve drinks.. and.. then ran up stair to watch.. then ran down to have a short conversation.. then ran up to watch.. yeh.kind of things.. then well no escape.. have to go for dinner.. the restaurant.. which we always go for like every week.. or two week.. so sick already.. and well they just talked and talked while i sat there only to listen and try to understand what are they talking about.. anyway ..not many customers.. so i went to sing on the stage .. it's karaoke..i sang 'the day u went away' and 'girl in your dream' .. second song is really bad.. i feel... i should have sang that.. and later..after waiting for another turn for ours..my mum went to sing as well.. and later.. she called me again.. so i went up.. and sang.. 'ni zhe me shou' ..but my dad and mum said i didn't sing well for this.. so regret.. and so surprised,my dad went to sing.. he's like sing only once in a blue moon.. 'the one u love' and the not sure about the other song.. finally home..
well so many things happened during the past few days.. but can't quite remember ... oh yeah.. on saturday.. suppose to be handed in chinese homework but i didn't compete.. because of watch vcds.. i feel so lousy.. well i would find time to get it done..by tomorrow.. (watch vcds after this)
oh yeah.. my house had one maid... she came to look for job.. and would be staying at our house.. but of course has a few days off.. well just came like last tuesday... she quite hard working.. but friday she went home.. and said not working any more..anyway.. my mum said would send clothes for washing.. but my grandma said expensive..
and yeah.. the other ... we went to the mall.. and i went to look at some earings..and 20% ..discount.. i quite like some of them.. and ended up buying two.. but the price is not cheap..one is 790 baths after 20% then about 600plus.. and the other one cheaper.. 300 plus after discount.. but they will not get black.. made of rodium..
.... oh yeah today i went to factory.. and during lunch time.. my parents were like 'fighting' over playing game which i find it very funny.. and many time when i see dad angry , i feel like laughing..
oh yeah my sisters are coming back this sunday and we planned to go disney land.. not quite interested.. but i'm more interested in getting my new watch.. just one really good one.. tag haurer.. which i really like it.. haha..
it is really sick yesterday! my mum came to my room in the morning to wake me up.. and i told her 'no i don't want' ...and when i woke up again my parents had gone to work.. oh well i promise i would go to help her out with work at the factory but.. i thought she wanted me to go for morning walk.. which i changed my mind.. anyway....time is being wasted yesterday.. nothing to do much at home.. rewatch er.. gong? well i would get carried away again and couldn't stop watching so better not..well.. in the evening,i had to go for chinese class again.. while after sending me,my parents had to attend a dinner ..who playing Shares.. and after came back to fetch me.. and i had this feeling that they would sure be late.. and the road there Sathorn which where my chinese class is.. always has traffic jam.. and i wonder why people stil not avoiding that route... and it was totally disastrous.. because.. we have to drive across a big bridge...and there were so many cars ... that it took us like 5.30pm to 7.10pm to cross it.. the cars were just stopped where they are.. and couldn't really move.. and of course there's such incidents happened before.. and my dad would keep scolding the police that is supervise this place.. and so my mum had to make a call to this police station.. i was really mad.. too.. the police just said 'there are many cars' but aren't they going to do anything about it? so it started to move.. but a few inches.. and my dad just couldn't sit still enough for even 5 minutes.. he would get frustrated.. and making me too.. and so i took out my book (story book) 'all america girls are ready?' yep to read.. my class started at 6.30 and time had already passed but we seemed to get nowhere!
i couldn't quite believe that it's really over peacefully this time.. well on saturday and sunday , i went to the mahidol university for the second exam .. but this time i went with my cousin.. to take the exam..
the night before, we were studied really hard (may be not) for exam.. worse of all , i couldn't find my notes (composition) those that i have written before when i went for english tuition.. at inlingual last time.. this really made me mad.. but what could i do.. so i just have to forget about it..
and this time the exam is more difficult.. this give a forth coming sense that i might got into the pre-college programme.. because i didn't do well at all for the composition.. the organization is damn lousy.. and the sentence structures are not very clear ,i feel.. and wrong spelling too.. like 'develop' become 'develope' ... this is some simple mistake! and i written it for like a few times.. and the math that came out is over 200 marks.. i feel that this time there are more wirtten work than the other time.. and of course i didn't touch maths for months.. so many formulas are forgotten.. and i couldn't find my notes that i had copied from the internet the other time.. so both notes were gone missing.. i find it really ridiculous.. like things could disappear byt itself..and now i couldn't find my reader's digest.
i also had feeling that the university wanted to push the students to undergo for the pre-college proggramme as they could more money and if the students could not pass the exam to enter to the first year.. then they have to left the university.. this is so cruel... and i had this feeling that i might have to undergo that.. i don't really want :( well but my parents are not serious about it at all.. my mum even said it is good to go for pre-college.. as can gain some knowledge.. yeah right! whatever,.... but i don't want :(
well the first day when my cousin and i went there, she met some of her school friends who went there to take exam as well.. i did chat with them for a while..actually they were waiting for the result to be released (sort of like which university they could go to ) ... but this time not as many people go for the exam..
in the exam hall.. i was so afraid about my handphone.. what i did is took out the battery of the phone so that it had no chance to ring.. and we went to the seat. my cousin was just sitting beside me..and there is guy came to sit the other seat next to my right.. and he is so blurred.. cos' we had to sit in the alternative seat.. and so i told him and he looked.. so blurred.. and he wore slipper to exam..this is so..!....and during the written exam.. when writting composition.. he kept raising his hands.. and nobody see him.. i feel like laughing.. anyway a person came to him and thought he wanted more paper.. but he pointed to the pen.. mean to say 'no more ink' and he only has one pen.. and the lady asked me if i had a spare one to lend to friend.. and i took one for him.. and he not only said thank you but took his both hands to his chest (like sawatdee) to show that he was thankful i just said it's ok.. and the lady was giggling.. anyway i asked for one more paper..
there are listening ,grammat and comprehension.. compre is real difficult! i couldn't really concentrate or read every passages.. and i use some common sense and knowlegde that i had to make choice.. there is one on pure copper,bronze and the other one is one natural selection.. well there's reminded me of mr lim and miss lim.. :)
anyway on the second of the exam ,my mum came very late to fetch us.. and so we went to explore the building that is for international students which i would be at...next time ..the class room look very simple lol.. nothing much.. and i was reminded about that guy.. he wasin mahidol? well ...guess we might meet..but better not...
yesterday i went to siam with my mum.. together my cousins and my aunt.. and we went for steam boat.. not cheap lol.and i bought a ring ..black cat with crystals... and its head could move left and right... and i bought an earing too.. very cool and i think of buying it for ...pj and sarah too.. more to that... my mum went for laser...it is to get rid of wrinkles.. well and she wanted me to do a laser as well (just for 5 minutes) as there's pimple on my face which need only laser to get rid of them.. but there's left a wound for a while.. i was damn scared while waiting for the doctor.. well anyway tomorrow i have to go a morning jog or walk... with mum so tired.. ma be i should quit that
today i went to the factory to help out my mum...feel that time is being spent more meaningful.
i couldn't quite believe that it's really over peacefully this time.. well on saturday and sunday , i went to the mahidol university for the second exam .. but this time i went with my cousin.. to take the exam..
the night before, we were studied really hard (may be not) for exam.. worse of all , i couldn't find my notes (composition) those that i have written before when i went for english tuition.. at inlingual last time.. this really made me mad.. but what could i do.. so i just have to forget about it..
and this time the exam is more difficult.. this give a forth coming sense that i might got into the pre-college programme.. because i didn't do well at all for the composition.. the organization is damn lousy.. and the sentence structures are not very clear ,i feel.. and wrong spelling too.. like 'develop' become 'develope' ... this is some simple mistake! and i written it for like a few times.. and the math that came out is over 200 marks.. i feel that this time there are more wirtten work than the other time.. and of course i didn't touch maths for months.. so many formulas are forgotten.. and i couldn't find my notes that i had copied from the internet the other time.. so both notes were gone missing.. i find it really ridiculous.. like things could disappear byt itself..and now i couldn't find my reader's digest.
i also had feeling that the university wanted to push the students to undergo for the pre-college proggramme as they could more money and if the students could not pass the exam to enter to the first year.. then they have to left the university.. this is so cruel... and i had this feeling that i might have to undergo that.. i don't really want :( well but my parents are not serious about it at all.. my mum even said it is good to go for pre-college.. as can gain some knowledge.. yeah right! whatever,.... but i don't want :(
well the first day when my cousin and i went there, she met some of her school friends who went there to take exam as well.. i did chat with them for a while..actually they were waiting for the result to be released (sort of like which university they could go to ) ... but this time not as many people go for the exam..
in the exam hall.. i was so afraid about my handphone.. what i did is took out the battery of the phone so that it had no chance to ring.. and we went to the seat. my cousin was just sitting beside me..and there is guy came to sit the other seat next to my right.. and he is so blurred.. cos' we had to sit in the alternative seat.. and so i told him and he looked.. so blurred.. and he wore slipper to exam..this is so..!....and during the written exam.. when writting composition.. he kept raising his hands.. and nobody see him.. i feel like laughing.. anyway a person came to him and thought he wanted more paper.. but he pointed to the pen.. mean to say 'no more ink' and he only has one pen..
well everything is alright :) ..in fact i feel quite guilty too of saying that to grandpa.. yup and later i did call him to eat lunch..and he even got yakult(is it the right spelling?) well for me to drink .. and well nothing to worried now
pass going for a holidays for three days. well i was quite surprised too that we were going there.. suddenly receiving a call on friday fro my uncle.. and later my parents rushed home to pack clothes.. and i went along with them to cambodia.. we drove there.. and in was getting dark.. a few hours ride.. pass traffic jam we reached there about 10pm (leave at 4 pm plus) we were at casino..my uncle 's friend.. gamble as his job. and he 's smart in doing and went there alternate week and stay there for like 7 to 10 days each time.. he played really a lot ..heard that he exchange 40 milion baths for chips.. and well at first i wasn't sure which one is he.. and there are two more of his friends there ...
one went alone while the other one is with a young woman.my uncle also brought one of his friend.. well.. we went there together with uncle.. we were given free rooms and food..as the leader is a regular customer there.. there are three casino there..but in all we went to only two..
the one we staying is owned by the casino called 'Crown' ...but first we went to played at "Cezar'' just 5 minutes drive and there's car with driver to pick us and send us..here and there where we wanted to go. so there we ordered food..(everything is free) and the my mum exchanged for 50,000baths for us to play.. my dad went to play .. with uncle and his friend that come with us. i was at first didn't want dad to join.. but well it's not asbad as i think.. first they would wash the cards (evening have timing) and put them in a box.. and the croupier would slide cards from the box to show us if banker is bigger or the player is bigger.. ya there would be 4 cards altogether...by comparing them.. and we were given a paper to record.. and investigate. and then we would put chips(at least 1000 baths chip each time,about S$ 42) at either banker or player and then the croupier would withdraw cards out.. and see if the choice that we pick is right or wrong.. the game goes somehting like that.. and i was quite shocked to see dad.. put like 3000 baths..then later goes up to 5000 and later even 10,000 bath each time.. that's not a small number.. ! we played at around 11pm to 6am the next morning.. i was so sleepy.. and when we walked out of the casino ... the sky is bright..we were so surprised that time passes so fast. that night we won like 300,000 baths.. and we waited for porridge..and the men went to played again.. and so they lost..some of what they gain.. we left about 270000..and my mum was saying that we should stop playing the next day but my dad insisted.. and later we went to rest until about 10am ..we woke up and went to the same casino to have breakfast.. and i was started to feel dizzy... and my stomach hurt badly.. ya my period just came.. it's so pain that i can't move.. and at there ,we ordered porridge..and i just can't eat.. as it is so painful and my mum asked me to eat so can take medicine.. but my dad seemd about happy about me being in that state.. and i was quite angry with him too.. people not feeling well ..it's not fake out ! ..and after eating abit of porridge.. i went to toilet to vomit out.. feeling so bad.. well but after that the pain is gone..and feel quite normal.. and eat and took medicine.. as they gamble..i fallen asleep at the table..face down.. and dad was saying that i shouldn't do that.. i was really piss off with him.. tired and why can't sleep there.. take medicine of course would feel sleepy.. and he asked me not to sleep.. later he asked how was i feel..i refused to reply..
well.. but later i feel alright.. and we went to 'Crown' to play.. no i went to sleep but the rest went to play.. and they lost almost all of what they gained... we left like 150000.. then at about 5pm.. my mum came to call me.. and so we went to eat ..and there the leader ,he always played alone.. though.. and mostly he would put chips at both side mean to see the card.. and i was quite intested.. and went to sit with him.. and see how he played.. to be frank,i quite admire him.. he can really control himself and stopped whenever he had to.. and wow.. he put like 30000 for each time that he is confident.. and we did a bit of chatting.. he asked me if i feel like playing and i said a little and he asked me if i can control my self.. and i said i think can.. haha.. well but he asked me better not to play..i feel like asking him back then why is he playing.. but i didn't ..instead i asked how did he started to play.. and he said that his friend brought him there.. well anyway i feel that he's a smart person.. and sincere to his friends too and being very fair.. :)
then went back to the 'Cezar' again.. for the third time.. to play... and started losing again.. and mum and i insist that we should change table.. and later we started to gain back.. and ended we got like 20000 plus again..
anyway the next day.. after resting ,we actually wanted not to play.. but ended up playinf again.. and lucky enough we earned back to 300000 yup
but then we went to eat seafood first before coming home..
i feel really despondent..well it is actually a small matter but seemed to be blown into a bigger than it is. i guess i'm more happy staying in singapore,going to school to staying at home almost everyday.
hope my feeling can be explicabled.
i feel really despondent..well it is actually a small matter but seemed to be blown into a bigger than it is. i guess i'm more happy staying in singapore,going to school to staying at home almost everyday.
hope my feeling can be explicabled.
well today my mum comes back home which made me quite happy about it :)
yesterday my cousin,pete and pake came to my house.. and pete is so nice.. she brought along her traning pant and one for me too to teach me...she taught me front kick..and a few more kicks but i didn't really practice them.. ...and last night we went for dinner quite nice..
anyway...today having a conflict.it's actually nothing but it is a thing.. i always know that grandma and grandpa like to watch a korea series every monday to friday..and of couse watch together.. and today as i was watching with grandma..during the advertisement ,i heard form my grandma's room the same advertisement.. so i walked in and see my grandpa watching the same channel..and i was wondering why? so i told him why don't u come and watch it together with us. and he said ' umm' i was wondering is he listening to me at all. then i repeated the second time, he replied the same. and i was getting a bit flare up. so said again since u are watching the same thing, why don't come to watch together.. and many times when he said umm he didn't really listen to it at all.. and i said it is a waste of switching on both tv when watching the same channel. and he laughed. i just walked off..
and later grandma asked what is he doing.. i didn't want to say much.. and later grandma called him in. and he came in and later being angry. he then said that even my mum dared not said him like that.. and i was flabbergasted. and what is this lol! and he's giving excuse that he wanted to watch other channels to see other programmes..and he said seeing us watching thai series(which is before the korea) ... and he is actually watching the same channel.. whatever!
this made me think of trendy's words.. well anyway..my grandma tried to stopping him from saying .. well have to accept that grandpa is blurred really is.. but then i don't like it this way .
and well later i told mum about it.. she's didn't scold me a word.. but she said that we had to try to understand them.. their way of thinking is different from us.. anyway i would try.. yeah very hard
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