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gonna be very busy ....! exam is coming and know what..my chinese exam too, at the same time.. i feel so stressed so what i do is not to thin about it ..and my chinese teacher, zhou lao shi said our assignment is going to be included like 10% and i haven't hand in any since the mid term.. so have so many to catch up! and one composition.. i'm still thinking if i should or not do it..and my eng speech.. i'm really worried too.. sigh..
yesterday in the early morning , my mum goes to airport with Bank's mother to singapore! i want to go to! i really eager to go.. it's like my second home! spending half of my life there.. well but somehow the other time when i was there.. i felt that something is missing.. may be because wei hao was not there..
but i'm so glad to see sarah, pj , trend ,carol ,elaine! it is such a great time i have! in thailand here, it is just so different.. let's not mention..
for the time being, i wish i would get over with exam.. quite worried for fund chem.. religious.. too..i aim to get A for both.. but don't really understand chem.. and for chinese.. so many things to remember! i must do well :)
my mum goes to singapore this time to help my sister changed place of staying.. change guardian.. i wish everything is ok.. can't wait to hear the news.. well this guardian is too much.. after listening i'm quite angry too.. how could she be so mean when she knew that my youngest sister vomit, feeling unwell at Kumon .. and at that point of time she also there to teach.. and yet she can just take leave to bring my sister to see doctor but she called New to go and bring her to see doctor.. and that's not the only time.. it's second time! i really hate her now.. and Bank cries..but she doesn't even bother.. but to her grandsons.. when they come to her house, she would quickly go to buy cereal or food to cook for them.. watever..
well.. i think they should really move out.. i think my mum has made the right decision :) wonder.. how is it now!!
yesterday .. have chinese class.. well... and quite late.. wei hao comes to my house.. around..11pm r slightly later.. quite late.. but quite glad to see him..i thought what happen but he said just come to see me.. :) so sweet isn't it?
i don't know.. but feel that my eye sight is getting worse.. can't see clearly after looking for info in internet for long.. +_+
and i'm really worried sick when i can't find any information about compass.. the info is not good.. or not relevant to what i want... i have been looking for hours and hours.. +_= so tired...
well this month.. i and wei hao are together for 8 months that is fast..!! and he was sicked on 22.. well.. nvm forget it..
on yesterday he came to my house and bought me cake.. i'm not happy to eat cake.. but i'm happu that he remembers.. and well i think we somehow get along better bah :)
sigh.. now i'm so worried with my eng.. i'm really afraid that i wouldn't do well but i want to do well.. !
i did badly for my english ec3 persuasive speech.. it was saturday.. and i still have to go to school to give a speech.. i was so tired and unprepared.. cos i don't have time to do at all..
i feel so bad.. :(
i had to give teacher see outline of wednesday..and saturday we have to give speech.. and i have to change so many things!.. and after seeing P teddy..he was not happy with the outline also.. sigh..and later i just changed almost everything..he said it's weak persuasive about birth control pill..i don't know.. at first my topic is.. birth control pills changed women' s lives.. or smth and then later i changed to pills have many positive impacts on society.. i dont' see anything wrong with that.. but the teacher just don't like it.. and i still remember .. i was the last person to give speech.. and i even forget my citation.. i really don't remember much.. and i feel so bad.. i should have used more time to prepare...but there's not much time.. i did do research on wed...and then thursday i didn't really have time..as i was struck in the traffic at sathorn for like hour plus.. and then on friday.. i was like.. rushed through it.. i was so .. disappointed with myself.. half way through my speech.. i feel like quickly get it done.. and go home.. as teacher was like.. shaking her head..and the classmate were like.. ???i don't know if they have any idea of what i was saying.. and i forget my citation.. and i was like there.. "According to ... the website,.... the college.. no the website.. of the college of.... Family.. .." sigh.. :( i feel so sad.. but manage to finish it.. and at the end.. i feel like crying in fact i amlost did.. and my classmates..were like. don't cry.. it's ok.. sigh.. i feel both disppointed and embarrassed..
bad times.. i had to sleep very late these days.. last night at 2am.. moreover i have to skip class.. +_+ chinese class.. have to do presentation for religious.. my group members are.. mill and nikita.. nikita was having her chemistry and HE exam.. so she wasn't free to help with the power point.. and mill.. i guess she didn't want to do also.. on tuesday.. we had agred to meet at computer lab to do research and ended up.. mill was playing hi5 and reading at some movie article.. in other word she didn't care at all.. but she was like saying.." i would try my best to help" and the next day... i see her in library chating away.. +__=
and i myself have to do it all..and until 2am last night.. i was so tired..just think of it ..it is so unfair..when she was sleeping and i have to do all the work..and even to think of speech for every of us... and ended up we all get the same marks...and worst is i don't have time to memorise my short speech.. and we were first group and i think we did quite bad.. and that mill turned up like at 11.30 when we were having 12 pm class.. instead of coming early.. she went to market with her friends.. i think she didn't care much lol
anyway.. it's over now..
now very busy.. i have so mnay chinese homework to do.. and have to think of my eng topic speech! and have final exam for psycho !
oh yea on last wed i gave speech on my Henri du toulouse lautrec.. ! finally..hehe i think i did ..er... not super good.. but teacher was very impressed... and she said i can use it for my final .. well i guess my effort pay off.. :)
after my class.. i sit outside and waited for wei hao.. as later he came out from his class.. :) i can see that his face lightened up when he see me... i don't know but at that moment.. i feel that it's so sweet!.. and later.. he had a talk to his teacher.. and later when he came out.. .. i don't know .. i'm glad to see him too.. :) and then we went to the mall..and i was there waited for him again..well then when he reached we had a meal together..
today i was supposed to have eng presentation for informative speech 2..well but after waiting and waiting ..time up and so i have to wait for this wednesday.. and there's only three more people left including me.. i don't know but i feel so..lack of confident :( i wish someone can motivate me..well.. but i did got back my eng mid term.. and i got! 88! i was quite shocked because i thought i did badly as i didn't really study...as i had religious exam on that day as well.. and highest was 93.. which is eve... and well wei hao also scored that high..
feel quite bad somehow these days.. :(
it had been so long time ago.. that i last blog..
times passes really fast... :(
i don't want thing to turn out this way....
tmr is my mid-term for eng and Religious experience and Tradition .. :( so bad that it's on the same day.. and i have to memorise so many things.. vocabulary for Religious.. which are so hard to remember.. like.. Khanda, two Kirpans and Chakra..
i really wonder why i have to remember all these.. :( sigh.. well yea for exam..
yesterday i was having a sore throat..and i was quite worried if it got worse..and i on Wednesday i still got like.. 2nd speech to give one..someone.. weird name.. Henri de Toulouse-lautrec... well to be frank , i don't really appreciated his paintin that much..it is better to say.. i don't know how to appreciate.... hmm but well i still got to speak on him.. no choice.. at first i wanted someone like.. Van Gogh..but teacher said he's too common.. hope this speech i would do fine like the other one.. i really wonder why oftenly.. when i don't expect the result of smth.. it would always turn out to be high score..but when i do..it turned out to be lower...
oh yea.. yesterday so my mum brought me to hospital to see doctor...( now still hurt though)... i don' t really like that doctor.. i don't know.. but i feel that.. he's not good enough.. like when i told him that i just had sore thorat... and he asked this and that.. and when i said no.. he was like..puzzled.. and i could read from his expression that he expected me to have more syptoms... and he even asked if i did want injection.. of course i don't...
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