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today,we have math test...yeah and when i started to do it got the paper..i feel that well not that difficult.. but then untill question 4..i was not sure of what to do..well actually i should know..it's easy.. so i skip to do other question.. and the last question..miss tan ever taught me before..but i just can't remember ! oh this really bad.. i have lost more than 7 marks.. and during the test,i felt really sleepy.. after the test..sarah cried.. i know that she's sad..but for me..even if i did badly for the test..i will not cry..hee..just feel that we must be strong..
today is a bit dry...but i'm going to watch the drama 'full house' ..i'm going to be extremely happy to be able to watch it! hee.. next week i will have two tests..this really bad.. i felt so bad that i can't do well for most of the tests.. i ust work really hard!! .....................
yesterday was a very special day...cause we as the whole class..we went to tampane together to watch movie..it called ' the island'..at first we had to go to plaza singapora but luckily not there..cause' it's super far .. and we took a bus there..we wore class t-shirt to go there and we really had fun...we went into the cinema...eventhough i didn't really able to catch the words they said but then quite interesting..sure my dad will like it.. after almost 2 hours.. pj,garlodine and i shop around together..while caroline ,sarah and trendy played game..then we went to long john silver to have dinner..it's been a donkey year that i didn't go to long john silver.. as i was eating,i was so uncareful that i brushed the cup of drink and it spilled all over the table! so embarrassing! then after that caroline joined in...i was the first to leave...it's really stupid of me..to always go there to exchange the bus but never even go to shop there..and when i knew that the place is really big..i was like couldn't find my way...hee..alomst lost..but my common sense told me to keep walking..and yeah i got to the bus interchange..hee.. home at 8.oopm i was so exhauted!
today i feel really tired..i almost slept in the geo class..feel that mr tan talked a lot and i was like no mood in listening to him..i was super tired..and feel that i can just fell asleep at anytime...tomorrow has math test..i have to go to study! i hope i can do well (no confidence at all) -_-
today i felt super tired! this morning the rain suddenly pouring from the sky..luckily that i woke up early if not i'm late for sure..last night i slept quite late and still have to run under the rain as i went to east-point to top up my bus stamp.. and i was like waiting for the bus for like more than 15 minutes!..oh i'm so mad about it cause i wanted to go home to study for chinese cause yesterday during the day,i didn't study at all... keep watching the vcd 'full house' yeah but it's nice..
today i even slept in the class during the social study lesson.. i'm really tired... well today is nothing much.. but i just feel so tired! +_+ and i can't concentrate on anything! i mean for my study... i have to... and i don't have eenough sleep that's why i have pimple on my face! it's so ugly~ i hate it... and it's so pain.. today trendy gave me the paino score 'right here waiting' it's so nice! i just know only the chorus part...but i really glad to have the score.. hee.. yesterday my mum called telling me that my teacher miss tan goes to thailand.. and she called up my mum.. she's my math tutor... i'm thinking of going back there to have tuition..cause it's fun..i will be happier.. just think so..
today..i almost late! oh no it's like 3 more minutes then i late! luckily not..today during the lesson i was super sleepy.. and i don't know why my stomach ached for quite sometimes! it's on the left side.. but after recess,i don't feel any more pain.. tomorrow i have chinese test..and i still have some many homework not done! i feel really scared of the math test! i didn't practice or anything at all! i don't thinki can do well this time... :( must work hard!! i must,i must!
last night i watched vcd 'full house'...and slept quite late but i feel really better..my mood.. hee..days past by very fast and i still have to get on with the life of study.. ~ ~ ~ :(
i feel really bad last night..and i just couldn't sleep so i forced myself to stay to read math but then more of like watch tv.. yeah and i feel better.. and i slept about two i guess... felt so sad.. and i just couldn't sleep at night and worse of all! i had a double nightmare!! oh my god and it scared me to death!! -_-, cause it's really a stupid and terrible dreams.. one of it..is i dream that about 4-5 brown insects were crawling onto me!! i screamed like mad in the dream... and the other dream....i saw myself marrige with a guy...who i feel that i didn't love at all...and i had never seen the guy before in real life...well it's really the most weird dream i ever had! there were lots of people came..and the worse was that i dreamt that one of my friend (in the dream) was murdered during the wedding...and it felt so real!! why did i have such dream..???!! oh no!
today...i didn't do anything meaningful at all..the whole morning..i just kept reading comics..for like 6 books..then in the afternoon watch some korea show(vcd) 'full house' then go tuition..after that i watch vcd again then had dinner and now here...days past by so fast! and i'm doing nothing good! that day my guardian said that i looked really thin..she asked me if anything wrong... now still finding cards for my friends' birthday... but still can't find a nice one..i sent some but my friend didn't get.. :( so sick!!!
today i msn with a long lost friend... :) and i'm kind of feeling happy but uneasy as well....two more days is my another friend's birthday... and i sent an e-card... well today,i spend time to read chinese but don't think i really learn a lot cause i keep listening to music.. well today my mum calls..but i just feel like i don't know what to talk to her about...why do i feel so? may be because i let my mum down..i should have work harder... i feel really bad now
today i wake up 5.20am..i'm so scared that i might be late..and last night i could hardly sleep...i'm really worried too much...i set my phone alarm witht he song cannon in D..and wow when i heard the song i'm like awake suddenly because the music is so nice that i want to listen to it.. i feel super tired and exhausted..afer taking two buses..i went to sarah's house and go to the stadium by grace father's car...today seem to be fun but i'm really very sleepy... =_= the first programme we have is ..mass boxing.. hee..we supposd to exercise but lot of us just stand there like tree..mr gek seems to enjoy himself a lot..after that we go to our own house..my house colour is red... hee..and i sat together with sarah they all...we changed places for a few times..and i often believe that there's a fate...we cheered for our house..and yeah quite interesting.. there're event like running,recieving prize..there's free milo ..we need to take the paper cup to take the drink..luckily i go to take the drink early..there's lot of people..i really hate the girl in front of me! she takes with using her own water bottle! she filled it up the whole bottle!about three bottles!! oh no! and lot of people lining up taking cup in the hands!she's so inconsiderate!selfish!thick-skin! she acts like she never drink milo before! i know that she's from china.. i'm really regreted that i didn't scold her at that time! i know that it's so unfair! milo is not even enough for everybody! and she still wants too much! i should have stop her from doing so!
my house get cheer position is 2nd not bad.. after that i go to hou gang mall with pj and xuan ren.. we go to mac and we have lunch there...we really enjoy ourselve ") hee.. and the french fried is nice! after that we shop around..and i go to popular..and wow there's new release of the comic book 'love for venus' i like it a lot cause the story line is so sweet...when i read it,i'm like engrossed in it so much that it can make forget about everything! hee.. but very expensive..and i'm sure that Pand wants to buy it so i can read as well haha! but i feel like owning it too...but somehow... everytime when i think that i like that thing..after sometimes.. i will feel that there's nothing so good about it..like when i like some songs..i will like it super much but after awhile i don't find that it's as nice as i think.. so i believe that happiness can be feel not just by owning the things... home today..i do some of math homework..want to finish up the holiday homework but then more than half of them i don't know so give up..today Ant's family come..i once met her mother before..and she seems to like me..she said that i'm cute.... hee.. hardly have people say that i'm cute..well i don't know.. today i play badminton with my sister..but i feel that we quarrel more than playing..she's really unreasonable! she's not in a mood of playing so she anyhow hit!! and when she supposed to start as the shuttle court dropped in her area..she just stood there expeacting me to walk to her side to pick it up! well it made me really angry! but yesterday we seem to have fun but today she's really something wrong in her mind..she's mad!
today there's not many people online at all..i wonder where r they?...so bored..
today is quite a nice day..i feel quite active today but after recess i feel really tired..today we have to go to the hall to watch some performance as today is a racial hormony day hee..but i was reading the magazine all the time..today during the math lesson,mr gek choose some of us to go for australia math compeition..and i got choosen again..but i'm not very keen to go for it.. last year i was choosen but then i got only participation ... and the questions that they asked is something not like math! i don't like those question that they ask..like the roman number or what is the distance of the place for one car to park... and i'm quite sure that this time i will get just participation as well.. and it's super weird! cause they said if u don't know the question then just leave it blank and u will score some marks...but if u do wrongly,u will not get any marks..! this is such a weird rule and i went to do all the questions! today after school, i walk to koven with pj and we buy bubble tea.. i feel quite bad for drinking it..as i think that i kind of doing harm to myself.. i take so many medicine (eventhough sometime forget to take) and i drink it to do harm myself.. i will try not to drink it again.. today i also bought seaweed..but i don't really feel like eating cause the other time..i still remember how's taste like when i put that expired seaweed on to my tongue..i should not have bought two packets! what if this time it also spoiled?
as we walk to the bus-stop..my bus came..and pj ask me to run to catch the bus as i have to wait quite long if i missed the bus.. i was quite hesitated if i should or not to run..but still i ran...and i was like carrying so many things..and must have looked very stupid.. and after sitting in the bus not long..there's a man sit two seats front away from me..he's sting! oh no! i can hardly breathe! why is he so... he caused the air pollution inside the bus..! i was still holding on to my drink and i can't even feel like drink anymore! he's really smelly! i feel like changing place but there's no place for me to change to.. he then sits with his back lie again the window..and kind of turned his head to the back..i feel that he keeps looking at me.. i dare not to look back..but when i did,i saw he looking.. he's looked a bit mad(i guess) he's like keep moving his lips.. or something.. and his face..like those commited crime..hee..may be i think too much..the bus drove really slow..and i turned to see behind me..everybody is like not moving,there's a mad man..and it's so quiet...i feel as if i was inside the haunted bus like those i watched in the movie.. it's so scary~
home today...feeling quite tired... tomorrow is a sport day..yeah!no lessons! hee..i feel that tomorrow is going to be fun but then i'm afraid that i might be late.. cause i have to take three buses to the stadium! very scared! what if i'm late again.... :( well,hope not..
today is quite a relaxing day.. well yeah it is really bad for the starting of the day... i'm late! that's the reason..it's not my fault..cause i didn't wake up late but the bus 53 doesn't want to come... that's why i'm late today...and i feel so bad to be late..i have to fill in the form and mr sim took my bus card away... :( it's kind of the first day for me to be late... as mr sim was saying some non-sense which i don't want to listen...i really feel like argue with him..like tell him to call the bus service if he didn't believe in what i said... hope that i will not be late again!
two days ago...i chat to my guardian who live in jurong east.. actually she used to be very good to me to live with me then everything changed..it's really upset me.. and my sister is the cause of everything... she always says bad thing behind my back! she's a very good actress.. and she can make everybody hated me... at that point of time, i feel so helpless... it's the worst time in my life.. well and i don't call or anything with them for quite long already... but my sister does.. i can't remember the phone no. but my sis knows and she refuse tell me.. the whole place there..my guardian was the only person to treat me well..eventhough she believes in what my sister told her.. and sometimes when she called her...and i wanted to talk to her as well...my sister would purposely put down the phone...almost every body there hate me..i really feel so bad but not really now...but everytime when i looked back, everything still seemed so freash to me..but luckily or may be not..there's someone there to that help me up...forget it...i should not say about all those things..
today i seem to eat really alot! i eat four slices of bread all together....i don't know why my appetite increase! but i think i might gain weigth soon... :(
today is a normal day....and i often feel that i have mood-swing.. i really don't know why but at one minute i was quite happy but then the other minute,i feel quite sad.. this kind of bad... but i just feel so ..and when i'm sad,i tend to release it in eating..as well as when i'm happy.. today at school is quite normal..nothing happen...but it's quite fun during the cme lesson..today is not as stressed as the other day.. but nothing to be happy about.. today i went to xinhua primary to tutor the primary school pupils.. and today i took charge of two girls and it really wore me out cause i was like talking for almost one hour.. almost lost my voice...then after that i went to koven with pj..i bought the seaweed from Watson and she bought a new pair of shoes... i was really happy with myself as i really love the seaweed and it's nice and cheap..i wanna to enjoy it when i reach home...and yeah what a disappointing result as i then knew later that it's expiired... !! i have to throw the whole pachet of smaller ten packs inside away! i feel like complaining that to them! i think the salegirl know about it(i can sense that) but she still sold it to me..that's really bad! i feel that i really eat a lot nowaday!! during recess i ate two buns! and lunch i ate rice... i should not eat so much.. and yesterday i was like eating for every hour... T.T
and today for dinner i eat like three chicken wings and fishes... nowi feel like eating ice-cream i just feel like eating so much.. feel kind of sad.. :(
today, it rains heavily as i come home..the weekend past really fast...yesterday was a really fun day..i went out with Ant,New and my guardian to thai market..golden mile.. yeah actually she had to go there so we sticked along with her..and so my sister and i bought lot of snacks! we splent $23 together..that seem a lot to me..just quite happy about it..anyway it's cheaper than to buy the snacks of singapore..hee..then in the afternoon i went for eng tuition..i don't know why but i was totally tired..almost fell to sleep at anytime..that's really bad..well but still went to tuition.. yeah and there were two boys together with me.. i've seen both of them once..and one of them is very closed to the tuitor...he's in normal stream but wow! his eng is really very good..much better than me..and the other one as well.. i seem tobe the weakest.. "( and my tuitor treat me with curry puff.. yeah nice! and after the tuition..itook the lift down..together with the boy that tuition with me..hee..but i don't even know any of their names..not sure of my tuitors' name as well hee..sound bad but i really can't remember.. and in the lift,we didn't talk though..and when it's opened,he let me walk first..and then he said 'bye' after me.. i was quite surprised and turned to say 'bye' i feel that i'm quite hard to get along with people sometimes..i mean i should just try to be more friendly but i can't..
in the evening,i played basket ball for the 'first' time.. actuallly wanted to go gym but then too many people..so for the first time i played basket ball..just for fun..with my sister and two of my tenants.. we,all girls and i'm the oldest among them..hee..and i tried to follow the action of playing from the movie that i watched those basket ball players played..but it's really difficult.. but it's really fun! i just feel that i start to like ball games more and more now..then after that we went to gym for while....and i really feel so active...i slept very late last night...
today is a very cold day.....and i got back three tests paper.. emath really disappointed me.. it's so bad.. cause i used to get like top 5 and now position 20th.. i'm really very sad about it.. :( and i made a super stupid careless mistakes! like copied the question wrongly,forget to times in certain no. i'm really angry with myself... i must do better next time! for chemistry,i got 9/15 ..i wonder why chemistry is so difficult! pj and i discussed it with mr lim and he's kind of encouraging us..hee..well i will try my best not to let him down.. for eng report..i got 18/30 hee..quite happy for this..cause i thought that i might failed at first.. next tuesday is chinese test sick! have to go and do some reading now..
i wake up at 11am today..it's really very late for me....cause last nigjt i slept like 12.30..actually i was like can't even open my eyes..and it's really weird because i can't even see clearly but i still wanted to finish reading the book.. hee..and yeah i did...and i was like crying for two times.. it's so sad..'the boy in the bubble' ..i thought that he's going to survive after the operation.. but he died...and the girl that loves him had to continue to live..and she still feel that he's always with her.. after the boy wrote a letter before he died for the girl...and he wrote to her that she should continue with her life and left him just only in the memories..and so the girl decided to take the balloon that he had given it to her before the operation to let to fly away....it's mean that she wanted to let him go...and she cried..and i cried along with her.. she even dreamt about the boy..it's really very sad.. so miserable..
today i have to get on with studying...and i also notice that time can fly...it's realy fast....
today in the afternoon,i did nothing but just reread some part of the story book and then play cocmputer..then play with some food..it's a thai food and need some skill to make it into a shape of like fruits..so i kind of help out as well as enjoy myself....for fun...hee..so today at night i got to get on with my work..
today i went for math tuition for the first lesson...but somehow i feel that the teacher is not as skillful as miss tan...may be i should go back but i's very far..i do miss her too.. today at school,i had a emath test and eng comprehension test...for math still ok..ut for eng,i was like almost fallen asleep during the test..i was so tired.. +_+ everyday sleep like after 11pm and had to wake up at 5plus.. lack of sleep..
yesterday i took the same bus as i used to..to the post office to post card to my mum...and i don't know why but i feel that the bus took so long time to reach...i kind of think of the food in the last time the house..fish and chip...just like it so much..don't think i will have chance to eat that agian..so bad..but never mind..let's not say about this caused it makes me hungry...feel ike eating..don't know why but i eat a lot these days...
today i had to get onto work.. i have lots of homeworks that have not been done...oh no..this's really bad!i still have math holiday homework,the two days ago math homework and today math.. and i haven't done chinese..haven't hand in chinese workbook..and tonight i still have tuition.. have to make use of my time and also today..i haven't post the card to my mum..i think i got to tomorrow.. see if i have time.. today..our pe lesson is playing net ball and i kind of start to like ball games..may be because of the mvp..hee..how i wish i could play like chen fen,ice man and gao xing.. hee....i guess i gonna write more about today the next day..cause i have no time now..
yesterday i slept like 11.30pm and i was super tired today...yeah last night i was using a lot of time to write the eng composition...about an unusual adventure.. yeah i was really engrossed in my own imagination even though it's not well-written.. yesterday after school,our class went to the paraliment..and yeah i feel that it's so weird for we to go there..and ok the place is hmmm..nice..but when we were watching the video...about some singapore history..i was like forcing my eyes to open...but i was not listening..just wanted to sleep..and it was like for hour before it ended...i was like be there to suffer...and there nothing to be seen at all(for me) i just wanted to come home... :(
today is a better than but then i was super tired.. slept at 11.30 and have to wake up at 5.45am..
it'snot more than 6 hours..and i had headache... +_+ i slept in the bus and a same school girl sat beside me..we both slept and she even leaned on me twice... yeah woke me up... but it's better than an indian man.. today after school,we go to xin hua to tuitor those kids..actually i find that my buddy is quite clever but i wonder why she only scored 28/100... that's really weird..because i feel that her brain is like working even faster than me.. hee.. just hope that she will do well.. at home i wanted to sleep but well just couldn't fall asleep.. so i decided to get up and draw my mum birthday card... yeah i must... and i know that it sure be sent there very late..hee..but i feel that at least i do something..i mean it's better to send than not.. then evening the evening i go gym with my sister..and there are two teenagers.. they look so cute i mean the younger one..hee.. today is almost the first day that i greeted de lao shi my chinese teacher.. may be she's not that bad...today in her lesson,we learn about one topic.. it said about our human..i feel that it's really very meaningful,as it is said that we should be appreciated with what we are having right now..and it said we tend to regret when we lost it...i really like this passage.. and i want to follow what it teaches me.. :)
today is quite cooling..and i haven't study for my test yet.. i should but yeah at night i guess.. nowaday i feel that i'm living much happier than in the past.. just feel so peaceful and relaxed.. in the evening i watched the mvp..one of the disc...i really like the show.. :) everytimes i watched it,i will feel very happy.. :) i really like it! and i'm really dumb..i forget to wish my mum happy birthday and it already past for so many days..i always draw her a card..but still haven't draw.. i really hate myself...i wanna to send her the card..but sure take sometimes.. sick!
what a slience day...i spent most of my time in the room..doing homework and studied...then in the afternoon,i went to east-point to withdraw money for my guardian... today i feel like talking to my mum..i don't know why..but just feel like today in the evening i went to the gym again...yeah i ran for ten minutes plus and cycled for ten mintues too.. quite tired and i seemed to eat quite a lot...hee...
nowaday i'm feeling quite happy..even though i spend time on any studying..i must now cause next week has three tests... today moring i was inside the bus and i was as usual half-asleep.. and there was an indian man came to sit next to me..he then slept too and almost lean against me twice..i mean he did came in contact as the bus turned..and i was awoke..i felt infuriated! so i took my bag and put beside me to block away from him.. and may be i put it too hard an woke him up too..hee.. he kind of took a glance at me too..i think he knew it.. and i really hate to sit beside him... i felt really tired every moring.. :( and at school still ok..today math lesson is not as bad..but then ss and el very..i didn't really play attention.. today after school we stay back to do the noticeboard..and yeah quite fun too then after school,when i walked out of the school,the bus seemed to left when i walked out..so i walked to Koven with pj and today we bought bubble tea.. but i don't feel that it nice any more..because i know that it's bad for health..i was like only drank about half of it and threw the rest.. cause i just feel that i was like drinking poison... it's really weird that i used to like so much but now i just had to force myself to even drink it.. it's really weird and i think that many things that i used to think that it's nice,it's just for only a short time...so i think that it's about the same as liking someone...sometimes u think that u really like that person but actually it's not...hee..don't know what i'm talking about..
well today i went to gym and before that i played badminton..fun yeah i like...and i ran for like 1o mins plus...yeah and i was really tired and feltlike fainting and my heart rate was like 155.. for dinner i felt extremely hungry and when i noticed about today..i ate so many things....roti,a bowl of noodle,fried noodle,rice with vegetable and fish,a slice of bread and a cup of milk,a cup of milk wih biscuit,some sweets as well and a whole 'dragin fruit' and plum.... but i don't feel full more like sleeping...hope that i will have a nice days ahead!
i felt very tired today..and yeah today at school is quite fun and i had given my present to sarah..
yesterday night my mum called and asked about the medicine..i don't really know whether is it good or not..i still feel tired may be because of sleep late almost every night.. today after school,i stay back to go library and did the project with pj then we all did the duty today.. i'm really tired now..and slept in the bus everyday.. on my way home,i bought the waffer..it's so nice! pj bought one too..
now i'm here to do some reserches about the weak kidney..and it's really surpirsed me a lot..i didn't know that kidney is so important to us..i also find that almost everything that it said suit my conditions...! i felt really worried for myself now...it sounds really bad... :( i feel very lazy nowaday... and really tired.. wanna sleep early tonight
last night i had a wonderful night watchingmvp qing ren..i finally watched it to the last episode..it's really touching..hee..i really like tai zi and gao xing..i really like them..they are so cool!i just love them and want to watch it again if i have time. today is sarah's birthday and how can i forget to bring her present! and i even arranged the wrong time-table today..on my! i slept very late last night and now here playing msn for like 1 hour...i shouldn't have! i got to go soon ..very tired and i can't see clearly because of my contact..been wearing it for like the whole day... today after school,i have to go and hand in my chinese composition..i'm really blurred..forget to handed it in..luckily she didn't scold me..then a group of us went to the koven to have lunch..i really havea great time... :)
yesterday,sunday..i stay at home...i spent most of my time to watch mvp..i really like it... :) and i still have 5 more disc to go.. hee..hope that i can finish watching it by today. i still have lot of homework to do...yeah..yesterday i went to the nearby store to buy some snacks..and i saw the freezer of ice-cream..i used to eat melon ice-cream everyday.. but then now i can't..doctor said that i should avoid those cold things..but i just stood there looking at my favourite ice-cream.. i want it..but on the other side of my mind,it said 'it's bad for your health' ,but 'i want it' i decided to walk away to buy other things..then after a whlie i walked back to take a look at the ice-cream..melon and there's new favour guava...so i just took both... what if tomorrow i don't have chance to eat? that's why i bought them..at home,i ate the melon ice-cream but i just don't feel that it's that nice as i used to think... just because i knew that it's bad for my health..that's caused the taste of it to change.. this's unfair..i mean i really love ice-cream but u just can't have that things because it's bad for your health..i feel so..bad..
today i woke up quite early decided to use computer and also to do some works then i can spent time to watch mvp.. hee.. hope i can finish with the geo homework..it's really sick of doing the stupid mindmap! i mean i like to do it in my own way..but have to follow what teacher's like..it's unfair..if i don't,i get low marks..i don't like this..how i wish i can debate with teacher about this!
there's so many things happening around and there's so many things to do... to day is saturday and i have to go to clear the bill with my previous guardian.i don't feel like going back though. wanting my sister to go along with me. but she refused to. she just wanted to throw everything for me to be responsible for. i just feel so tired...
well today in the afternoon,i went alone to the old house..it made me feel really 'chen mo' i just can't express it into words. last time i kept the agreement form in the plastic bag with other documents and i passed it to my presented guardian..but she didn't know and she accidentally threw the form away. shit! so my previous guardian asked me about the form...i said i had lost it instead of telling the truth. yeah and the worse is that he couldn't remember the amount of money that i have given to him..so he asked me to go home and looked for it.. i knew that i sure couldn't find it( as it had been threw away) i told him that i kind of remembered that it's 600..but not too sure.. i was so stressed..so i just left and walked to the serangoo to shop..and then he called me to say that it should be the amount that i had told him..as he kind of remembered it too..so i went back and to collect the balanced..and i'm quit relieved..then i took bus home.. yeah..
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