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today.. is a big day... u know what ... i have chinese o level oral today...and oh no ...and i learn and memorise so many words and phrases...and u know what... i thought things would go smoothly for me... my mum even encourage me.... she said she believes that i can do it..but then i was so shocked when the teached said out the conversation question.. i was stunned and don't know what to say ...in another word..i did badly for it.. and u know what..i said out of point some more...when i said it...the teached looked really shocked at me... i feel so dumbed.. if i had just gone for tuition..it might not turn out this way.. it takes just a while..and i had to wait on the stage..and i really feel like crying..
home now.. i was hesitant ...not knowing should i call my mother to tell her about my oral..and i decided not to... what should i say if i call her.. well.. i guess all i could is to say 'sorry mum'..
hello.. like long time no blog..hee.. actually i'm just quite lazy..and school is opening soon..and i still haven't done my holiday homework..well..but i keep telling myself that i'm gonna work harder.. ok today...u know what..it's saturday...and i have to u know..wake up at 7am...+_+ sleep at 1am... i cannot ! i feel so blurred!!... and i have to go and find the teacher's house somemore.. hee.. actually on the way there.. i keep thinking negative... how would she looked like?is her eng good or not? charge so expensive.. and i still have to go her house lol...somemore.. where it has to be at 8am!!i want to sleep!!! and at the mrt...i don't know which bus-stop to take bus..so i asked the service person there..and she told me.. but when i asked again..she's not happy.. i feel like telling her i never been there lol!and well manage to get onto the bus..then i counted the bus-stopped 1..2..3.. and got down.. but where is the school.. i thought she said her house is opposite the school.. but no school to be seen.. then i walk down..looking for the house number.. then i asked an old lady... do u know where is the house no.69? but she doesn't know.. so well i walked down knowing that i'm already late... what is this about!! but she said that coutned three stops and get down..then later i asked another lady... and notice that i'm already in front of the school..and then saw her house...later she came out to bring me in..but u know what..she gave me a set of comprehension to do.. and i spend the whole lesson just doing that one comprehension...and she just said some basic things..skill..that's all..and most of the time i spend on the comprehension.. ! and one lesson is over... $60 gone!! ah.. ~ _~ i rather take the money to buy the pants!! but later she talked to me about the next lesson...well i just wished that i can do other things next lesson..and she also agree the teach me oral...well i think she's quite experience though..
home now!!! my sister really too ignoring! i'm really sick of hitting her and scolding her!!!! ahhhhh!!! what can i do...she refuse to get out from my room... and she knows that if she does..,i would lock my room..so she stay in the room almost whole day... i'm really sick of her..ask her to read.. she any old how.. and ask her read again..make noise not happy..keep wanting onlyt o watch fruit basket... i don't want to care her..but u know what or not..she would just.. keep disturbing me.. search through my bag..want to take my things..said i want this ! i want that!!..i'm going mad soon u know!bvery sick of her!!! somebody please help!
the hot sun was killing me.. well it's on sunday when i went to sentosa..with my sisters ,sarah and uncle.. it's so hot..actually i don't want to go at all..but then have no choice... since uncle(my mum's friend) offered to bring us there..so i have to go..and morover..i'm the eldest sister.. :( but we manage to take a few photographs hee.. but i don't think i look good in that..and we didn't do anything much just walked around the beach ...and lined up for free tatoo for like 30 to 40mins... and the sun was shining fiercely at us...so hot !!!! well.. but still manage to get to do the tatoo..well..it seemed really interesting at first...well but later it seemed normal....and there.. we just walked around near the beach...so hot lol..but no suitable place to sit..and later.. i bring my sister to go to the children corner..there ..my sister could do some colouring ...that kind of things.. well there's nothing much to see..and uncle went to swim and we have to wait for him..for the food coupon..and have lunch a bit late..quite hungry ...not really a fun day..and i asked for going off first... and he said it's was still early..and there's nothing to do there.. but well left him alone there also not very nice.. so we stay on..actually he wanted to wait for the lucky draw... it's at 3.30pm ...lol .. in the end we still left first..and just got up the service bus there without knowing where it was heading to...and later have to get down at the same place and walked.. and wait and wait.. then finally reached home... feeling sick and tired...my sister was soaked with sea water... ..and i feel a bit giddy.. too..and keep coughing..
bugis...bugis... bugis.. again.. well today i went to bugis again... with chen xin and sarah... hee.. first time i wear sleeveless hood shirt out... hee.. feel really weird.. but my guardian said nice.. but i feel that i'm a bit fat.. :( and i don't intend to wear it for the second times... firstly we went to temple to pray and qiu qian..and i asked about my result.. for o level..but turn out to be bad.. +_+ ... so i asked for a second time.. that if i work hard.. what would the result be... and it turned out to be good.. so there's no choice but to work hard.. but when i got it bad.. my heart sank too... while chen xin and sarah both get... good.. then we walked and walked.. and walked... my feet are so tired.. and we shopped.. chen xin tried a lot of clothes.. and bought the most.. sarah does try some too..but me.. none... moreover... i went to to the shop which i wanted to buy the pant.. which i thought that it was $10 but then turned out to be $ 49 ! :( with discount is about $35... well.. but i don't think i want.. and i don't want to ask my mum lol... but it's quite nice too.. well over all i bought one cd.. and a neck tie.. hee.. $10... for my dad.. i don't really know how to choose..but then the sale lady helped me... so i finally bought one.. well i guess it's nice..hee.. sarah bought one short pant.. and chen xin bought one short pant, one skirt, one slipper...
for lunch,we went to eat at long john silver.. i paid $4.90 hee.. :) well..but it's nice too.. it was a tiring day today... after a tiring day... i have to go to nearby to pay up for my sister tuition fee.. she's so irresponsible! it's her tuition and yet i have to go and pay up for her...sick of her!
yesterday... i went to school... well for eng oral and late.. hee.. anyway i didn't do well.. i got 20/40 again! ... the other time too.. feel quite bad about it.. i mean i know myself that i didn't speak up much.. so bad isn' it?
bugis...bugis ...bugis... u know something.. i went to bugis again today .. but happened to be late.. and i met pj there hee..and then we go national library... hee..and look for a place to sit.. and study..hee.. and we start on chemistry holiday homework.. and know what.. out of 12 questions.. we know like about half only..hee.. and we keep skipping.. hee.. i feel really dumb lol.. multiple choice somemore....so we decided to do something else.. and i read ss..then read..and read...and couldn't finish the chapter...and the two girls sitting opposite of me.. kept talking non-sense.. so noisy..talking about what guys.. and non-sense stuffs.. then it's lunch time.. so we go for lunch hee.. and at mos burger.. so many people so we go to shop first..and walked around here and there..afterward we go and eat..and i was given $4 for lunch but i spend $7 for lunch..hee.. -_- broke... so bad.. always spened more than save.. +_+ and i planned to buy quite a lot of things...and i eat so many chili packets.. hee...and we chat lol...and we go back to the library..but couldn't find any places to sit.. so we had to go up stair to look for seats..and happened to find one..hee..quite nice.. and we sat there.. studying.. i managed at least to read 2 chapters of bio..hee.. and then .. we go to tampanie...and walked around for a little while then..come home.. hee.. :) and now can relax..lazy really to touch book.. ;P
my poor sister.. as i was inside my room.. she came again..knocking the door..as i locked it.. don't want her to come and disturbed me.. evreytime make my room messy..then later she went to my first sister room... and she also locked the door.. and she had to bang oh the door wanting her to open..and Nut always get scolding.. hee.. quite funny isn't it.. but she can be very naughty at the same time hee..
so tired... u know last night is a miserible night for me.. i was sitting at the dinning table when ..i put my right foot down.. and touched on something.. guess what it is.. i quickly jumped out of the chair.. and it ran!!! oh no! it's coakcraoch... i was shocked out of my life!!! i step on coakcraoch!!!.. ah!!! but it didn't die... of course.. i didn't really step hard of it.. and i ran to call my guardian...but she was in the toilet.. and..so i asked my youngest sister to look for it when i went to wash my feet... and when i came out... my sister was gone.. as she went to watch the cartoon..and where is it!? oh no.. iwas so scared that it might go into my room.. what should i do.. and my guardian came out... and we looked for it..but couldn't find.. and my guardian said it might have gone out...but i still very scared... and suddenly i saw it... oh no! it's there.. and my guardian sprayed at it...and it died... quite sad too.. i mean if it didn't come.. it might not die....
and u know what i wanted to play computer...but my sister was playing.. and my cousin wants to chat with me...but my sister doesn't let me play!!! and i just discovered that this sutpid sister always read my blog!!! i was so shocked... di xiao jie fei..she's very what! i don't know how she managed it.. but she's very idiot... lol.. don't u think so.. last time i used to write it in a book..and she steal to read for two times at least.. ! then now i write online diary..and she still... i also didn't read hers.. !!!
today ... my tutor called me to cancel the tution... well i guess he cannot wake up or something.. so irresponsible... and in the afternoon... i wore a shirt that my guardian has given to me yesterday... well and i have to agree that it's really nice and i like it too.. hee ...at the airport.. i bought the chocolate coffee... and share with my second sister.. and then we went to have lunch... and then waited for my youngest sister for long...so we go to the coco tree shop.. and my sister wants to buy jelly.. but then i refused...and so nice of my guardian ..she bought it for her.. so expensive lol.. then we go to wait for my youngest sister to arrive from bangkok... and wait..and wait... and in the end she reached... looking really funny in her long pink dress...
at home.. my dad called speaking in chinese.. hee.. but i still know.. well we didn't talk much... my mum bought me a lot of things.. hee... well.. not that much ...
well.. today is a sort of.. nice day... and it's late at night now.. but i somehow feel hungry... hee.. so i snack... hope that i would not put on weight
'Ring~ Ring!' i was awoke up by the phone sound.. and it was my guardian hee.. she called to ask me what do i want to have for lunch..hee.. i looked at the clock and it' was already 10 mins to 1pm..hee.. so late..but somehow i feel quite giddy.. like not enough sleep lol...then i eat bread and drink milk..then later... then like one hour later.. my guardian came back.. then she bought bento for me.. wow..and i eat..but couldn't finish... hee.. then i just walked around in the house..chat with my guardian..and time just passed.. and i have to go for math tuition...at hou gang... and at there.. i saw chen xin..sally and trendy..they go for eng class.. ...then the time flys
then i was in the bus on my way home.. and it was a terrible journey.. two women beside kept talking non-stop.. another guy beside me.. diged his nose... then another at the other end..on songs.. so loud and noisy.. not nice at all...and a baby..keeps screaming! I feel like go and scold the baby... well.. not like i hate.. but i don't like noises!
at home i chat with my guardian.. so long... and she asked me to go into her bedroom..and she showed me her cupboard.. and u know what.. she has so many clothes... wow.. all branded one.. and later my sister went in.. and my guardian gave us the sleeveless shirt.. but my sister.. couldn't wear any of it.. and i can tell that.. she quite upset.. i somehow also feel quite bad for her.. i mean..she's quite poorthing also.. like she always can't get along well with guardian like i do.. i feel quite sorry for her too.. well..so i allow her to share the skirt with me..anyway i never wear it before .... tomorrow.. i dont' want to go for eng tuition.. as i wanted to quit le...but then i don't know how to give excuse to the tutor.. .. sign~ ...
today i go to school the same time.. and what surprised me is that nobody in the class at all..i'm really blurred! i didn't know that teacher changed the time to 9.45am instead of 8.30am...and there was only kenneth in the class..well..so i then go to sarah's house..as her house is so near...and yet we were late for the class as well..that's bad...well..anyway ..we had a fun time chatting but u see...i feel really tired and sleepy.. i could almost sleep at the table...then we have a break to go for lunch..i go with trendy...chen xin ,poh jing.. and some others... but only four of us go yoshino ya.. hee.. then later we took a walk..and then we go for a walk..after sometime then we walked back.. after our ss lesson..hee.. trendy and i go for chemistry lesson.. and eventhough i feel very sleepy..i tried to pay close attention.. well..i should have done it long time ago... then my tutor send me home....and he kept teaching ..testing me..in the car... ask what ...this salt react with that salt.. is it soluble.. actually i was sleepy ...could hardly open up my eyes...and still have to use up energy to think.. +_+ seriously.. i feel that i'm really that i'm very ignoring... hee..cos' i didn't listen to what he said.. just try to ... i shouldn't right? but i was really very tired.. feel like sleepy than to answer his questions...
then at home.. my guardian complained about my sister didn't go to school.. she tried to woke her up...but she just ignored my guardian causing her ot be very angry...and my sister sleep for whole day...at least 12 hours.. then woke up to eat...then play and sleep agian... that's wasn't good isn't it?and my guardian seemed unhappy with her.. her attitude has problem.. really..then i asked her ...she also not happy.. and scold me back somemore.. i also don't want to care about her.. i want to call my mum later to talk her ...
as i was in msn.. what surprised me is that ....this person...msn to me..send to me a webside.. i wonder..what is it for.. but hee.. i also don't care bacause i was on the phone..then when i decided to type somethin to him...he seemed to be out ...anyway... i already delete him out of the list... so long time ago... we didn't talk to each other for like at least a year...i just wonder what he want me to do for him again.. last time ask me to help write compo! and still blame me...this and that!..i really don't like ... anyway i clidk on the to web that he send to me.. and it is an advertisment.. and can post comment there... isn't he weird? send that to me for what..? well..he's always a weirdo..
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