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it rained heavily...and i feel..kind of scared... i don't know why.. :(
i had my chinese exam.. oral exam.. +_+ i was quite nervous..and i don' t think i prepare myself very well.. and.. i was there like 6.40..and i had to wait for like almost 2 hr. for my turn.. then when it's my turn..i had to draw a question and went to prepare for it in another room... and ji was there..and she came and asked me this..and that.. well it didn't take long.. but it's also kind of distraction..some how.. well.. there's two parts to the question.. one is which.. answer two questions and the other one is conversation.... the first question is.. tell a new customer about the plan ...and i said like.. book hotel.. and morning company send car to fetch him to the factory to see product..and afternoon eat lunch and finally send him back to the hotel ... i should have say more! after i finished saying.. the teacher laughed..i just hope that she doesn't give me low marks.. then come to the second question..and after saying abt the definition......she asked me again the question and asked me to expand it.. :( i tried..but not so well.. and yea.. she was not like saying it's not necessary that that one would do good.. and i feel that i didn't do well..sigh.. then we go to the conversation part.. which i think i did quite well.. as the teacher was a bit surprised.. (she's selling..while i'm buying..) then she said her product is very good.. save electric(air-con).. and so the price is reasonable.. i guess if others..they would just say..ok they agree to the price..but i said.. good things don't mean high price..and she looked a bit taken aback.. i can't quite tell what was she thinking.. may be she thought i'm good at bargaining.. and then i said.. now,thailand brought in many goods from china..so it's very competitive,...blah blah..and she asked how much i want to order..and i 10thousand came to my mind...so ... i said it...and she gave 5% discount...haha.. it's quite fun ...
yesterday i just had my chinese exam...i think i should be able to do well.. hope..so..
anyway...today i went to temple with my dad to visit my mum.. i don't know..but seeing her there..seem totally a different thing to me.. it's like..not the same old her..she looked very..normal,ordinary..whereby come back to work..she's very stressful.. but stay there,helping others make her really relax..but i want her to come back.. somehow. yea she's coming back this wednesday....
there are lots of people.. at temple..and the weather was melting me away.. just too hot.. and we had to park own car at the parking lot near main road..and walked in to the temple for like 1 km..i was really tired..lucky dad brought his golf umbrella along and so i can use it... well.. there i help my mum with cutting rope..to give to those who came...i also went up to pray..and make wishes.. :) .but we didn't stay very long.. and... we still have to walk out again.. +_+
then,we went to the mall...to eat fuji... i really eat a lot!!
so many things have happened.. many things..
i think i'm kind of stupid too.. well.. may be not.. may be yes..
right now.. what i'm worried abt is... where is he and what is he doing.. he didn't answer any of my calls.. i feel like calling in to his house..but afraid that if his dad answer the phone.. should i try calling.. outside is wet.. would it possible that.. smth happen to him? no no.. don't be so negative..
sigh.. i just can't settle down to my work..
just now.. it was raining heavily.. and with lighning...i was quite scared... having shower with light dimming on and off...
now he has called... i'm just glad to hear his voice...
guess i have to get on some work...chinese exam is coming... :(
i feel so tired after come back from singapore yesterday..and still went to movie after that with wei hao.. well.. like long time didn't see him.. so..wanna spend some time with him.. and as today is school reopen afraid we don't have much time. .and i still have to study for my chinese exam.. well.. today is first day of school..and in my ecosystem class.. happened that.. tae is in my class too..but she's always with her friends though..well.. anyway.. the class seems easy..but not so easy.. sigh.. he said only those outstanding would get A.. well.. and i did quite badly for his bio class.. ...and i suddenly remember... i told myself that i wouldn't take any bio class again..and here i am.. taking the same old one.. +_+ ecosystem..smth to do with bio also..
well.. and later we went for eng class..we had the same time but different class.. my teacher is a fat lady..(quite a bad word ..using fat..) well .. obesed .. yea.. i thought that she's would be quite fear..but i think i was wrong.. she's quite friendly also.. and..she asked us to give a speech abt ourselve..and give us a few mins to prepare.. and went to speak in front of the class... i was rather nervous.. but ..because those guys in my class..are quite..er..not serious..so.. i was not so nervous.. we had timing too.. and ..one of the guy...did not know what to say.. he then say that.. "i'm single"... hehe..the other was..like "i love my dad and my mum a lot".. the other is like "i took 1)..2)..3).. class in which term..." ... the other.. "my e-mail is...." .. the other one.. is "i repeat my Ec 3..., fail.. what class.." the other is.. "my favourite is water"... and the other one is..like saying himself stupid.. haha
i think it is not so stressed.. to be in this class as the teacher and those students are very funny.. and glad to have nikita , cherry and rin with me.. :) but i think nikita is not as closed to me as the first term.. i think she's more closed to.. Ani..
well anyway.. one of the guy in my class.. is from singapore.. i mean had been studied in singapore..sound great!.. well.. it's so hard to find any that from singapore like me.. he seemed quite friendly.. and not quite serious in his work..
after my class .. i waited for wei hao so long.. well his teacher is quite a serious one.. as he is the eng department.. haha.. well come to think of it.. it is lucky not to be in that section.. wei hao said..the teacher already give them work to do.. and his class..many are very good in eng..accent.. sound competitive... then after that we went to see Nick ...to see our exam paper.. i got only 84! and i thought he would give me very high.. +_+ while wei hao.. he got 90.. when he went in for exam late and left like half hour before... so unfair.. haha.. i think i agree with what sarah always say.. some people just smart by nature..
then we went to cafe.. to eat..and there i met that guy..from singapore.. he was smoking.. +_+ and i knew later that he didn't finish his studies in singapore.. i guess he's drop out...
well anyway.. today wei hao came to my house later.. and yea.. tmr is 22 our 5th month together.. and he bought me a big bunch of flowers..! so sweet of him..and also one black jacket... :) haha .. oh yea.. from singapore.. i gave him a present.. a neck tie.. i think it's very nice..haha.. wish to see him put it on one day
i can't believe i really go to singapore..! and yea i'm back from singapore..! it's just like one..fabulous dream..! i got to meet so many people.. like trendy, sarah, pj , elaine, carol, xuxian , xuan ren.. and even Mr gek!.. and so many things happened!!!.. i just so engrossed during the stay!.. haha.. :)
seeing them ..is like a dream..! i feel really happy to see them.. all of them really changes.. well have to admit..that.. every of us does change.. i hate changes..but come to think of it.. not all changes are bad.. and..even myself..changes a lot too!... and i don't know why.. most of my topics ...would be abt wei hao..well.. sarah was like..asking me for my love story!.. +_+ she's always like that... haha.. i think pj is having a good time with her bf as well.. after listening to her.. i think her bf treat her really well too.. :)
i just can't believe!!! i'm really going to singapore! wow... it sounds great!! the best holiday.. haha and was chatting with pj the other day.. how i wish i could see her.. and today sarah...and the other day ...with elaine.. well.. i wish to see they all!... i thinking of what to buy.. for them... and tmr my dad's birthday!!.. i really forget...sigh.. may be i should buy cake... like pake... haha.. but i don't know if my dad likes to eat cake that much.. but last year i bought him a shirt..quite funny.. haha but i think he likes it.. see him wear quite often.. even he has so many nice and expensive one.. he often choose to wear the one i bought..haha cheaper..and.. er... a bit weird..haha but i glad that he likes it..
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today.. wei hao is sick.. well..yesterday he and my family goes to eat oishi... i don't know why he's unwell.. but today.. as no one at home.. so i went to buy porridge for him..and some salt power.. and bring them to his house.. :) but he doesn't look as sick as i have thought..
.... well today is really a long day.. and very tiring.. in the noon.. i went out with wei hao to central world.. but then.. we had nothing to do there..so we went to paragon..to eat mos burger... still prefer.. in singapore one.. haha and well...we also go for movie.. vantage point.. er.. not sure of spelling..anyway.. the scence is very large..and the cinema is very big.. but i don't really like.. the seat is not so comfortable..and yea wei hao agree with me.. i think the one at the mall is better.. hehe...
well then we went to walk around.. i don't really like paragon.. things are expensive.. and so many people.. well and we went to..supermarket.. and wei hao bought some noodle so he could cook for himself..and some sauce..
then we planned to go to the Queen Park.. as i've never been there.. and he promised to take me there.. but then....the road was block so.. we had to take other route.. and so he changed the plan.. and said he's bring me to somewhere else.. which i don't know where.. and he's really scared.. he refused.. to tell me.. but when we were there.. he said.. there's many houses.. and.. i thought he's bring me to hotel.. and the building look really like hotel.. +_+ ... then i asked.. is it golf course.. he said also hasbut ok..he said tennis court also has.. then.. i start to think really hard.. is it park.. he said no.. but there's flower... so flower park? he said no... as we got in.. he had to exchange card.. and i asked.. is it zoo? he said no.. it must be hotel ... i guess....buti'm wrong. i think too much.. it's his secondary school.. +_+ doesn't look like one.. almost like at the mountain top..with houses village... then... we got down.. we just walked around.. but nothing much to see..haha.. well he showed me the board where...record those top students for each subjects.. and his name is up there.. two subjects.. japanese and computer... yea he's really good in computer.. in fact.. i think he's better than me in every subjects.. :( well then we walked aroung and we went to sit at swing... his school look great..but really expensive.. the most expensive in thailand..
so tired.. tmr.. i'm going to buy hamster food..and going with my family to eat oishi! well not bad too.. haha and wei hao is going with us.. haha.. but i didn't tell him that my family is going.. hehe i guess he might be surprised.. haha seem fun isn't it..hehe
yesterday.. i can't believe when... i heard wei hao's voice from the phone..it's just so unreal.. and really weird to hear his voice.. it seems like.. i've been waiting for him for very long..and i feel that his voice has changed.. i don't know.. but.. he's finally back :)
i still can't believe when i saw his white car parking in front of my house. things seem to be back to normal.. when his car wasn't there.. i feel that smth has been missing.. it is hard to explain..but i'm so glad to see him so much that i don't know what to do and i couldn't quite belive ..
yesterday i went out to the mall with pake and apple and her boyfriend...
well.. so i'm really going to singapore... it's so off and on.. haha ..
well... today quite nervous when i want to register for next term course.. i with wei hao.. at his house to register.. well .. so many problems with the website.. but in the end.. we manage to get two classes together.. :)
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so i'm really going to singapore.. not a dream..and my mum ask me to book the hotel.. caroline introduce one hotel which is quite good.. so i called and book.. ok now.. :).. in singapore.. i would be seeing....my sisters.. oh yea she asked me buy cd for her.. and the guaridan.. i don't really want to see her.. :( no choice.. and going to see most of my friends.. trendy!..carol! sarah! pj! eliane and sin ying.. yea! but they are having lesson.. well they seemed busy so do i .. i'm going to have chinese exam soon.. but so many things not done.. still have to write three composition :( sigh... well.. should relax.. holidays.. others are having good time.. while i'm here worrying about my chinese especially when i'm going to singapore.. shouldn't let it spoil my mood.. i think i can do homework better when i'm not at home.. i even brough tit to do when i was in the aeroplane.. i'm really crazy.. well.. and came back from china .. the trip was tiring ..remember one of the day .. we walked for like so many hours.. but the hotel was ok.. at least.. cleaner toilet and have computer! that's the best things!.. i can e-mail.. with trendy, wei hao.. :) and when the result was out.. i was so excited.. yang yang send me my result as he knows my password...and i remember reading it.. eng Bplus, math B and southeast A... i was so happy!!! overwhelming.. b for math! how could that be! i thought i would get like C.. just unbelievable..! i'm so gald.. well i think my hard work pay.. hehe.. most importantly.. yang yang help me with my math.. remember he bought earring for me to cheerme up before math exam.. i'm so happy :) at that time.. i was thinking.. even i fail math.. i wouldn't be sad ... haha...anyway i'm going to singapore this 14..! well what should i buy for they all.. hmm.. can't think ..
anyway.. i remember abt china is.. smoking..! i really hate that.. and people are very competitive.. i don't like that.. well staying at home is still the best... :)
yesterday i went out with rin and gaf.. well nikita wanted to go at first.. then she said.. she can't in the end.. i was.. feeling quite er.. awkard .. it would be me and two of them.. guys.. well... and wei hao isn't with me.. but .. rin will be away until 21 so... should go.. and i go..and park my car at central 9.. and there i met gaf first.. then rin came.. they are quite nice too.. well..first time out with two guys.. i feel really weird.. anyway.. i called pake out.. so she can accompany me.. and she's free.. so we four go together to eat and moive.. i'm so glad that pake came.. and later.. she went home..and we also go home... and from central 9 ,i drove home.. so tired.. +_+
i wanted to tell wei hao that i go out with them.. but i didn't.. i think he might get angry.. sigh.. but i really see them as friend only... i don't know but i feel that we both don't really trust each other.. which is bad.. i know.. sigh.. and i'm really afraid.. what if..he knew that i go out with them not from me.. how would he react.. i guess he must be very unhappy with me.. sigh.. i really confuse of what to do..
tired...just came back from china.. +_+
well.. i have finished packing my bag..for tomorrow trip.. :)
well.. last night i dream about wei hao.. can't quite remember what it is.. but i remember something like.. Nick annouced that he scored the highest for final exam.. hehe.. and i was second after.. but still no A... but it's been like so long time.. that i last see him when it was just.. like 5 days.... feel quite lonely also.. last time.. it's like ... i always get to see him everyday.. but now.. can't even hear his voice... i thought before he left he came to my house to see me.. and said that he would call me when he reached.. but he didn't .. don't know why.. well.. may be he can't remember my number.. but at least we get to talk on msn for sometimes.. but he often said he's busy.. so.. didn't really talk that much .. but at least i see him online..
but when he's not.. feel kind of disappointed.. :(
he said that he has bought something for me.. but he refuse to say.. but say that it's something i can wear.. well.. i can't wait for him to come back too.. :) then we can go out and play together...
tmr going china.. er.. sigh.. don't know... don't feel like going now.. :( but ticket already bought.. but have to skip chinese again >.<
the result is not out yet.. may be it's good to know it later.. sigh.. i woonder if i would do well for like.. er.. math.. yea quite worried.. tourism geo.. sigh.. need not mention.. the worst i guess.. southeast asia.. hmm.. got a lot of vocabulrary wrong too.. :( should study harder.. eng.. well it sort of the best among four i guess.. as Nick praised me.. that my points of argument are so of...different from others and it sort of originally.. and he said normally original would score high.. wow.. is he giving me some hint? .. i don't know.. but may be if i did well for eng.. doesn't mean A for me.. well. because it's only.. 25% i guess.. so there's no point for me to get A anyway.. sigh :( so i guess.. my eng would be... Bplus.. well.. but i don't think i have time to check because.. i got to go china.. this thursday.. so.. may be it's better not to know the result.. would be so sad.. ahhh! i feel like screaming out loud now.. :(
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