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Friday, September 30, 2005

first paper>

i was so scared that i might be late for school..so i woke up very early..today is the first day of starting exam...i have eng paper and chinese paper 1.. last night i couldn't fall sleep at all.. that's why feeling super tired.. today i reached school super early at 6.50..well..i looked through my note on the compo and all those.. in the morning,i ate a sweet..and inside its wrapper..there will always be some message..and i quite surprised to read the message which bing me joys...it said that i would be lucky today.. wow! isn't that's great! and i try my luck by shaking the small key chain that joee had brought for sarah from japan and there will be a stick comes out from it... there're 'bad,very bad,good and average and very good' and when i shake.. it comes out 'very good'..i was quite astonished as the wrapper of the sweet also means the same message.. hee..during my eng exam..i spend too much time on the letter writing..after looked thorugh the compo titles..i decided to choose 'a mother's love' and have to write a story on it.. so my story begins.. in the first paragraph,i said that i was walking in the alley and saw a kitten with its mother sharing the food... and that reminded me of my mother..in the story i explained how my mother help me to get out from being bullied..however i also wrote that she died( just a story)
but as i wrote on..i almost cried! as i imagined that it really happened.. i said that i waved at her from my window room when she was going to work..and the a car collided into her.. and i described that my hand was still waving in the air and slowly came to a stop.. very sad :(
and for chinese comp..don't think i would do well..because i was like any old how write it..as i was so sleepy..forget about it..
today the drama 'prince who change into a frog' is so nice.. i really like the show.. it's quite funny and sad at the same time...hee..

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Thursday, September 29, 2005

upset..>

i didn't expect thing to turn out this way... : ( i was so upset for the past two days.. on the last sunday..as the girls in my house were talking about ghost stories and so i happened to recall the dream which my sister had sometimes ago.. i mentioned about it to them without thinking anything much.. one of the girl went to tell her mum about it..her mother gets so worked.. and asked my guardian to change the house.. and there's another two girls coming here.. my guardian is quite stressed abou it.. as the two girls would be scared to hear about this....i kept blaming myself for this ..it's me who started all the trouble.. :( i was super upset... my guardian asked my sister about it..and my sister just kepting smiling and didn't say a word... so i had to answer all the questions that my guardian asked her.... as my sister didn't want to speak up,my guardian thought that she lied about her dream.. i was so stressed about this! i mean i didn't expect thing to be so serious.. stupid me...i told my guardian that in order to slove the problem..just by telling the girl's mother that my sister lied..so that everything would be ended..but then she said that it's not that simple by just saying that..
last night i was no mood in studying for my geo test and my amath test at all! i also didn't go for tuition.. i feel so tired..as i only slept for like 5 to 6 hours or may be lesser than that cause' when i'm worried..i couldn't sleep and the matter is like staying in my mind for the whole night.. i took my time to learn geo but then nothing seems to get into my head...one minute (in my head) 'promoting singapore as aa tourist destination.........what can i do to help to solve the problem..'i was like so engrossed in this matter.. and my heart was not in the studying mood at that time..
i even spelled the word historical conservation to historical conversation.. and i revise math for less than 30 minutes..i just flip through the math note book..
in school today,i didn't really want to study for the test..cause i know that if i don't feel like..there's no point of studying.. but after pondering in my mind..i told myself that i should learn how to seperate things..study is one thing and home matter is another..cannot let t affect the studies.. so i decided to drink coffee..eventhough i don't really like coffee but then i hope that it can alert me.. i was very nervous about geo test.and kept learning during math lesson..but thenit happened that the test is postponed to monday.. then after geo lesson have math test.. and i was so scared..cause i kept learning geo instead of math.. during the test..my hands were shaking like mad..and i kept scolding myself to concentrate on the questions..
today i call my mum..and told her about the matter..she's the only one who can make me feel better..i told her about the incident....and by listening to a few words of hers..i feel as if all the troubles are being drained out from my head.. her words are like magic which can make me feel better after a few minutes.. i feel so good to have her.. :) my mum is the best!my mum said that i should think too much about this small matter..she also agrees that the girl's mother is overaction..as it is just dream which happen sometimes ago..my mum said she a=often dreams about people died and all those.. so she told me not to focus on this matter.. she said she will call my guardian and have some words with her as well as called the girl's mother not to worry....i admire my mum..she can do so many things which i can't! and she is always there for me when i need her.. my mum is the greatest! thank you mum!

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Thursday, September 22, 2005

oh no!>

what a day today! i didn't expect to be late for the third times! and it's not my fault at all! first time,i have to say yes 100 %..it's my fault..second times 50% is my fault and this time it's 0% of my fault...i left the house at the usual time.. and able to catch the bus no.9..then when it reached the bus-stop that i have to get down.. the bus driver didn't open the door.. and when i pressed again..the bus 53 just in front had just left! oh no! and so..i missed the bus 53..that's at 6.30am..then i waited..i knew that the next bus would come at the 6.40 to 6.45...but i happened to wait for like 30 minutes.. and it was already 7.00! lot of people also waiting and i knew that they were getting the same bus as me.. and i could see some of them calling for the taxi..and i was thinking if i should or not to call one cause' i would be late to take the bus by that time.. but that i discovered that i only had 6 dollar in my pocket..and i was thinking..it wouldn't be enough...and why should i spent the money away just to get to school in times..i might be late too even if i took the bus as there's left only 25 mintues to be late.. and i could use that 6 dollar for many things else like buy food..
finally the bus came..the bus was so crowded but i'm able to get a seat.. i wanted to take a nag as usual but then i couldn't! i kept thinking what should i do later when i got to school....what would mr sim wanted me to do this time! i imagined that i aruging with him about the reason for being late..but would that help..yahh!! many thoughts filled my mind.. ! in the bus there'r two yuying students as well..
when i reached,yeah late...after my name is being recorded..mr sim told us about what we had to do and so on...but i didn't really want to listen..feeling very frustrated...after that those latecomers had to stand in front of the flag pole.. and mr neon came.. he then asked us to go and standing behind the white line.. so i moved back.. then he asked us to move up again as he knew that some classes were having PE.. he then called out the latecomers whom were late for the first..second times..and third times..i walked out..as he asked for our names,i told him when he turned to me..that ' we took the bus 53..'then he just ignored and said 'i don't want to listen to this kind of excuse!' i was like..what! i thought he is better than mr sim but ! at least mr sim would listen to the excuse! hate them all! and he turned to the two boys to do 20 push up..20 star jumps and run 2 rounds... i and the other girl taking the same bus..was just standing down there..not knowing waht to do.. i thought 'at least he knew that girls are not suppose to do the push up all this thing' but then when we asked him..he just ignored us..then the second times we asked...if we could go...then he said we didn't do the punishments then cannot go back.. i was like so angry with the way he said it! he said as if he's someone who can order us around! i feel like scolding him! i really hate myself! why can i do what i think! so i was like quickly do the push up..(super fast) and jumped and then ran..and i hate the most is that i sweat early in the morning!
and then i went back to the classroom missed one lesson.. he's very what! before that i alsotold him that i already late for the class..but he said 'what the right i have to say that!'
at the end of the day,we had geo lesson..and so i went for math tuition late...as i also bought bubble tea.. today is really a bad day for me! i hate those teachers..they only like to waste time..
but luckily i still have some teachers..mrs tan ,mr gek,madam de,meiss lim, mr lim.. there'r still nice to me.. what a sick tiring day! i don't want to be late anymore! if not i have to do what those teacher wants me to do! and they would waste my time!

# posted by milk bottle | 5:13 AM | 0 comments

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

two weeks time>

it has been a few days that i didn't blog.. well..today i got back my eng paper..on comprehension..i got 17/25..not bad..hee..i would get higher if my vocab is better.. today i also have achinese test..difficult,has to say..don't think can do well.. oh yeah today we also got back our report card for the term 3..oh no! i got 70 for average..actually it's not good but not bad..at least it is a 7 in front..but then..if i do better for bio..then i think i should be able to score better.. must do well for end of year! i must! my eng got 56,chnese 72,amath 75(just a1) ,emath 71, chemistry 62,bio 67 and combined humanity 84..
yesterday i got back my chinese composition..quite happy hee.. i got 38/50 the highest is sarah 39.. actually i didn't really study hard for chinese or read any chinese newspaper.. hee..so quite lucky to be able to get this kind of result and for emath test.. i got 37/50 second in class for the first time.. my emath everytime get a2 but very happy to get mr gek's chocolate.. it's so nice..i will work harder for the next test for his chocolate hee...
on last saturday,i went to tampanie mall to see what to buy for caroline.. after walking for hours..i finally decided on buying the winne and the pool cup with lolipops inside the cup..eventhough it's not those expensive stuffs but i give her from my heart.. hee.. hope she will like it.. saturday night,i took the nature tea drink.. i was quite scared as my sister said she had stomach ached after taking...but then it's quite surprising for me that i didn't feel any pain.. oh yeah.. my guardian's son came to singpore..and he's going on sunday.. he came since wednesday i guessed.. but i only saw him after a few days.. he's 24 years old..but he seems to be childish..and friendly as well.. i think i should at least said 'hi' to him..
i call up my mum today,telling her about my result..she said it was ok but i don't think so.. but i think she must be quite busy because she doesn't want to talk very long..
nowaday,i always go to yoshinoya to eat! i ate there three times last week.. hee.. i think it's ok..
i think addicting to this is better than to bubble tea.. hee..have to go and draw card for caroline..
chat next time~

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Friday, September 16, 2005

my days..>

this week is a tiring week.. firstly i have gotten back my bio test paper.. oh no! i was like so shocked with my result.. :( i didn't expect to get so low.. i get only 33half /50 this really disappointed me...cause' i really study hard for it.. i will try to do better in the exam! i'm gotto do well! and my geo...mr tan asked us to go back on last saturday to take retest..as he said for 3a only two person passed..actually i also pass(by one mark) so after retest,i get 11/15 but lot of people get 13.. well i'm satisfied with that result .. after getting back my bio result,i was totally so sad and so i went for gym alone.. as i was running,i kept saying that i'm going to do well for all subjects... i will have to study hard now cause' today friday,we already get the exam time table.. and ss is on the same day as bio..i don't think that's good and lot of pals were complaing about it..
this week,i went for math tuition..and i have bought the supplements..as miss tan recomanded me..however i have only taken the supper chlorophyll powder..cause i dare not to take paraway..it's help to remove the parasite in your body together with the waste..but miss tan told me about some of her friends who took it and there'r worms coming out.. it sounds so scarly! she said the worm is so long and all those... so eerie..idare not to take but anyway i have to..i'm going to take it on satuday night .. there's another one called'nature tea' i wanted to take but on that night i take my dinner very late...and still have to spend time to cook the noodle..so i let my sister have it first.. after my dinner i was full and tired so didn't take the tea..but my ssiter said after she had taken,at night fall,she had stomach pain..hee.. well but it good for her..i'm goign to take but then tomorrow still have to go to school for emath test..
today during chemistry lesson,mr lim is so funny..he's teaching on the metal chapter and he written out a song on the metal to makeus remember it better.. the song goes : 'i am sodium,i am metal , in group one(repeat), i am very reactive,i am react with water ,be my friend (repeat)'
it sounds so hee..childish..hee..and we were like begging him to sing..so in the end he sang and we were like laughing about it.. hee..
i spend time on burning the vcd of stairway to heaven..wanting my mum to watch it.. :) got to go and study for math..oh yeah tonight have the drama 'prince change into the frog'

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Saturday, September 10, 2005

Rain! Rain!>

today morning i read newspaper..then on the television and turn to the mtv channel.. and i saw an advertisement.. it's about giving award or something.. i didn't really pay attention to it..but then i saw Rain!and it was switched to other advertisement..i was so stunned.. hey! which day and what time is it!? then i waited..continued to watch the programe just to wait for that advertisement again..15 minutes later.. here it came! and i was like ah! Rain.. !! i kept looking at him..and saw only the date 9/9.. there'r two date.. but i only looked at the one which is already over.. there's another on..but when... so i have to wait again..and this time..waited for like half hour before this advertisement came again..and this time..i still do look at Rain hee..but able to see another date..13/9 at 9.oo pm yeah..so happpy! i'm going to watch it! i must..! i'm so happy now.. :)
today there's nothing much to do..and today i quarrel with my sister again..! she's bad!i was sitting on the sofa doing my homework with music on..when she came and switched on the television.. i asked' didn't u want to do your homework after playing computer game for like hours?' as she on television..she asked me to go into the room to do homework.. i went then..and do my homework on the mini table.. as the room is small..there isn't much space to walk..when she came into the roo,i have to give way to her..for her to walk.. (i'm sitting on the floor) then she kept walking in and out for 3 times.. she also purposely kicked my table.. and purposely step on my feet! i was like trying to surppressing my anger.. then the other time.. i lie on my bed to do homework.. but the table was still there and when she came in again..she just kick the table..and it's fell to one sidei was like very angry.. and she of course refused to hold it up to the position.. i then so throw her soft toy.. but still very angry.. sick of her!

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Friday, September 09, 2005

happy friday>

yesterday i went for math tuition..sarah and trendy went as well.. after the tuition,we decided to go for a walk in the hougang mall.. hee..it's fun..i bought some snacks home..we also ate squid at the old chang gee..it's really nice.. i ate two stick of that..we also went to arcade...actually i wanted to play dancing..but there'r people..we played catching the doll..but we didn't get any..sarah and i also played the para para dance...hee..it's seemed so stupid cause u only stand there and move your hands... hee.. then we also played car racing.. we spent very long time to quenen up for the chicken..sarah wanted to buy chicken..it's a new stall from taiwan..i think..not bad.. but not worth for quenening that long.. hee..but now feel like wating..
home,my sister said her eng tutor had free tickets of entering the funfair park at the pasir ris.. i never been there..so decided to go along..but then my sister changed her mind and said wanted her friend to go and asked me not to go..i was like..anything anway i was not that keen to go there cause' i dare not to try to ride on those machines.. she called her friend but her friend wanted my sister to send her home after the the trip..so in the end,her friend didn't want to go..before we slept,my sister asked me to off the light eventhough she was listening to cd..then after that she just used remote control to switch it's off but didn't off the main switch..i then asked her to..but she said if iwant then asked me to off it myself..i was quite angry..and so i said if she didn't want to off,i will not set alarm clock for her(using my handphone)..so in the end i off..and she had to on her handphone to set alarm clock..
this morning, she asked me to go along..and i just don't bother about her.. so in the end,we both didn't go for that..hee.. but i'm quite happy today..i sleep for ten hours but still feel like sleep more.. in the late morning i read newspaper..then read up bio on the DNA chapter.. and finished up my Amath homework..hee..after my lunch for one hour later,i sleep for one hour..feeling very happy.. :) then after that i wake up,watch some news and tried to do chemistry tys ..5 question..but the first two already wrong..so i don't want to continue..then today i go for jogging..it's been sometime that i didn't exercise.. feeling quite fresh but have to go alone...
i think later i want to go and buy chocolate..dark chocolate.. :) very nice!

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Wednesday, September 07, 2005

wednesday>

last night i caouldn't sleep well either..i sleep in the room with another two girls...i don't used to their room at all..hee..have to say that it's super messy..i wondered how they able to find their things..i think they r worse than me.. after the tired night,i woke up in the late morning and did nothing then go to tuition..for today tuition,sarah is with me... :) at least not so boring.. hee..at one question,i told sarah her mistake without knowing that my answer was wrong as well..and she noticed my mistake and we both laugh..hee...after the tuition,we go to hougang mall..i bought the necklace which i saw yesterday the heart shape for me and blue for my sister..but she doesn't seem to say much about it.. actually i don't really need it at all but i just to buy..feeling so bad :( nowaday my result drop alot but i tend to spend a lot of money nowaday..and i don't even know how much i spent altogether this month.. anyway,there's left only two dollar in my purse now....tomorrow i have to go for math tuition as well...i don't feel like doing any works..but just to relax...eventhough i know that the exam is not far away..i'm gonna take shower first..hope to have a good sleep tonight..

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Tuesday, September 06, 2005

CSI>

today i woke up like 11.00am but i couldn't sleep at all last night.. and this morning is still feel very dizzy.. and after i took my lunch,i have to go to school.. to go to ngee ann poly.. for CSI thing.. thought that it would be fun.. but hee.. yeah at first when we were there, we were given light refreshment..biscuits look so nice..but we didn't even touch any of them..as the other school ate them all..so bad! in the lab..we were asked to put on the clothe..which the scientist wear.. i think it make us look so high-class.. hee.. i kind of like it.. and so sarah helped me to take photo (using handphone) hee..it's like we are not able to wear it often.. hee.. well listening to the speaker's talk.. sound interesting but i have to say that i only understand about half of what he has said.. he's from australia.. and his accent is so different from ours.. he seems nice..and i sat nearest to him..so when idon't know what to do about the experience..i can ask him to help me..
but in the end,we can't even finished the whole experiencement..that's bad.. on the way back, we stopped to buy some bread to eat along our way back.. on the bus,i sat with sarah.. and i kept telling her about full house story..and she seems to enjoy it too.. hee.. :) after reaching the hougang mall.. actually i just want to buy ice-cream and go back home..but then in the end i ended up eating carrot cake.. it seems nice at first but in the end,i cna't finish it...but with the help from pj..can finish.. eliane,hui fen are together with us as well..sarah goes home first as her mother does cook.. then we decided to go ntuc to buy some snacks.. then after buying ice-cream, i take bus home and on the bus,the ice-cream kept on dripping..and oh..it's dirty my hands and dripped on to my shirt as well.. :( so sticky .. so tired.. and at home after taking shower..i don't know why but want to talk to my mum.... tomorrow i must get on to do some homework..haven't even start doing math homework! now online...but feeling so bored..where r all the people?

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Sunday, September 04, 2005

first day of holiday>

today is monday and it's the first day of the holiday.. yeah right i'm gonna study today after the past few day that i have been watching vcd.. i have finished watching the stairway to heaven..i think it's too sad.. yeah right i was watching it with my guardian and the other tenants.. one of the girls name noon..at first,i don't think i like her but after talking to her.. i feel that she's very cute,pretty,smart and friendly...so envious her..hee..she seems so perfect.. i do wish to talk to her more.. :)
last night i slept at midnight.. after watching the vcds i walked home.. and i saw at the playground,the two guys whom i saw them in the gym for a few times.. they were wearing boxer..i'm curious.. as the surrounding is enveloped with darkness and yet they still want to exercise.. i think they must be from china as their accent seem like.. today my sister goes for camping and so i have to sleep along in the house.. two of the girls go back to thailand,one of them sleep with my guardian at the other house and my sister goes for campping... so my guardian asked me to come over to sleep.. i think i should..not very safe to be there alone.. but quite excited..because i never really shared the room with people whom i'm not closed with..but it's good to learn to.... i might not be able to sleep if i'm not used to the place.. hee.. think i want to bring my bear along..

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Saturday, September 03, 2005

crying..>

today is saturday..but yet i still have to go back to school for geo retest..mr tan said most of us get 5 and below! i was so surprised but believe that i won't get so low..and only two passes in 3A...and after going through the paper.. i,haha..pass!...anyway the retest is not good either..i'm too sleepy to listen to his talk..and also don't know what his points..of talking round and round..and i was like writing all rubbish...feeling that..forget it..it's over..and i should study harder too..last nigth still watching the vcd call 'stairway to heaven' it's so nice! but full house is nice too! and yesterday i talked to my mum just only for awhile..
today i spend whole afternoon watching vcd..5 vcd today but i'm going to continue to watch for may be the most 4 disc..hee.. i'm so happy to watch

# posted by milk bottle | 5:02 AM | 0 comments