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i'm really angry! very angry now!! shit! i had spent time like one or more hour to do the power point slides.. and yeah that stupid disc seemed to have problem..and i can't open it..all the data seemed to be gone! my god! oh no! and i so tried it on the other computer(my guardian's one) and her computer let out noises and i smelt something burnt..scared me! so i took the disc back to my com and scan for the virus but..not virus found! well but i wonder why i can't on it..it took like hour to on..i don't know.. may be i have to redo but what i scared is that i might cause my guardian's com spoil..if it is so..i have to pay.. sick !! oh i have so many things to do..very stressed now..and i'm really so worried..last night still had a bad dream! my god! it's so scary..in te alley with four drunk men! oh my... what should i do now!
day back to school..boring day! listen to so many non-sense things! wasting all the time away and made me feel even more tired! i miss my class mates!
second day of school...late for school..as my sister and i woke up late and missed the bus 53..however my name is not recorded..so that's lucky! i'm really lucky! yesterday after school,we had library meeting! so long! and after that pj and i rushed to the bank..must really thank to her...she's accompany me there and as well waited for me..but i feel bad to let her waited for so long...and on my way back..i kind of half asleep in the bus and as i did so..for sometimes..i felt a touch on my shoulder and i looked when i felt it for the second times..and everybody had got down the busand only me..must thank to that lady who woke me up.
today we had PE lesson and we had to take height and weight.. i'm really surprised to know that i weight 42kg because at home i seem to weight more.. no wonder my dad said that i look thinner.. lessons carries on as ever and i feel that i pay more attention to chinese lesson but i still have some negative thoughts about the teachers.hee.. i will try to work harder this term..
today is like one of the happy day..i went to help mum with some works..i was doing it for quite long...may be four hours i guessed...i'm really tired...today in the evening,there are guests at my home..and i have to take care of them too... i didn't d any homework today...i feel so bad..i don't want to do..but have no choice..tomorrow grandma and grandpa will be back..i want to go and fecth them with mum. i haven't startd to pack anything... and i haven't buy what i need for bringing back there.. so many things to do....but now i want to sleep..
i still feel as tired as usual but today seems to be the best day for this week.. i recieve a very sweet message wishing me well... and we met each other online..so we chat not for long but i'm having a nice time..today i've decided to get on to work..hee..hope i can finish them..
i slept late every night and have to wake up early..i'm really very tired...today we went out the whole day..firstly we got our car to repair,then we went to hospital as my mum wanted to have aher eyes check but it took super long!!so we decided to eat there at the hospital...after that mum brought me to see a chinese doctor..she felt that something must be wrong with me as i always feel so tired..and what the doctor did was check my pulse and he said that my kidney is weak and i don't have enough blood in the body...and he gave me medicine and a list of things that i should avoid eating...there're so many..ice cream,clod drink,clod water,orange,some vegetable....this should be the reason why i'm also tired.. after knowing that,mum seems to be very concerned for me..when i wanted to help her to carry her handbag,she doesn't want me to instead she asked my sister take..
i don't have time to do homework and also don't really want to do... :(
the past three days were really wonderful..i went to my cousin's house..and we went shopping..i've bought some clothes and i really love to! and i really saw a super nice long sleeve jacket with the inner clothe..it looked so matched and i really like it alot..and i was thinking if i should buy but then it seemed to be hot to wear it here in thailand so i decided not to buy..however after i reached home,i kept thinking about that shirt and i felt so bad that i didn't buy it.. i've been eating a lot for the past three nights!a heavy meal! duck,crab,prawn,fish... so today i decided not to eat a lot..
yesterday i went to buy contact lends with my aunt..i like to hang my spectacles on my shirt..and when we got down from the taxi,i notice that i couldn't find my spectacles..the taxi had left..and i was so shocked..i told my aunt and we thought that i had left it inside the taxi..but we wealk back to look where we got down from the taxi and found that it's dropped on the floor..that's really lucky....and i had my eyes check..my degrees have gone up..left 50 and right 175
there's only 4 more days..and i have to go back to singapore...have to study so hard again...no choice... but now i feel like eating fried chicken...but guess i have to eat fried egg again.. +_+
i feel that i'm having happy day these few days...hee.. but i seem to eat really a lot and yeah may be might put on one more kg..that's really bad..i'm growing fat but mum always says no and my dad even said that i look even thinner but i almost gain more kg..today i called up two of my friends..i wish that we can be back like last time we used to be but at least we did chat.. yesterday i watched a golf match..and i have this desire to be a golf player as can earn a lot of money at one..hee..but it's not very likely to be not as easy as i think.. but i still have this dream..hee...tomorrow i'm going over to mum's factory to do some work..and i haven't done any homework..i hate homework!! i really do..i don't want to do! but i still have to work really hard..too,always remind myself.. :)
yesterday night i went to have dinner with my family as well as my cousin's family..we were having a ver nice time and at first i thought of going up onto the stage to sing..but didn't
my sister(cousin) she came to my house for a night..and she's really very sad about her boyfriend.they just broke up and not only that..her boyfriend goes back to his ex-girlfriend and his ex kind of wanting to make trouble for my cousin she called up and purposely say things to make my cousin feel sad.. i told my mum about this and my mum gave speech to my cousin...for like hours...i was there too..and i didn't know that my mum seems so knowledgable.. i learn a lot from there too..
today,in the afternoon,my cousins and i go shopping together and i kind of having a good time..just very happy.. hee..we went to take photo together and bought ice-cream..and later we went to have dinner...it seemed to be a long time that i'm not as happy as today.... my cousin even helped me to make up my eyelases and i looked weird after..but she said it's looked better..
hope that we can have another chance of going out together..
today i seemed to have a better day than yesterday but it seemed later that it's even worse than yesterday...today i went out to shopping center with my parent but my dad later went to play golf..so i had a plenty of time just to chat with mum..we ate ice-cream and bought so many things..and i knew so many mum's stories that i don't know before...she told about her teenage's life...and i never knew how naughty she was when she's at that time.. we were having a super wonderful time but not when i came back home.. i checked my mail box and discovered some mail that sent from someone i'm waiting for...but then the message made me cry..i can't believe what i'd read..what a surprising miserable message..i might just have lose that person if i couldn't explain myself to that person...but then..i really don't know because it's his choice..i really don't know what would happen..i'm so scared..i really don't know how is this happened or how does it happen to this state..i really don't know..how i wish i could just turn back the time..i really don't know...i'm so scared of what's going to happen next..what should i do..may be it's over..
today i decided to come online again to check mail..and what i've guessed is right...eventhough go through this seemed to be the hardest thing to do but there's no other choice..i'm sure that i'll be fined one day..i will
today is my first day of going shopping with my friend without my parent around..i went out with pui..she's my primary six closed friend...she came in a taxi with her father..and we went there together..it's just shops along the roadside..and i feel very dumbed! as i was like first time seeing those things.. there are so many nice things around..and i bought so many things!it's my first time of spending so much money..thousand baths over..mum gave me about 2 thousand and dad gave me another thousand...i bought two t-shirt (one for sister),pens,mirror with comb..
some food as i went along the way..some hair bands...a watch..
i do have a good time but then super tired too..and i'm really glad to be able to go out with my closed friend again..she's really nice..hard to find..
today is really a speacial day and wish that tomorrow would be better
i've recieved mails from him...but i don't know why i don't feel any better...
today i went out to have dinner with my cousin's family..yeah quite happy as it is my first time of seeing my best cousin..'pake'..she's a very nice girl! and she's having long hair now..and she looks prettier...we had a long chat..and mostly i listened to her stories..she can make me laugh..
i haven't practice piano on the new song at all..and wonder if i would get scolding the next lesson again..i should pratice harder...
today in the late afternoon,i on the jay chou's concert for mum to watch but then she's too tired and fell asleep only after listening to a few songs..and ended up i have to watch it alone...and i sang untill i my voice became hoarsed..
yesterday i chat with that friend..and yeah he seemed to be a very nice person..
wish that i have a better day tomorrow
i feel like screaming out loud..don't know why so bored! i bring back so many books but didn't even touched them..so sick! i'm here waiting for that friend..but wonder where he is...and i'm just wasting all my time here...
yesterday..my friend..called me up..i'm quite happy about it..and she's asking me out on this tuesday..i can't wait for it! she's really a good friend of mine..and yesterday..i went out to the shopping center with my family..we had dinner there..but i just don't really eat much..feel very sick of live..after came back,i checked my mail and i didn't recieve any mail that i expected..
after that i chat with pake...till midnight
today here again waiting but more like wasting my time...i don't think i should do this..so silly!
and i don't feel like doing any homework...i'm so sicked! :(
it seemed to be a nice day but actually bad...rain heavily...i went out with mum to have my hair cut..i look better than i used to after getting the new hairstyle..we went to have dinner together...we ordered crabs..yeah it's nice but i didn't eat a lot..no mood... today is the best day for this week...i went to my mum's factory to help her with her work..eventhough the work is quite simple like putting the products into the box...but i'm really tired today..and after working i went with dad to pratice play golf...but i'm super lousy!today online i meet that guy again and we chat..have a very nice time..
this morning i went for piano lesson..and going again on friday...
i have a thousand word that i wanted to say but i just can't speak even a word..
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~ Her Favorites ~ice-cream..cookies and cream.. almond banana
~ Loves ~music..
~ Loathes ~..hmm...
~ Wishlist ~to be rich...hehe
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