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Thursday, March 31, 2005

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there's many things happening..but i can't really remember...i don't really have enough sleep these few days..can't really concentrate during the lessons...must i'm trying..i think i really have to work harder now...cause SA1 is around the corner..and not only that..i have to do a lot of packing...during these coming month...
i've been living happily these few days...in my own dream world...and have this feeling that this world seem to be much better than i had thought it was...
two days ago...i had a chat with my...that 'friend'...yeah...he seems to be better than he used to be...i do wonder what's wrong with him....and i think i know why...cause he has a new girlfriend..
may be that have changed him...
i have to study hard... i have to...must! i must!
i'm quite worry about my dog..jerry..mum told me the other time that it has a heart-sick..as its girlfriend has disappeared out of sight for a week or two...his gf named pocky(my grandpa gave the name)...pocky is my grandpa favourite dog...she is a stray dog and always come to my house to ask for food..my grandpa would always gives her... now i'm quite woory for jerry...mum said it doesn't want to eat or either sleep well...i'm so worry about jerry..i think i know how it feel...don't know how it is right now..

today..friday,no library duty again..but pj and i stay to help out in the boost for raising fund for tmr..speech day..tmr i'll be going to school as an audience... after helping out...pj and i went to heartland...to fax smth to my new guardian...i also bought bubble tea...
actually i still feel nothing about i'm going to move house...i felt as if it was not going happened....and i haven't even let my tuition teachers know that about it...i wonder if i should tell them now or later..there's lot stuffs to be pack...and there's really lots of things!! i had no idea why there are son many things...and wonder if i can get them all pack up...i don't think i will have much time to study for exam as i'm moving during the period of SA1 but no choice...and the internet thing still hasn't settle...and there is quite far...have to take two buses to school...but mum said it's better to wake up early...let's not think about that part...i'm still wondering if i would be able to adopt to the new environment there...
actually i'm not hate the people in this house...and to me..this singaporean family....the best person seems to be the eldest son of my guardian...he's a nice boy..though i'm not closed with him...i got rid of some unwanted stuffs today...and i had to force myself to throw away those things like books,exercises book...feel so cruel to throw some of them away...as some were with me since primary 4 till now..but i had to say 'goodbye'to them..if not i'm might have to take two taxi to move house...as there are lots of things..like my cd player with two speakers..my notebook..books..my 6 teddy bears friends + my sis's 4-5 teddy bears... and many more stuffs...
i did practice paino today for about 1h and 15mins...and i just feel sad knowing that i'm not going to play on it again even it's not my painobut still.....wonder if it would feel the same...i always end my practice with my very favourite song 'cannon in D' (can play only 1/4 of the song) and that always going to be my one last song..

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Monday, March 28, 2005

bad starting day of the week..>

my parents and my youngest sister went back to thailand yesterday...and i didn't really have time to even say 'goodbye' to mum...as i had to rush to tuition in the morning..and mum had to meet with my new guardian over some agreement...
i'm feeling quite weak and scared without my parents around me..i have to be independent...and i had to call up singtel to ask them for some information...about my internet thing..and in the evening i had to talk about it with my guardian...and that really wore me out...i have to plan of what i'm going to do about it...ok...i will do the thinking tomorrow...
today got back the math paper...and i got 26/40...and i actually can get two more marks..if i had been more careful...but let forget about that...feeling quite down today...but luckily have someone to msn to..sometimes..i find Ta quite childish..but as well as mature..what we usually talk is about studies...hee..we also talk about our ambition...he said he wanted to be engineer...and i said i might want to be a doctor...sometimes..it's fun to chat with 'stranger'...

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Saturday, March 26, 2005

no weekends...>

luckily i had done the research of acid...and do a power point about thailand...and yeah..quite proudof myself..as i thought that i might have some difficulties in doing the power point...as i don't really use it at all..and not good use at using it...but i can have it done on my own...so i'm quite happy about it...
today we went to the temple...my mum seemed to be overwhelmed with joys when she is able to go to temple...i've been there before when i came to singapore..about 6 years ago...after that we went to hougang...and take bus to the simei road..we stopped half way to have lunch at..yeah hawker center which is much cleaner than which we went to yesterday...i didn't really eat but just drink the pao pao ca...it's nice!and it costs only one dollar...and as i went to get a stall from a drink stall...i heard a song....and oh!i turned to look at the tv..it's jay chou! i didn't know that he would be on tv today..and so i stay there to watch him...while my parents were having lunch...
jay sang two songs..or many more at first....qi li xiang and jie kou...how i hope he would sing yuan yiu hui... and we had a long day after...
in the evening, there is a show as usual...my favourite...but then i went out with mum and dad to have dinner at the chinese restuarant beside the hotel..my two sisters didn't want to go...
we ordered about 4 dishes....and it costed us...$44! my dad wasn't happy with the food at all...it's really expensive....and i didn't have a good sleep today too! may be not used to the place....i felt that this hotel is really bad!...the floor in the toilet was as cold as ice...i didn't want to say much about it..
don't have time to study or to rest at all..cause spending most of the time...taveling here and there...this weekend is quite tiring for me...and i'm going to be very busy and have to crack my head this coming week...!wish that i would be alright!

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Friday, March 25, 2005

very good friday!>

the janpanese came to our school..sarah and keli had to take care them..each person one..and their uniform is very nice and they have a very smooth,white complex-skin...they did put on some make up too...i felt that japan is a very interesting country...i would like to go to japan one day!i did talk to the japanese girl that sarah was taking charge of....sometimes she couldn't understand me well but we still able to understand each other...and i had this feeling that she must be a nice person...just like her at first sight..hee...if i were a guy may be i might want to have a japanese girl as my girlfriend..haha...
yesterday..i went to IMH...i thought it was something like old folk home..but i was quite wronged...many of my classmates were very scared..of those people..as they had some mental problems...some of them just kept smiling...and some of them just kept shouting...i noticed that most of them are male...we were there to perform to them..we didn't prepare anything at all..so what we did was just sing the songs of what we could think of...every one of us..dare not to do anything at first...but after singing the first song..guan huai fang shi...we were able to carry on...
yeah...
friday...is a holiday and my parents and my youngest sister came to singapore..after that..my guardian drove us to the hotel where they stay...my dad was waiting in front of the hotel..(ROYAL QUEEN HOTEL)...not very sure about the name...it's at the 12 queen street...we,five all together had to sleep in the same small room for two nights...we were not allowed actually..but had no choice...my youngest sister..named 'Nut'..very tallkative..she can talk non-stopped..but she's very clever and smart...for when we got to the hotel...we took a rest and took a walk around there...we had dinner at the hawker center...and i felt so stupid...my dad wanted to eat duck...and so mum and i went to buy...mum asked me to order the one quarter of the duck body..together with the upper leg...and ended up..my mum had to say it all...
mum and dad kept complaining about how terrible the food is... i do to agree with them..cause it's been a long time..that i have no chance to go to hawker center...many people smoke...and i couldn't breathe...it's terrible..i think they should ban them from smoking in the hawker center...so that non-smokers don't have to eat with smoke all around them...
after some shopping,we went back to the hotel...and..i slept with my mum...but i awoke many times...

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Wednesday, March 23, 2005

went...day>

sick..tired..i really do..don't feel like talking much today...when i came home i felt quite dizzy..and of course..didn't have mood to go for tuition..and i felt that i had to go through all those exercise..that i had done before..if i go for tuition,then i wouldn't have time to revise through my works..ok..so i decided not to go...i told myself that i'm have to do well for the A math test tomorrow...because..
today mrs tan told us about all of our result for term one!and i'm really disappointed..i mean i'm regret..that i should work hard..i know if i put in hard work..like study more than playing msn...but no point regreting! the only way out is to do better next time....

chinese-69(one more mark to A2)
Amath-69
combined humanity-69 four subjects!!--just one more mark to A2!!!
chemistry-69!
eng-55
emath-72 (A2)
bio-70(A2) for the test paper..i got 51/70...now i know that bio is not as easy as i used to think..and this make me admire my admirer even more!

have to do well for my Amath test tomorrow!if not..i will....let me think first..
today i did read some pages of that story book...and..it makes me have a very negative about yeah..b...hee..may be i should stop reading..

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Tuesday, March 22, 2005

tired week..>

after holiday..now it's time for school again..and the horoscope said..that i will be burning both ends of the candle this week..and that's really true!i couldn't sleep well..since sunday night..yeah..something has trobled me...and i couldn't sleep at all on that night..the more tired the more i can't sleep...and on the monday night...i had to chant:'i'm tired.i want to sleep.' i reminded myself for so long that i couldn't sleep... =_= i'm really tired...but had to get on to works...cause' of my bad performance of the last term..!

chemistry:69.3/100 one more mark to A2! :(
Emath:A2 and Amath:69..one mark to A2! :(
chinese:66/100..(not the final result)..but that's bad!i should score A2!
english:just passby one mark! -_-,
Geo ,not good either...
and bio..has feeling that i would get B3!!

i really have to work hard..and must play least msn!i have to control myself! i must..i must..
today,tuesday...i read a story book..within a day..i had read 130pages..not often that i can read so many pages if i'm not really interested in the story..and this story....teaches me lots of stuff!...i really feel very sad for the writer..i also felt that she and i are same type of characters...i couldn't believe how bad is her boyfriend was...i think that the writer..is a soft-hearted person..that's why she had forgiven her boyfriend for so many times...and i might do the same as what she did.. and from this story..i realised how bad is the guys....and know that real life is nothing liked in the romantic flim or dreams....i'm really feeling very sorry for her....i really hate her bf..and hopr that there would still be some good bs in the world..character like my grandpa!no smoking,no drinking,hard-working,respondsible and is a good person!
i'm really tired today...can't even think properly of what i was doing...and i had to go to sleep as early as i could...my eye lids might be shut any time...

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Friday, March 18, 2005

math tuition..>

i have signed up for emath class too...and today,friday..i go for it..and the lesson ended at 9.15pm..and i'm very exhauted...i used to take mrt there..but this time something new...i take bus there...and yeah it's much faster..and i'm kind of happy to be able to get there on my own..(my guardian told me that bus 153 could bring me to the inter-change)..i thought that i might lose my way or smth..hee...i reach there quite early..so go for a walk in the Hougang mall...and
i'm overjoyed...when i hear 'yuan you hui'( jay chou's song...my favourite song!) it is on over the speaker in the mall...and it can be heard almost everywhere u r in the mall..the song has lightened me and my day up! i felt like singing it out loud!and i tried to control my smile...later..people thought that i'm crazy..smiling alone...
the tuition ends late...and i had to come home alone...i'm quite scared of the darkness...
i read newspaper,and knew that stess can also cause women to put on weight...hmm..must tell my mum about this...and also read about mushrooms...they can help to kill the cancer cell..if i remember correctly....just eat more vegetables and friuts..good for our health!

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Tuesday, March 15, 2005

news..>

i tried calling my mum handphone..but couldn't contract her...my grandma had said that they would be back by sunday...but monday and tuesday i couldn't get through them...and today i tried again...yeah can...so i talked with mum...actually i did thought that something bad might happened to them..as i couldn't contract with them...and it's happened to be true..
mum said that her hand bag got snatched away when she walked out of the hotel in china with my dad on the first day there...and there were passport, IC, and a sum of money inside..800,000 bath(converse to thai money..)that's a lot!! i couldn't quite believe that this would happen to mum...i'm kind of shocked...to hear the news...but my dad still 8,000 with him..so they could still survived...but then..had to go through lot of troubles...about their passport....my mum sounded tired...and when i asked her about operation...she would say 'soon'...she is shocked to know about my sis failing three subjects too!

bad luck..please go away....

today morning,my mum called again..and she talked to my sis about her studies..mum told
me that she couldn't sleep well as knowing that my sis failed three subjects..she must be very stressed because of her works, lost of so much money during the trip to china...and now about my sis's studies...i knew that my house now has no any maid..so mum and grandma have to do the housework..that's tough for them!

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Monday, March 14, 2005

holiday...>

it's been a good starting day of the week...and i went out with pj..actually we were going out with caro,she,i and my sis..but then in the end..caro said she couldn't go..and i qurrelled with my sis...so ended up i went with pj...and she's the one leading the way...we shopped around...chatting..and went to watch a movie...'robots'...at first we thought that it would be kind of childish show...but then..it's really funny,touching and it teaches us to work to our dream...and not to give up easily...i think that's the moral of the story...i do really like it...hee.. :)
we walked for hours...very tired....we went to orchard road...and just went into the book shops to look at those books...cd shops...and i bought one cd..Clay..i felt that some of his songs quite nice...today is very hot day...i can't really get along with the sun...and most of the time when i go out during the hot day..i would come home with dizziness...if the heat is too blazing...but i really have a nice time today...

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Saturday, March 12, 2005

peaceful saturday...>

i can say that today is a peaceful day for me...eventhough i did qurrel with my sister...cause...today sky was so blue and the weather outside was very good!
and i took an afternoon nap...life seemed to be very simple for me...
i was still wondering if mrs tan had found my file...she didn't call me...and i couldn't find it at home..may be it's in the class?i don't know...
i called home...and asked when my mum and dad would be back home...and they go to china..i did talk to grandma and granpa,pake and pete for a little while too...as they were at my house...
they would be back on sunday night...and i wanted to to tell them about how my sister performed for her test,about my math tuition and about the payment for government...
sunday..today i went for an eng class...and i always observe the teacher...and couldn't quite believe that it's he not she...but he seems to have a very sweet eyes and lady's voice...
in the evening today i went jogging...and it's make me feel good!
i qurrel with my sis today...she's very unreasonable...she played com for 1hour plus..and when i asked for it..she just refused to let me play..the last time too!when i asked for playing..she would then..ignored me...and when i couldn't tolerate with her anymore..i went to bed...when i wanted to sleep..she switched off the computer...she did it on purpose!and she's happy to see me angry!..what kind of sister i have? when i buy some biscuits or some food..she would always wanted the share...and i would give her...but when she has..she refused to give me any!
when i played com...and i refused to let her play...she would just come to stand beside to look at what i'm doing...and in the end i have to always give in to her....if mum and dad were here...i'm sure they would be able to help me...

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Friday, March 11, 2005

last friday...>

it is last friday for term one..time passes very fast..and today i got back my geo paper...20.5/30....actually teacher missed out one mark for us at first...it's not that well done at all..but i don't feel bad about it..don't know why. today library is closed...so i don't have to do duty...actually decided to go for the NKF raising funds..but then...because of eng lesson...i thought that i had left my file at home...so i had to go home to get it for mrs tan...i rushed home and to my disappointment...i couldn't find the file..i called mrs tan...and she said 'don't bother about it' i wonder why she said that...i remember that i had handed it into her the last time...but i didn't get it back...i think she must have left my file somewhere..so in the end i didn't go for the fund raising...very tired....
today during the practical(bio)lesson....we had to do some experiment of testing for starch...i guess..we had to crush the banana,tomato,peanut and cucumber...i accidentally broke the test tube....when i was trying to wash it using the glass rod...and there was a whole at te bottom of the tube...have to pay for it 30 cent..
try to call my mum but she went to china...my sister had failed three subjects out of 4...wonder how my mum would say about it....this month...i had a lot of spending...have to pay government $1000,have to pay for the rent,eng tuition,chinese tuition and math...this bad...
next week is holiday!!yeah!i could have a proper sleep!today i took a nap....and went jogging...back to normal life..i feel...

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Thursday, March 10, 2005

three days..>

after three days of suffereing...caused me to feel sick of lacking of sleep...i felt totally sleepy and not only sleepy but dizzy too...and the worst thing was that the bio test was after school...
today is friday and there was a chemistry surprised test...it was on what mr lim had taught us yesterday...and i didn't really pay much attention to that..but luckily i still able to do it...actually mr gek also want to give us a A math test today but luckily there isn't..but we did have a social study..not really a test but essay writing..and after the lunch time...we hurried to go back to the class to have a bio test..i know that i'm not going to do well..for this test...there was a drawing of graph...and miss lim did write on the board to tell us that we had to draw a line graph..and the worse thing was that some of us did not look at it at all...and many of us drew the wrong graph...including me...and i spent lot o time memorising the meaning of the diffusion,osmosis and active transport..and nothing came out...i knew that she was writing something on the board..but then i was rushing to finsih the paper in time and forgot to look up... :( but hope that i could get 50 over...after the test i went for the math tuition with treandy...i thought that i must have no heart to do math sums at all..but then i seemed to be very engrossed in the work today...i found that i did have write the words and number nicer than usual...and i also didn't get so much scolding from the teacher...i think if i continue to be like this..i will improve very fast...
wonder how many marks would i get for the geo tomorrow..but i feel that i wouldn't do well...

wednesday today...and i had spent the whole afternoon forcing myself to sleep...as i afraid that i might have no enery to study for bio later...but it seemes like a wasting afternoon....i used all my time to study bio in the evening...and it hard to get the information into my head...at school...we had a english common test...and hoping that i could at least pass..today i almost bang into that someone...but luckily no...hee..

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Monday, March 07, 2005

future..>

i suddenly feel so sickof studying...i don't feel like doing anything...
today my guardian wanted to talk to me about after my secondary 4...he asked me to discuss it with my parents...about the plan of my study after secondary 4...well...i really don't know,don't want to know and don't want to even think about it...i'm not feeling down or something..but just feel very bored about everything around me...i'm sick of the food at home...and sick of the activities of my diary life...
actually i don't want to continue my study anymore...i don't want to study..that's what i'm feeling right now...i just don't wanna think about the future ahead of me...i have no plans about it at all...

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Saturday, March 05, 2005

lose weight..>

yesterday i went to take my weight...and to my surprised,i lose 1 kg..i didn't expect that...as i seldom go jogging this few week...i only go jogging about once a week...
i had a chat with Ta yesterday..and just knew that he is 175m tall and weigh only55kg...that's under-weight...
what make me even more happier is that..i received message from someone...hee... :)
today is bright but raining sunday...as usually i have two tuitions...and my mind doesn't seem to be with me at all during the tuition...i have to control myself from playing so much..have to study now...tests are coming next week..wonder how many mark would i got for chemistry and geo...

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Friday, March 04, 2005

gaining weight...>

i have been eating unhealthy food this days...and i don't really exercise at all...i ate things like...ice cream,chocolate,jelly,cake,sweets,fried food,potatoes chip..i don't know why my appetite is good these few days...yesterday miss lim told us about how fats will affect us...she told me that if we,people eat food that is more than what we need...i'm sure lot of girls want to be silm but i kept eating non-stop..this shouldn't be the way...i had forced myself to go many times..but then the weather is very hot nowaday...after i had took a shower and came out..the weather seemed to be good...this really mad me..
yesterday,i had a geo common test...and i felt that i wouldn't do well this time..cause i'm not very certain about the answers and the last three questions...i couldn't really think of what to write...this is bad! and i also know that i will not do well for chemistry too!not more than 40,i know...
i did call my mum the other day,and she said that she has not has the operation yet...as she said that she wants to go to china first..and then has it after...i felt gulity sometimes...if not because of me..coming here to study then she does not have to work so hard... -_-
today i had to do libray duty...and now there are...pj,joee,hui jun,belinda and i..together...this is better...but then the library seemed to be getting noiser than last time...and my duty was to go to control the noise volume...it's not easy...as they kept making a lot of noise...after the duty..i was really tired.and still have to stay for the library meeting...
today is also trendy's birthday...i really want to buy her present...but then i don't have to time to..because this week a lot of tests...and yesterday i came home late as i had tuition...and i don't feel good to give someone present after three days after...it's not very proper...but she's really a very nice girl...
nowaday..on msn..feel very bored...as nobody to chat to..but this is benifited me...so i will not be wasting my time so much...but i really tired of studying too..my sister is so relaxing...she said 'what if we die tomorrow...then what's the point of studying so much..' i think it quite true...but we should do our best...aren't we?

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Wednesday, March 02, 2005

chemistry common test>

today,morning i got PE lesson..and we had to play volley ball which i have no interest in at all...and i really didn't know how i hit the ball untill i got my hand injured..it's turned to purple(my right hand at the back)i felt numb at first..and i was so fightened that my fingers might not be able to move freely again..and i might not be able to play piano...i mean i need to have my ten fingers in oreder to accomplish the songs which i want to play..
i got back my e math common test paper today...and i got 40/50..actually i could do better than that..made lots of careless mistakes.. today we also had a chemistry test and i thought it's just a normal class test...but realizedat last minutes that it's common test...i couldn't finish it in time..well..and i couldn't think properly...i should have..i don't even know what time was the test ended..i left about 3 question blanks..6 marks gone..and the other two questions on particles..i'm sure that i will get them wrong too...this paper is not easy...
yesterday i study for chemistry almost for the whole day long...
nowaday i didn't really chat with Ta anymore...
yesterday on msn,he msn to me...and i just knew that..he was not studying in singapore anymore...that's really surprised me...
today i took a nap for about 2 hours...i must be very tired that i could sleep for that long...without really know what was happening around me..
i don't really feel like studing for geo tomorrow...sick of studying...but i still have to study..and oh..i have math tuition homewrok that needed to be done tomorrow!

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