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today is the last day for my mid term exam. but i still feel disappointed about the mathematic exam.. and for the managment science.. it's much easier than i have expected, still remember i spend the whole day before exam to practice the 10 questions that the teacher gave us. but out of ten i got only 4 right. and the rest , yangyang teaches me.. nice of him.. i'm just glad that this term , i had so many classes with him.. if not i guess i might suffer.. haha but i guess i did help him too.. in marketing as i gave him my note..
as for the japanese exam.. i was so depressed as i did so badly for listening. i wonder what would i got A this term. but as least , i'm sure that my overall grade would be better this term as i study more. haha more hardworking hehe... :) and after my japanese exam, i had a bad headached..
sigh ..
as for the day, i have accounting two exam. well.. i did some wrong as the exam is quite tricky.. hmm.. well i think i lost some of my note too.. that's why i got it wrong. sigh ..and i also teach yang yang a bit before the exam as he fall asleep and didn't sleep for accounting but he did for principle marketing.. so i was quite worried for him as well..
mid term is just next week!
i feel so busy and i don't really sit down and study yet. well but i do study while watching television.. +_+
however i don't feel that stress yet .. don't know why hmm.. but i really do not have much time less to start my revision. and all i think about is eating.. and eating. yesterday i went to fitness and i ate mk with yangyang then we went to the super to buy things.. i bought some snack and fried sedweed! it just so nice! at first i couldnt' decide which brand to buy.. as one is tomato favour which i like.. but the other one..it said less oil.. and the other is my childhood favourite but it contains 100 small packs.. so i was thinking for a while.. in the end , i bought just first two. in front of supermarket, they sell the japanese seaweed.. which it's also my favourite. and there's promotion which is buy one get one free. and there's sample so i tried! it's so nice! 100 baht for one box..but now is buy one get one free.. i wanted to eat so much! but i have to go fitness. then i went to fitness.. but he had to run errands so i went to exercise alone. i went for the hot flow and it's so hot!.. then i did some sit ups.. :) but then while exercising i kept thinking about eating .. i don't know why. then after exercising , i bought the fruit juice and one big sandwitch which is twice the normal size.. tuna! haha i feel like eating it now as well . then i tried to make up my mind whether i should buy the seaweed or not.. well in the end i did.. so i went down to buy ..
on the way to chinese, it's heavy traffic .. and i stay in the car for like 2 hours.. so i eat and eat.. all of what i have haha. and i feel really full afterward.. delay by one hour..
yangyang said coming to look for me after my chinese class..but he didn't turn up or call up so i guess he's might be sleeping.. and so i watched the tv programme with my mum .. it's about a guy psycho..and catch girls and lock them up..so this policemen wanted to catch him ...things like that.. and later when i about to go to bed..at 12 plus..i called yangyang.. but he didn't answer..
a bit later.. he called back saying he's in front of my house.. it's so late..and i was about to fall asleep..then i wonder..why would he want to come at this time it's so late.. then later.. i went down..and he passed me the book.. then i tried to think carefully.. hmm next sunday is 31 may .."today" is friday.. then suddenly i know why he comes so late.. it's 22 .. it's our day! :) and later he gave me the present ..the necklace and earrings haha .. which come in a set! i was so touched! :D
it seems like i have so many things to blog but happen like i can't seem to remember anything to blog.. in fact i think i'm not that frank enough..
well let start with sunday, finally i did attend the wedding dinner which seems so fast.. and i dress up . it just a perfect match of my dress with the pearl white high heel ( which i bought quite a decade ago) haha.. then with this hair band also white.. i feel it is just a perfect match..
before , mum and i went for hair make up as well as make up. i feel so weird after seeing myself with the weird make up . well i did tell the lady not to put too much make ups.. but i'm just not use to it. and for my mum.. i find her hair style really weird.. it looks like tree to me.. but well i tried not to say too much as i afraid i might offend the hairdress as i don't seem to like even my hair style or my make up..or my mum's make ups.. haha ..
well later, when i come back home and get dress properly . i look fabulous. it just suit well with the make up and hair style.
haha and my dad also says that mum has a weird hair style.. which looks like bird nest. and he said she might want to put two eggs on top .. hehe
i wanted so much for yang yang to go with me to the dinner.. as i know it would really be boring.. my parents agree but he himself not wanting to go that much.. well i can sort of understand .. but he said he would come over to see me at night.
in the wedding, the lady is married to a japanese..and going to live there.. they look happy but not that many people attending the wedding as there's some seats leaft over.. then there's buffet for us to eat.. later they go through a bit of ceremony and then the lady wanted to throw the bouget of flower.. haha. .and those single lady went over to the stage to catch the flower..
i imagine myself there but i didn't go .. well i not suppose too , in fact i'm so young..and my parents didn't ask me to go either.. but one good thing i 'm happy with is.. i can wear and walk in that high heel .. it is like i would wear it once in a blue moon but i guess i'm more used to it now.
remind me of one lady today in shopping mall. i see her walking very uncomfortably.. i feel like asking her to change her heel..
well and after the dinner, i waited for yangyang to come and we watch tennis match together. it was between nadal and federal ! and federal wins with only two matches.. he's really great..well how i wish djokovic was in too..
yesterday was monday.. and it rains heavily these days.. yangyang comes to fetch me but with traffic and all.. we went to class late.. so he drops me down first before going to find parking space. but later he didn't come for the class.. and he went to his friend's house so he has to make up for today. well i think these days , our relationship is getting better haha.. we seldom quarrel now.. and after class, he taught me management science assignment 1 as it is needed to be handed in today.. i wonder without him, how would i be like.. +_+
today morning i have accounting class, and it is like i can hardly understand thing. not only me but i feel that the teacher teaches too fast. and in two weeks time, final exam! i feel like i haven't started studying anything just yet.
and i need to revise the previous lesson as well as the new one . moreover , there's new homework given.
then two hours break.. before the mangenment science make up class. so i went to the computer lab with eve to revise the work in previous class as i hardly understand anything. later serena come and join us haha.. she's so nice and i'm so glad to get to see her. sigh... and later go for the class and i feel so tired! not sure because of the new degree of my eyes or because i stared at the computer for too long.
and i need to hand in the assignment for 4 questions on tuesday! but i guess it would take me for like.. whole day to do.. and may be with the wrong answer as well.. i'm quite worried for my mid term result +_+ hope i can get through it . i don't want to repeat but as well i dont' want to get C.. i just hate C.. and i really wish this term my GPA can go up a bit.
and on the same tuesday , i have japanese quiz and so far.. i learn nothing yet. and i can't follow the lesson in class. +_+
it seems to be so stressful for me. and this sunday, i will have to go for wedding dinner.. but i dont' feel like going that much as there's so many things to do. but my mum was like saying.. dont' u have to relax and moreover dress was brought ... blah blah.. but i don' t even know the person who getting married.., and it would take like the whole day as the place was so far away and i still have to go and have my hair done. so i think it doesn't matter if i go or not. sigh.. let see first..
today i went to the hospital for eyes check up. in the morning, i called wei hao..and wanted to go for lunch together . he said it the night before..and then today when i call him up, he said he's not free.. +_+ saying he's busy wanting to book ticket for his dad back to taiwan .. and say may be have dinner together..well but i know ican't as i have to go the mall with mum after as well.. but he always break his promise..i'm not so happy with that ...
well, i went to the hospital with my mum..and we have to wait for like so many hours..as this doctor is really good so there're many people go and see him.. haha... well but i still have to go another time on next wednesday.. for checking the eye's nerve...
then wei hao called me..and asked where were i.. well i feel much better that he actually did call.. : )
then later mum and i went to the mall and met my dad there..we had mk together.. and then we went to the spectacle shop haha.. and i got one new spectacle i feel real good! i'm just like the feeling of getting new things!..and my dad also make one new spectacle too..and later.. i asked him to go with me to buy earring..hehe..i like the green apple..but later i discovered that the crystal on it was gone ..so i didn't buy it in the end.. but my dad gave me 500 baht!
haha i'm so happy.. so i can spend it and suddenly i feel how good it is to get money from yr parents .. so u don't have to work for it. .haha
i'm feeling so exhausted today.. as well as yesterday..
yesterday, it was a long day and my parents , my aunt and pete all go together to the hospital which is quite namely to have eye check. i was so glad at first that i could have a better eye check and so on..then it really disappointed me.. first it takes so long and the nurse doesn't seem to be good at all...as she kept asking me to read but i just can't see..and she still can't get me the right lens and i still can't see clearly .. and i have to scrutinize my eyes to see.. i feel like scolded her.. like if she really know how to check ...
then later go to see the doctor which is not the one we had an appointment with.. he doesn't seem that good also.. well and we still have to pay money and go back there again .. wasting a lot of time...
and today i have chinese exam.. then yesterday still have to go temple .. and then go to have a huge meal after that which i find wasting time as well.. and i couldn't get the time to study for my chinese at all. suppose also that yang yang is coming to my house.. but when i called he was like.. what's up ? and later i asked him not coming over ? then he said the next day..
but until today, after his class.. he still didn't come also as he said he was talking to the teacher so couldn't come.. then after my exam.. which is very tedious as i need to write so many things ...i called him on the way .. and asked him and he said he's coming soon.. but like one hour later..he's still at home.. when i call him , he was still home.....
-_-
there's also problem with the clothes that i order from china.. and i guess the person purposely send less clothes..and everytime see me online, she would just appear offline .. sigh
tmr sunday planning to go exercise, but in the end i have to go for chinese class! for 5 hours! god! sigh and in the morning also has to go market..
feel so tired and stress ..
i feel like wasting a lot of time today.. wanted to do mmy management homework..but the computer break down.. so i went to watch tv the whole day..even there's nothing to see i still on it.. and read my japanese for the thursday quiz .. but nothing seem to get into my head.. haha
then tmr have plan..going to siam to get my dress hehe a bit excited..
today evening, i went to the mall with my mum planning to go to fitness. before that we went to the optical shop in order to get my spectacle done. but fail in the end.. then we also go to the bank.. and by the time we reached fitness.. it was closing in half an hour, so we just get to do a bit of stretch and went to eat,suki.. mostly vegetables.. haha and later ice cream.
and we went to look at the hairband with ribbon or smth for me attending the dinner on 17may.. it must be exciting haha.. and i would be wearing the new dress! and in msn, i told yang yang yesterday and he said..he would like to see me wearing..hehe and he said if he could or not attend the dinner with us ..and i think my parents have no problem with that..well let's see.. then i looked through the internet to find a similar dress..and i send the photo to him and he said "it's too revealing ,don't wear" haha.. it is true but i find him very cute somehow..
then later i and my mum shopped around! i just love shopping .. hehe and we looked at those earrings..and so on.. and then abt to go home but we stopped to see the clothes..well my mum doesn't really shop but i always get her into it. then there's so many 50% discount and so i asked her to try it out and change her style of wearing. haha..and the sale lady chose a number for my mum to try but it doesn't suit her at all..then as i was waiting i saw a shirt grey colour and i think it is quite nice so i asked my mum to try it on..and well she came out and look really.. NEW!
she looks much younger and just good and i grab her another two haha.. and it does look really good too..but buying three are too much so i suggest just got two first because i'm sure they will have discount again hehe. :) i guess i have quite a good sense of choosing clothes too hehe. .and later the shopping center was closing...
haha then i saw one clothes at the opposite side, it's for youngster and looked reallly nice too..but then it was closed already..and my mum suggested to buy it for me next time..haha i want to have! yea ..but hope it does suit me ..
well i feel so glad for my mum to get some new clothes for herself..moreover i choose it for her..!and the person said..she can get the member card..and if buy until 10000 then can choose one clothes in the shop! so good! haha..
when i reached home, i discover that my spectacle was gone..ok i had left it at the optical shop just before..sigh.. +_+
so i have to remember things to do :
get the old spectacle back!
buy the hair band ribbon .
bring the necklace for replating,
buy the new shirt! haha
(seem like all need money..huh)
it has been three-four days that Golden's baby was gone. i called it Lovely, the other time i tried looking for it but just couldn't find it. and i thought it might have dead. but today i let Golden out..and it went to run around then i heard the sound of the hamster..and i thought that lovely might not dead..so i went to get a torch light and bending down to find it. and yea in the end, i found it. but there're so many things around so i couldn't get the lovely out. and it seemed so scared even seeing the light , it would just run away. i kept calling it..and i guess golden was trying to lead lovely out. but it just refused.. i felt like giving up also.. as there's so many things in the way that i have to move ...
come to think of it, i didn't take good care of ham ham.. well i think i should be more responsible.. so i remove all those boxes by myself ..all those stock goods or repaired ones of my parents's factory..abt ten or more of boxes..
in the end i managed to get them all out.. then i pushed the tray which is benethe the boxes..and there's so many dead insects or..cockroach . then i get the broom to clean..and tried to get lovely out. i put a tray of water..and some food there..but it was not so keen..i guess it was very frightened..
but in the end.. it slowly walked out following golden ..and i get the tube and get it in..
it was so small and light fur . i remembered before, it has yellow cut fur..but it was so small now..and it is only half size its sisters and brothers. Poor lovely..
today my dad's friend have leaved our house. actually he's a nice person , i don't have much of the memories about him as he's living in germany and back here once in a year.
but he knew me before i was born..? i guess so.. haha
i shouldn't be so negative. i mean i could be nicer to him and his wife.
so now i have to read japanese !
i feel much better today than yesterday. well i guess after going for chinese class , my mood is ligthened up. may be it is because i know that there's no class on tuesday and friday.. ok.. i'm trying to stop myself from thinking further as.. later i would feel depressed again. and today in class, teacher let us out to talk again. we first discuss the question. then in the end i went for the question three.. i was very unprepared as i'm not in the mood also.
i feel real nervous but later.. it gets smoother as it goes.. and i quite like the teacher now.. haha... and i guess she's very attentive and impresed ?... guess so
well today before class i rushed to fitness then rushed home. my parents send me there today, and we went for the noodle which we used to go and eat...haha but it doesn't taste that nice now.. and the place is very dirty.. ok i don't want to describe.
actually today , i feel rather tired.. rushed here and there.. and today there's guest to my house.. my mum's supplier and there i was playing piano..i still do play wrongly.. but i just skip.. hehe
today i was talking to kane as well.. he's just had a baby!..well i just congra him and my mum said would go to buy things for him soon..
today i was chatting with yangyang on msn.. still i wish he's back here..
it is a happy friday as today, i have got a new dress! for attending wedding dinner on 17! my mum bring me there to buy then also with my aunt and pake and pete go along.. i feel really shy wearing on those clothes as it is quite.. well it just one strips type and it is very revealing...
well anyway i got one in the end after trying so many on. but then still choose the very first one. white colour...don't really know how to describe.haha.. and it costs like 3000 plus.. but my mum was like bargaining with the lady for so long.. so in the end.. it saves us quite a sum..haha
but i have to go and collect the dress on the 6th because the the clothes is a bit too tight..so the lady has to adjust for me.
and then we shop around.then pete bring us to the shop that sell bubble tea which wei hao's friend opened. and so we have the drink there.. and i also saw his friend and i guess he saw me. but i choose to ignore..well i don't even remember his name and i don't feel like speaking also..
then later pete bring me to the shop selling earrings. it is so nice and cheap! it just a pair for 20 bahts.. i can't quite believe how they make profit on that when the earring looking so great and yet so cheap. also i bought a bracelet which pete choose for me, cost like 170 baht but i quite like it too..and i think it does suit my dress haha..
then later i and my mum comes home feeling really exhausted.
i went down to see my hamsters and ok.. lovely is still missing , i don't know i feel really bad. may be it's my fault again when i discovered the door of the cage is opened .. may be i didn't closed it tight enough. so i frantically search for it..using the torch light..but no sign of it.. i kept bending down.. and move things around but all i found is death cockcroaches and after kept bending down, i had a headache.. -_-i think i'm really useless..i feel quite bad.. first, it';s hamham's death then now it's lovely gone and it's still so small..
the other day while driving.. i thought of ghost story...i try to come up with a new ghost story.like abt the dangereous turn..or smth.. sometimes really think that i think of things that are really stupid.
well for yesterday as well .. thurs, i went to the mall shopping mall with my mum..and i pointed out to her the shirt that i bought for yang yang.. i hope he would like it..
and also i went to see a docotor for facial.. and it costs so high! but i feel that the medicine cream really good.
come to think of it, it is so stressful now.. i have quiz of jap next week, then i got.. so many homework to do. and my mangement science ... assignment i wonder if i can do at all. -_- then while using msn, yang yang came online and i thought he's home but then he's still in taiwan. which is really depressing. how i hope he could be here to help me. he said he's not coming back until next week wed as his visa not yet approve. i was waiting for his call and now.. it's like.. don't have to wait .. sigh
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