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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

day after day>

i feel so giddy... really i do...i sleep at 1am couldn't sleep well.. and have to go school in the morning.. and then ion the afternoon still go and shop.. actually not really want to go de... but in the end still go..and i come home also didn't sleep well.. i feel really frustrated!! i couldn't sleep...my hair is wet.. my sister is playing com.. i just couldn't sleep.. and i feel really tired... and untill now still.. should i go sleep? but.. i haven't do my math or even read up chemistry yet.. guess i have to drink coffee tomorrow.. i don't want to get addict to it.. :( i try to study today but couldn't... =_= so tired... today ..i recalled a lot of my past time things.. really a lot of things... ...not that good things though... as i was in msn...to my surprised...i really didn't expect him to msn to me lol... but he did.. he was my friend for quite sometimes ago ...and even send me to airport.. actually last time he also helped me alot too.. i somehow feel that i'm quite bad to him.. but what can i do...u know something...he said.. miss me so much.. why he always says this kind of things...then he said what can lend me his shoulder...so weird isn't it... i just said that i feel very sleepy...i really just hope that he's kidding only...then so i said.. i prefer my teddy bear to his shoulder..then he said... ok ..good.. then he said..forget me.. i really find very weird..to be frank.. i don't feel like talking much to him le..eventhough we used to be good friends....i just don't feel that we could be as good as before.. just hope that he's doing well.. and really thanks to him for helping all along..i somehow feel that..he... but ... sign~ don't know what to say.. never mind..
anyway today is a fun day..except that.. but i really feel very tired..can i sleep till noon tomorrow.. like i can.. still have school and tuition... :(
i have tried to use my new handphone.. but..i still dont' really know how to use it lol... "( stupid me..

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Monday, May 29, 2006

haapy not!>

u know what.. i feel so exhausted after these few weeks.. and my hard work doesn't pay off.. i really did study for chemistry but last minutes..and fail for it some more.. and this time round i feel so really stupid..i even fail my eng lol.. how could i get to this state? and this is the worse result i had ever have ... u know.. i got 28/40!! in class... how could that be! :( i never get so low u know... and last year.. i got 11position... and dropped so much! and u know ... my L1R5 is how much? last year i got 14..this year 22!...what is this about..well.. and i try not to think about it..as i having my choinese o level...so well.. on sunday i went for tuition so long lol.. feel so tired...and i didn't use com at all.. u know today..the question came out.. well it's not as difficult as i think.. and u know what.. i got so many wrong though.. why is it like that!? hope that there will be a miracle somehow... so many things happening the past days but couldn't quite remember... anyway chinese is over..which is also good..at least i can rest.. and i don't have to keep covering my ears in the basement.. when the teachers were shouting and teaching the students ..ask them to keep quiet ..so noisy! by the way ...tomorrow..is a very nice day!...u know why..because ..hee..i tell u..because i can watch the vcds drama !! yeah!!! ...

the next day....

i woke up at 12pm.. as i slept at 3am last night.. watching vcds last night.. heee...it's really wore me out.. i watch from 9pm to 3am... hee.. don't scold me ok... i know that i should be like this..sorry!!... if my mum knows.. ahhh!!! no!! well..anyway i have watch finished...watch for 6 hours last night..and ten hours for today... amazing me right?i really feel tired but i also enjoyed it a lot... but u know.. :( i cry for the whole day aswell..don't tell anybody ok? but it's really sad.. well..hee.. can't remember the title of the drama le... hee..

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Sunday, May 21, 2006

day..>

today is a busy day.. know what i woke up at about 7.50 to shower and got ready to go for my chinese tuition at east-coast.. well.. and i reached her house at .. 9am.. so tired lol..and stay there for tuition.. like 5 hours... reached home at almost 3pm..and worse of all i fall asleep in the bus and miss my stop.. and have to walk back from another stop.. by the way yesterday i bought the hello kitty phone.. $28 ..actually not that cheap...and i tired it at home.. but the wing cannot move.. so i and my guardian go tampaine today..and asked ...and when i come home to try again the wings somehow cannot move...but very weak...movement.. and then in the evening..we go to airport to send my youngest sister off.. and we had dinner there.. and my guardian's grandsons go as well.. they are so cute.. babies.. hee.. and i even carry one of them.. hee.. so cute lol.. then then now reached home.. i had to do my homework.. and blog for a while... as i'm not going to blog the the rest of this week... no time!... must do well for chinese 'o' level! by the way.. bad news!! i have gained weight ... ohno!.. like 1 kg :( but somehow i feel no different lol.. and my two sisters gain weight as well..haha

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Saturday, May 20, 2006

good and bad time>

well..it's been a super long time since i last blog.. well.. and i just finished my exam on wednesday.. and have to be frank...that .. :( i didn't do well for any of the subjects at all... u know what... i feel that it is the worse time ever that i had done so badly for so many subjects...chinese..bio..social study..geo ,chemistry..and even my maths.. :( this is no good..and to be frank.. i wonder if i can do well in chinese 'o' level or not...i don't want to get C ..i want at least B3 lol.. but if get A isn't that better..? but there is this pharse saying that : ' li bu chong xin' well.. and there is only one week left!!!! i really don't know what to do.. would i able to ..u know ..do well for this..or not... and i don't want to retake lol..my guardian said passed will do.. but no ..i don't want just a pass..but my chinese is not that good either.. but then.. psle i could still got A... well.. what would i get this time?
any way..on friday... we had english oral..and the teacher was like last minutes then tell us.. so un-organised..it was for all sec 4 and 5..well and sec 4b had to start first.. i somehow feel that i was quite lucky as if not i had to be the first to start with.. and then sec 4a was after sec 4b ...and i felt really dumb of mysself as the teacher called my register no. but i wasn't aware of that...and ah trend had to call to me..just made me feel very stupid in front of so many people lol.. then.. later on we were arranged to sit in one of the role.. there are about seven if i was not wrong... my tester was miss li... wow.. haha.. she's quite nice.. among all of the testers there.. i feel that i'm really luckily lol...i was the forth person as well as the first person of 4a... i feel somehow quite nervous too.. and when i read to miss li.. i stopped for some places.. actually i could read better ..! just that i was too nervous.. well.. well..and the photo description.. haha..so stupid lol.. there were people ..'maid' but then i went to say they are ' students'...and miss li facial expression ..somehow seemed surprised.. she might think that i was blind.. but actually not..i knew that they were maid too..but i don't know how to develop on the point so..i say that they are students.. which seemed easier but.. nobody did like i do....then it came to conversation.. miss li asked me.. ' which colleage or university..do u want to go to next time?'i was quite stunned upon hearing that at first but then.. an idea had poped up into my mind..haha... :P i said that my parents planned to send me oversea to australia..haha to ..university.. called what... Maphon...i don't really know the name lol..haha.. just anyhow utter out..and miss li sort of got me.,.and she nod her head and sai out the name.. then she asked me what course do i wanted to take..so i said business..then from there..i talk...and talk...and talk...my parents do what business..why i want to take business course... haha i talked a lot actually and miss li seemed to be very interested too..then she asked me do i actually like business.. and i said no..hee.. then she asked me what do i actually wanted to be ..so i said many..but i feel that the most stable one is business...hee.. so she asked do i wanted to take up course for my interests.. so i said may be after i sort of had a stable job first before i take up those that i like.. hee.. then she asked me...do i feel that a certain people is suitable for a certain jobs.. i said yes.. that's also depend on their interests... and i gave an example of a person who dislike children but choose to be a teacher.. she or he might not able to prolong the jobs ...then miss li asked me back..so what kind of quality should a businesswoman has.. i said..honesty.. elaborate on that..then i said attitude ...and the way they dressed up... then all the people of other testers..had all done their conversation..and walked up the stage..whilei still want to talk more lol.. i like chating anyway.. hee.. then later i go up the stage...hee.. but all the people were 2b..and i sort of know only one of them lol..and then they left..the hall..so i thought i also could leave..hee.. so i walked down with them.. but actually no.. they had to go for something.. so they had to leave and when i talked to one of them.. she told me that i had to wait for my class ...and i cannot just left like that..so i had to walk up to the hall.. then.. i suddenly remembered that the teacher said that if anyone who leave the hall would consider as cheating..but well.. i still had to walk in..no teacher notice anyway..hee..but then i had to sit alone on the stage.. while the rest were waiting for their turns for oral and some were having oral... and i feel so embarrassed! i sit on the stage alone.. knowing not what to do.. and i was looking around seeing those people having oral.. then two of the boys.. who helped to time the pupils..came up to me..saying that i had to face the wall instead of looking around ...i had no choice... but to do so.. :( so stupid lol... then wait.. and wait finally some of the people come up my classmate...so at least i had somebody to talk to... :) ...
then at night.. know what!... i was so sleepy that my mind is really not functioning well lol...u know what.. i feel so embarrassed lol.. my guardian's son helped my sister to book the airplane and asked for a company to look after her..then they need the address in thailand lol.. and i feel so shameful.. didn't really know what to write..then he looked at me surprisingly... and i got to write something.. write some of what i sort of remember....then i kept saying thank you to him afterward as he helped me.. well.. he's quite good too.. cos' he showing some concerns about it too...well...then when he was about to go out..he came to my door saying that he's going out le.. then i was so sleepy then..and i answered to him 'ok,thank you.' sound so stupid me! he was quite shocked..and he just walked off.. he must thought that i was glad that he was going out lol...then later i told my guardian and she kept laughing lol..hee.. blured day

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