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Monday, July 24, 2006

motivation>

today i have to attend the motivation programme.. well.. i didn't want to go in the first place but then no choice cos already sign up.. and u know what... $32 just fly off just like that.. :( actually it's more like fun than learning many things.. i feel that the speakers are interesting..well.. and i was looking for test paper...and i was sitting right in front too... hee cos.. i can't see wearing my old spectacle..cos' i send my spectacle to the shop for recoating and must wait till tuesday night.. :( +_+ now have to tolerate with bad eyesight ..can't see that far.. one more day to go.. as i was looking for test paper... the speaker came to me..and asked why do i bring so many paper in the file.. i was actually talking to sarah too.. may be she feel that i didn't pay attention.. :( then she see my file and happened that i filpped untill where the spot check form is.. and she read out .. so embarrassing... then she read my name asked me if i 'm a thai.. well.. feel quite embarrasssing.. and she called me a few times too.. so bad... and well the programme is quite fun.. but i feel that it didn'y motivat me at all.. may be tomorrow.. tell u more if i have time..
u know today is my sister birthday.. she came back late.. and i gave her the present when she comes home..and she doesn't seem to appreciate it at all.. cause she just briskly take it.. and i can't really hear her saying thank you at all.. and her attitude is really bad.. my guardian wasn't happy with hre either.. my sis's face so blck.. and my guardian didn't feel like giving the presnt at all.. i know.. cos' she siad..my sister is really rude... i also can't stand her.. thinking if i regret buying it or not.. and this week.. =( i'm poor ... she doesn't care of anything.. and i also don't want to say.. because of buying her the t-shirt... i spend $22 for 2 .. one for myself ..

# posted by milk bottle | 8:14 AM | 0 comments

Saturday, July 22, 2006

it's called stupid!>

u know what make me angry!? i really cannot understand and i also don't want to understand! why she is so!!!... i really don't know how to describe about her!... that day...my guradian's friend came here..he's so nice.. he also played golf with my dad before.. and u know what.. when he knew that my sisters were going down to walk around.. he gave the elder $10 for buying ice-cream.. to buy for everyone.. and then.. not only that she didn't buy..but she didn't return the money!.. my guardian just told me today!... i was like quite shocked! u know how difficult it is.. to face him when he told me that... it's like we 'are dirty' when actually no... what is this! my guardian asked my youngest sister where was ice-cream..my sister told him that New didn't want to buy and she kept the money.. well..but i wasn't sure if the friend of his had left already or not by the time he came back...so i asked my youngest sister just now.. she said she asked New to buy ice-cream but she said don't use other's people money.. then why she took it in the first place!? Nut said..New wanted to return the money when that uncle came to our house again.. and excuse me when would he come again? next year? or what? at least i can try to accept that she doesn't want to take that money.. but then what would others think of us? and of course others would think that.. jsut $10 also wanted to take..and at least she could just return it back to the guardian instead or can just at least tell the guardian about it that she didn't buy and asked him to return to his friend.. but she didn't.. it common sense isn't it? i really called that stupid.. and u see everything she does.. i have to go and clear it for her! like she shit around everywhere..and i had to help her to wipe and clean.. she 's really attitude problem.. many times when my guardian talked to her ..she just ignored or refused to answer or answer with frustration!.. what is this lol..but i really feel that my guardian is nice.. she even bought a present for her birthday.. even she is really rude to everybody.. i really can't stand her! and moreover..how old is she? 15 years old.. and still like this! always act innocent in front of outsiders.. when her true colour at home is totally different.. she shouted everytimes , don't care about anyone at one.. don't respect the elders and don't even want to say anything nice to mum when she is sick.. and my mum still have to go to china even when she is sick.. and everytime i asked her something.. she just refused to answer like when i asked when must u pay the tutor... she just keep quiet and it 's not like i asked just one time or what.. and she just shouts at me that it's not my business.. and yeah..so i don't take money for her lol! serve her right.. and at last minutes..she would tell me that she need money..and so no money for her lol.. and she also very thicked skin ..just blamed me to her teacher that i didn't withdraw money ... i will be really happy to live different house with her! u know what.. i want to complaint again.. she so idiot.. when she reached home and i'm on com listen to music.. she just so rude that.. she came to the computer and want to take it away.. i said i'm using but she just doesn't care of anything.. and u know what.. she can only play for three days..but she plays for everyday.. so i decided to change the password of the computer.. sure she will be angry like mad.. when she knew about it.. and i 'm thinking if i should or not to even buy her a birthday present.. when i actually don't feel like buying at all..and somehow feel that it's like a waste or money too..

# posted by milk bottle | 2:30 AM | 0 comments

Friday, July 21, 2006

not a fun day at all>

i think of so many things to type ..but lost track.. now.. well.. u know last week.. i was late..so i took taxi to school..and it was like almost 2 minutes more then i have to pay like 2 more dollar! then on the taxi, the driver is 'over-friendly' he talked to me about the political things..which i just noded my head focred to smile and laugh when i was actually so tired and sleepy lol..
my guardian went for foot operation.. and haven't recover yet.. and today she is sick.. vomitted.. and for lunch money ..i asked her to just give me like 3 dollar is enough..which is not quite hee.. but i feel that she is quite nice so i don't want to take advantage of her.. :)
i also made a call to the ex=guardian about the money thingy and she said she was willing to return..but then i have to go on weekend..but i wonder..if uncle could go with me or not.. as my mum said must get and adult to go..and she suggest their son..but so weird.. go with their son... how could i dare to say.. so still don'tknow what to do..?
u know what.. i feel that family problem ...is the issue i concern the most.. follow by friends.. and u know what happened.. the other i was having dinner ..then suddenly phone rang.. it's mum.. i answer the phone..and she has somthing to tell me.. and told me not to let the sisters tocome into the room.. as the phone is in my room.. and so i lock the door..i was so curious what she wants to tell me.. and after she bursted out her anger.. and stressed i could feel that she's really feeling miserible.. and she cried.. i could hear her voice.. i was quite shocked about the incident too.. and so she asked me for my advice..and i really don't know what to say.. and i'm feelign bad too.. u know..i wanted to comfort her..but my own voice was shivering..and i tried to control it..not to let it be too obvious to her.. i was really shocked about it too.. i really don't know how i can help her.. i'm ..i'm really very sad at that time..if i was with her ..i would sure cry with her.. and the next day.. i tried to call her but she was out to dinner.. and so today i told my sisters that my mum is feeling unwell..so i asked them to encourage her..but only the youngest one did.. and i think it is the only way i can do.. i'm so useless.. :( and she was like asking me later..'u teach her what to say right?'and she said she regret of telling me about it..she afraid that i would keep thinking of it..and in fact i do but i ahev to say no.. and i said we are family.. must tell each other about most of the things.. and i also know that she has nobody to turn to.. other than me..and grandpa.. to be frank .. i'm really upset about it for the next day.. the things keep running in my mind.. and later on.. at school..thanks to f3 hee..and pj for helping me...eventhough they didn't knwo anything about it.. but they do help.. however it is worsen today...actually i really do treasure friendship..but it doesn't seem that it always pay back and in fact.. it really disappoints me.. and make me feel worse..feel that i take things too serious... :( and how could ones criticize other when ones is not even smarter or anything..
today pj,hui fen and me go mac to eat hee.. quite fun..
the other day.. u know what... during bio lesson miss lim cried..but actually i feel there isn't anything to cry about.. to be frank she's too sensitive or may be she has her own personal problem..and i feel that.. for my oppinion..we shoudln't shed our tears so easily.. but i realy can understand my mum ..she's really..responsible for so many things..yeah.. well.. anyway.. i feel that there is no reason at all for miss lim to cry..and the problem that she faced is so super small! compared to my mum's... and i really hated those people who just like to say others that cause miss lim to cry.. when actually it might just be it herself that didn't clean up properly lol..and know what.. those people who blame other is actually those who doesn't even know how to realise their own mistake.. i wonder if those people ever or not to mention that : ' i'm wrong..' and i feel that those who get influnced just by someone' s word is really simple minded...when actually knowing nothing but just trust the party who tell her..
well i just wonder don't they have a better thing to do?

# posted by milk bottle | 8:51 AM | 0 comments

Thursday, July 13, 2006

fun days>

so many things happened for the past few days..yesterday i had an eng mock test... u know what.. i didn't have my book with me...hee..because didn't hand in... bad right..but luckily one of the classmate wasn't there.. so i took his book to do the test.. and then .. he came back from the sick bed.. and i was panicked if he was or not going to use his book.. but in the end didn't..hee..
yesterday was also my guardian's birthday..and i gave her the present while my youngest sister drew card.. as i force her to.. hee.. and the first sister was so weird.. didn't want to give the present.. when it was just inside her room.. and my guardian jsut said should have to buy.. this and that.. yesterday i tried to study really hard for the geo test but didn't really make use of the time well..and my sisters kept quarelling.. and i wanted to call that..guardian! ex..--but i just no courage to do it.. i really don't know why i was being so coward...and just by thinking of calling..i feel scared.. and the 200 deposit is still with her.. that wicked woman... and i really don't know what to say..lol.. nobody can help me...
for now and then.. i have been fallen asleep in the class...hee.. so tired.. like chemistry..lessons...well just too tired..and i sleep and sleep in the bus.. seemed to have many to say but forget most of it.. :( tell u again next time

# posted by milk bottle | 7:58 AM | 0 comments

Saturday, July 08, 2006

cockroach>

let blog.. hee...u know last night at 1am... my sister saw a cockroachin my room.. at the ceiling there..!! oh no!... i couldn't believe it.. how could i come to my room... ! well eventhough i just eat some food in the room.. but i don't think i dropped any or something.. and so i let my guradian fight with it.. she took the spray to shoot to it...and ran of the room for like 4 times.. but the cockroach was not dead... but she said it would slowly feel dizzy.. and then would drop to the floor i was so scared it would dropped onto my bed!.. luckily not...we had a fight..and i hope that it doesn't pragnant of something and gave birth to 'babies' in my room..
well..today i go to national library to study.. with vyline.. she asked me..and at first she said that her boyfriend was going too..but in the end no.. today morning my sisters said they changed my mind didn't want to go..then later said want to go..so we were sort of very late.. lol.. reached there almost eleven.. and we study then we go for lunch at 1pm..hee.. u know what...i have sore throat for a few days already but then .. we went to eat at long john... hope that it wouldn't get worse... and we also went to samule and kevin to see the clothes.. know what the pants!! that i like is gone.. no more.. they have cleared the stock!! why like this! i really like that pants and when i'm still considering if i should or not buy... and it just gone.. could u understand how i feel at that moment!?
at night.. i talked to my mum again....last night she had a talk with my first sister...i think it took like 30 mins lol... then i called mum back later when my sisters were having shower...my mum told me that she didn't go to school because..she feeling confused.. and well the guardian likes me and my youngest sister more than her.. and that kind of things ..so she feels that she was out of the place... and she also has some problem with her friend... things like that.. so i somehow feel that she was pityful too.. my mum asks me to try to understand her more.. well.. i don't if i can or not...well.. i will try not to say her too much...
quite sleepy.. hee.. and yet tmr going to bugis again.. actually i lazy to go de..but i want to buy a present for my guardian...that's why...may be i should buy a pig soft toy hee...

# posted by milk bottle | 9:54 AM | 0 comments

Friday, July 07, 2006

headache>

u know what... i'm really so stressed nowadays... well.. there no other reason other than my naughty sisters... u know what... the elder one.. said that school is boring and refused to go to school.. and she's not young u know..she's already 14 to 15.. and she still did this kind of things...and youngest one... do nothing but to disturb me.. everybody said that she's cute but if they know the true.. they will say like i say... she did too many things....the other day.. when i came back from math tuition.. i still have to push her to study... and what do u think... she just want to play computer game!!! and i had to ask her to study.. as she having tuition the day after... so stressed me.. and in the end.. i had hit her..and well..u think would she cry? of course not.. she would then want to hit me back... and i had to waste time on her... how can i not be stressed... and at the end of the day.. tired.. sleep late... didn't finish my own homework.. i of course try to talk to her nicely..but she would listen to anyone.. and the other one... when i say her.. we would then quarrel... and she would say and say back... i'm not lose to her..just that i don't it to continue any longer... and when i said i want to let mum knows that she refused to go to school... i told her that mum has works to do..and this would only add to her mental stress.. instead of turn into a new leaf...she said... if u want mum to stress then complain! so what should i do.. ?should i tell or not tell.. and keep saying that she doesn't want to have me and youngest as her sisters... like i want to have her as a sister!! i told her ..have like her as a sister is ... unfortunate.. ! well.. we quarrel a lot... and u know she's so free.. while i'm so tired and i still have to go and fetch my youngest sister from Kumon... she just lazy to walk..school also refused to go.. ! i think i'm gonna call my mum...
today during geo lesson... mr tan asked us to write the causes global warming ... well and choose the representative from each group... and i just scared that he would call me.. and so i looked away.. and yet! he still choose me..! what the..! and so we have ten minutes to work on that..and u know what.. we could really finished it.. and he said he would call out only a few group.. first.. he called wai mum to go and present the points.. at the OHP.. and later... i was praying so hard that he wouldn't call my group ..and u know what.. he called ! and i have to go.. i was thinking...died!! i didn't even bring the text book.. and not really sure abt it at all lol!... and so as i was standing in front of the class... i just said out the what i think i could say..my hands and legs were shivering tremendously! well and on the paper there's only a few points as we couldn't finish it in time.. so i just any how say... like factory burns the ...something produce... CO... (guess) ...and any how hee.. u see it isn't CO it is something else.. so unlucky me... :( but well at least mr tan is encouraged me... and yeah yesterday... u know what... during his lesson.. he asked me is it everybody was there...i said yes..and my friend ask me how do i able to answer so fast.. i said just guess lol..hee.. :P then i looked around again.. and hey! so i called mr tan... and told him that 'jie shan is not here'... ! then hui jun told me that jie shan was just behind me.. i turned and looked..and oh yes! and they all laugh... so embarrassing me...! hee...

# posted by milk bottle | 5:44 AM | 0 comments

Sunday, July 02, 2006

...la la>

today ..i feel like i have been wasting time u know what... all the day.. i have been wasting time on the gro homework!!! and couldn't finish it too! oh no.. luckily tmr is a holiday :)
today i asked my youungest sister to help me refill water into my cup..and a while later..i heard a glass break sound! and my heart dropped.. i faster ran to the kitchen..and saw my sister still holding onto my cup..hee and actually it was guardian's son who break the glass... hee.. scared me... today talk to my cousin...today she's much better le... hee..getting well soon... :) well.. guess i have to concentrate on my work more... and my youngest sister is so stubborn... if i tell u ..u might not believe me lol.. i slapped her! but she's really ..!! ask her to study.. she refused... and keep making noises said want to play computer game.. so ignoring.. i said learn spelling first then play..but she refuses... so i don't want to care her... and u know what..she kept making that kind of unhappy noise! i wanted her to move back to her room..which is quite impossible now.. and everytimes she would say that my room was hers... ! so sick of her !
well.. now and then... i keep thinking about yesterday event....seeing Jun Yang..hee.. he's quite cute lol..

# posted by milk bottle | 5:38 AM | 0 comments

Saturday, July 01, 2006

haha>

haha...u know what... today is really fun..hee.. my youungest sister..we waited for jun yang so long..and we were there really early.. lol.. and wait and wait.. but lucky us that we got a place near to the stage..hee... his song were annouced..and we waited for so long lol... and i guess correct that they would on untill the last track ... and that's true..he came.. and he was inside the room beside the stage there.. where i was quite near to... and manage to grab a sight of him..hee.. then finally he was out.. wow.. i really love his jacket hee.. so cute lol.. i wishi have one like his too.. he dress a white t-shirt with sleeveless balck jacket..button with the grey colour hood... and long white pants... quite simple but nice.. then he sang nao guo and LOVE.. yeah.. and i kind of feel that he's looked much better than in photograph lol..cos look very cute with his smile..haha..and he gave out a few poster too..and how i hope i could get it too.. hee.. then later we have to go on the stage for autograph and i somehow feel quite nervous.... hee.. can said that it's my very first time to go for this kind of thing... however i didn't buy his cd..but elaine asked sarah to help her buy..so i took her cd to let him sign lol..and sarah and flora were in front of me and my sister... caroline didn't want to go up so she wait somewhere at the back.. then whenwe were up there.. sarah said'jia you ' to him and he so cute.. said.. 'i will ,thank you thank you' hee.. and somehow i laughed about it as sarah stepped down.. and he looked at me lol.. i feel that i quite rude lol.. like most of the people go up there would keep looking at him ..but i don't really ... so i turned to where he was..then he sign on it..but i feel that he took quite sometime to sign lol.. and as he was signing it..he said hello.. and so i said back hello.. so weird right.. and then he looked at my sister and next moment they were shaking hands.. and he said thank you very much to my sister.. hee..than as we were about to walk away..the photographer asked we to stay for a moment to take out picture.. he took quite a few times.. i was so regret i didn't shake hand with him...!!! what was i thinking at that time.. i feel that i'm being very unfriendly lol! then sarah quite surprise about it.. as we took photo with him but she didn't lol.. hee.. but well... it was so lucky of me lol.. hee.. i didn't pay for the cd... and she said they might take the photo to put in the magazine.. let's wait and see then.. but it's really an interesting event... and i feel that he's quite a nice person too.. heee.. then we go and take neoprint lol.. take twice ...well.. seem fun..
today home... my mum called... and we talked for a while she said that my cousin..was sick in hospital..she had dengue fever.. but at first didn't know..and go to school..then go tuition..and she only care about studies.. i'm really admire her..if i can just be a bit like her...so i make a call to her..and her voice is weak that scared me.. i really don't know what much to say.. i can't really control myself.. i want to call again may be a day or two later... to check out her condition.. she has to stay in hospital for a week or more..and she having her exam very soon..quite worried for her..
i'm not mad or anything..but both of my sister is driving me mad! the first sister.. everytimecome to my room.. asked her to get out.. she said no.. she find trouble with the youngest sister.. and they both make noises..!!! and i asked her get out.. she said she had nothing to do.. i'm really headache with them.. !! and i ended up doing nothing.. but trying to stop the war... !! i'm really sick of them..and the youngest one.. i asked her to read...she refused..keep shouting ! so i hit her.. and she was unhappy.. and she didn't want to read ... i'm really don't know what to do.. she's really stubborn.. i can't stand her..

# posted by milk bottle | 6:49 AM | 0 comments