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today i was so surprised when i got my result back...for eng informative speech one.. and we were asked to watch the video of ourselves.. it happened to be me ...the first one..and teacher said that.. i'm the only one who got an A.. i was like..ha? couldn't quite believe it..and i don't think i did that well...
don't feel that happy somehow.. in fact.. i feel nothing..
i felt quite anxious..when i can't connect wei hao.. i wonder.. where he was..he didn't return my call at all.. i kept calling..but just no one answer... :(
before that in the morning i got to go to sch early to teach nikita.. math.. well i'm not that good either.. but then i tried to help her..
feeling so tired today.. may be i shouldn't have go out to paragon as i had chemistry mid term this tuesday.. and don't think i did study enough..
well today, i bought swimming suit.. why did i buy huh? well i hate to swim actually.. but.. ok haha nvm..
anyway yesterday New and nut come back from singapore and after my chinese class my parents and i went to fetch them.. they came back quite late..
tmr got to go the sch early as i promise to help nikita with her math.. well because she had exam this tuesday.. same as my chemisty..but she said she had a lot of 'don't know' and she said no one can help her.. i feel quite sad for her.. so i think i should try to help lol. when i can't even help myself... sigh..
i was studying so hard yesterday.. well as i have mid term today for i/o psychology.. i memorised so many definitions... but happened that the test is somewhat.. basic.. things.. well but don't think i would get A anyway
well yesterday.. monday which is holidays.. and so i went to wei hao 's house to study..he comes and fetch me though.. well there's quite certain things which i don't really understand.. anyway it's over...yesterday morning i was quite tired.. as i had to wake up at 6 am to go to market...
on last sunday i went for trip to religious place for religious class.. so nikita and Mill also go along.. well.. it's not that enjoyable .. in fact i think i only like thai temple.. i don't know.. but when i step in to the temple.. and saw the status.. i just feel home-like feeling.. it's so weird.. but i don't know why.. and i even qiu qian.. and first i asked about wei hao.. well actually we did quarrel on the saturday night.. and he's very mad at me.. well i guess i just think too much.. and he was so frastrated.. i don't know why but very often i can't recall what matter we discuss about .. and the qian that came out.. i'm not sure what it means..." it said somethinglike.. a moon is bright..with black cloud encovering but then later the cloud would leave.." but then i thought.. it means that we quarrel but we get together .. but my mum said.. it means that he's not the right person.. so i don't really know which one.. but i don't want to think about that.. fate decided.. well and i asked about my studies and it said that mine is good.. but i don't know if it true.. because it seems like i always depend on wei hao.. >.<
after i came back to school.. i wanted to drive home.. but happen that my car engine could not start up.. i tried and tired but just can' so i call my mum.. and she asked me to wait... and later i called wei hao.. and told him.. and he said he would come ..to see..if he can help.. then.. he came.. i told him not too as my mum is coming..but he insisted on coming.. and well i feel quitre relieved as i thought he would still be mad.. and so he reached and tried but still cannot.. then not long after my mum and uncle came ..and so he left as he had to go for wedding dinner.. well finally with a help of a stranger.. we managed to go home..
i hate raining days...especially heavy rain with lightening..
:( may be i expected too much, think too much but am i wrong?
may be i am..
so many things had happened..and time really flys.. i wonder when was the last time i blog..
remember the other.. i and wei hao still went together to central 2... and we ate barbecue..which was so expensive..and he paid for it.. and later we eat ice monster.. well it's so nice.. i really like it.. and we share...i feel like telling him that i would want to go and eat it again.. but these day.. always rain... and yesterday.. we actually had a bit of conflict ..well i think it is my fault too..
well i wanted him to help in my eng yesterday.. the other i was so stressed about my eng.. and he didn't say much either...well we was unhappy the other day as well..but i can't remember why but i wish so much that he could help me to read info on internet..which i can hardly understand..and tuesday..we had two hours free..and so we went to computer lab..but he wanted to go library to read text book... i don't know..seeing his attitude.. i didn't say about asking him to help..and in fact.. i thought he would know that i wanted him to help..i wonder if he knew or not..and later on we met in class..during chemistry..there..he seemed to be smiling away...and see and asked me about my eng..if i had done..but i see no concerns when he was in computer lab...and later.. i refused to talk with him..and later he was mad too.. so.. we were like having cold war.. but at the end of the day.. then i told him why i was angry..then he said he didn't know that i wanted him to help.. so .. but at night..smth wrong with my printer..so he actually printed for me and brought it to my house.. but he's still mad though...somehome.. i feel really tired..
well.. anyway today it rains so heavily.. i hate when it rains so heavily...actually today i have to give my speech on Shirin Ebadi... i had been searching for so many times.. that almost made me nut...
:(
today i just know the result of chinese today.. i got 84, 92 and 91.5...
the other day..i had a presentation for english..think i did ok..
well...tmr.. having presentation tmr!!! have to give speech.. well i feel so nervous.. and i don't know if i can or not..do it well ..just feel so nervous..
feel like telling it to wei hao.. but he seemed like never free to listen... it seemed like he's never there when i wanted him to...
i and nikita had got a room for practice the speech tmr..but so bad that we didn't get to book computer to use in the room..so..we were kind of worried about that as we need to use computer.. and it was so lucky..! that P teddy,he said that he's free to help us and he said he would help to bring his laptop! and be a listener.. ! it was just so amazing!! it's like all my problems have solved.. :) haha i feel so happy! i guess i would have a good sleep tonight hehe.. nikita would also very happy too..i'm sure of that.. and P teddy is so good in english so he would sure to be able to help us.. but still i do feel a bit nervous..
today i skipped chinese class.. well i came home and my cousins are at my house.. so glad to see them..and so i decided to stay home.. today seemed to be a big day and i don't wanna miss.. my parents bought a new car and going to drive it home!.. i'm so excited hehe.. and well when it's at my house.. i took it out to drive ...er.. not quite used to it..but just feel great to have a new car.. haha.. and it's like..having a new family member...hehe i don't know but i feel that way..sound weird but it's true.. then evening we went out for dinner together..pete and i went up to sing some songs.. i don't think we sing that well though..
yesterday i went out with wei hao to siam paragon.. well ..at there.. when we just reached..he asked me to wait for him..while he went to the car to take the parking card..and i loittered around.. for quite awhile..and yea i guess it's my fault..so then i called him..but he didn't answer the phone..and so i waited at the shop there..thinking that he would walked passed..but then i saw him at the other side..looking for me..and he looked really anxious.. like "where is she?'' so i went over..and later he looked kind of angry..and he just kept walking..then later..after a while he was back to normal.. and he started to treat me better.. and we went to mos burger.. :) i can't help but kept thinking abt having it in singapore..at that time with trendy and elaine...so great!...but then i think the mos burger..here bread one is ok too.. haha i think i want to go and eat again sooner.. then after eating we walked around but later what we did was only eating.. there's some japanese food..and so.. we decided to quene up for tako which was so long in line.. but we got it in the end.. and so we went to sit down and eat. and later we also eat ice-cream..
yesterday evening.. i went to jog as well.. well.. it's been so long since i last exercise.. and i brought Wan out with me.. it's good to have it as accompany to run beside me... having dog is so good.. it just being loyal to you no matter what..
i feel so..tired..just so tired...=_= yesterday after finished with my chinese exam...of li teacher's exam.. i feel just so tired.. even with driving..i had to lean back into the chair..and when i reached home what i have to do was.. to read english..and try to understand the test...it's a must..as today morning i have to go to school ..as i made an appointment with nuch at 9am...and she came quite late... and i waited for quite long..but it's ok.. the other day i let her waited as well.. while waiting ... i pick up newspaper at admission counter to read.. and suddenly i feel that may be i should read newspaper..it's quite interesting..and.. many things i feel like knowing..it's much more intestering than i have thought.. well.. come to think of it.. i quite like to read too..last time i read quite..a few too..
then when she came we went to do power point in the lab..i was really tired.. really tired..and later we went for lunch with mill...and go for class (religious experiences and tradition)... and then we went to the..lab to do power point again..i was so.....tired..and do it untill 4pm..and i drove home.. feeling really tired.. and i drove so slow as i feel like sleeping..
reached home i wanted to get some sleep..but i didn't..so talk on phone with wei hao.. and later my mum comes back..and so we went to central.. and home here again..
tmr i still have to wake up early..as i have to bring my grandma to market...and after have piano lesson and.. at night..chinese class... =_=
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