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i guess i'm happy enough just having him asking me out :) well it is a special day 22 Nov is that we are together for full 1 whole year.. i'm so glad abt it.. i just like the way he's being nice haha
it doesn't need to be that he brings me to expensive 5 star hotel to eat.. well in fact it hink it wasted qutie a lot of money.. but then i think he's being nice.. though.. but we went there a bit late and we had like only 20 mins to eat buffet.. +_+ and have to pay so much... i think it's not worth.. anyway i also wear high heel to go out that day.. but how i wish i have a longer day.. as after lunch ... he sent me home.. and i had to go for chinese class..and he said he's meeting his friend.. and i wonder why he didn't want to send me to chinese class at all now..
anyway today i have a presentation of HRM.. i couldn't help feeling nervous..! eventhough wei hao is there to support me.. i feel so touched though..
after school, we went for cinema for 007 movie which is really.. not as nice as expected.. i mean the plot is not so good.. and very confusing..and wei hao even fallen asleep .. =_=
i never feel so proud and happy for so long.. i'm really glad that i can write my third creative wrinting story well ! haha.. i just get so excited and happy about it.. and i also don't know how i come up with so many ideas.. the title is "Love Project" i think it's very unique .. hoho.. how i wish many people can have chance to read it.. i told my mum abt the story.. and she also loves it.. and my eng teacher really like it a lot too! well i'm so glad abt that... :) i think this is the first thing of the week that able to lighten up my mood..
i don't know why but wei hao never seem to support me abt my idea or anything.. in fact because of the story.. we had a big fight.. by mentioning it now.. make me get more angry.. i just told him abt the story and he just got very bored and didn't even bother to listen anymore.. and later he kept talking some rubbish.. which i can't make sense of.. i don't know but i just don't understand why he has to make such a big problem over it.. and later he said like.. i always didn't want to listen to others' opinion.. which i find him very rude.. why he can't just even wait to listen to my whole story abt it.. and then give a comment.. may be he think it's waste of his time.. i don't know...
anyway i never want to tell him again.. in fact now i don't really feel like speaking to him either
the other day during the group discussion.. he just left me out totally.. and between me and him.. he put his bag on the chair.. and he just discuss it with the other two people.. i really don't know why is he like that.. and he didn't seem to even notice me there...
not until i stood up to move next to him.. and then he then notice that smth was wrong...
and this is not the first time that.. he didn't include me into the group.. that's what i feel
an old sickness has come back.. feeling giddy and cannot sleep, i really hate this feelings..
cannot feel more stress than today.. it's more like.. feeling of wanting to give up on everything.. just everything.. and being very negative abt life.. while i was driving home.. a thought came to my mind about the jay chou's secret movie.. yea i think i'm going to write about jay chou for my management essay... and yea abt his show.. playing piano and went back to the past.. and how i hope i can do the same as the movie.. i really wish too! and may be to revise everything.. and restart all over again..
today test.. i was sort of giving up somehow...
and yesterday i done badly for chinese as well.. ;(
it's been quite sometimes that i didn't blog... well i'm so busy nowadays .. having chinese exam and HRM quizz, EM quizz , HRM report.. and everything.. i feel really tired physically and mentally.. trying to sleep but cannot sleep..the other night i was up to write chinese letter for exam.. and slept like 3 am.. and i hardly get to sleep also.. there's so many things to worry..
i feel rather sad and depressed for my chinese exam.. two out of three is now badly done.. :(
and wei hao.. i don't even know why he's so angry with me.. and he refused to say and i'm too tired to ask.. i don't know but i feel like giving up.. having this feeling that he's not sincere enough.. he never seem to concern anything at all .. his matter always comes first.. and he would never ask me.. what time did i sleep? how is my exam? he never really motivate me or anything..
may be he's just obsessed with getting good result only... and it's like.. i've been so concerned for him.. well even though it is just a small matter.. now i feel that he's more like someone whom i dont' really know of..as if a strange..
tmr is a lor katong day.. and i can't help but thinking abt the past.. last year.. he said he went for that and made a wish that we could get along well.. or smth as that time it was.. like.. we were just together..
but i guess it would be different this year..
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~ Her Favorites ~ice-cream..cookies and cream.. almond banana
~ Loves ~music..
~ Loathes ~..hmm...
~ Wishlist ~to be rich...hehe
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