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Saturday, April 30, 2005

new enviornment>

my sister and i stay up late till 1.ooam to pack up our things..as the nextday,we had to move out...it's all her fault..as she didn't want to pack her things earier...and still dare to scold that i should have packed for all the things..she was not happy with me..and so any old how packed her things..and so ended up i had to take it all out and repacked again! i was so stressed at that time..there were four boxes and three luggages...and some carrying things...to carry the boxes down..jonathan and i had to go along together..he's at one end and i'm at the other..then we carried the boese down together..he's a very nice boy..but his parent..at last minutes said that they both having injuries or something...
so on the other day..i had to go to serangoo mrt to take my new guardian over to my place...then we got two taxi to get all my things in..
then we got everything into the house..and i spend the whold day packing my things...i'm super tired and found that i have more my arm muscle may be because of carrying the boxes with jonathan(they are super heavy)..my new house,there are two bed room..and whenever need to have meal,i need to go over to the other house to take...cause my guardian cooked in the other house...i do think that it troblesome to always need to go to the other place...but i think i'll use to it...and i think my new guardian is quite good...her daugther even brought us some snacks as she afraid that we might be hungry..she's very tall and thin and i feel that she's pretty much more than i do..and another girl,also lived with my guardian is also very pretty and so tall..they are younger than me not much but they look much more mature than i do..i feel like a child..but i think that i'll be fined..and i think i seem to like this place too!

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Thursday, April 28, 2005

oh no!>

i had been very moody these days...there so many problems!sometimes i thought that i'm too negative about my guardian but what i think seem to be right! i should know that he's very cunning...luckily i have discussed it with my mum first...he wanted me to play to him first$250..knowing that my sister handphone bill is going to transfer to my new guardian's name..he said in case it was not transfered,he then would cancel the line using this $250...at first i didn't think much about it...but my mum is right!she said that he might want to play trick on us...so mum gave me a solution to get through this problem..but i really don't like the method...but i will try to get through it!
he came to remind me that i have to pay him by tomorrow...i really hate them!they still dare to say that i might want to move back..i didn't really respond...but i feel like telling them that if they are good,would i want to move? all they want is money...i think my previous guardian is better...at least she still helped me in packing my stuffs..not like this stupid guardian...only scared that i wouldn't want to pay them! on every monday,they had to go and fetch their son from school..just because his school ended at bit late..around 6-7pm...but when i go for tuition..and had to come home at 10 or may be later..they didn't even care..and i also don't need their care! and his wife...purposely cooked fish on wednesday...and said that she didn't know that i had to go for tuition...(i have been going every wednesday...and she said she couldn't remember.. what a childish lie!)..and she gave me few day ago fried rice...she must think that i'm believe in her stupid lie..but i'm not that naive as she think i'm...i hate both of them! however their grandma is quite nice to me...and they never respect her at all!when want to eat dinner..they didn't even bother to call her to eat...they only talk among themselves! i'm really pity her to have this kind of son!
today i had geo test...and i'm quite certain that i would get good mark...i didn't study at all...yesterday after came back from tuition..i did get on my chair wanting to study but then...i talked to my mum for like more than half an hour about the matter...i'm so tired after that...and i couldn't concentrated on what i read...as a result i couldn't think of answer fr the test... :( will try to do better for the mid year...
today i didn't go for math tuition..no point going when i'm not in mood to do math..and couldn't concentrate....like yesterday night..so i decided to do most of the packing by today...but then my sister...she took the'tape'(use for stickto close up the box)to school..and i couldn't do the packing...she only caused more troubles!didn't want to help still keep blaming me for wanting to move so far away...i'm really dizzled today because of lack of sleep..and double for the trouble that my sis gave me! i just packed my luggage today..and had to sit on it in order to close it...!
actually i wanted to take a nag..but too tired to fall asleep... -_-

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Wednesday, April 27, 2005

wednesday went away..>

there are so many things happened these past few days...
i got back my Emath paper..got 38/40(make the same mistake for the third times!)
chinese test got..80/100 the very first time get so high...
so on sunday,it's my last chinese tuition lesson...i do feel bad..but one thing i know of is that..my teacher is a very good teacher...she even introduced to me a chinese tuitor and she's not being selfish...i really think that she's good...i did buy her something...it's a pencil holder..which was a music box as well..hope that she'll like it...i also did ask her for her e-mail...so we still can keep in contact..
today is wednesday...and wow..it's a very tiring day for me!in the morning..we had to run 2.4km..i really know that i can do better than 14.47mins..last year i got A for this run..but this year got B..and after school,we had to stay back for others..standing board jump..i got 165,sit up i got 38,pull-up i got 11,sit and reach i got 39 and the worse is the shuttle run..i got E for that...but i really hope that i could at least got bronze..
tomorrow had geo teset...don't think i can do well..i did study study last night for about 1h but still not enough...so i have to study for it again later..but don't really have time...cause times are used up for staying back at the school..then i still have to go tuition for math...i'm sure that i would be home late...but i think i still need to study..and really hope that i can sleep well tonight..i didn't have enough sleep for these few days...always woke up in the middle of the night ..and one of the night,i woke up at three to go to the toilet..and noticed that my booster was lose..then i found it on the box that i had packed for preparing to move house...i kind of shocked...wondered why it could be there...i thought of ghost at first..but that's quite impossible so i guessed i must have been sleep-walked..i used to in the past..but not quite now...
moving house this saturday...but i still have to clear the debt with this guardain..i still have to pay him extra if my sis's telephone line was not transfered...i felt that he's really money-faced!don't know..but i really don't like them at all..good for me to change guardian too..so i don't have to listen to his lame joke..and need not to pay my mum's money to him anymore!that's kind of cheered me up...only three more days to go...isn't that fast?

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Saturday, April 23, 2005

so many things..>

nobody seems to be online these few days except me...i know exam is coming...mid-year...and i seem to have even more things to do than others...i have to pack my things and wow there are so many things!! today i sat at my table for like half of the day...doing my homework..school homework...journal,math,geo but haven't do bio....i know if i do..sure a lot don't know cause haven't study...so no point doing...today is a very tiring day for me...i couldn't sleep well last night may be because i slept too long in the afternoon..
today, my sis and i had a fight again..i really feel that she's mad! i really don't know what's wronged with her...i was justing asking her something..and she asked me to shut up...today i decided to pack my things up...i got the books and some files in first...i was afraid that i might need two more boxes..because there are still lots of books!! as well as my teddy bears..and my sis's...when i wanted to close the box with the tape...i asked my sis for help..and she just ignored me...i felt angry...and she said that she didn't want to move house..it's too far..and she blamed mum...then we fighted over that...and in the evening..when she was doing homework in front of the computer..she was just listening to the music..but i want to play...so i asked her for it..i mean i want to play and i could still on the music for her..but she refused to..i really don't know if she just wanted to make me angry or something!but in the end i still get it..using a bad method..hee...
today i watched my favourite show...and i really like that actor..he's so cute!and in the show,he's the best guy ever!i wonder if there's a guy like him in reality..and duan fel really looks like my admirer!haha...my sis saw my trophy..and she said that i'm lousy...get only 9 position..not first..but i don't want to take it to heart...but i really feel happy about it...
at about 9.00pm,i played on piano...and there's left only 7 days..for me to play it..then after that no more..i'm kind of sad...and i always play the last song that is my favourite song...i just like it so much..actually i did ask my guardian son for the score but i guess he might have forgotten or doesn't want to care about it... :(

# posted by milk bottle | 7:19 AM | 0 comments

Friday, April 22, 2005

cross coutry..>

on thursday,when i went for math tuition..i finally made up my mind and told my teahcer that i'm moving house and cannot continue the tuition anymore...she's very calm and just said that there are some buses that can bring me to tampinese..so i have to take may be two buses to tuition...
today,friday...we don't have schooling instead,we had to go for cross country run...and top 10 will get trophy...and top 50 will get souvenir...i was quite scared that i might have stomach cramp or something because i don't train at all...
chao meng,sarah,siong long and i agred to meet up at the hougang to go together to the reservior..we had to meet up at 6.50am..and i was late for 10 mintues...at the bus-stop,i waited for the bus for like 15 minutes...and there were two girls(twin)they spoke in thai...and i took a glance at them and thinking whether should i say 'hi' to them..and said that 'oh!i'm a thai too!' but i decided not..they seemed to be qurrelling away...and it's kind of weird...
when we were met,we took bus 74...and it was a long journey....and we thought that we might take the wrong bus or something...but finally we reached...and was like half hour late...but that's still ok as sec one classes hadn't reached yet...
we were sat according to classes..and we sang national and school song...then 'b' girl had to start the run first...at the starting point...i did a few step of warm ups...i ran with pj...and we were like jogged slowly...and luckily i felt quite fined..but then pj decided to stop...and she signaled to me to go first...then when i was about out of jungle...i felt really exhauted...and stopped to brisk walk then forced myself to get on with jogging...i could see two girls in front of me...and i overtook one of them...but after almost reaching the finishing line,she overtook me...and i just conitued slowly...there i saw mr gek..cheered for me...hee...then i ran faster when heard people shouting to me to run fast...and i got 9 position! wow can't quite believe that... :)
then after a while,many of the girls cam back..and so on...we were forced to sit under the hot sun..and there were some lucky draw or something...but i was too tired to listen to all those..my shirt was soaked with sweats!so smelly...i took out umbrella to protect me from the sunlight...sharing it wiht pj and belinda...then when it came to giving out the trophy..and when my name was announced..i tried to run to the front..i must have been looking very stupid!i mean the way i run...and when shook hand with mrs old(principal) i was like want my hand back but she didn't let me go...and from there i knew that i had to take photo...i'm quite of shy actually..and after getting,i quickly walked back...and after everything...pj and i went to hougang mall together as well as belinda...i just bought a bread and left..
home..after taking shower and eating lunch..i went straight to bed with my hair wet and my full stomach..i didn't care as all i wanted to do was sleeped...i've been sleeping very late these days...so i slept for almost like 4 hours..to replace back...then after,i had to go for tuition...math..miss tan said i have made an improvement..may be a bit...but i only do well for the chapter that i like...must try to get rid of this habit..today i drank bubble tea..hee..and i'm so disapointed..as the pearls were so hard...i thought that i could lose some weight as i ran 3.2km today but i did eat a lot too... :(
today,my sister mad..i really don't know what's wronged with her..i was just asking her...if she did eat my potatoes chip..and she just refused to answer..and many times! when i asked her something..she would just said she didn't have mood to talk..so i also don't really want to talk to her..and she's kind of blaming me for moving house matter...i really don't know what she wants!sick of her too...

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Wednesday, April 20, 2005

can't make up my mind..>

today,i went for math tuition..and i haven't told my teacher that i'm moving and can't continue the lesson anymore..i just can't bring it up...i feel so bad to quit,she's a nice teacher and we have been working together and she has helped me to improve...i don't want to quit but i have no choice...at home..my chinese tuitor called and mentioned that this sunday will be my last lesson...i felt so sad...i do want her to go there to teach me at the new house...she's been teaching me for year plus now..and if i see her for the last lesson...i don't think i can concentrate..and i'm afraid that i might just cry in front of her..knowing that will be my last lesson with her... she's a very nice teacher too! i have to get myself over with this...i'm sure i can...
may be because of this things...and i find myself eating a lot today...those unhealthy food..
fried spring roll,kiwi bubble tea,coffee bread,soft drink,potatoes chip,biscuit,jelly...
after eating all those things...i'm quite worried about myself...and cross country is this friday..idon't want to give up but it hard for me to get top cause i don't train myself at all...
tomorrow has social study test! i do know only the background...but i don't want to study for it...just no mood...
i felt so tired today..and came home wanted to sleep..but the more tried,the more i can't sleep..!

# posted by milk bottle | 7:56 AM | 2 comments

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

surprising..>

actually i want to study for social study first before come here..but i really have something to tell u..u know what..today after i came home..i took a look at my handphone..then decided to call to check up my blances...i didn't know why but then i just wanted to...eventhough i just called up yesterday...and i was shocked to know that i left only 0.20 cent!! i didn't use my handphone at all yesterday...and i remembered that i left about $1 plus...!! i kept thinking about it...and i saw the two calls no. which i don't recognize at all...this really puzzled me...but i feel that wumi(maid) must has used my phone...because there's no other possibilities...but then i wished not...cause i do trust her...i just didn't expect her to be that kind of person...so i guessed that i might really remember wrongly or something...but the other side of my mind said 'no,i really remember that i have $1plus!' so i was thinking about the solutions...should i go and ask her? or should i tell my guardian? or should i come up with the trick to get her sister's telephone no.(heard that she does have her sister here in singapore..and she did call her sometimes..) so i made up my mind and went to ask her...so i asked..'wumi,did u use my handphone?' she smiled and said she didn't even know how to use...i find it weird...cause usually she will ask me to repeat the questions that i asked her...but this time she seemed to answer very fast...i didn't know what to say so i didn't say anything..
after dinner when everybody went up stairs...except me and she...then she asked me if my handphone is the black colour one...then she confessed to me that she had used my handphone...
from her tone,i noticed that she must be very gulity of her deed too...i smiled and tole her that i will not tell my guardian...and told her not to do it again..she looked relieved....
i knew what would be like if i told my guardian,she might got scolding for more than 3 hours!(like last time she scolded her son)... wumi has to work for the whole day long...! no resting unless she finished her work fast enough then might can watch tv with grandma...but she hardly has sweets,chocolate or snacks to eat..may be once in a donkey year...i felt really bad...i mean i can buy whatever i want but she...i really feel bad for her...my sister said may be because we've been very nice too her..so she feels gulity and so confess to me...i really do feel happy and give her some cookies...actually quite weird...why should i feel happy? hee...but at least she dares to own up..
oh no!actually i want to spend only half an hour online...but now...already one hour!!
today at school,quite tired..couldn't sleep well last night...today has chinese test! and the comprehension so difficult...i any old how wrote in the answer...don't think i would do well this time!!!and oh tomorrow social study test... today i tried very hard to solve the 'toy' IQ...no matter how..i could solve it! even kevin had taught me..i still don't know...today after school,we went to xinhua and i helped trendy to teach her buddy...and she's really unlucky to get that boy..he's very lazy..and very hard to teach...i almost lost my voice teaching him..then after that when i was at the bus-stop where dian wei(my first buddy) was there...so i talked to him a few words..actually feel quite bad that i neglected him..
today mum called...and i should talk to her for longer...i did tell her that my sis got only 2 marks over 25 for math...got to go now..have to study ss..talk to u next time.. :)

# posted by milk bottle | 5:49 AM | 0 comments

Monday, April 18, 2005

exam...>

today, we were given a paper of the exam date...then really freezing me...i really scared..cause i didn't really study hard for the past few weeks...and what make it worse is that i'm moving house very soon..!and i haven't started packing anything yet!i really don't quite know where to start...there are so many things around! i should have listen to my mum..she told me that i should start to revise my work during the past few weeks..and i even told her not to worry about me...and here panicking...i still have to go down to Bugis again for the telephone thing this week end...with my new and this guardian...i really wish that it will be settled! i still haven't called up the reader digest...to tell them about my new address...have to study now..if not,i will not have enough for it...
today got back my A math test paper...and i got 5th position...and i make this same stupid mistake again! i forget to sub the value of x back into the equation!! and the other mistake is that i forget to change the sign of the inequality...which i did told jenny myself before the test!!and the other one...i got scoldings from my tutor before the day before the test!!if she knows..that i make this kind of mistake...i sure get scolding from her!
during the lessons today...i talked more than usual...and i kept day-dream..that's really bad..i kept thinking...about bubble tea...and many other things...

# posted by milk bottle | 1:34 AM | 1 comments

Saturday, April 16, 2005

zzz..>

i woke up before the alarm rang..afraid that i might be late...i was kind of excited..as we had to go to some of the houses to collect newsapaper....as a result of waking up so early...i felt so tired!i have been sleeping very late these days..and have to get up early...next week 4 to 5 tests,exam is around the corner and i'm moving house at that period of time....wonder if i would have enough time to study...
today i reached Koven quite early and there many school pupils...after getting into classes...and after listening to those guests talks( i didn't listen...reading story book..) we settled off..to the flat that we were in charge of..we got ready and seperate into a group...of 4..my group members are elaine,jenny,siong long and i..we went together..i was in charge of the survey form...i had to ask them to do the survey..and some of them really very nice...luckily we sold out all the biscuits..each pack for 2 dollars... :) after everything...we play catching at the playground...very fun...and i feel like i was back to child once again...then many of us went to 7 eleven to buy drinks..but i chose to stay as i was quite tired..and there was a truck came to take the newspaper...and he's in there too! i'm sure that he must have seen me....
after that we went to look for the rest of them at the 7 eleven..i had to carry the plastic bag of the shirts..and it's so heavy!and i volenteered to carry it.. :(
however it's really a fun day for all of us..we took bus back to school...i really feel very exhausted...back to school,mrs tan wanted to get the hello kitty dolls....which wei jun carried...and he said he had left it on the bus...mrs tan must have been quite angry...she said she could have given to me all...and she is quite sure that someone must take them away...i didn't say anything but just smiled...then afterward we had to go to the hall...i guessed some of the teachers made some announcements..which i didn't really listen to..i just kept reading my book...

i really have a very good day today...and the time seemed to be passing faster when u r happy...and slower when u r sad... :)

# posted by milk bottle | 7:41 AM | 0 comments

Friday, April 15, 2005

15 of April>

yesterday...thursday...after school,trendy and i wanted to hurry to the Koven after the social studies lesson..to buy bubble tea...but then..de lao shi stopped us..and scolded us for some stupid things..about the file things! which i find it so 'wu liao'...and she caused me to be late for tuition...
after that..treandy and i had to then rush to the Koven....we met damian and kevin there....
we bought bubble tea...and trendy add pearls for a very first time...i did buy sushi too!with the slamond fish...but somehow..i don't find it that nice as the last time i eat it....i bought the chocolate bubble tea drink....and i wet my shirt and skirt with it!...it's so obvious...and that's really bad! my uniform is white...and stained with chocolate mlik tea....hee...but the drink is nice..however trendy said that it's not nice with the pearls...and she forbid me to try not to eat the pearls again....
during the math tuition, i got scolding again as i forgot what she had ever taught me before....how i wish i had a better memories...i tend to forget what i want to remember and tend to remember those non-sense things...miss tan even pinch my cheek...so painful..and i told her that she shouldn't have do that to me..cause my cells might die off..then she laughed..
i walked from the tuition center together with her...and she did mention about the mid-year exam..that i might want to bring forward the lessons....but how i could i tell her that i'll be leaving her soon...she's a nice teacher...really she's...on my way home on the bus...i kept thinking if there is a possiblities for me to go to tuition when i move house...but it's unlikely not..because i had to take three buses to hougang....this kind of making me feel sad too..

today friday....we had a A math test....luckily there aren't much questions on chapter 4...i still not 100% clear about it...during the test..i'm kind of sleepy too...today some of us helped mrs tan in packing the biscuits...as tomorrow we'll have love our community day...i think it's going to be fun! today library duty..again..i was given the job..RO..it the worst job...as u have to look after everythings...i wonder why i had go around and asked people to keep quiet...they should know that it's a quiet place...i feel that the duty today ended quite fast....feel that nowaday time is runnging faster than usual...
wanna go to take a nag now...zzzz

# posted by milk bottle | 12:49 AM | 0 comments

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

no time...>

yesterday,tuesday and it's a fined day...
today morning..almost late for school...my handpohne had no more battery so the alarm didn't ring...and my sister's alarm clock had something wrong..didn't want to ring either....luckily my sister could woke up by herself at 6.55am...if not i would continue to sleep....so by that time..i quickly do everything and ran out of the house to the bus-stop....and yeah i missed the bus..113..but really lucky 53 came just in time for me... :)
today is wednesday...and..this morning during PE lesson...we had to get into a group of 6 and go to every stations to do the record...there were sit-up.short distance run..and a few more...there was one station of throwing medicine ball to each other...and i got hurt myself for that...i tried to catch the ball..but it's so heavy...and i was so scared that i might not be able to catch it and it might fall on to my legs or something so i dared not to catch it t at first....so when i tried to catch it...as the force + the weight of it....it caused my fingers injured..now i still feel the pain...
today mrs tan said sarah and i for talking too much....and even chinese teacher..de lao shi also said that we should change places...i don't mind changing..really..i mean to sit with those sort of quiet person..not those making lot of noise...hee....
after school, we had to stay for the english enrichment programme....when i went down to the canteen...at the turning corner of the staircase...almost crushed into that someone...we took a quick glance...it's kind of stupid..wonder why when u don't want to see the person..it seemed like u would be able to see the person even more... before the enrichment...my class pupils were having fun by playing....sitting on the chair with the wheels below....and they joined themselve together like a train...and pushed each other around...i didn't joine them...but i enjoy seeing them playing..
during the evening,i went for tuition...and still thinking if i should buy the bubble tea...i know it's not very good for health...too high sugar...and there's some chemical inside....so i couldn't make up my mind...so after the tuition...i decided to go and buy....but the stall was closing...so i couldn't buy...i think it's addictive...so i think may be i should allow myself to only drink one cup a week...yeah...

# posted by milk bottle | 7:30 AM | 0 comments

Monday, April 11, 2005

yes...>

yes..it's a better day indeed...actually today i have to help out in the biscuit packing thing...but then it was cancelled and mrs tan needed some of us to go with her to check out the blocks for the 'love hougang day'..
it's kind of funny...as many times when she mentioned that she wanted to go...it would then rained on that day...and yeah today too..during the lesson when she started to mention about it..suddenly it rained...she can only take 4 persons with her as sh's drving us there...
after school,pj and i went to heartland mall..we bought bubble tea..and there we met nat and cai ying there...i decided to drink honeydrew...and pj decided to drink green tea...and she's not satisfied with the drink...and by the way...i had drank three cups of bubble tea last week..on wed,thurs,sunday and today..and i read from the newsapaper before and it said that one cup of bubble tea contains 6 spoons of sugar!that's alot! i think i must be putting on weight now! i ate SSOOO..many things today!!i drank bubble tea..ate fried food,ate chocolate...sweets and the last thing was!!..sushi!!ok...i'm not crazy about sushi..but i love salmon fish!!and i bought the one with salmond fish! i'll never forget the taste of it for the rest of my life! i had been dreaming about for so long!! i thought may be i had to wait till i go back to thailand...i think i want to go and buy it again!.. :) then we went to my tuition place..as i wanted to get those assignment from my teacher but he's on mc...so i have to go back again on some other day...
after that we went back to school library...we settled down to do homework with chen xin and xu xian...but chat more than doing work..pj and i asked them to go along with us.. and they agred to go and help out with mrs tan..but then we noticed later that terry and newman were going too...they couldn't go with us...and just when we wanted to get up the car...suddenly it raining cats and dogs...and we got wet...so we went to check out the place..and after everything...mrs tan even gave us some chocolate... :)
i feel that i love school even more now...rather than to stay at home...to qurrel with my sis!
today...i got the letter from that stupid health center....and they make an appointment for me!! i thought that by ignoring the nurse had given me the letter would settle the problem...but now i have to go there!! oh my...!! have to creak my head to think about this problem... :(
i must have been very rude yesterday for saying bad about my guardian and maid...but i just can't tolerate with what they did!

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Sunday, April 10, 2005

!!!>

it's the worst day..i ever have...worst in what i meant is my tempered....i really don't know why i'm feeling so bad...after the math tuition...it's not because of i got scolding from teacher but...it's because i ate dinner late...sounded stupid,i know...but i just felt so bad!! i don't really know why...i just felt really angry...but i'm sure that it's not because of my teacher..
when i came back...and had my dinner at 9 ....i was so upset to see my favourite dish 'fish and chip' it used to be the best meal i wanted to have...but...it was fried before 7.00pm...and i really hated to eat it after so many hours! wumi(maid) always wants to cook early! this time she didn't know that i was out..but there are many after times..many times...whereby she cooked so early even knows that i was not in! i wonder if she scared that she had no chance to cook or what! or may be she didn't have common sense...should u cook for someone who's not at home!?no wonder she always gets scolding from my guardian...like give the soup bowl but not the spoon to use....but i did told my guardian that i'm going for tuition...and she should have told her maid not to cook early!i guess she must be afraid the fry it for me second round...cause she wanted to save gas tank...! and she used to give me three times of the size pieces of the fishes! and now so small...and she tried to give me as less french fries as possible! i know that i'm moving soon..but she doesn't have to be so....i thought they are not as bad as i thought...but they seem to be..
i felt like moving out right now! just to ran away somewhere....somewhere quiet and peaceful...
i think going to school really help me a lot...so that i don't have to face them...who are not sincere at all!they only talk to me about money...not other thing...
i sure that tomorrow will be a better day..

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Friday, April 08, 2005

lazy~>

i woke up with thoughts in my mind...what are the things i need to pack them up when i'm moving house....and wow..too many things!getting quite worried about that...i'm wondering how my new life is going to be like...i do feel a bit of excitement...hee.. actually i do like this house...but not my guardian...for some reasons...but better not to mentioned it...wanted his son to lend me the piano score...but i guess he must have forgotten about it...

i was so lazy today...already in front of the computer in the morning...i have not really done any homework...two tests next week...and i still don't want to study...i should know what i have to do..but why i'm not doing!time seemed to pass very slowly..and quickly at the same time..
i should go to get things from my teacher mr sany today..my assignments..as i promised him i would..then ended up lazy to go..so i called him to say that 'can i go to get it on monday?' he's a nice teacher...and i knew how irresponsible i am...make him to go so early to the office...and i cancelled it at the last minutes...after knowing that,i insisted to be right there...but he said it's ok..so i promised to go and take it on monday..wonder if i could remember it or not..but i will try..
actually i was planning to go to junction 8..as cindy was going there..but in the end i didn't go..lazy..and today still haven't go there with my guardian..may be he didn't even want to care...
he scolded his son for more than hour..which really made me sick! i couldn't tolerate to have parent like that! luckily my parents are very understanding... :)
today nobody online so bored...i think they must have gone out or something...cause it's saturday...but i'm too lazy to move...but hey i did go jogging!and good progess..jogged for 6 rounds!hee..but not good enough cause cross country is coming and have to jog for 3.2km! must train...
the funniest thing today is...my sister...she wanted to go for 5566 concert or something..free ticket as she bought their album...so she called my mum..to see if she is allowed to go...so nice of mum..and she's allowed...mum told me that she needs not to have an operation anymore...cause the thing that grew inside of her..is not really dangerous....actually i'm wondering if it's really alright..to have the ovary removed..i think i should ask my bio teacher about that...
ok so my sis...was looking for clothes to wear tomorrow..and she couldn't find a suitable one...and wanted to take my clothes! i had ever lend to her before..and my clothes seemed to be expanded...so i didn't want her to wear my mine..and she kept complaining about her look...it's really funny to me...as it reminded me that mum said her before that her arms looked alike boxer...then my sis tried on tight shirt...and she told me that she had to hold her stomach not to let it out..cause it's big...i can't help but to laugh and she laugh too...so what she tried on,i had to say nice...as to preven her from wanting to wear my clothes...hee...i did tell her before not to buy all those clothes..they'r so revealling but she didn't want to listen to me...anyway she had made up her mind now...and decided to wear on that tight shirt... :)
tomorrow...i have two tuitions..
in the evening..i watched my facvourite show 'xing ru lai shen zhang' ...duan fei and xuan hua are together once again!i'm so happy for them...feel like crying when duan fei helped her from that bad guy! it's so romantic! i really like duan fei character...wonder if there's still such a nice guy left on earth...or only exist in tv.... ' _' ?

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saturday..>

thursday: all i remember was that we had a photo taking section..for the first shot,i was standing at the side...i wondered how would i look in the photo...and the second shot..i was sitting at the teacher's seat..hee...don't why i want to sit there..and the last shot..i was sitting beside mrs tan..don't know why i don't want to join the group sitting on the floor....
today i had a math tuition..really tired today...trendy and i bought bubble tea...and we had a nice time chatting before the lesson started...

friday:it's a stupid firday..! we had to have a health screening today..and most of us are quite scared..and it reminded me of the health screening in primary school...that nurse!she's totally rude to me!how could she..pulled my shirt!i hate that nurse!! ok but this time is not as bad as that one..but this time...the nurse gave me a letter..and :( it said about the injection! i had it before when i was in thai..but why they just don't believe...they still wanted me to give evidence...!and the nurse said that i need to fill up the form and go to that place!health center which i had been once..and it's a stupid trip to go there...so at that time i just didn't bother to do anything about it..dad did ever printed a letter for me...but i don't even know where it is now...i'm still thinking of what to do..with it..no point telling my this guardian cause i know their answer would be..they would say that 'i don't know anything..'and they will act like it has nothing to do with them!and i'm moving soon..may be the only way is to...yeah i think i just left it aside...i still have not call up the reader digest company to tell them about the delivery..and i have not started to pack anything...
my guardian said that he wanted to bring me to that place to have tranfer my sister handphone bill to be under my account...and at the last minute said he bring me another day!

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Wednesday, April 06, 2005

heee..>

today feeling quite tired..as last night couldn't sleep well..and my throat doesn't seem to get any better...but after sometimes..it's better...today almost late for school again..but luckily don't have to run after the bus like yesterday...but i had to have my breakfast on the bus....and if i moved house have to get up very early may be 5.30am...wonder if i would be able to get used to that...but my mum said time isn't matter..she said that it wouldn't affect my sis and mine studies....and yeah she started to tell me about my dad's story..
20 years ago...
my dad's house was located at the riverside...and when he wanted to come to the town,he had to take a boat to cross to the other side...i mean he always had to pass through the river before going anywhere...and my dad had to take boat to school everyday...however..on his way home..there wasn't any boat for him to take home...so he had to swim back...and he had to carry his clothes on my hand so that his clothes would not get wet....and the other hand had to swim...
my mum said and the distance was very far....and he had to do that everyday..i feel that story is a bit unbelievable...but i think it's true...no wonder my dad is a super good swimmer...(not now)
he had ever same me once when i was drown...he also did ever save my aunt before too!and my dad did very well for his studies too!i heard mum mentioned before that my dad used to get 1st in the school..especially for english...so i think i can do well too...hee..i really admire my dad...he's very smart...cause he learned to play golf for two months..and did a very good progess..and not more than a year..he went for compeitition..and he won!first prize! he also used to be very good at snooker....to me..he's good at everything!but i wonder why i'm not as good as him..
ok..back to today...this morning..we had a PE lesson! and we play badminton!!i played with pj..and it's really fun!i really like it..but very tired...i just knew that badminton is not as easy as i thought it was...i have to learn more about it...but i don't think i'm going to improve much...
today after school..miss lim wanted me to stay back as well as those foreigners..she wanted me to present the power point in front of the whole school!!that's impossible..i'm sure that i would be standing there with my shivering legs...!!i don't want to embarrass myself...no way..!and luckily i'm able to find a displacement...she's in 3d...yeah half thai..i really have to thank to her..she saved me!hee... when i was going to refill my water bottle...saw that thai guy..actually wanted to try to talk to him(for the first time) but don't dare...i wanted to ask him to present..but..forget it! i don't think he would want to help...

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Tuesday, April 05, 2005

yeah..yeah!>

after reading the whole story about the depression story..i'm quite certain that i'm not having depression...i think i'm living quite happily for these few days..i also don't quite know why i'm feeling better than usual..
today my bag was very light..yeah that's good...today we didn't really have many stressed lessons....today during recess..sarah's friend so called bf...came to our class and we had so much funs...trendy able to take their photo..and many of us were making fun of them...sarah must be very shy..hee..
today mr gek gave us kit-kat...yeah nice..but i'm getting fat if i'm eating chocolate everyday..and for last week..i only went jogging for once..and jogged only three rounds..so that's about 1.2 km..
i'm sure that i must be putting on weight...
today during the cme lesson..miss chan(new teacher) wanted us to introduce ourselves..and why am i have to be register no.1? quite shy actually...should learn to be more confident!
today after school,we went to xinhua primary school..and my student(primary 6,smart girl) came today but not last week...i'm really happy to have a student like her..she's really very attentive...and learns things very fast..so i don't have to talk for one full hour...and sarah taught..her primary 6 student...i kept smiling when i her teaching..she seemed quite serious too..
i'm sitting the same table as kevin..and we did talk for some little while..and just knew that he has four siblings! that's twice me!
today at home...i did study at least...chemistry...actually i should read the newspaper too!it's been 4 -5 weeks now..that i didn't really read the newspapers of monday..and all the articles...are on my table..don't have place to study...my table so messy!
at night..go online..chat with my friend..quite fun..
this morning i had a very bad sore throat..and hope that i'm not going to get sick like last time..whereby it followed by a high fever 39 degrees...pray hard that i will be alright this time..

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Saturday, April 02, 2005

today..speech day>

i went for speech day..to be an audience..quite bored...and feeling quite down too..don't wanna talk about it but it seemed to be a terrible day for me today...and by watching the tv programme..make me feel worse...cause the couple were not really in a good state too....
today i bought cookies...for $4...that's a lot...and i quite regret..but nvm...and tmr still have tuition...luckily monday is holiday!

today sunday...and i finally made up my mind that i wanted to quit eng tuition straight away...so i called them up and told them...but i wanted my assignment to be back....so i have to go back to get it one day... what i did today was watching dvd,watching tv,playing msn...and i didn't really study..haven't even do my math homework...i went jogging today...and i jogged only 3 rounds...that's bad....i should jog more but very tired....i have to train now...if not,i'm going to be gained weight!

holiday on monday...it rained heavily today...and i practiced piano...and i feel that i can play those few pieces better....i had started on my math homework..and lots of questions..don't know how to do...this really bad...ok..but at least i did something today..i mean get on to work...i did math homework today though don't really know how to do....i also did some reading..and also read chemistry..yeah...i did learn something new today...that youngsters do get depression too..and there are a few symptoms...
1)fatigue and loss of energy(alike me)
2)sleep problem(alike me)
3)change in appetite(sometimes) or lose weight
4)poor concentration and difficulty making decisions..( alike me)
5)feeling worthless or guilty(alike me)
6)restlessness or lethargy( alike me)
7)thought of death and dying..(there are many nice things around..what's the point of dying!)
i'm having 90% of that...so am i having depression!? oh on..what should i do now... :(
let's be positive...may be just because lack of sleep...ok so i must sleep more...yeah that's should be..

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