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Saturday, March 31, 2007

sick!!>

i don't really want to go..well if not because my mum 'force' me to go..she said that today there's a meeting for the village...and well..my mum has chinese lesson..while my dad went fo rgolf course..and so she asked me to be there ...to represent her.. or things like that.. and yeah.. i asked how should i go there..she said ride bicycle..i kn0w it's not far just a few minutes ride!..but can't u imagine most people would be adult(my parents' age) and rode there..who would walk or ride bicycle...have no choice.. she said the meeting started at 10am.. well i can't really be bothered..but well sooner or later still have to go..so i rushed to shower..and wear clothes.. and put on earing,necklace,bracelet,watch and tie up my hair with two rubber bands,and two clip, then put on light powder and lip gloss.put handphone into my pouch,and then quickly went to wear my socks and shoes.. and rode on my bike.. and rode as fast as i could cos i was late for 15 minutes..
to my unexpectation, there's only one car there.. how could it be? so i parked my bike and walked in..and there's two man there..and so i went to asked them about the meeting ...he looked very surprised and said it is next month..i could tell that he found me amazed! and i feel like a fool...and he asked me which house do i live..and i told him..being nice,he said thank you for coming.. i feel so stupid.. and walked out.. feel like scolding my mum! not fun at all..i rushed like mad..and ended up like this

5minutes later,i'm home again! get changed into my house clothes..feeling so drenched..of sweat..
i wouldn't want to go again!

# posted by milk bottle | 8:32 PM | 0 comments

days!>

today i helped to shower my dogs.. it isn't very easy..well but did get it done

know what last night while i was using computer,suddenly there's a black out ...i was so frightened..lucky enough my cousin Pake was with me..and we didnt know where are the torch light..and my dad was asleep..and so we gathered at grandma's room, and well i guessed we are back to normal..did talk.. and fined for today..

# posted by milk bottle | 9:36 AM | 0 comments

Friday, March 30, 2007

DAYS>

well today ,i actually had to attend piano lesson..but then because my cousin had to go and get her passport...so we went together (grandma as well) well..it's not very fun i would say..spend most of the time in the car driving because quite a distance to go..and so i postponed my piano lesson..
and my cousin brought us to eat steak chicken (marvellous) ..well and we had salad too.. and the price is reasonable...
and later we went to fetch Pake to my house..

when we were back at home, i ate cereal with milk and drank fruit juice make me feel quite full..and just a while later at 6 pm, my grandma called us to eat for dinner..she cooked noodle with soup..and well i was really full and i said i didn't want to eat yet..and she said just ate!...and i said i was still full..may be that ignored her or what ever..my grandpa said if don't want to eat then don't eat...and so i went to play piano...and later my cousin came to ask me to go and eat..saying that grandma wanted to get things done...and well i went to eat..just to please them? whatever it was...
and when i finished eat...saw my grandma washing the dishes..and so i washed mine seperately..and i saw her from the corner of my eyes that she took a look at me..well i don't know what she was thinking.. sad may be?
and we didn't talk after that...
it just spoiled my mood really....well thanks to pj for listening and to my dad..asked i asked him to cut some fruits for me..(well it does make me feel better somehow)

# posted by milk bottle | 5:02 AM | 0 comments

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

days with pake>

bright day seems to be ahead.. well...i asked my cousin to go with me to the shopping mall ( for piano lesson) and she could brought something there to read..while waiting for me.. we had to ride bicycle out to the main road then..took bus.. so hot!! and tired..well but enjoy having a accompany ...and Pake doesn't complain or anything.. she's a nice cousin and friend too

anyway ...i'm helping her with exam that is coming soon..mahidol university.. her english is quite weak..well but i hope she could get in too..

today is better , another of my cousin came (Apple) and she drove to send me for piano lesson..so don't have to take bus.. quite glad about that...but today Pake had dentist appointment so she would come again may be tomorrow or saturday..and Apple is with me today.. well she's quite nice too.. :) and she's going to US for summer course..

i don't really study for today :( well ...may be tomorrow

# posted by milk bottle | 8:18 AM | 0 comments

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

british>

last night...my dad's friend invited us to go to his condo for dinner..well..he had some guests from Europe side coming...well..i thought there would be lots of people mixture of thais and british..things like that ...but i was totally wrong..because most of the guests were those spoken english...well and i saw there are only three kids.. one young boy and the other 13 years old girl(look like my age) and the other one not sure of the age but super tall ... well i did speak a bit of english to some of the adults there..but sometime ,couldn't really understand that well..
and his condo is huge and luxurious.. like his arm chairs looked like those in movie...European type of chairs..and he doesn't have and childern..and he and his wife seems to treat their dog as their son...well they are really rich.. and graduated from england..

afterward,we had to go to the ground floor..and and we were arranged to sit in a row ...with a person opposite each of us.. and well..there are lots of dishes being served.. :) they are fabulous..
but they didn't really eat a lot..i guess they don't really used to the food here...and TomYam is really tasty! i really love it too.but it seems quite boring ..may be they don't talk during eating..or whatever..and i feel quite uneasy...well at least my cousin was there to accompany me
....and well it seems quite boring...the guy sat opposite me ...fallen asleep..well he took 17 hours fight the day before so ...quite exhausted i guess...and the other guy was looked real bored..
and i kept praying that it would be over soon.. i ate real alot too..well some dishes ,they didn't even touch..so wasted ...so i took a spoon things like that

and it's over finally..and well they left while we stayed behind..and my dad drank wine with his friend..i was feeling so restless so my cousin as we slept like1am the night before..and later the owner of the house (his wife) gave us some fruits and chess cake.. and later she told us about her dog..it took like forever.. i tried not to yawn(sleepy) but well have to say that she's really nice though.. and treat her dog even better than human..like having maid to feed it with food..buy expensive dog's snack
and we reached home like 12plus.. +_+

# posted by milk bottle | 2:05 AM | 0 comments

Sunday, March 25, 2007

cousin>

today ...i think i'm wasting my time again..
my mum went for chinese lessons..while my dad went to golf..and i was at home.. practice piano fro a long period of time..and when my mum came back..she said that she wanted to watch Gong..for the first few episode..and i watched it with her but not long..she wanted to sleep..and so she went to sleep while i came to use computer.. and few days before i bought this 'kuang ai long juan feng' which acted by zi zi ,ken and vivian...which is really cheap!!! actual price is 1500 bath...but i bought it at 299 bath.. (in thai) ..and well i decided to watch it. :) i really like the show..and :) at disc 4 ,my mum forbided me from watching..as she said that i was wasting time.. should be reading and preparing for the exam..and she said if she knew that i would watch then she wouldn't buy it for me.. :( quite bad lol.. and so i told her i wouldn't watch it again untill exam is over.. but i really feel like watch ;( ..have to do what i promise..

today i went to restaurant to eat ...and my cousin,Pake comes to stay with me for a few nights.. :) and i teach her how to play piano (Right her waiting) ..just chorus..and she picks thing very fast and really has strong determination :) which i don't have..
well hope to be enjoying these few days

# posted by milk bottle | 9:38 AM | 0 comments

Saturday, March 24, 2007

vorn>

thanks to vorn.. :) he's a really nice guy ..
i'm really glad to know him....he understands me very well ..hee

# posted by milk bottle | 10:07 AM | 0 comments

days>

i'm feeling really upset..well..there's nothing much to the cause but somehow i just can't explian it..
i'm rrrrrr...eeee...aaaa..lllllyyyy..!!! stressed that i might not be able to get into the university..and it would lik start a few months later after the exam has takn place !! and i still have to wait.. i really don't want it this way!! hate myself! :( so bad! well i think i got to study really need to..but well today came back from chinese class already feel very tired.. :( why things turned out this way..?

# posted by milk bottle | 9:01 AM | 0 comments

Friday, March 23, 2007

bad day>

it's bad day i would say...well..nothing much..it's just about the guardian that i used to live with in singapore..i had thought that she was a nice person who was very generous...and happened that she isn't..like the time when i went to singapore with my mum..and she waited until her husband came home and then gave the gift to us..because she wanted to show her husband that she had given something to us...and supposed she needs to have given us lunch money if we were not eating at home (stay at school) it is the term that we agree when we moved in..and when i asked her about it..she is not pleased with me..and said that i was calculative...she said that she didn't give money but she knew what to do.. bought things for my sister..but also didn't take money from us ...things like that... i think my mum is really right..she just acts to be generous..but actually not..she told y mum that if she went to Taiwan or Japan also need to buy presents for them..(need lots of money) and my mum thought so she didn't really give people things sincerely.....
and this month alone! cost like $4000 plus..wow.. that's really a lot of money!!

whatever it is!! i hate today! and hate to know that people were going university when i can't !!! feel like crying :(

# posted by milk bottle | 8:56 AM | 0 comments

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Ball>

well today is not a bad day at all.. well..

i went for piano lesson as usual and my teacher asked me to practice the two previous song by myself...and he started on the new song..well it's not difficult but i'm not very good at sight reading.. and like i take a while to press each note.. haha..and my teacher would like 'La ..La ' and i haven't press the key haha.. i feel like laughing sometimes..

well today at home, while i was praticing piano..my mum recieve a call ..but the line was cut off so i told her to just call back..and she did..surprisingly it's my cousin Ball (one year older than me)...well he wanted to be a member of Herbal life and sell its product to earn profit..but his father(my uncle) just disapproved him of doing so..and well he called my mum to ask.. well many people like to call and discuss with my mum.. and i feel that she really can give a good advice..haha..but before she hung up the phone ..i asked to speack to him and ..well hee..at least we talked like normal..last time when we met at the dinner..we didn't even say hello or something..and now i feel really glad about it..moreover we are cousin.. and so i told him about i going for chinese lesson..and well tomorrow he said he would be going with us too..well may be he has to start in 1st year.. actually hope we can be in the same class so we can discuss or things like that... it would be really good! haha.. and my mum told him about me going for piano lesson and he was interested in learning guitar too haha.. :) i hope he can join me there.. hee.. =D anyway we grew up together as we used to live with grandma and grandpa.. :)

# posted by milk bottle | 9:09 AM | 0 comments

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

bad luck>

today i have to go for piano lesson at 1pm..and well before that..i went to take a picture of my piano and i also take all od my soft toys out from the cupboard anf gather them on my bed haha.. and took a photo..and then i headed for piano lesson..well as early as i always..and so i went to Milk Plus to have a drink ...and bread..and as i was just sat down.. i saw my eng tutor and the boss at inlingual walked now from the stair case which is just opposite me!! oh shit!! and the boss saw me and smiled to me!!! oh no! i was like...so shocked ! why am i so unlucky huh!! i forced a smile back to him.. and so they turned to the left where there are lifts.. i prayed really hard..just go and don't come to me.. and later i saw the boss was like telling Mr Andy about seeing me.. and Shit!!! he turned to find me! and smiling as he was walking toward where i was sitting!!how to hide.. i was thinking hard how should i answer him or should i just lie and said i got into the university... or the truth..oh no!!.. i feel so stupid... er...and now both of them were at my table..and the first thing he asked was 'how is your exam?' i was quiet..for a while and he continued 'don't tell me that u can't get it' ...i was like ''er..''he asked ' did u pass the exam'' i said 'yup,but...i was disqualified'..and they looked takken aback!.. shit !! and i said it.. :( i feel so lousy!! and well he didn't said much but still looked very calm and said so taking the exam the next time? i said yup and told him when...and he said don't bring your handphone in the next time.. he said as if it's not a big deal or mistake that i had made.. well and he ended with 'nice to see u' ...but i'm not that happy to see him.. feel so disillusioned..

i called my cousin and we had a chat ..which made me feel better... well and at least i don't have to hide haha when i saw him the next time..

on the bus ...back home..the bus filled with quite a few people..and this guy standing beside me wearing a university uniform..and was chatting with a girl in the same uni..i guess they must be bgr...well and when the lady next to the window got up.. the girl moved in but the guy didn't sit.. i was like wondering why.. and when i looked at him..like he was like smiling lol.. to me.. i didn't really looked at him though..and i guess he offered the seat so..i sat.. hate to take bus!! and i always feel so insecure when i was on the bus.. so dilapidated unlike in singapore.. and prayed hard that someone got down the same bus-stop as me so i don't have to stretch to press the bell.. but well i had to do it again!

# posted by milk bottle | 1:27 AM | 0 comments

Monday, March 19, 2007

something stupid..>

i lost my temper over piano.. :( just couldn't play it right..but well at least today have some improvements..

yesterday evening,when my dad came home..he went to play golf with uncle William who is a friend of uncle (my sister's guardian) well but my dad had met him before.. and when he came back..sure he was tired..but then i request for him to drive me the main entrance of over village..because i wanted to ride bicycle.. and i left it there without taking it back the other day..knowing that he's not very pleased.. i said i drove there... but of course it's not the main road lol..quite short distance..so i drove there with my dad sitting next to me.. and i always get scoldings..i'm just not very good with moving backward..because have to drove back and turn to the left side and drove right forward to get out of the house...and i like not very sure which way to turn... well and one of the safety guard who saw me the other day and asked me if i was going for shopping and i just said no.. he sort of greeted me..hee. and i just nod lol.. and later after gotmy bicycle ..i asked my dogs out and we went around together..and met my previous piano teacher with her husband.. well and we had a short conversation.. i feel quite upset lol.. i mean she also a good teacher ..but i think it is me who is a slow learner.. :( well anyway after have a chat with my mum.. she said why don't i go for both teacher haha.. i think it's a great idea...but don't know if she free to take me or not..

and erm... today is an exciting day..it's raining finally! like in here can't get to see rain at all!.. and my grandma walked to the other side to buy some vegetables.. there's a house grew them and sell them.. but after a while it rained...and so i (still wearing pyjamas ) rode my bike and brought two umbrella with me...but couldn't use.. and so i pass her the umbrella and i drove back w0w..feelling like i was in the movie or drama..riding in the rain! haha..and later it seemed to get heavier..and my grandma..still hadn't come back.. she asked me to come back first..and anyway..i saw my mum's car (but i think i only tried on it once ,normally i would practice with my dad's care) but also didn't really practice nowadays..and i think of trying.. so i called and asked mum if i should drive out of the house..to fetch grandma..and she said how sure am i..haha.. i also not very sure ...never been on the driving alone before.. and so..i decided to give a try...feeling quite nervous..first i tried to turn on the engine..but after turn it to the right.. only music is on..but the engine is not..so i just any how..turn..and so the engine started..! quite happy ..at least one step is done.. and so i have to unlock the break.. and some how manage to... and later i changed the gear to R and the car started to move backward..so.. i estimated where should i steered to the left..(without banging into my mum's plants..or garden) and it goes smoothly..and i stopped and switched on for the gate to open...and changed the mode again..and drove out.. slowly.. haha.. and i didn't bang into the gate or anything..! wow so proud or myself..and i driving straight is not a problem.. so when i was there..and called out to my grandma..she was quite shocked to see me in the car too! haha.. but she asked me to go back first as she's not done yet..and anyway it had stopped raining.. so i drove back..and when getting back to the house..i had to go up the slope..and i guess my dog looked quite surprised too..haha..well managed to park and successful for the first time.. :) i called my mum..and told her that i banged into the gate and the gate break! she was so calm..and asked where.. then i laughed ...well..haha and later talk to my dad..i did the same trick..can guess that he was about to scold me and so i cut in and said i didn't bang into the gate.. everything is safe.. haha =D

# posted by milk bottle | 12:11 AM | 0 comments

Saturday, March 17, 2007

oh shit>

i went for piano lesson yesterday...and while waiting for my mum ,i practiced the same song that i had learnt.. it was so cold in the room..so that my hands...were as cold as ice ...finally she reached.. and so i about to walk out of the music school.. then i saw the boss of inlingual... he know me of course(interviewed me,and talked to me quite a few times and praised on my composition)oh no.. i automatically turned back in .. and when i saw him ,he was turning his head behind..so i guessed he didn't notice me.. i feel so bad.. :( i also didn't do anything wrong..but why must i hide.. :( well...i might really bumped into them! either the boss or the tutor... feel so bad..what should i say to them.. ?

after that,i feel really upset somehow.. when i was having my dinner with mum....at Fuji.. sign~

# posted by milk bottle | 1:26 AM | 0 comments

Friday, March 16, 2007

play music>

today in the evening..i was quite stressed out.. yup.. i have to play piano and my mum sings again.. at first i played wrongly at some part.. not that i don't know but i was thinking of somgthing else and press wrongly..but second time i got it all right.. ..then later she took a sit and just listen to me play... and i play wrongly..again.. and so she asked me to replay..this time i played again...and got one note wrong..and so being asked to replay.. :( it makes me quite stressed... :( because i try to look at the note clearly and even stopping breathing..for some parts.. haha anyway i feel so tired and didn't continue after that...she tells me that i must it everytime right ..

i couldn't sign in to the msn..may be something was wrong..

# posted by milk bottle | 8:59 AM | 0 comments

Thursday, March 15, 2007

well..>

today is a better day... :) but i always feel very sleepy .... well today i feel a bit better,may be because i did some exercise for english.. yup.. :) and well today i went to the shopping mall with my mum haha she sent me there.. while i was having piano lesson, my mum went for facial massage...and later i went to eat dinner with my mum.. well many times i have to miss my dinner.. because of going for chinese class and nothing much to eat at home.. so i refused to eat and some times just eat snacks or drink milo ,fruit juice...whatever there are..

today during the chinese class..as my teacher was writing something on the board...well i just copy part of it because the other i thought it is nothing much ...haha and later the teacher saw me sitting there ,thought that i had done with all the copy and so asked me out to do the exercise again.. like she would give u the word 'yu' (fish) so u have to think of words that consist of 'fish' things like that...and there are quite a few words there.. the teacher told me not to write too difficult just wrote from the text book...hee.. anyway it went well...and as always my teacher will teach with her spectacle on the tip of her nose..and i she will look around and notice that she often look at me.. haha.. and well i would like to answer too ..but sometimes wrong haha.. anyway i feel so sleepy during the lesson.. well it went well lol :) i mean the lesson ... i look forward for the next lesson.. er..yup still have homework :(

today my mum said that a customer came to her factory ... she's from er.. taiwan ..and is a chinese..well and was amazed that my mum could speak chinese really well.. and thought that my mum was from china..well she is born in thailand.. and i'm quite eager to hear her story..she said that she shook her by hand and ask her to sit.. things like that..and gave her the name..and gave her tea.. haha..and well she copy quite a few sentence from the book that she learned to use and it surprisingly that it goes perfectly well with this occasion.. :)

# posted by milk bottle | 9:13 AM | 0 comments

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

bad>

these few days ,i kept getting scoldings.. well i also don't know why ..but seem that i don't want to care much for anything..
yesterday my mum went to work and called me ,asked me to look for money in her pants..she remembered that she had put it there..so before it was being washed.. i went to search and money to find money..she said it supposed to be 1000 bath note...but i saw it as 50 bath note...and when she came home and i gave it to her then i knew that it's not 50 bath note... well and my mum was somehow unhappy with me...couldn't get things right..and later she poured in many other matters...like saying that i 'm not hard-working enough for the coming exam.. asked me to register for toefl but i couldn't get it done.. well i explained that i went to serch for it in the webside but not sure how to go about it.. i did call and ask but the person just said register through the net.. and lfew days later on my dad helped to call..but the person said the registration is closed for the coming exam..so dad said just take exam at the university need not to take toefl then.. well later..mum said i got to study..piano is not important now..concentrate on what is more important.. and at the same time asked me to play each piece of music well before by-pass it..must be able to play without looking at the note....but i got to do some practice of the song that i had just been taught too..if not the lessons would just be learning the sam eold thing..and lesson would be wasted.. and when i told her that Silk (a girl who went to singapore to study as well) took Sat exam to enter university...and later mum scolded me again.. saying that i'm not so eager to search or know anything.. :( well but in singapore ,i don't think i'm like that..i would try to improve.. may be afterward would be better

i feel quite 'shi bai' ,failed to do anything good.... :(

# posted by milk bottle | 10:33 PM | 0 comments

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

yeah>

everytime when i was on the bus..i feel quite scared..i would think would accident occured?(cos the bus doesn't seem very stable) would i miss the stop? and it is not even air-conditioned! worse than that... the bell normally would be placed at the ceilling of the bus or just above the door.. there were like two bells..! and i often can't reach for it..or have to stretch to press.. this is also why i hate be short! and i was early as usual..and went to buy a cup of milk..which i always do.. and after that i waited for lift..and many arrived with full of people ....and i thought next one please..there were few people waiting as well.. and when the lift' door opened ...a few people squeezed in..and i was about to ..when i saw him!!!! oh no!! my english tutor!...ahhhH!! i quickly moved back to where i was..and lucky enough he didn't notice me..he was standing right behind..but because he was taller than the rest..so i could see him quite clear...i pray i wouldn't see him again! pleasee!!

and well yesterday i went for chinese class.. got scoldings from my mum again! that i didn't hand in the form to the office ..anyway i would try to improve and not to be so forgetful...and well at the chinese class..and i went to recess with the girl name 'Ji' again.. and well today we chat about jay chou too! as she also likes him like i do...and we would chat in msn soon..as she added me.. hee :)

today ,lucky enough i don't have to go for piano lesson by my own..hee.. but well i just can't play the part which i was taught yesterday!

# posted by milk bottle | 11:17 PM | 0 comments

songs..>

well.. i feel so devastasted.. :( well i guess i'm a real slow learner and no head for music at all! and i wonder if i could play piano well or not.. i wonder how many years would it takes me..

yep today i went for piano lesson (earlier than before) and well i broswe through the cd stalls..and happened to buy two cds...one is classical ---chopin..and the other one is those old songs.. 'handy man' and 'love you more than i can say'..my favourite.. and later the lady gave me a 20 bath discount card.. which can be used the next time... and later i saw one cd! quite nice too.. it's er..one of my favourite song is 'no one does it better' so i bought it straight away.. haha but the lady said must be above 200 bath than can use the discount card.. and the cd cost 199 bath..so i looked for something more.. and wanted to buy thai cd..the singer can play piano very well too but his cd is too expensive.. so i bought a vcd fearless in the end..

# posted by milk bottle | 1:19 AM | 0 comments

Sunday, March 11, 2007

piano score>

today ...well sunday and i don't really have many things to do..if want to ..there are..but i just don't feel ...not even want to learn toefl or anything.. :( i feel like it's a long holidays which would never end.. and have to say.. i still feel that most of my 'working' life is only in singapore not in thailand.. so it's really different for me if ask me to study here.. ma be because of the environment in singapore as well.. like everybody study so i have to..

what makes me feel worse for today is that.. a 'friend' (used to be ) she was my primary school friend in thailand but then now she goes to school to continue her university.. whatever it is.. she's just became really 'bad' ..well.. i don't think i even like her or want her as my friend anymore..whenever in msn...she never say 'hi' or anything and she's very often online.. only when she has something that want to know..about singapore education or things like that..then she would ask..and after that when i asked her a few question.. she just doesn't really concerned to even reply.. i wonder why did i still want to tell her or even msn with her..

actually my mood is better before that..as i actually found a webside to jay chou's piano scores.. there are so many of his songs.. and i click to listen to them almost all of them.. and they thrilled me ...i wanted to know how to play them all...but so disillusioned... knowing that it would take years may be.. :(

well yesterday evening ,i went for the chinese class..and luckily not late.. and happened that the teacher is changed.. it's Li teacher.. who had taught my parents before..i don't know wether to glad or not because..he's really very strict too.. and encourage us to work hard...things like that..which i actually don't intend to.. well guess i have to.. may be tomorrow.. oh yeah there is homework too.. he's different from the other teacher who taught us on tuesday and thursday because he liked to call one by one and asked to read out.. glad enough that i can read..better than many of the rest.. and li teacher even gave comment that i could read 'hao ting' (nice to hear) sort of.. well i feel that last time in thailand,i was not anybody..and when went to singapore slightly better...and back here at last is a somebody.. u know..when people know that u went oversea to study or things like that.. well.. i think i get to know many of my classmates better now..but well i just can't really chat with them much.. is it because of gap generation? or may it's because i ran out of topic to talk.. well even with the same age girl who looks really pretty ..i would say she has a perfect skin! and really trendy unlike me :( just hope that i could start university very soon!!! please!!

last night after 4hours of class..(longer as it was saturday)i was really tired ...but still i slept at 12 plus.. as i continued with the story book ' behing the closed door' so unexpected...i mean the true story which i can't believe it is actually true...the father of the author was bad enough and later the mother actually know that he molested his own dauthers...and didn't even want to do anything with it.. and worse than that....the parents had a new way of earning money by making porn film.. two of them and the husband and wife of friend...together four of them.. ! and the friend's daugther was also asked to act with the author 's father!! my goddess.. it's such a mess..!! and the father wanted his own dauther (the author) to act it out with his friend as well! and of course the mother actually know it! ...but luckily she didn't has to act ....but it's so unbelievable how could such thing happen...

# posted by milk bottle | 5:55 AM | 0 comments

Friday, March 09, 2007

lies low>

today i really have to make my own way to the mall.. and i had to take bus there.. when i was waiting for the bus.. i took off my jacket.. feeling quite hot(need my jacket because in the mall is so cold..) i wore t-shirt inside.. and know what i heard a somebody shouting something.. and i turned and looked.. they were a group of man.. they were in a truck..looking amused..and i looked around nobody around me at all..so they must be shouting it to me..just by the look,i can tell that they are not good! and may be i can gues from what they shout to me...i didn't really care about them.. so many bad guys around :( remembered another time when i was standing by the road side with my mum,this man who rode on motor bike passed us but there's traffic jam.. and so he stopped near where we were and he just kept looking.. i wonder why...

anyway,today after my parents came to fetch me..we went for some shopping and there sells jewellery...and so i got a neaklace :) quite good huh.. and my mum bought an earing.. it's not real diamond ...but a few percent of gold.. not so bad i think..

home,my grandma had fever.. i feel quite bad about it..but don' really know how to u know.. think of going to sleep with her..but she said i might get the fever too...it might spread of something.. don't know why but i feel really upset..and sad.. and guilty.. it's just so difficult to explain.. and i really want her to be as fined as before..

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yesterday ...there was a bird flown into my house...and could get its way out... so i opened the window...and it seems to go there but didn't fly out..it was second storey.. and later i called my housemaid to catch it..(i dare not) and she managed to catch it..she said that it was still a baby bird couldn't fly high yet.. i see.. and she handed it to me. i was quite scared but managed to hold it in my hand... wow so cute!! and its feather is so smooth.. but it tried to struggle.. i hold it with two hands.. but not too hard.. and carry it to my garden and let it off.. and there were a few similar birds..and i guess may be they were its family members..it was such a heart-warming sight..suddenly i felt like having bird as a pet.. :) which is not quite impossible..

thought that i might have to go for piano lesson myself but happened that my mum was meeting my uncle at his house... they wanted to go and see the er..second -hand car..they are taken back by the company becase some people can't afford to play for the car every month or something..my mum seems quite interested ...but i think i would prefer that (benz) which is for youngster..but i make no comment.. anyway after my piano lesson,my mum and my uncle came to pick me and send me for chinese lesson...and they went off... on the way.. my uncle was again..saying that the car wheel were too hard or something.. he can sense it.. and er.. saying that some parts of engines of things like thing like that which i didn't really pay attention too..and there's a heavy traffic jam...and suddenly my uncle opened the door..i was surprised why did he opened the car door.. he wanted to investigate the rubber of the windscreen of the door..

managed to be in the class finally..and well the lesson was quite interesting though.. and during the break..this girl from my class..was walking near to me ..so i chat to her.. and knew later that we are same age.. but she's in university already... :( well.. she looks real trendy from the way she dressed.. something like singlet but has a long length up to her hip.. it was light cream-brown colour.. and er... she wore jean ..and her black colour bra...the strips were visible.. she's very fair! and has such a good skin... with light make-up which suit her really well.. wow i felt like i was not matured like her at all.. i didn't really put on make-up (ran out of powder too).. i wore just a t-shirt and a long sleeve jacket.. and jean... look childish... anyway in the canteen,i same li teacher who taught my parents before.. so i went to greet him ..he's really very kind :) and nice man.. and next to him was a lady... i didn't know that she was actually a teacher... and she looked surprised and said why did i speak so well.. which quite confusing too to me(well? may be compare to thais there) ...andway i excuse myself and walked off.. and li teacher said that i have a good manner to the lady beside him.. which may be.er...not sure.. sitting with the class ...and chat with them.. and well since they asked..so i told them that i study oversea and they seemed very interested.. and kept asking me questions.. i hardly had time to stop to eat..

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Wednesday, March 07, 2007

tennis...>

well well...today i have to go for piano lesson again.. and yesterday i was taught the song cannon in d...well and it' not very easy ...but it would if i know the chard well.. :( umm got to practice later.. and i had to make the jouney there by myself :( so i have to take bus again ...how i wish i could drive... come to think of it ...by having that new car (benz) that last week i had seen...umm it would be really cool lol..

my grandpa came back home yesterday yeah ...but he still needs sometime to be back to normal ... and my grandma was taking care of him..

my sister,asked my mum for a new handphone again...and it costs like $600 ...she said it is for motivation in her studies...and she said that she would try to go to 4 years...hope so..anyway my mum allow(she gave a deep thought about it)...

last night i read the story book which i bought the other time .. 'BEHIND THE CLOSED DOOR' ...i really feel so sorry for her... and her family members.. her father had mental problems..always beat his children,mum, and punished them..and he didn't really work at all...it is a true story..i felt real terrible sad reading it.. i can't imagine there's such thing happening!

i remembered watching tennis match the night before.. :) and it was ANDY MURRAY ...i find him very good-looking and i feel that he actually plays very well.. but then i don't like that he can't control his temper that well and sometimes enough scolded the f word... and for golf ,i like Adam scott..he's really handsome! wow i really fond of him ....hee and he can play well too :)

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Tuesday, March 06, 2007

better days>

yesterday was a very exhausting day..for me.. well in the afternoon my mum came back home to pick me and send me to the mall for the piano lesson.. i was so scared that ..yeah i might meet with my eng tutor.. haha..lucky enough no.. i took the lift which is at behind the elingual..and before i walked across to the piano centre...i make sure that there's not a teacher there who walk to toilet or things like that..and so i make my way to the music centre..and later took piano lesson.. well.. haha a bit disappointed ...i thought my piano teacher would be those handsome ,young man.. but no..he's slightly shorter than me an with a kind of funny look on his face.. with his curly hair.. er.. well .. i doubt if he can teach well or not.. well but after a while my opinion change..hee.. and he taught me chord and all those.. which ...er.. not easy i feel...but at least i know that today he's going to teach me the song 'cannon in d ' finally! i hope that i can at least play this one well.. er.. need some time i think.. and actually before that i played the song' the entertainer' for him..(even though played wrongly at the middle of it) but well ... hee..he said that i played pretty good.. and that reminded me of my previous piano teacher.. a 60 plus years old lady.. who took her pen and hit my hand when i play wrongly ...wouldn't say that i like that method of teaching very much..

anyway after piano lesson.. i was so free!... and it ended early as well...moreover i have to wait for my dad to come and fetch me.. but he would come around 5 plus ...so i have like 1 hour plus.. to walk around.. quite bored too.. so i went to have my dinner.. well.. and later when my dad came and we went to for chinese lesson.. my dad dropped me there and he went for driving range.. and well.. i was late again for the class...and the teacher called some of us to go to the board and filled in some blanks.. which is actually the revision of last two lessons.. but nobody really wanted to go out..only two that were called have to go ..out..there...later she came to me..(i was sitting in the first row ) and asked me for my name.. for the correct pronounciation.. and asked me out to do quite a few blanks ..and before that i didn't really pay attention..or even revise the work that i had learned..so ... just filled in whatever i thought there were... later the teacher said all of them were correct.. which is not.. i got like two wrong...(after checking from the book) and so i went to tell the teacher who busy with something else already...and later she realised it too... and later on...she seems to like my name... and called me to ask for my answer and lucky this time i got all of it correct.. :) ...sometimes i also day dreaming..haha and keep thinking rubbish...well and i felt that may be she should change her shoes...it's quite old..and her skirt also hanged a string of cloth.. anyway.. there's a break in between as usual

i didn't know if i should wait for the teacher or other classmates or not...so i just walked out first....but lucky enough that manage to sit the same table with them..and when i walked to the table this guy was saying to the other girl that ' i thought it diamond of something' he looked very amused lol..and was actually saying my earings... anyway i just sat.. and happened that he sat opposite me.. he looked like in his 20th.. and smiled to me..i smiled back that looked away.. and later i looked ..he still smiled.. feel quite weird why was he kept smiling huh?...then later he asked me what is my name.. i told him..and as in manner i asked back.. and later..i went on eating bread and milo.. and looked up again.. he still looked at me smiling.. and this time i didn't smile..(haha) well don't know what is my expression..may be a bit shocked? and so he turned and talked to the lady beside him..and later he asked me did i took exam and came to join to class so i said yes..and he asked me where did i learn chinese before ..i said in singapore..and he looked quite stunned..and so i asked him.. is he same class as me..? yes he is.. i felt so dumb.. i don't even know who are in the same class ..well i didn't really turn back and looked who were behind me anyway.. and the lady who were sitting quite near to me...was saying that she ever went to beijing for two years to learn chinese.. well no wonder she seems better than the rest.. and by the way all the teacher that teach us also from beijing..

back to the class..teacher let us listen to the recored tape for the third time.. which made me feel quite bored(already tired)..and so i just do the exercise after that... and when others were doing i sat there doing nothing.. may be the teacher was a bit surprised and came to me again and took a look at my book..and so asked me out to write the answer.. and lucky enough i got them right... and later there one question.. = did the person meet his neighbours more or less?...so in chinese it is more.. but then classmates sound confident and answer less.. and so the teacher were saying..no it's it more(duo shao) and asked them again..and they still thought that their answer is correct..and said less....so the teacher wrote out the words.. and told them again..and they still said the same answer.. i almost laughed out..haha but have to control of course.. so the teacher said we woul continue it the next lesson :) hee

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Monday, March 05, 2007

gui lin>

so it is decided... after a few callings here and there.. the class leader ( in my mum's chinese class) said that he had booked the tour for the people in the class ...yeah they wanted to go to gui lin during 'Song Gan' this 13April-17.....at first i also don't want to go..but my mum said go for relaxation..she loves nature..so.. well..i said up to her.. well but ....i have to share the hotel room with my mum's teacher's daugther.. i haven't even met her once!..but well i did...haha.. burn a cd of jay chou's songs for her...hee..

more to that.. my mum said we are going china for er... to see it's fair..not fun-fair..but well i'm not very sure what is it..and we are going there this month..doesn't sound very fun.. i heard that must sleep in the bus for like 5 to 6 hours.. or things like that..my parents and my uncle also going.. they actually going for some business.. :( to see electric goods or something like that..but the heighlight of it i that we would be visiting a place in china where it sells all kind kind of things.. products of china...well hee may be i can get some nice things there.. and my mum said that i would be surprised to see how my uncle work.. he's really know all kind of things.. and work and work whole day.. i think he's a bit funny too.. like that time drove my mum's car.. and even better than engineer..! he told my mum that that car is not function that well and seems to know which part or equipment of it is loosen..things like that... i somehow feel quite frustrated too haha.. and that time when i went to see piano.. even he doesn't play piano..but he could tell which one sound better ..when i can't even differentiate...

mum told me some joke about him last time too..when he was at the airport of Hong kong.. he put his belongings in the trolley..and was chatting to a lady who services at the airport..he only had a small bag that could be tied around the waist( which people use it for keeping money ,passport and so on)..and one old plastic bag with a robot toy that he bought for his son.. and then his small bag disappeared..and he asked the lady..and she said she saw a tall english man snatched it..when they were having conversation.. and so my uncle..ran after that man..and when he saw my uncle running after him...he also ran...then when my uncle saw a guard..he pat hard in his back and told him that the man stole his bag.. and so the guard informed the police ... and they ran after that man.. and so that man gave up and threw the bag and went to take the lift.. after my uncle took his bag,he still not give up ...and ran after the man.. anyway the lift not yet come so ...the man was caught.. and later the police asked my uncle what were the things inside his bag...he said the first thing is his name card.. the police were like quite shocked.. to hear that.. he said that because business ..so his name card is very important so the customer could keepcontact with him.. then later...police asked him what else was inside ..he said..scent(liquid which chinese like to smell it..smell like medicine)...well so ..the police asked him where is his money.. he said he kept his money and passport in the robot plastic bag.. he said that important things must kept in not important place.. or things like that..

that's why i say he a bit weird..
anyway tomorrow.. my grandpa going for eyes operation.. yea..he said that he can't see clearly.. well but it would take only a day ...and tmr i have piano lesson.. :( hope i would be fined

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Sunday, March 04, 2007

mood>

can't understand why am i like this? i mean i always having mood swing.. and more heartless i feel.. well how should i put this.. things like finding things around me very frustrating (sometimes only) and sometime quite sick of my dogs..which i don't really do before.. anyway...

well today is holiday and so my mum doesn't have to attend chinese class..so last night she's very happy about it..and so i switched on the vcd ..the princess hour for her to watch again..i mean at the beginning..and last night we watched three disc..slept at 1 am.. oh my ...i felt so sleepy and know what...i still have a bad dream last night.. i dreamt that i was somewhere with a group of people whom i didn't know at all..and there's a river..and there's many crocodiles in there.. and they wanted to eat us... worse than that we were no way to escape... it is a long dream...but well haha i dreamt that i managed to escape while some people were eaten by crocodiles...but very scary lol.. i thought i might die... :(

anyway it is just a dream... well.. today ..is sunday.. free :) but not free... my mum wanted to go spa ...while my dad wanted to go to buy golf club...i'm just a follower.. anyway we went to these shopping centre ...which sells only golf stuffs....we spend likr 4 and half hours there...and there's nothing to see ...most of the shops are 'GOLF'...but there are cars being displayed there.. and one quite nice..benz..but more like for youngsters...quite nice red colour.. bright red.. and the figure is like jazz.. well my mum like it ..haha more than i do.. and it costs like 1,990,000 baths..
i feel real bored just followed my dad.. and he just can't made up his mind which to buy.. well i know he has to compare the price.. but it took really long! so there's this caffe ..so i asked my mum(who feels as bored as i were) to go and have some drinks..so i ordered straberry juice while mum ordered peach..and my dad came and oreder coffee...well later.. we went up to the second storey..and walked around again...ahh...so bored.. i rather stay at home..and practice my piano.. and oh yeah..there's this book store selling only english book like novel ...things like that !! so i went in to see.. and there are some on 20% off.. haha... wow there's'shopaholic' and many more.. and while i was browsing through many of them.. it may be feel that life is better haha...not so boring..i mean they brightened up my day...

so my mum asked me if i want any books..so i decided and picked two of them.. one is 'the tenth circle' and 'how to win friends and influence people'( this one ...is self-improvement) ..while paying.. i saw the poster..behind the counter.. and i asked the sale lady and so she said that if have that card can get 5% discount..and happened that my mum has...more to that it written that if buy like 500 baths and above and get 200 bath vocher.. free.. so i think it is quite worth..and so i went to choose some more.. and my dad came to the store..kept hurring me!..i was so frustrated..so i tried as fast as i could.. so finally came out with another two.. 'behind closed doors' and 'shopaholic and sister' ..and came to look at it.. why did i choose that two huh.. the content almost the same..the 'behind the door' and the tenth circle.. both are about child abuse.. i was thinking am i alright huh? why did i choose these books... ? and while we were paying for them.. dad said he went down stair first...i was like huh! then just now kept asking me to hurry...is he alright..!? i mean he still wanted to go and look at those stores again..which he been in every of them..some for a few times..and if he wanted to go just go..why hurry me! if not i might have more time to look around..

so boring.. have to follow him again..to the same shop..and my mum asked the sale man...about which brand of the gold club is the most expensive.. he said that the brand ' honma' ..some of its product could go up to like 2million baths! i was so shocked! what! are they all right? and with that money ...can actually buy one benz car! wow.. watever it is.. finally.. my dad manage to get one golf club home.. at least..

home at last.. i was quite hungry..and so i ate pizza that my mum ordered in the afternoon before we left for the shopping.. and it is so cheap..having promotion..buy one get one free..with the edge filled with hotdog and bacon.. and it costs like about $19..only.. and i eat like 2 and half piece...and one in the afternoon..oh no! so sicked of pizza already :(
then my dad asked me to take some tibits to give to the dogs..he always eat half way and dump them in the refrigerator.. so i wanted to give them just straight away..and my dad said should put in the their bowl..so i went to get their bowl at the back of the house...and i bent down..and when i lifted up to get up.. my face was scratched with the edge of my grandma's room.. i felt numbed...then i felt that i bleed.. i was really shocked when i touched my face..it's blood.. i'm just scared to see it.. and it's like oozing out lol..it's hurt.. i was praying hard that it was not serious.. at first i thought my nose bleed.. before that i give the tibits to the dogs.. and went in to check my wound...when i went to see well it's only about 1 cm cut near my nose.. but i didn't expect it to bleed so much.. and my dad says may be should apply some medicine..and later i went to tell my mum.. she no comment at all... but worse than that my grandma laughed at me! i was like quite angry lol! it's because she didn'tclose her windows that's why i bleed and there laughing at me! i really feel ignored lol! so i just walked away! what could i say? what i know is must respect..must respect.. and by saying a few words more..they wouldn't be happy... forget it..

well..these few days.. i've been playing that song.. 'lu dao xiao ye qu' ,'yue liang diao biao wo de xin' and my mum would kept singing...and it's like.. :( she's testing me to see if i could pay the whole song without any mistakes or not.. oh not.. i always plays wrongly at some parts of it.. or may be pressed wrong button.. ahh.. it's not easy ... anyway come to think of it.. i have to go for lesson very soon ...and it's really high chance of meeting up with my eng tutor ...and beside there was a toilet and opposite was the tuition centre...! oh no! how scary it is.. i pray hard that i wouldn't meet with the eng tutor..may be should i make up some stories about can't enter the university? this is really bad.. and i still have to take bus ..which i don't quite like...well no choice

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Friday, March 02, 2007

ahh..>

well..yesterday i went for chinese lessons again..well lucky enough that i was not late...the teacher is the same person..she's quite old and dressed like aunt..yeah.. and er..at first she would read out our name to see if we were there..

yesterday we were taught how to read and learn the meaning of words..in a story...well nothing much .. anyway later we went for a break..well at least i sat the same table as them.. feeling i'm the youngest there.. very hungry last night.. to be frank i don't quite feel like studying haha..

by the time i reached home..it was already 10 plus..my parent and i had a supper..then i played a few pieces of song for my mum...but i still can't play well lol.. my dad said that...my dad does have some music backgroud..he used to play guitar with his band( a few friends of his) ..anyway now he sort of forget how to play..but he seems to like piano too.. last night i tried to teach my mum but after pressing a few keys..she refused to take in anymore..and said that she prefers to listen.. haha..
at least now i can play the song 'the entertainer' haha..but many times..i press wrong key or my mind is not with me.. like while playing ,i would think of something else.. sign~ well but this 6 march, i would go for piano lesson ") hee..quite tough too.. :( because after piano lesson have to go for chinese lesson.. =(

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