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Monday, December 31, 2007

phone call>

on the sunday night, wei hao even called me ...eventhough he was in phuket.. :) i feel that he's so sweet lol.. come to think of it.. i think he's really a good bf.. but sort of spoiled me too.. like when i said i wanted to eat cake.. he would buy for me.. and when i said i wanted to eat cup noodle.. he also said ok.. hardly remember when he goes against me... and when i kept telling him about rice burger of mos burger.. in singapore.. but there's none in thailand.. and he went to check at mac for me is there's any rice burger...
yesterday i went to siam with pake and pete.. it is so enjoyable!

# posted by milk bottle | 11:14 PM | 0 comments

dadada>

da da da...lu lu lu.. nowadays.. i feel so enjoyable.. yea have to enjoy every minutes before the school reopened.. sigh...
well haha.. on the saturday... no sunday is wei hao's birthday! well.. actually i was unhappy.. lol.. er.. the night before actually.. and i was quite upset with what he did ....it was on friday night.. and i was actually waiting for him to apologise..but he didn't really.. and he didn't even called me.. i really wonder if he felt sorry at all.. and we actually had a date that on saturday i'm bring him to oishi..to eat for his birthday.. yea... and i planned to gave him the birthday present at the end of the day...but i was really angry lol.. and wondered if i should at all gave him the present...and yea.. wonder if he worth the present at all.. or just forget about the whole thing.. no dinner..no present.. no seeing him.. but come to think of it.. it is his birthday after all.. and he did so many things for me.. and i shouldn't let just one thing spoiled everything.. may be i should forgive him.. but then.. he still didn't call.. in msn.. he still sent me a smiley face...like he always did as usual.. i don't know..may be he just tried to pretend that nothing had happened.. and we talked nothing at all....so later i chat with sin ying.. and tell her about the whole thing.. and she said that..i shouldn't give him the present not until he knew his mistake.. and later i asked lala.. and she said i should forgive him.. i don't know why.. but deep inside i also want to forgive him..
..the next day.. saturday i had to send my sisters off to the airport.. they both were going back to singapore... i was quite stressed actually because i wasn't sure about the plan for the day.. after sending them.. at first mum and dad decided to go to sathorn to have message.. but then.. later mum said could send me to siam first as wei hao was there watching movie and waiting for me there.. and i kept telling him.. and kept changing.. and he was ignored.. well but i think it is also partly his fault.. he should said.. that he's at siam at first.. and should tell me that why is he going h0me first.. or something.. in the end we came home first.. and he came to pick me..... i don't know why.. but he's very good at keeping his emotion ... he seemed really normal.. never really see him got angry or ignored in front of me.. hmm... i don't know.. well anyway after talking ... we were sort of fin.. just like nikita told me.. that everything will be ok.. and yea it is.. :) then we went to oishi to eat..quite expensive for buffet... two of us.. 1530 bath... but he really takes care of me very well... like helped me with the food.. and everything.. hehe... but i feel that we didn't eat that much...
when i got into his car.. yea i gave him chocolate.. a heart shape... which has a message written : '' i'm thinking of you'' and a small canton of chocolater...and the watermelon lolipop.. well i bought them when i went to the mall in the morning ... well i knew that he would be unhappy so ... i bought it for him.. and he actually thought that that was birthday present.. and on our way home..we came back to our house first.. and i took birthday present and a card.. and pass to him..and we went to park the car in my village...well..just the same old place...and he unwrapped the present.. pink wrapper.. with a big ribbon... and when he saw the teddy bear... he looked like one little boy when he got a toy for a present.. and he said thank you... i can sense from his voice that he's very touched... and later he kept hugging me..and said thank you for like more than ten times.. i told him it is just a teddy bear.. not a big deal..and i asked did his ex ever gave him this ,he said no..and i asked what about his friends and he said it is totaly different thing.. and later.. he was like sobbing away.. which really surprised me.. well i didn't expect him to feel so touched by getting teddy bear as a present.. haha well... at least we are both happy and on sunday.. he goes to phuket for new year.. with his parents.. and well so surprised when his dad told him to ask me if i wanted to go along with them.. haha i wanted to actually but then my parents don't allow.. yea too fast actually...

# posted by milk bottle | 2:46 AM | 0 comments

Friday, December 28, 2007

days>

time really fly.... i don't seem to know exactly the actual time.. or anything...
well..yesterday i went for chinese lesson.. and actually wanted to go to ''Big mountain'' with my dad and mum.. but then... happened that.. my mum said she's having headached.. and so ended up only dad who went for it..well he has golf anyway.. i really feel that he should care more about work.. in fact really need to pay more attention to work than golf.. and he came back now ..today...well and pete also came to my house.. to stay for two nights.. and it is so good to have her with us.. but pake didn't come... i don't know..now ...everything seems to happen so fast...everything! studies, friends, bf, time.. and it is just so hard to adapt myself to it... i don't know.. but somehow i don't know why i feel a bit lost..sigh
anyway tomorrow.. my sisters are going back to singapore... well wanted to send them to the airport.. and actually wanted to bring wei hao to oishi buffet as well.. and give him present and birthday card... well actually it is really sweet of him to drive all the way to my house....after having dinner with his dad clients...but later... sigh i don't know.. i'm really glad to get to see him but.. it is just..i don't know.. sigh.. but i'm not very happy afterward...forget it..

# posted by milk bottle | 8:33 AM | 0 comments

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

merry chritmas>

well.. yesterday wei hao called me.. and we sort of having a cold war.. i mentioned about te lunch.. and well after listening to him.. i guess.. may be i'm too sensitive... and yea i think i never really care about his feelings lol.. after listening i feel that may be i'm the one who was in the wrong.. but i can sense from his voice that he's really unhappy.. bu he didn't really want to talk nor i.. so we were like quiet for very long time.. but later on.. we are sort of givng in to each other.. so we are ok now.. and he actually has an appointment with his friends today.. but he canceled.. and go to movie with me.. have a nice time today.. and i even went to his house.. and later met his mother too.. she's very nice..
anyway tomorrow i'm going to big mountain with my parents and my sister.. but have to wake up really early guess i got to go to sleep now

# posted by milk bottle | 9:25 AM | 0 comments

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

chritmas>

yesterday i went to the party.. which was quite a boring one actually.. well..at first my sisters ,mum and i were at the mall buying some presents.. which are unnecessary .. my dad is all to be blamed.. well and later wei hao came to join us in the mall.. and we were sort of very late.. i and wei hao came home separately.. was quite angry with him.. as i wrapped birthday present for him the night before.. and also bougth a cute packet of sweets for him.. but he didn't even bother to call.. well...i was kind of upset too lol.. and in the next morning .. i called him.. also refused to answer... saying that he was sleeping...anyway.. forget it.. and when we were home.. we waited for uncle to come and we go together by his car.. at there.. we just had dinner.. which i feel that the food is bad.. and it is considered expensive ! then later..then we also had karaoke..my sisters and i went to sing.. two songs.. i think we sang really bad lol..! so shameful.. we then had lucly draw and there were only a few presents.. including ours.. well my sister got wei hao's present.. so i exchanged my soft bear with her.. so i took photo frame.. feel like he gave me the present.. haha actually i went to choose it with him..
today .. wei hao asked me to join him for lunch.. without even telling me first that his friends were meeting us too.. i don't know why he didn't tell me.. first we went to his house to wait.. for just like 15 mins.. then go to the mall.. and his friends.. one is i met on last monday dinner.. and the other is his cousin..both of them came back for holidays from usa.... four of us were at fuji eating.. and i don't know why wei hao's attitude changed after meeting his friends..he didn't even care about me.. nor bother to even ask what i want to eat.. well he did just one time.. like doesn't care attitude.. really don't know what's wrong with him..and he didn't even want to like talk to me lol.. only when he friends asked then he would reply.. i'm really unhappy with that.. i dont' know why he treated me so bad.. and when there's a drink came... which is free for the set i ordered.. i asked if he wanted it.. and he just shook his head.. and turned away.. which normally he would drink.. come to think of it now.. i'm sort of angry lol.. i think his friend is more concerned about me than him lol.. but when he left for toilet.. his friend talk to me.. and told me that wei hao is a good person.. but i guess friends always says such things.. and wei hao kept ignoring me lol.. i was just sitting beside him and he didn't even bother to talk to me aword..when he paid for the meal and given a free gift and just passed to me.. to asked me if could i keep it in my bag.. i really wondered why he bother to even bring me there in the first place.. and he also mentioned to me early on that wanted to bring me to pataya and his friends.. these two of them..and he mentioned it during the meal.. and i felt like telling him that i'm not wanting to go anymore.. and then later...he suggested to his friends to try to play the game.. the one i always play with him and we often chanllenged each other...i really wonder why he wanted to play it out of sudden.. then turned to me and chanllenged me.. somehow feel that the old him came back...and we played game.. then later.. we separated and when i was in his car.. i refused to talk.. and he kept asking me why.. (i feel quite unhappy again now).... well and today i go for chinese by my own.. it is good to be alone too.. and so surprised when i'm home...seeing his car in front of my house.. and iwent to his car.. to knock .. but guess he wasn't in .. so i think he might be in my house.. then later he called and said that he's waiting in my bedroom which sounded ridiculous.. but i still ran to my room.. so dumb me.. and happened that he played trick on me.. he was actually in his car... and later.. he passed me chritmas present.. so i opened it and happened to be the shirt which i wanted for.. but it was too expensive.. so didn't buy.. and i ever told him.. the shirt cost like 1100 bath.. which is considered expensive to me..be frank.. i was quite surprised at that moment.. and may be a bit happy and later i told him that i was unhappy in the afternoon about the meal.. and he said he knew and sorry.. but come to think of it.. he's really ridiculous.. so bad and weird in the afternoon then later bought me a present in the night.. well i'm not really angry lol. but after blogging i feel that i'm quite angry again...

# posted by milk bottle | 9:13 AM | 0 comments

Sunday, December 23, 2007

day off>

yesterday was sunday...in the morning my aunt and pake came to my house... and later apple and her boyfriend, bas came as well... seemed like my house always have guests...we had planned to go to the 'OTOP'...and then go to the king power and also as well as to have my hair cut... but happened that my parents have to go for wedding dinner... so we couldn't go to the king power with my cousin and my aunt... sigh.. so we just went to the ' OTOP' to have a look at those export goods... but when we were there.. kind of disappointed .. because there's nothing much of expot goods.. but mostly just selling of goods.. and first we went to pray... heard that it is bone of Buddha... so what we had to do was walked on the red carpet for like three times.. and pray... there were so many people! so crowded.... after that we went to look at those stalls... selling things.. i and new went around together... while nut and my parents went together... then i saw some branded clothes were on discount but didn't look nice... so i didn't buy any... then came to this sweets shop... i think the packing is pretty nice.. you can put all the sweets you want into the box as long as it can closed.. so i choose sweets... and put them in and the person help me to close the box.. paper box.. i planned to buy it back for wei hao.. since he didn't c0me with us.. as he said he's tired and want a day off.. it seems to be like a first day that we didn't get to see each other.. because very often... we would spend the whole time of the days together... but still i keep thinking about him the whole day.. (in opposite, i guess he doesn't) ... after buying the sweets.. new and i walked further.. and i decided to stop at the ice-cream shop.. it seems so nice! and i tried chocolate favour.. so i bought one cup.. then wei hao came to my mind again.. he was so concerned.. as he knew i'm having period.. and he wouldn't allow me to drink cold drink or even ice cream.. like yesterday to paragon.. he said he felt like eating ice-cream.. but because of me.. he refused to eat.. i said it's ok.. he should go ahead.. i could find may be just get myself a drink but he refused.. and in the car... he would keep asking me if i was in pain.. and he said his heartache too.. anyway i still ate the chocolate ice-cream...
we didn't stay there long.. and on our way back.. we went to have our hair cut.. i was waited for like 40mins for the hairdresser.. +_+ after having hair cut , my cousin, bell brought me to buy wrapping paper.. and birthday card...
and in the evening.. i actually took out the present which i planned to give wei hao as birthday present to wrap up... it was so hard to wrap up.. i had to imgine how to join two pieces of paper...together and how to fold them into a bag... and i spend quite a while on that bag.. and i think may be if he called me tonight.. i'm not going to tell him yet.. but i would tell him after i passed him the present.. and would told him how difficult it was to fold it into bag.. and i found a big ribbon and paste it on.. so nice i feel.. and i'm quite glad that i managed to do it! and then i went to watch tv... and later read story book which nikita lend to me... but actually it seemed like i was waiting for his call.. wanted to tell him wat did i do today .. and i bought sweets for him.. but it was about 10.30pm .. so i just continued to read and wait.. and it was 11.00pm but he still didn't call.. well i guess i should wait for a while more.. normally he would call at 11.30pm.. so i waited.. and as i read he story book.. it seemed like the imagine of him keep poping up in every page.. and i kept looking at the clock.. may be i should call him..but i decided not too.. if he really has me in his mind...then he would call me already.. but still he didn't call.. i started to think ... is it.. that he was watching gong ... korea drama that's why he didn't want to call me?... well may be he was chatting with someone else.. or playing online game.. god! i'm going crazy.. so i decided to sleep.. since i was having a real throbbing headache.. and he didn't even bother to call.. i looked at the time.. mid-night... forget it.. i'm not going to care anymore.. and so i slept.. and later i decided to switch off my phone...
then this morning.. when i came online.. he send a message to me.. saying that he did call me but my phone was switched off.. but i don't know.. that doesn't really made me feel better.. i think he just wanted to get his things done then call me bah.. i saw the time.. was like 00.12... whatever it was.. i still called him.. but he didn't answer the phone.. guess he was sleeping.. but i don't quite feel like answering his phone too.. but tonight we are having new year dinner.. and i have asked him to come along... but come to think of it now.. i don't even feel like seeing him nor taking to him.. needless to say accompany him .. sigh

# posted by milk bottle | 7:01 PM | 0 comments

Saturday, December 22, 2007

friday>

on friday.. i went to school in the morning ....and wei hao came to pick me up at my house as usual... oh yea on tuesday when he's bringing me to chinese lesson.. he also brought cake for me.. yea... so sweet of him... oh yea.. on the friday.. we had to register for classes next term.. so by the time we reached the school.. rin,gaf and nikita are already there.. so we had to wait for like 15 more mins.. to register.. and we each got ourselve one computer....i sat next to nikita.. but the computer next to me was out of order.. so wei hao went to sit with rin.. and had decided to choose EC2 section5 (best time)... fundamental stastic(section 2)...intro to archeaology... and tourism geo.. well.. there were many people in the room ... and all of us were excited as we had to be fast in register if not if the section is full.. we had to get other section... so when it was exactly 4 o clock.. everybody click at register ... but the service was overloaded..so it kept on saying ...cannot be displayed.. i was so tense.. that section 5 would be full or something... everybody then became very ignored.. as the server wasn't working well.... then after quite a while.. wei hao managed to register for section 5.. and he was like keep coming to help me .. to register.. and after numerous attempt ended up..i got the section!and then he ran back to his and register for math.. rin was talking on the phone while.. doing the registration... nikita somehow couldn't get.. and later section5 was full.. so disappointed that nikita and gaf didn't get section 5 ... but rin ,me and wei hao got.. then now math rin, wei hao and i have to take fundamental statistic... so we tried to get the same section.. i was so nervous.. and wei hao came to my rescue again.. and happened that i got the same section with wei hao but rin couldn't.. then now tourism geo.. three of us wanted to take together.. and there's only one class for geo.. so wei hao got it ..and my computer was still the page cannot be displayed .. i was so nervous.. and praying hard that the page would turn up.. and finally i got the last seat in the class...! so rin didn't get to join us.. then one last one.. the one we want.. was full and wanted intro to computer.. also full.. so we just register for mass communication.. not sure what it is...well.. come to think of it.. wei hao and i have all of the classes in common.. it is like a fate!... may be it is all fate since the starting of we meeting..
then after that we gave chritmas present to rin ,gaf and nikita.. and we went to sentral 9 to had dinner.. so fun.. nikita and i kept teasing rin that he's gay... and gaf is very sweet too.. so after eating we separated...
today is saturday.. is a special day as.. wei hao and i are together for one month.. so he brought me to shangrila hotel to have lunch... and i'm actually having my period....so kind of feel a bit uncomfortable.. and can't believe that i'm telling him this for the second time about my period.. but he's just being so concerned .. he would like asked me if i'm ok or am i'm in pain or something.. with that kind of look.. well which is good too.. :) .. at the hotel.. he actually book a place for us.. but it would be more romantic in the night but i have chinese so... well and first the person gave us the menu.. italy food.. an i knoe none of them.. all the name were so weird.. and by seeing the price ... i couldn't believe it was so expensive.. the drink ... fruit juice cost like.. 220 bath.. while mineral water cost 300 bath.. quite bigh bottle.. but still outside small side costs like 20 baths? we ate the bread.... whcih made me very full...then the next moment i ate someting like ham with sour cucumber... quite salty... and later we had spagetti.. but i think they didn't coook properly.. so it was too hard.. and so they recook for us.. later i notice.. we seemed to be the only youngs in there.. the rest of them seem adult... after that we went to paragon to walk....but ended up we each ate a bowl of rice.. and i couldn't finish it ... so he ate my remaining too.. which was quite touching.. haha.. he said he doesn't mind.. but i guess i made it hard for him to go on diet...as go out with me.. he had to eat like one and half bowl ... and later i wanted to buy... er.. er... er.. pad.. i think i didn't have enough with me .. so i think it is better to have more in extra.. and i don't know why but i did tell him.. well actually i didn't really want to tell.. and in the supermarket ... there were so many people.. kind of embarrassing if you went in just holding onto pad... i don't quite dare to buy lol.. well then later i asked him if i asked him to buy it for me.. would he dare too? it's kind of embarrased isn't it for a guy to buy such thing... and even for i myself not quite dare to buy this in paragon.. it's really weird.. and so surprised.. he said he would help me.. then as we walked into the supermarket.. as my eyes scanned through the section selling that...i wondered if we were going to do this.. so when we were there.. he asked me which one did i use.. and i just said that one.. without pointing.. and happened that he picked the right one.. +_+ and he actually held that for me and i followed closely behind.. then he took two boxes of biscuits as he said.. if just come in to buy this seemed very weird.. .. then later.. we went to pay for it.. god.. i really don't know what to say.. should i be happy or embarrassed?...i wonder if others bf do such thing..
then we went for chinese lesson.. he was really tired.. as he drove whole day and have to tolerate with the traffic jam.. i feel kind of bad for him.. he doesn't have lesson but he has to accompany me .. and so during the break .. i went to the car to accompany him .. and then went back to the class.. guess next time i should go by myself...

# posted by milk bottle | 8:45 AM | 0 comments

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

dinner>

time passes so fast....
on the monday night.. i still remember how nervous i was..well in the afternoon i went with mum and my sisters to the mall... we wanted to buy things and arranged them into baskets to give to my mum clients for new year... well at first we were eating at fuji.. i feel so full after eating.. and rin called me to tell me that the math result is out.. and he got an A.. well and he helped me to check but something wrong with the website.. so i didn't know my grade.. and so i decided to call wei hao to let me know that after the released of result happened that he has already check and he got As for all his subjects.. and he didn't even tell me about the result are out.. so i would have checked.. and..also happened that he's eating Mk at the mall as well with his mum... i was quite nervous as i was going to meet his mum and dad tonight...and i was wondering as well.. would i meet them later in the mall? well.. and then after eating i and my mum went to supermarket to do some shopping while my two sisters went to see doctor.. and it was so coincident.. that i met wei hao in the supermarket.. he was wearing blue t-shirt with jean.. i guess i looked really funny.. with my spectacle..t-shirt wth slipper.. guess i was too hurry that was why i wore slipper out to the mall.... then later i was talking with him.. and he said he could show me who is his mum.. but i was not planned to meet her yet in that kind clothes...but somehow.. she appeared in front of us... and i was so shocked no quite knowing what to do.... +_+ my mum was somewhere else.. if not she could help to communicate with her.. his mum is so thin and tall... and i'm so short -_- well anyway... i stay there longer..and later i had to go and took wine from the car.. so heavy .. well for wrapping up in the basket..and wei hao called me later to tell me that i scored A for math and A for tennis.. and 3 .23 /4.00 well still quite lucky to get A... hehe umm.. and then we rushed home.. i got to be really fast in dressing.. and wei hao comign to pick me up at my house... i wore the white, neat shirt with jean.. well i think it is quite nice.. and then when i opened the front door.. his mother was there... god ! so embarrassed... and wei hao still laugh at me :( well in the car.. i didn't talk much... well his mum just asked me a few questions.... nothing much.. when we were there.. i saw his dad was sitting with a few friends chattin then he stood up when he saw us.. i wonder if it were because he wanted to see me or just because he saw his family...then i greet him... well i feel that he's quite nice somehow.. and he told them to let me sit between them..and later... a few people kept coming in and off to join us.. and they would keep ''cheer'' and smoking.. and the food was being served... but i hardly took any... mostly were wei hao taken for me... but thought out the whole dinner.. i was quiet all the time.. those uncle were actually spoken in taiwanese.. which i don't really understand.. even though i tried too.. umm.. but i somehow know that they tease wei hao.. or something..and his father is also quite nice.. eventhough he sat opposite to me..in the round table.. he kept asking me to eat.. a few times.. but then i didn't so later he walked over and told me to eat more.. and his mother who was on my left kept helping me to pour water...well anyway we went home first...
on tuesday... terrible day....i had piano lesson.. and the teacher kept talking non-stop...i feel that he's wasting my time...and he didn't really teach much.. and he kept talking non-stop...and at 4pm wei hao was waiting outside and the teacher still talking about his daughter...and then we went to the mall to eat BBQ plaza...then he sent me to chinese lesson...and wait for me ..so touched...

# posted by milk bottle | 8:20 PM | 0 comments

Saturday, December 15, 2007

oh no>

i can't quite believe it when my mum tells me that aunt xi is coming to our house.. not just her.. but her whole family.. why ? out of sudden ... and never before coming whole family to just visit us?sound just so weird.. i wonder why ..even my sister ,New got shocked out of her life when she knew it.. well iguess she felt exactly like what i feel.. i feel quite uneasy lol.... to see them especially krane.. and his wife.. i guess the last time i saw them is when krane got married.. hear a lot from my mum.. that he didn't get along well with his wife or something.. and i really wonder why they are getting married so fast? and yea wei hao is coming to my house in the afternoon.. i really wish he can go to the dinner with me tonight... because... it would be awkward for me to be there.. with them all..

# posted by milk bottle | 11:19 PM | 0 comments

Friday, December 14, 2007

mei yuan>

friday is always the best day out of the 7 days....and it is my favourite day.. as friday is the end of weekday...and on saturday.. i still have chinese class.. and sunday.. gave me the feeling that ''tomorrow is monday, have to go to school'' well and at 10.30am, wei hao reached my house.. my family and he are going together to eat at mei yuan.. well i think i feel better than yesterday.. anyway i quite enjoy the food...
ummm after that i and him went to central2 on our way there.. he also asked me what was wrong.. as i didn't really want to talk or something.. well i also didn't know how to tell him.. anyway we went to watch movie... the warlords..i think it is really meaningful.. and so much emotion involve. then i also played game 'hiding picutre' we compete with each other.. and happened that i lost to him.. :( so bad... but i want to win him next time! then we just kept walking around.. to see those earrings.... and we went to eat xiao long bao.. quite nice.. and he treats me..
when i was home.. i discovered that the flower that he gave me is missing! and later i knew that New threw it away! i was so shocked! how dare her! i wanted to take out those ribbon that tied around the flower!... i'm really angry with this stupid sister! how could she threw away my things just like that!especially my flower!

# posted by milk bottle | 8:08 PM | 0 comments

Thursday, December 13, 2007

indian>

today is an enjoyable day... Rin and Nikita broght me and wei hao to indian temple...well to be frank eventhough i don't really know if i believe in their religion.. but it is nice to be there.. first we had to put on a provided yellow scaff on our head.. then we went to pray at the upper floor.. after praying.. a person passed each of us a small amount of a brown sweet which i have never before eaten.. it seemed somehow weird.. well i guess i'm not very used to it.. like the time i went to church.. which was actually worse.. feel so uncomfortable..then we went to few rooms..one is the room where bible are kept.. i guess.. and the other is a few people were sitting on the floor to read bible book..then later Rin as he scored B in english and A in chemistry...so he wanted to treat us to indian food.. well which i didn't really eat before.. umm may be just only chinese curry.. well.. but i think i'm not used to indian food.. some are too salty.. while some are really too sweet... but still i'm so glad to be spending time with them..then later we went back to the shopping center where we parked the car.. and then we just walked around.. and planned to take photo together..but there's no good place for taking photo so we went to central 3 to take photo..well it's kind of studio..and i think it is quite cheap compare to the last time i took with pake..at first we took together..four of us i and nikita were standing behind the cushio while two men sat on it.. then later i took with nikita and as well rin with wei hao..as there're some accessaries..like plastic cap and guns and soft toys..so we hold on to them while taking photo..and later we moved to the next corner..then later nikita keep saying that wei hao and i should took together.. feel a bit weird.. haha..i don't i had ever taken photo with any guy before lol.. anyway we did..i guess wei hao wanted too but he didn't really mention.. the camera man asked him to sit..and asked me to stand behind.. and i held on to a brown teddy.. so i put it on his head :P then later i encouraged nikita to take with rin as well.. they are very suitable in some ways.. i just find them really sweet..so both of them lean against the wall and each of them put their foot on ball...so cool and cute.. haha.. just like a couple ...and later we moved to the next corner.. and again i took it with wei hao.. he just stood behind me.. well and i think we sort of having a good time.. :) after that i had to go chinese lesson...and wei hao send me there... while nikita and rin went home together...then when i was having a break..wei hao called to tell me that he met a friend in paragon and that would have his friend going home with us.. i said ok.. then i kept thinking... would his friend be a guy or a girl... umm i don't think any guy would want friend to send them home.. so must be a girl.. but then.. but why would he want to send a girl home.. after my chinese lesson.. i walked down the building and saw him with his friend whom is a girl.. somehow.. i could tell that they are very closed..and having a good time chatting.. as i saw them smiling.. then we walked to his car.. i was last person following.. and i kept thinking.. may be i should sit at the back seat.. but his friend took the backseat.. so i took the front one.. well i think i talked the most on our journey back.. and i gave them both lollipop too.. then i asked so is he sending me off first or his friend.. and he said his friend house is very far.. so have to send me first.. after saying and saying.. i don't know.. but all i wonder is why was i there in the first place.. i should go to chinese lesson by myself .. i should .. and i know that mum doesn't like me to be home late.. and what's the point of me sending his friend all the way home.. then i would reach home very late.. so he send me home first.. as it is nearer.. and then he sent his friend home.. i don't know.. but i just know that i'm not very happy with the whole things... and later in the night he called and i didn't really want to talk to him... he sounded happy.. somehow .. i wasn't sure if it was because of we went out with rin and nikita or..because he sent his friend home.. sigh.. and on friday my mum actually ask me to ask him if he wanted to go and eat with us..at mei yuan ... i told him two days ago.. and i really wished he could go with us... but after what happened .. i don't even feel like seeing him..

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Wednesday, December 12, 2007

-_->

sigh... sigh .. sigh.. sigh... sigh.. and sigh... can't quite believe!!!! i just can't!! how could i get like C grade for the bio! i really hate the teacher now... i spend so much time reading and what did he ask in the exam...i really really wonder what did others get for their bio! i know joy would get like A .. but what about others... i just can't believe that i would do so badly!.. just can't believe... sigh .. i feel like talking to someone.. complain.. yeah.. sigh.. and online... i saw trend.. so glad! she's always be the best listener and adviser... :) on the other hand.. wei hao.. well... his comfort doesn't really help me much.. i don't know... well but i know he's not good at comforting.. but still.. sigh.. i wish my bf can really cheer me up..
and i got B plus for my eng.. which is considered quite good.. well now all i can do is to pray that i got A for my math and tennis!!! please!! please!! please!!!!!!

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Monday, December 10, 2007

holidays>

hahas... :) now it's time for holidays! never be better!.. after a few months of studying...especially memorising bio!.. i wouldn't want to ever take bio course again!
on saturday is the last day of my exam.. for math..actually having a hard time... struggling with math on friday.. and at the same time... wei hao was having exam on friday.... i can't be so selfish requesting him to come to teach me.. as he needed time to study as well.. i had so many doubts ...sigh.. i was quite troubled..and happened that he came to my rescue without me requesting.. i'm so touched! and he spent so many hours teaching me...and later we had dinner together at my house..with my mum as well.. and the next morning, he came to my house to pick me up to school.. and we study once again at school..and Rin joined us....anyway...during the exam, i felt very sleepy,tired and stressed because can't really do the sums...but somehow i felt quite gulity as he spent so much time teaching me even though he's tired...so i tried those sums again..and again and somehow i can do them.. so glad... i guess he motivated me..
well...and on sunday... we went out together.. the day was long.. we went to the central to have lunch there.. we tried korea bbq..which was quite expensive.. and the korea rice.. very nice... and later on we went to the siam to paragon.. planned to watch movie but didn't.. and we went to drink english tea.. i'd never been there.. but the atmosphere is nice..and the food is really expensive too.. not sure what tea i had drunk... but i had quite a fun time.. there..and later we went to eat steam boat.. where i met pete and her dad.. and we sat together... it was so nice to be there.... and later in the evening..he sent me home.. and happened that my mum and uncle also just reached home.. and my uncle kept talking to wei hao about ... lots of things.. like hour.. haha...

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Thursday, December 06, 2007

bio>

after so many hours of memorising bio....about bird... lightweight skeleton, honeycombed bone structure... female bird one ovary, tootless, wings areairfoil.. able to soar on the current... sponge..no muscle or nerve cells.. sigh.. and what did he ask in the exam? i feel so bad.. the last section is the worst!.. essay writing..contains 20 marks and i was running out of time.. i spent not more than 10 mintues on it.. and in a hurry i can't think of any point! what is wrong with me!? i should be more decisive.. and just choose the question i want to do.. i choose on the bird.. quesion ..then after spending so much time writing on it..like almost a page.. i cancel all of it..and write on the other question.... come to think of it.. i really hate myself!!! i should have this... and i should have that..no point thinking about it now.. but still.. sigh.. hate to regret but always do...
it's so nice of yang yang.. to send me to school for my exam.. he wants to send me there eventhough he doesn't have any exam or class...so when we reached there.. i met the teacher..bio teacher he was sitting outside the exam room.. may be i shouldn't have ask him any question at all!!! really hate him now!.. he said what.. did you watch dvd..it's coming out in the exam.. but i can't even find any question of the dvd content...and he confused me with the human skull! i actually think that the answer is the sapien..but he told me before i got into the class... that.. egaster... or something.. so i'm wrong. ahhhh!!...
and i should do the essay first!!!! -___-
later after i came out from the room.. saw yang yang there waiting for me..he studied ..er.. psychology as he's having exam tomorrow..eventhough he's not done with his revision, he still wants to send me to school... come to think of it.. may be i shouldn't let him send me to school... wasting his time.. :( sigh.. he does so many things to me.. but i can do nothing for him..may be i'm the lousiest gf ever.. -_-
after that we went to find mr nick our eng teacher to get our assignment 4 back.. and i got 90 while yang yang got 95... hehe....at least a 9_ number in front.. and again if it is not for his help.. i wouldn'tbe able to score 90.... and we met nikita.. i and nikita have a long chat yesterday.. about an hour i think.. haha.. and my phone bill is going to shot up!... well.. is it yesterday? can't remember or the day before.. but just so nice to get to chat with her.. ! she's younger than me.. 16.. but somehow ... she can advise me with many things too.. feel that she's very sweet.. so we planned to exchange story book ... :) i passed her my 'goddess domestic'' and 'absolute boyfriend'' comic haha.. still remember i told trendy, chen xin about the whole story.. and trendy ... would say.. thing like 'omg' ... and lala would say... 'shut up lah.. you told me so many times ...'' and remember in math tuition class..itold miss about the absolute bf story.. and she was like what kind of story is that.. haha.. don't know why.. i cry after reading the last book.. and cry like twice after rereading it.. so weird me .. haha..
anyway we went to canteen together.. three of us.. and i called rin.. and he was complaining to me about his eng assignment 4.. and later we discovered that he's actually in canteen... so we ate lunch together..we all chat and eat.. nikita and i always tease rin.. tat he's gay... or something... but yang yang just sat there studying.. which make me feel more guilty.. he should be at home.. studying not wasting his time.. picking me up and sending me home..
the flower he has given to me.. is dying... i feel so sad to see it dying off... sigh.. well but i think of preserving it... :)
my family memebers come back from Phuket.. well nice to see them back.. miss daddy and mummy too.. :) ... i didn't get to really have a nice chat with mum yet.. as i have to study bio..
and the house is noisy again.. may be it's better this way.. as two of the naughty sisters are here to make troubles.. haha
the other day.. tuesday.. umm.. what i remember is ... yang yang wants to send me for chinese lesson.. actually i was telling him earlier that i feel like eating cake.. and so he went to buy it for me.. when he came to my house to pick me up.. so he pass me the cake.. i don't know why but i just love the cake so much.. not sure if it is because of the sweetness of the cake or because.. of the person who bought it for me... and in the car while having traffic.. he was answering a call.. and i overheard that it's a girl...but she was saying about wanting to study with him for sociology..i can sense somehow that... he wanted to put down the phone.. well may be because i was there.. and after he putting down the phone.. i just kept quiet... and he said.. ''it's my friend... want to study with me.. but don't worry .. it's a guy.. '' i was like ha? i heard it's girl's voice.. then he was quiet.. and yea.. later he was saying sorry for lying to me.. and he said he doesn't want me to think that he's not devoted and knowing a lot of girls.. don't want me to think too much.. still i was quite sad at that moment.. i prefer him to be frank and not be lying to me.. :( come to think of it now.. quite upset too... but then after seeing him....i somehow trust him that he doesn't mean to lie to me.. am i too gullible or navie? trend and eliane always say i am.. i dont' know about it this time though.. but i don't know why i am being so positive and believe so easily.. and i don't even get angry.. may be disappointed.. but somehow it didn't last long.. why?

and after class.. he bought me a small card with messages 'sorry' which he wrote in four languages.. i don't know.. but somehow feeling touched.. and he asked if i wanted to eat japanese pancake that he bought.. saying i might be hungry after class.. and he passed me a present.. he said hope it makes me feel better.. the box is grey colour with pink ribbon.. wrapping around it.. so nice that i don't feel like opened it.. cos i don't know how to tie back the ribbon.. still i opened and to my surprised it is necklace and earring.. even though it doesn't cost much.. but it means a lot..

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Monday, December 03, 2007

tired>

i don't know why but i always dozed off while studying every now and then sigh.. :( don't know what is wrong with me..
today i just have eng final exam.. well feel i did quite bad too... in term of language.. hmmm never mind forget about it.. now i'm more worried for bio.. and somehow there's pressure.. if i were not to do well.. then mum would sure be giving lecture or scolding me.. i also feel that i'm not working hard enough.. still i wish i can do well.. but no confident in myself at all.. sigh.. feel that what i read wouldn't come out in exam..and i would be reading non-sense.. wasting time.. the girl,Joy actually score 87 for the mid-term.. that's just so good.. i wonder what does she study.. really wonder... :( anyway i should be caring for myself.. i wish i can do well.. i really wish! but i don't qutie feel like reading.. so sleepy even though i did take a nag for quite long in the afternoon today..
sigh

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Saturday, December 01, 2007

flower>

i cannot believe what have happened for the past few days.. it's happened just too fast.. i was feeling upset yesterday..and at night i'm ok..
yesterday i had tennis final exam... sigh.. i was so afraid.. but i think the teacher would give me at least a B.. i pray for A.. :) he's so good to me and everybody.. i find him really cute too and very kind.. haha.. before taking the exam.. bomb helps to practice it with me.. he threw balls to me and let me practice.. i really find him very helpful... and he also helped Guz....then went for exam...what i had to do is.. hit the ball with forehand and backhand.. Rin helps to throw balls to me and i hit.. but many went out of the court.. but i think the teacher is nice.. and understanding .... it's the last lesson.. well i feel quite sad too... and later bomb asked me about my e-mail.. so we can check in msn.. i told him that may be next time..a few of us could make an appointment.. and go for a meal together.. and he said ok.. i think he's really nice too..
then later i sent mint to the muic buliding but somehow i couldn't find yang's car.. and i called him like three times.. and he didn't answer so.. i had this feeling that he's at home.. and on my way home.. many thoughts came to my mind ... and one of which seem to be the best.. is he must be very sick.. that's why he didn't go for the morning class.. and so i decided to go pass his house to see if his car were there or not.. and happened that he called me.. and yea he was at home.. so i went in..and he said he's leaving for afternoon class.. i know he's in hurry but he seemed so cold.. which made me feel really bad.. why i was there in the first place.. and later on.. he called me.. and in the afternoon he came to pick me at my house to school.. and i feel that he's very cold towards me...i feel quite upset and later i did't talk to him in math class. and later we were in the car and having a good chat.. we are ok.. he said he listened to his friend about giving surprised to girls... he said he planned to give me love letter the next day...to surprise me in some way....
anyway he does today....he gave me flower! and love letter.... i didn't expect him to write so long...but after reading...i feel so touched...feel like crying actually...and when we went for dinner...he keeps feeding me ... :)
i feel that life is so sweet now!
later i chat with pj.. she having...a bit of problem.. and later i introduce her to yang... :)

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