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Monday, December 22, 2008
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it seems to be really a bad day too. but things got better without me knowing as well.. it's like changing too fast.. i can't remember now why i got angry with him.. but i called him ..and we spoke for three times and in the end.. we back to..normal. hmm.. not that normal but much better. may be the problem lies within me, myself. may be i think too much just too much and getting myself lock up and making myself depressed. But there's one thing i have to say, "he's not perfect" due to this, i discovered smth too.. that it's him with his temper, i can't expect too much but to adapt to it. being positive like my "Rainbow candy" stories, i have to speak up and make the move. yea.. keeping things wthin doesn't make anything better. so until now, i still not sure why he got angry with me.
today's regret: i was a bit rude to my mum. ( and i shouldn't, she's the most pityful lady on earth) i should treat her with more respect and be more patient with her. so next time if she kept playing game and again and agian, i should just let her be. well i didn't say anything though but i think she might felt so. am i thinking too much again?
2) i didn't really talk to grandma. i know it's my problem buti just can't bring myself to say nice things to her like my sister. everytime she speaks direct an my sister understand when i dont, then she would start to compare me and her.. i know she's bias in almost everthing which i don't like. she's reall stubborn but come to think of it, may be i get it from her. anyway she's going to have an operation. i want to encourage her and feel like buy her a card well.. hmm may be i should learn to be nicer.
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