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Friday, February 15, 2008

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things seem to really bad.. i mean for the math exam.. on wednesday.. i skip morning class.. as i wanted to study math.. so many things to learn.. and it's not just math.. but a lot of weird stuff which belong to the daily live.. about what investment thing ..and business.. i have to say.. i've got no idea in those.. and if on finance course.. i would be dead.. +_+ have to take even higher level of math..i'm so scared that i would fail math.. so i went for english class..wei hao told me that he would want to go for the lesson.. but he didn' t go.. so i went and call him after the class.. and he said he's studying math.. and two absence in eng class.. with three he wouldn't be able to attend exam.. well. and Nick asked me what's wrong with wei hao.. i guess he must know that we are together..then i and rin went to canteen to eat lunch.. and there we met guz , new , toon and nat.. so we sat together.. then rin and i went to library.. to study..and quite sometime later.. wei hao said he's coming. and there..doing exercises.. so many questions that i couldn't do.. then the person.. at the next table.. turned and we talked.. he's also studying for math exam and he's in my southeast asia class too.. i think he's quite nice .. as he tried to teach me math.. well..but not easy to understand... and later wei hao came.. but then so many ppl.. especially those.. his taiwanese friends.. and dont know who.. they came and asked him questions.... as he's good n studies.. and he's sitting beside him.. i don't know.. but i really feel very upset.. he's care more for them..than me.. well ..it was about 4 pm.. we were having exam at 6 pm.. he didn't really care lol.. that's what i feel.. and last term he said what.. we got together as we started with studying together..discussion.. then he said what he would teach me first to others.. but this term he doesn't care at all.. then ... when i asked cake..he's there too.. about probabillity.. which is very confusing.. cake is so willing to teach.. quite touching.. but on the other hand.. wei hao just asked.. have i studied everything.. i don't know but i feel that he's just being so unsincere.. if he was, he would have asked me to study with him in the first place.. and i don't knwo why..he seemed so high.. at that minute.. i feel that he's really different.. and i kind of hate him.. may be i was totally wrong ... well.. time passed by.. and i dont' really able to study.. my mind wasn't with me.. and later i got up and took my phone along to call my mum.. i don't know but i really need her badly at that moment.. may be just by listening to her voice is the best comfort.. i asked her ' what if i fail math?' and she just said just retake it then it's not a big deal.. and later i heard dad voice as he must be sitting beside mum...he also saying it's ok.. could get a tutor.. or something.. right at that moment.. i was somehow sobbing.. i was in the corner of the library.. feeling touched and knowing that my parents are the best.. they always support me not matter what.. then i stopped and went out of library.. and later...i stood near the window ...and staring out.. quite long time. and i wonder if people there thought i was crazy or something.. then later he came out.. and asked me what happened.. and asked why didn't i go and study.. and i said i had many things that i don't understand.. and later.. he said he could teach me... but there's just like half an hour left.. i don't think it does any help.. not at all.. after the exam.. i was so upset.. and he comfort me.. but i wonder what was he really thinking.. would he feel sad like i did? or it didn't matter to him at all.....

# posted by milk bottle | 8:52 AM

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