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Tuesday, January 08, 2008

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well yesterday... is the first day of second trimester.... it is one of the worst day in the year for me.. i know that i dumb.. really dumb after telling him, wei hao about... accepting the 'stupid guy' in hi5.. and wei hao got really angry with me...really a serious one.. he became very cold..and not even wanted to talk to me... :( and when we went into the class for english.. happened that i sat next to gaf and to wei hao...and next to wei hao is rin.. then Mr ferriman asked us to discuss in pair.. and so my partner is gaf.. well i think it is good too..because i don't think wei hao wanted to really talk to me.. gaf is really nice.. and well throught out the whole lesson, i never talk to wei hao nor he did to me.. so when i had any questions i asked gaf.. and later after the class.. wei hao just walked back to the car without even waiting for me.. and i really not knowing what to do.. so i walked behind him for quite a distance.. as walking i think, may be i should go home by myself.. may be he didn't want to even send me home.. but i had tried so hard to explain to him just before.. that i had nothing to do with that guy.. and then i asked him...why couldn't he just trust me... and he said how could he trust me.. i really didn't expect things to turn out this way.. i thought it is a need to tell him.. because it is nothing wrong.. i'm not doing bad things so should be opened to him.. but he took it so so serious!... i don't know.. ok and then when he reached his car.. he got in and i wondered.. if he would drive away and left me to the fate.. and i increased my pace...thinking hard.. may be i should just call and wait for my parent to come and fetch me home.. then mum would ask me 'what happened?' ... ok may be i think too much.. he did wait for me to get into the car.. on the way home, i dare not look at him..not sure if he does...sigh.. i really think that may be after a while he might tell me' let's break up'... but he didn't.. and when reached my house.. it seemed that he couldn't wait to get me out of his sight... but i think it didn't do any good this way.. so i kept asking him to go into my house..but he kept refusing ... in the end he did... and i kept serving him water.. and he asked.. is it all that i wanted to do....and he said he wanted to go home.. then so i led him to my computer.. and go into the hi5.. want to delete that person in front of him.. but he said what is the point.. and he kept wanting to go.. after deleting.. he's leaving... and i tried to find excuse to go with him.. so may be that would make him feel better... and don't know.. ended up at his house.. he wanted to change his clothes.. and meeting his mum too.. his mum asked what happened to him as he looked rather unhappy.. and his mum talked to me.. if he did anything bad to me must tell her so she would scold him for me.. but how could i say that it's my fault.. i just can't.. but after a while.. wei hao changed back to the same old happy person.. after talking with his mum.. and so we decided to went to the park.. for a walk.. but of course.. the incident is still left deep impression on him.. i feel really sorry.. and when i sat there in the park with him.. and he just decided to go.. but i just refuse.. so he just walk away.. which was really sad.. and i turned and look several times.. but he just kept walking without even turning back.. and he walked so far and further that he was out of sight... i felt like crying.. how could he just go like that.. well.. i really wonder if i just kept walking the other way.. and lost in that big park.. would he go and look for me? i wonder how would his reaction be ... but may be i was too coward... so i chose to sit there and wait.. and yea he did come back..

# posted by milk bottle | 9:48 AM

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