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it was 3.49am when i took a look at the clock.. i shouldn't wake up at that point of time.. but i just can't sleep well nowadays..i still have chinese exam today.. but i just couldn't sleep..well the old illness is back again.. and i kept thinking about this and that.. and this and that.. i feel like telling my mum about it..but i don't think she knew anything...then i wonder.. if even my mum understand me at all...may be not,not at all.. well that's not the main factor i was pondered about..would anyone know..not really ..may be just a few that read my blog.. sigh..that i actually sobbing for almost forever..when i took a look at the clock for the second time, it's 4.46am.... then i started to have one-sided headached.. on my left side...it's hurt.. and i wonder if it's what people called 'migrain' ...may be not.. i'm not sure if i did really sleep after that.. feel like i was being suffocated by my own depression...i'm really tired both mentally and physically..i just don't think everything that happened is my fault.. not totally...and i wonder why am i trying so hard..and i don't even know what does he expect from me and why would he..and does he even try to understand me for once.. may be...may be..
i'm listening to 'come back to me part 2'..may be that's the only thing now that made me feel slightly better.. i feel really unwell...and i don't really have any energy or mood to study chinese..this is really bad.. :(
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~ Loathes ~..hmm...
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