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Saturday, July 28, 2007

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yesterday.. i had a family gathering..with my fatehr 's side.. er.. well i'm not closed to them nor meet them often..very rare actually ..so to be frank ,i don't really feel like going for the dinner.. (very bad huh me?)
well but it is not as bad as i thought.. in fact they are quite friendly.. i really don't know why.. but two uncle (dad's younger brother)did talk to me.. i feel quite ...weird because i never talk to them before.. _'' and grandpa is also very nice(even though ) i never really have a conversation with him.. i mean they are very humble in some way.. and kept telling me to eat more.. _'' ? i don't want to make them feel bad.. really.. i know that they are not well-to do.. and i tried to talk as much as possible.. but oftenly i just can't think of anything to say..
i even choose my very normal clothes.. for the dinner.. well.. but i'm glad that they are earning hard for their living.. because my mum ever told me a lot not so good thing about them.. well during the dinner.. my mum took most of the converstion ...my dad is real quiet .. he doesn't really talk to his brothers..or parents.. i think he's very weird.. well my mum told me that their family a bit weird.. __ ?

anyway today my parents.. yea they go to casino again...doesn't sound very nice right? actually my uncle (mum's brother) asked us to go.. well but i'm sure that mum would be there to advice dad. i just hope that.. u know.. we could hee..get some return from there..if yes..i told mum that i want buy the clothes very nice lol(but very expensive) but if really get the return....it's ok because it is ...like i'm going o get the clothes free ...haha... but i didn't go with them.. i don't think i should go ...there's nothign much to do.. but come to think about it.. i should go.. well i can read book as they are playing..because i didn't study at home anyway.. may be i can stdy better there..

so i'm alone at home with grandma while grandpa is out... well but my cousin is coming to staying with me(pake) so nice of her.. :)
sigh~ i still can't play well..----piano.. i often think am i wasting my parents' money? i feel so despondent and despair.. like i just can't do things the right way like i wanted to.. and now i'm playing 'i believe'that song ..still can't get it right :( and jay's song --- an jing

# posted by milk bottle | 1:53 AM

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