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Sunday, March 11, 2007

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today ...well sunday and i don't really have many things to do..if want to ..there are..but i just don't feel ...not even want to learn toefl or anything.. :( i feel like it's a long holidays which would never end.. and have to say.. i still feel that most of my 'working' life is only in singapore not in thailand.. so it's really different for me if ask me to study here.. ma be because of the environment in singapore as well.. like everybody study so i have to..

what makes me feel worse for today is that.. a 'friend' (used to be ) she was my primary school friend in thailand but then now she goes to school to continue her university.. whatever it is.. she's just became really 'bad' ..well.. i don't think i even like her or want her as my friend anymore..whenever in msn...she never say 'hi' or anything and she's very often online.. only when she has something that want to know..about singapore education or things like that..then she would ask..and after that when i asked her a few question.. she just doesn't really concerned to even reply.. i wonder why did i still want to tell her or even msn with her..

actually my mood is better before that..as i actually found a webside to jay chou's piano scores.. there are so many of his songs.. and i click to listen to them almost all of them.. and they thrilled me ...i wanted to know how to play them all...but so disillusioned... knowing that it would take years may be.. :(

well yesterday evening ,i went for the chinese class..and luckily not late.. and happened that the teacher is changed.. it's Li teacher.. who had taught my parents before..i don't know wether to glad or not because..he's really very strict too.. and encourage us to work hard...things like that..which i actually don't intend to.. well guess i have to.. may be tomorrow.. oh yeah there is homework too.. he's different from the other teacher who taught us on tuesday and thursday because he liked to call one by one and asked to read out.. glad enough that i can read..better than many of the rest.. and li teacher even gave comment that i could read 'hao ting' (nice to hear) sort of.. well i feel that last time in thailand,i was not anybody..and when went to singapore slightly better...and back here at last is a somebody.. u know..when people know that u went oversea to study or things like that.. well.. i think i get to know many of my classmates better now..but well i just can't really chat with them much.. is it because of gap generation? or may it's because i ran out of topic to talk.. well even with the same age girl who looks really pretty ..i would say she has a perfect skin! and really trendy unlike me :( just hope that i could start university very soon!!! please!!

last night after 4hours of class..(longer as it was saturday)i was really tired ...but still i slept at 12 plus.. as i continued with the story book ' behing the closed door' so unexpected...i mean the true story which i can't believe it is actually true...the father of the author was bad enough and later the mother actually know that he molested his own dauthers...and didn't even want to do anything with it.. and worse than that....the parents had a new way of earning money by making porn film.. two of them and the husband and wife of friend...together four of them.. ! and the friend's daugther was also asked to act with the author 's father!! my goddess.. it's such a mess..!! and the father wanted his own dauther (the author) to act it out with his friend as well! and of course the mother actually know it! ...but luckily she didn't has to act ....but it's so unbelievable how could such thing happen...

# posted by milk bottle | 5:55 AM

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