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Friday, July 21, 2006

not a fun day at all>

i think of so many things to type ..but lost track.. now.. well.. u know last week.. i was late..so i took taxi to school..and it was like almost 2 minutes more then i have to pay like 2 more dollar! then on the taxi, the driver is 'over-friendly' he talked to me about the political things..which i just noded my head focred to smile and laugh when i was actually so tired and sleepy lol..
my guardian went for foot operation.. and haven't recover yet.. and today she is sick.. vomitted.. and for lunch money ..i asked her to just give me like 3 dollar is enough..which is not quite hee.. but i feel that she is quite nice so i don't want to take advantage of her.. :)
i also made a call to the ex=guardian about the money thingy and she said she was willing to return..but then i have to go on weekend..but i wonder..if uncle could go with me or not.. as my mum said must get and adult to go..and she suggest their son..but so weird.. go with their son... how could i dare to say.. so still don'tknow what to do..?
u know what.. i feel that family problem ...is the issue i concern the most.. follow by friends.. and u know what happened.. the other i was having dinner ..then suddenly phone rang.. it's mum.. i answer the phone..and she has somthing to tell me.. and told me not to let the sisters tocome into the room.. as the phone is in my room.. and so i lock the door..i was so curious what she wants to tell me.. and after she bursted out her anger.. and stressed i could feel that she's really feeling miserible.. and she cried.. i could hear her voice.. i was quite shocked about the incident too.. and so she asked me for my advice..and i really don't know what to say.. and i'm feelign bad too.. u know..i wanted to comfort her..but my own voice was shivering..and i tried to control it..not to let it be too obvious to her.. i was really shocked about it too.. i really don't know how i can help her.. i'm ..i'm really very sad at that time..if i was with her ..i would sure cry with her.. and the next day.. i tried to call her but she was out to dinner.. and so today i told my sisters that my mum is feeling unwell..so i asked them to encourage her..but only the youngest one did.. and i think it is the only way i can do.. i'm so useless.. :( and she was like asking me later..'u teach her what to say right?'and she said she regret of telling me about it..she afraid that i would keep thinking of it..and in fact i do but i ahev to say no.. and i said we are family.. must tell each other about most of the things.. and i also know that she has nobody to turn to.. other than me..and grandpa.. to be frank .. i'm really upset about it for the next day.. the things keep running in my mind.. and later on.. at school..thanks to f3 hee..and pj for helping me...eventhough they didn't knwo anything about it.. but they do help.. however it is worsen today...actually i really do treasure friendship..but it doesn't seem that it always pay back and in fact.. it really disappoints me.. and make me feel worse..feel that i take things too serious... :( and how could ones criticize other when ones is not even smarter or anything..
today pj,hui fen and me go mac to eat hee.. quite fun..
the other day.. u know what... during bio lesson miss lim cried..but actually i feel there isn't anything to cry about.. to be frank she's too sensitive or may be she has her own personal problem..and i feel that.. for my oppinion..we shoudln't shed our tears so easily.. but i realy can understand my mum ..she's really..responsible for so many things..yeah.. well.. anyway.. i feel that there is no reason at all for miss lim to cry..and the problem that she faced is so super small! compared to my mum's... and i really hated those people who just like to say others that cause miss lim to cry.. when actually it might just be it herself that didn't clean up properly lol..and know what.. those people who blame other is actually those who doesn't even know how to realise their own mistake.. i wonder if those people ever or not to mention that : ' i'm wrong..' and i feel that those who get influnced just by someone' s word is really simple minded...when actually knowing nothing but just trust the party who tell her..
well i just wonder don't they have a better thing to do?

# posted by milk bottle | 8:51 AM

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