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Saturday, May 20, 2006

good and bad time>

well..it's been a super long time since i last blog.. well.. and i just finished my exam on wednesday.. and have to be frank...that .. :( i didn't do well for any of the subjects at all... u know what... i feel that it is the worse time ever that i had done so badly for so many subjects...chinese..bio..social study..geo ,chemistry..and even my maths.. :( this is no good..and to be frank.. i wonder if i can do well in chinese 'o' level or not...i don't want to get C ..i want at least B3 lol.. but if get A isn't that better..? but there is this pharse saying that : ' li bu chong xin' well.. and there is only one week left!!!! i really don't know what to do.. would i able to ..u know ..do well for this..or not... and i don't want to retake lol..my guardian said passed will do.. but no ..i don't want just a pass..but my chinese is not that good either.. but then.. psle i could still got A... well.. what would i get this time?
any way..on friday... we had english oral..and the teacher was like last minutes then tell us.. so un-organised..it was for all sec 4 and 5..well and sec 4b had to start first.. i somehow feel that i was quite lucky as if not i had to be the first to start with.. and then sec 4a was after sec 4b ...and i felt really dumb of mysself as the teacher called my register no. but i wasn't aware of that...and ah trend had to call to me..just made me feel very stupid in front of so many people lol.. then.. later on we were arranged to sit in one of the role.. there are about seven if i was not wrong... my tester was miss li... wow.. haha.. she's quite nice.. among all of the testers there.. i feel that i'm really luckily lol...i was the forth person as well as the first person of 4a... i feel somehow quite nervous too.. and when i read to miss li.. i stopped for some places.. actually i could read better ..! just that i was too nervous.. well.. well..and the photo description.. haha..so stupid lol.. there were people ..'maid' but then i went to say they are ' students'...and miss li facial expression ..somehow seemed surprised.. she might think that i was blind.. but actually not..i knew that they were maid too..but i don't know how to develop on the point so..i say that they are students.. which seemed easier but.. nobody did like i do....then it came to conversation.. miss li asked me.. ' which colleage or university..do u want to go to next time?'i was quite stunned upon hearing that at first but then.. an idea had poped up into my mind..haha... :P i said that my parents planned to send me oversea to australia..haha to ..university.. called what... Maphon...i don't really know the name lol..haha.. just anyhow utter out..and miss li sort of got me.,.and she nod her head and sai out the name.. then she asked me what course do i wanted to take..so i said business..then from there..i talk...and talk...and talk...my parents do what business..why i want to take business course... haha i talked a lot actually and miss li seemed to be very interested too..then she asked me do i actually like business.. and i said no..hee.. then she asked me what do i actually wanted to be ..so i said many..but i feel that the most stable one is business...hee.. so she asked do i wanted to take up course for my interests.. so i said may be after i sort of had a stable job first before i take up those that i like.. hee.. then she asked me...do i feel that a certain people is suitable for a certain jobs.. i said yes.. that's also depend on their interests... and i gave an example of a person who dislike children but choose to be a teacher.. she or he might not able to prolong the jobs ...then miss li asked me back..so what kind of quality should a businesswoman has.. i said..honesty.. elaborate on that..then i said attitude ...and the way they dressed up... then all the people of other testers..had all done their conversation..and walked up the stage..whilei still want to talk more lol.. i like chating anyway.. hee.. then later i go up the stage...hee.. but all the people were 2b..and i sort of know only one of them lol..and then they left..the hall..so i thought i also could leave..hee.. so i walked down with them.. but actually no.. they had to go for something.. so they had to leave and when i talked to one of them.. she told me that i had to wait for my class ...and i cannot just left like that..so i had to walk up to the hall.. then.. i suddenly remembered that the teacher said that if anyone who leave the hall would consider as cheating..but well.. i still had to walk in..no teacher notice anyway..hee..but then i had to sit alone on the stage.. while the rest were waiting for their turns for oral and some were having oral... and i feel so embarrassed! i sit on the stage alone.. knowing not what to do.. and i was looking around seeing those people having oral.. then two of the boys.. who helped to time the pupils..came up to me..saying that i had to face the wall instead of looking around ...i had no choice... but to do so.. :( so stupid lol... then wait.. and wait finally some of the people come up my classmate...so at least i had somebody to talk to... :) ...
then at night.. know what!... i was so sleepy that my mind is really not functioning well lol...u know what.. i feel so embarrassed lol.. my guardian's son helped my sister to book the airplane and asked for a company to look after her..then they need the address in thailand lol.. and i feel so shameful.. didn't really know what to write..then he looked at me surprisingly... and i got to write something.. write some of what i sort of remember....then i kept saying thank you to him afterward as he helped me.. well.. he's quite good too.. cos' he showing some concerns about it too...well...then when he was about to go out..he came to my door saying that he's going out le.. then i was so sleepy then..and i answered to him 'ok,thank you.' sound so stupid me! he was quite shocked..and he just walked off.. he must thought that i was glad that he was going out lol...then later i told my guardian and she kept laughing lol..hee.. blured day

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