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Thursday, September 29, 2005

upset..>

i didn't expect thing to turn out this way... : ( i was so upset for the past two days.. on the last sunday..as the girls in my house were talking about ghost stories and so i happened to recall the dream which my sister had sometimes ago.. i mentioned about it to them without thinking anything much.. one of the girl went to tell her mum about it..her mother gets so worked.. and asked my guardian to change the house.. and there's another two girls coming here.. my guardian is quite stressed abou it.. as the two girls would be scared to hear about this....i kept blaming myself for this ..it's me who started all the trouble.. :( i was super upset... my guardian asked my sister about it..and my sister just kepting smiling and didn't say a word... so i had to answer all the questions that my guardian asked her.... as my sister didn't want to speak up,my guardian thought that she lied about her dream.. i was so stressed about this! i mean i didn't expect thing to be so serious.. stupid me...i told my guardian that in order to slove the problem..just by telling the girl's mother that my sister lied..so that everything would be ended..but then she said that it's not that simple by just saying that..
last night i was no mood in studying for my geo test and my amath test at all! i also didn't go for tuition.. i feel so tired..as i only slept for like 5 to 6 hours or may be lesser than that cause' when i'm worried..i couldn't sleep and the matter is like staying in my mind for the whole night.. i took my time to learn geo but then nothing seems to get into my head...one minute (in my head) 'promoting singapore as aa tourist destination.........what can i do to help to solve the problem..'i was like so engrossed in this matter.. and my heart was not in the studying mood at that time..
i even spelled the word historical conservation to historical conversation.. and i revise math for less than 30 minutes..i just flip through the math note book..
in school today,i didn't really want to study for the test..cause i know that if i don't feel like..there's no point of studying.. but after pondering in my mind..i told myself that i should learn how to seperate things..study is one thing and home matter is another..cannot let t affect the studies.. so i decided to drink coffee..eventhough i don't really like coffee but then i hope that it can alert me.. i was very nervous about geo test.and kept learning during math lesson..but thenit happened that the test is postponed to monday.. then after geo lesson have math test.. and i was so scared..cause i kept learning geo instead of math.. during the test..my hands were shaking like mad..and i kept scolding myself to concentrate on the questions..
today i call my mum..and told her about the matter..she's the only one who can make me feel better..i told her about the incident....and by listening to a few words of hers..i feel as if all the troubles are being drained out from my head.. her words are like magic which can make me feel better after a few minutes.. i feel so good to have her.. :) my mum is the best!my mum said that i should think too much about this small matter..she also agrees that the girl's mother is overaction..as it is just dream which happen sometimes ago..my mum said she a=often dreams about people died and all those.. so she told me not to focus on this matter.. she said she will call my guardian and have some words with her as well as called the girl's mother not to worry....i admire my mum..she can do so many things which i can't! and she is always there for me when i need her.. my mum is the greatest! thank you mum!

# posted by milk bottle | 1:56 AM

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