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Friday, August 26, 2005

the most exhuated day>

i just reached home at almost 9pm from tuition.. today is the worst day i ever have.. as i'm totally under stress.. yesterday i went to burger king with pj and hui fen.. as we planned to study for chemistry test...but we talked more than study.. at home,i was super stressed as there's many things to learn.. and when i was taking the test..i was very blurred and my mind couldn't think.. and there's not really enough time to do.. as mr lim came to me.. i was like just anyhow shed the answer.. :( and those that i did earlier also not sure of the answer and so of them,i couldn't even get the answer.. this really made me stressed..because it's the first time that i'm no confidence in passing.. so far,i don't think i failed any tests before..
today our school has guests from china.. they come to perform.. playing chinese instruments.. and wow they're superior....i'm astonished at their performance.. i reallyadmire chinese people.. i feel that they r smart,clever.. eventhough i half chinese but i feel that i'm not even like bits of those chinese.. my mum is very smart too.. as well as my dad..but i wonder why i'm not as good as them.. actually i should be because i have their genes.. after school,we have chinese oral and at first i'm feeling nothing at all.. but when i get to read to the teacer,my thorat went dry and i couldn't read prperly! i kept stopping.. and i'm feeling foolish of myself! and during the conversations..my examiner helped me along..
after that i went for tuition..and i'm super tired that i couldn't really concentrate on what i was doing..today is miss tan's birthday.. sarah and i gave her a pillow while trendy gave her a cake.. i sleep at one as i'm very stress and i don't want to go to bed.. i play my handphone game to make me feel better..i chat with my mum just today on the phone and super shocked..she tells me that aunt wani has passed away.. i was shocked.. and couldn't bring myself to believe it.. she's very kind as she always donate money to help those unlukcy people.. eventhough i met her for only a few times.. but i almost cried at that moment.. it's really saddening.. monday i still have bio test.. i must study hard now! i want to do well for chinese and bio as well..
i got to go now.. been here for one hour already..
better tomorrow... :)

# posted by milk bottle | 6:46 AM

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